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But Chen Qingchuan looked at me for a long time, but he said, "Sleep." Reaching out and touching my face twice, I looked at his hand.

He got up and took off his tie and walked towards the bathroom, I looked at him anxiously and hurriedly asked, "Won't I go back?" Where do I live? ”

Chen Qingchuan stopped, looked back at me, and said, "Where do you want to live?" Before I could ask, he frowned again and asked, "Guest room?" ”

I shook my head and lay down on the bed, knowing that I didn't want to live in a strange place.

Chen Qingchuan saw that I was lying down honestly, so he turned around and continued to go to the bathroom.

He was taking a shower in it, and I was thinking about it with the quilt.

When Chen Qingchuan came out of the shower, he naturally walked towards the bed, there was only one quilt in his room, in fact, I expected it to be like this, but he didn't speak.

He wiped his hair, lay down beside him, turned off the light, and said to me, "It's late, go to sleep." ”

I looked at him beside me, and subconsciously reached out and groped for him, and after hugging him, I snuggled up to him, and I was next to him, smelling the fragrance of the bath on his body, as well as the temperature.

But inexplicably, I don't seem to feel his happiness, he doesn't seem to be looking forward to this child at all, he didn't decide with me today whether the child will stay or not, is it not yet thought about it.

I was thinking nonsense, and after Chen Qingchuan snuggled up to him, he wrapped me tightly in the quilt and hugged me in his arms.

I put my hand on my lower abdomen, and my face was next to Chen Qingchuan's chest.

Early the next morning, Chen Qingchuan went to the hospital again, and when I got out of bed, he was gone.

I am not very familiar with the aunt at home, after I came down from upstairs in Chen Qingchuan's pajamas, she also looked at me a little embarrassed, probably knowing that I was pregnant with Chen Qingchuan's child, so her attitude towards me changed a hundred and twenty degrees, she said with some caution: "I prepared breakfast for you, will you eat it first?" ”

It seemed strange to stay here now, and I said to the aunt, "No, I have to go home, you don't have to be busy." ”

I thought about it and said to her: "You tell Chen Qingchuan that I am going home, and he doesn't have to worry about it." ”

With that, I headed upstairs.

The aunt didn't expect me to be like this, and wanted to say something, but when the words came to her mouth, she stopped there again and swallowed.

I went back upstairs and changed my clothes, and then left from Chen Qingchuan, and I took a taxi back.

When I arrived at the old house, my aunt saw that I was back, and hurriedly asked me if I had eaten, I was a little happy, and I had no appetite at all, so I shook my head at my aunt, and I went upstairs.

After that I was lying in bed all the time, lazy and not wanting to move.

Chen Lina called to ask me about the situation, she said that Chen Qingchuan and Lin Yutang's marriage did not happen yesterday, what the hell happened to Chen Qingchuan in the hospital.

I said to Chen Lina, "Lina, I'm pregnant. ”

When Chen Lina heard this, she was stunned for a few seconds, and then she said, "me?" She hurriedly asked, "Who?!" ”

I said, "Chen Qingchuan's." ”

Chen Lina was completely shocked and speechless, and she stammered for a long time and asked: "You, you, the marriage between Lin Yutang and Chen Qingchuan was blown because you were pregnant?" ”

I curled up under the covers and whispered, "Yes." ”

Chen Lina said again: "I'm." "Come out.

She was completely impressed by me, she said: "Xu Kaiyan, I am the most convinced of you in the world, no wonder Lin Yutang and Chen Qingchuan's marriage was blown so thoroughly, it turned out that you hid such a trick, Chen Qingchuan is estimated to be really dead in your hands in this life, and he can't escape at all." ”

After she said this, she asked puzzledly: "You said that Chen Qingchuan is such a shrewd person, why did he get you pregnant at such a critical time?" He's not dead to you..."

Chen Lina's words were not completely thorough.

I said, "I forced him, this child came by accident, he hates me to death now, I didn't expect this trick, I thought I was holding the child and threatening him." ”

Chen Lina couldn't stop laughing on the other end of the phone, she said, "You forced him? ”

That's all her attention.

I was afraid that she would laugh at me, so I immediately said, "What's not to do?" Women can't be strong men? ”

"Hahahahahahaha Chen Lina completely laughed crazy on the other end of the phone.

She laughed for a long time, and finally stopped laughing and said, "What are you going to do with that kid." ”

I said, "I don't know, he hasn't said what to do yet, but I guess I'm going to have to beat it." "I'm biting my nails there.

Chen Lina said: "Don't talk about it, you killed the child you finally conceived?" Are you funny? You threaten him with the child, and you see if he is still dead to you. ”

At this time, Chen Lina's mother-in-law called her on the phone, and she hurriedly said: "Okay, I didn't say it to you, I'm busy, I'll go to see you in a few days, and bless you." ”

With that, she hung up.

After Chen Lina hung up the phone, I didn't feel a little excited, my heart seemed to sink to the bottom of the sea, heavy and stuffy.

Today, no matter how much I eat all day, I lie on my stomach in bed and fall asleep.

At six o'clock in the evening, it seemed that someone from the house had come because they heard the sound of a car.

Immediately after that, there was a voice downstairs, it was Chen Qingchuan's voice, and he asked my aunt and me.

The aunt immediately replied to him, "Miss has slept at home for a day, sir." ”

Then, there was the sound of footsteps, Chen Qingchuan seemed to walk up, and as he walked, he asked his aunt, "Have you eaten?" ”

The aunt said, "My appetite is not very good, and I haven't eaten much today." ”

The two of them probably walked to the door of the room and stopped.

In the next second, Chen Qingchuan pushed the door open, looked at me lying on the bed in the room, and said to his aunt, "Please clean up your things." ”

Before my aunt could understand, Chen Qingchuan walked towards me and pulled me up from the bed, and I looked at him, not knowing what he was going to do.

Faced with my consternation, he asked, "You have a child, will you take care of yourself?" ”

He spoke in a questioning tone.

When the aunt heard his words, the whole person was stunned, and her mouth was as big as a goose egg.

Chen Qingchuan saw that I was still sitting on the bed and didn't move, he frowned and said, "Put on your clothes." ”

I said, "What are you going to do?" Where are you taking me? ”

Chen Qingchuan didn't answer, but said to the aunt who was still stunned: "Auntie pack up your clothes, I want to take Kaiyan back." ”

The aunt was also stupid, and she stammered and asked, "Go, where to go." ”

Chen Qingchuan said: "Go to the place where I live. ”

He took my coat and put it on me.

I didn't expect him to be like this, I just wanted to speak, he led me out, and my aunt reacted and immediately went back to the room to clean up for me.

After that, Chen Qingchuan took me downstairs and got into the car, and my aunt used the fastest speed to pack up my things for me and carry the bags down.

Then the driver put it in the trunk, and I just wanted to ask him what he was doing at his house.

Chen Qingchuan sat beside me expressionlessly and said, "Please, take care of yourself and eat on time." ”

I said, "Child, child, you are intending." ”

Chen Qingchuan said: "At the age of thirty, no one can afford to toss, since there is, let's give birth." ”

I still couldn't believe it and asked, "So, so you're going to keep this child?" ”

Chen Qingchuan said: "Yes. ”

I heard him say this, and I didn't speak again, I thought he would want me to take it off, that is, he was going to get back together with me because of this child?

Does he like this child, or does he like me, or does he have to be responsible for me because of this child?

I have mixed feelings in my heart, I don't know when, the car arrived at the door of the house, the driver lifted my heart in, I followed Chen Qingchuan out of the car, probably because the road in the yard is paved with goose warm stones, he took my hand and took me inside.

The driver dragged my luggage behind me, and when I arrived in the hall, I saw that Chen Qingchuan's family was all sitting on the sofa, including Chen's mother, who entered the hospital yesterday.

Her face still looked quite bad, a little yellow, Chen Lin sat beside her, and Chen's father was also sitting there.

I paused and looked in that direction.

Chen Qingchuan also looked over with me, and the driver continued to carry my luggage, and Chen Qingchuan said to me: "Let's go." He led me to the end of the couch.

After walking in front of them, Chen Qingchuan pressed me down on the sofa opposite them and sat down, and then he sat next to me.

The family seemed to have something to talk about.

Chen Qingchuan said to Chen's mother: "Mom, I'm sorry, I brought Kaiyan back." ”

Chen's mother didn't make any more noise, the Chen family was very quiet today, even Chen Lin didn't scold, but sat quietly there.

In the face of Chen Qingchuan's words, although Chen's mother was not very happy, she didn't say anything too ugly, she just said lightly: "Qingchuan, what about us, we can't control your affairs anymore, you are an adult, so every choice you make, you should think very clearly in your heart, those of us who are parents, from beginning to end just for your good, but often always become malicious, now, really have children, we naturally can't say anything, I just hope you think it's all worth it, and we won't interfere in your life in the future." ”

After Chen's mother finished speaking, she got up and left.

Then only Chen Lin and Chen's father were left, Chen Lin saw Chen's mother leaving, and immediately got up and said, "I, I'll go and see my mother." ”

She quickly chased after her.

After that, we were left with Chen's father, Chen's father was still smoking, he had a bored face, about the current situation, there was not much to do, he took a heavy puff of cigarette, and said: "Since your mother doesn't say anything, I naturally won't say anything, you decide for yourself." ”

After Chen's father finished speaking, he also got up from the sofa and went upstairs.

I didn't expect this to be the case, I sat there and didn't speak, and Chen Qingchuan was extremely quiet.

After a long time, he said to me, "Let's go, I'll take you upstairs to rest." ”

I said, "Isn't it embarrassing for you?" ”

Chen Qingchuan pulled me up from the sofa, and he said softly: "You make me embarrassed, it's not a day or two." ”

I just felt embarrassed and complicated, lowered my head, and followed him upstairs.

After he sent me into the room, Chen Lin came to our room and said anxiously to Chen Qingchuan, "Brother, Mom is crying." ”

Chen Qingchuan looked at Chen Lin when he heard this, he didn't react much, but said to Chen Lin after a while: "I know, I'll go over later." ”

When he was settled, he said to me, "I'll go." ”

When he had finished speaking, he walked outside.

I don't know what Chen Qingchuan talked to his parents about, and they talked until 11 o'clock in the evening.

When I ate the next morning, although Chen's family didn't pay attention to me, she didn't say anything unpleasant, and she also served me dishes from time to time when she ate at the table.

Everyone seems to be compromising for the sake of this child.

And from that day on, I also officially lived in Chen Qingchuan, although no one mentioned the reunion and remarriage, but the two slept in the same bed again.

When I moved here, I faced another problem, and that was getting along with the Chen family.

This is the last thing I want to do, but I didn't expect to face it again.

Chen Qingchuan was basically not at home at noon, so I needed to face everything in the Chen family alone, neither side spoke, and after eating very quietly, they no longer interfered with themselves.

Even Chen Lin, who has always been rude, no longer comes to provoke me, and he is very quiet.

After I lived in Chen's house for a while, Chen Lina's passport and visa were basically done, and she and Qiao Bin finally decided to immigrate, and I went to meet with her before she left.

The two of us sat in the café and drank coffee for a while, and Chen Lina asked me, "I heard that you moved to Chen's house?" ”

I wasn't too happy and whispered, "Yes." ”

Chen Lina smiled and said, "Okay, it seems that you are back together again." She looked at my stomach and asked me excitedly, "How does it feel to be a mother?" ”

I don't know how to answer Lina.

He hesitated for a moment and replied perfunctorily: "It's okay." ”

Chen Lina was not happy at all when she saw me, she comforted me and said, "Don't think about it too much, you are a mother now, be mature." ”

I didn't want to talk too much to her about this, so I asked her, "You've gone abroad, won't I see you anymore?" ”

As soon as this was asked, she didn't even speak again.

Both of us were silent at the same time, feeling inexplicably sad and helpless.

Chen Lina pretended to be happy and squeezed her eyebrows at me and said, "Why can't we meet?" Video, calls, you can do it. ”

But how can these compare to being around?

After meeting Chen Lina and going back, I cried for a while with the door closed in the room, Chen Qingchuan was not at home, at six o'clock in the evening, Chen Lin came to my door and knocked on the door, and said in a rather bad tone: "It's time to eat." ”

Seeing that I didn't answer, she knocked twice more and said, "Xu Kaiyan, did you hear that?" Time to eat. ”

Seeing that I had not answered, she thought something had happened to me, so she immediately pushed the door in, just in time to see me coming out of the bathroom with red eyes.

She looked at me with a pause.

After a long time, she said again, "It's time to eat." ”

I nodded and said, "Okay, I'll be right here." ”

She didn't say anything more, but withdrew from the doorway, waiting for her to go downstairs.

I just came down from upstairs.

Mother and Father Chen were sitting at the dining table to eat, and when I walked into the restaurant, I actually felt a little embarrassed that I didn't know whether to say hello or not, but whether it was my parents, or aunts and uncles, I couldn't say anything, so I sat down opposite them in silence.

No one on both sides made a sound to eat, and after eating for a while, Chen's mother actually put some dishes in my bowl, and I found that the dishes on the table were very light, not spicy, and came according to my taste.

After Chen's mother put the fish meat in my bowl, she didn't say much, and continued to eat there with the bowl.

Chen Lin glanced at her mother, and also put some vegetables in my bowl, she said: "You, if you are pregnant, eat more, in short, we will be a family in the future, and everyone should not worry about the previous things for this child." ”

In the face of the Chen family's concern, I whispered, "Thank you." ”

He lowered his head and did not speak again.

After Chen Qingchuan came back in the evening, I got up from the sofa, walked towards him at the door, and hugged him.

He looked down at me in his arms, and after a long time, he reached out and hugged me, and the first thing he asked was, "Are you still throwing up?" ”

I shook my head at him and said, "Don't throw up, it's okay today." ”

He put his hand on my head, stroked it twice, and said, "Let's eat on time." ”

I said, "Eat." ”

He said, "That's good." ”

So he hugged me and walked inside, but when I got inside, I stood on tiptoe and asked him to kiss me.

He watched me for a long time without moving, and it was a long time before he bent down and kissed me twice on the lips.

I hugged him tightly.

The next second, he was above me and said, "I'm going to take a shower." ”

He gently pushed me away from his arms, and he turned around and took off his coat and went to the bathroom.

I stood there and watched, feeling like someone had punched me hard, and it hurt so badly.

Is he trying to play a perfunctory role to me? Just now.

I looked at the bathroom door that had closed and stood there without speaking.

After that, I went to bed, and when Chen Qingchuan came out, I lay on my innermost back, facing him on my side, and pretended to be asleep.

And Chen Qingchuan didn't come to hug me, but lay there reading by himself, about twenty minutes he turned off the lights, pulled the quilt on his body for me, touched my lower abdomen twice, and fell asleep beside me.

Yes, he doesn't love me anymore, he's giving in for this child.

It was I who forced him to have this child, he said that he was thirty years old, and he was reluctant to be responsible for this child, if he didn't have this child, he wouldn't have paid attention to me at all.

And are these what I want?

Do I just want him to care about me and be with me for the sake of this child?

No, if that's the case, then I'd rather not have this child.

The next day, Chen Qingchuan accompanied me at home after breakfast, and then went to Fu'an, but when he left, he instructed the aunt at home to let her watch my diet a lot, telling me not to eat too much and pay attention to exercise.

Auntie was there listening attentively.

Chen Qingchuan glanced at me on the side, and he got into the car.

Wait for him to go.

My aunt said to me, "Madam, will I stew some stew for you later?" ”

I didn't answer her, and walked upstairs sullenly, and at this time, Chen Lin happened to come down from the upstairs, she looked at me, and saw that I was in a little strange mood, so she asked: "Xu Kaiyan, you, are you okay?" ”

I shook my head and said with red eyes, "It's okay." ”

I went back to the bedroom, and Chen Lin was still standing there and didn't move and turned to look at me.

I changed my clothes and went out.

Chen Lin, who was on the sofa, asked, "Xu Kaiyan, where are you going?" Can't come back for dinner at noon? ”

I didn't go back, but went straight out of the hall, out of the courtyard, went outside to take a taxi, stopped a car, and went straight to the hospital.

But when I walked to the door of the hall, Chen Lin rushed down from a car, grabbed me from behind, and asked loudly, "Why are you coming to the hospital?" Xu Kaiyan?! ”

I didn't expect her to come with me, and I wasn't going to lie in the face of her obstruction, I said, "I'm here to have an abortion." ”

Chen Lin screamed and asked, "What did you say?" Are you going to have a miscarriage? ”

I shook her hand away and said, "I don't want to embarrass your brother, I'll get rid of this kid." ”

I broke free of her and was about to walk forward, Chen Lin was completely anxious, and after taking out his mobile phone, he hurriedly dialed Chen Qingchuan, and she said anxiously into the phone: "Brother! Come here! Xu Kaiyan is going to come to the hospital for an abortion! ”

After she finished speaking, she hung up the phone and hurriedly grabbed me, she said, "Xu Kaiyan, are you crazy?" What do you want to abort for no reason? ”

Facing Chen Lin's questioning, I said: "Even if you call him here, you are useless, Chen Lin, he doesn't want this child, he doesn't want it at all, and I don't want him to have to be responsible for me for this child, so I will solve this trouble." ”

I shook her hand away and kept going.

Chen Lin was in a hurry, she simply hugged me with both hands, and she said, "When did my brother say that he didn't want it?!" Can you please stop thinking nonsense here! ”

Chen Lin hugged me to death, just didn't want me to move forward.

Almost twenty minutes, Chen Qingchuan rushed to arrive, he rushed here, Chen Lin was still guarding me, she shouted at Chen Qingchuan: "Brother! We're here! ”

Chen Qingchuan immediately rushed over with a cold face, he dragged me past me who was dragged by Chen Lin, he pulled me in front of him, and said angrily: "Follow me." ”

He wanted to take me out of the hospital, but I refused, I shook off his hand and said, "Chen Qingchuan, you don't have to force yourself anymore!" You don't want this child, you can tell me straight, I won't use this child to tie you up! ”

Chen Qingchuan didn't answer me anything, and after I shook off his hand, he directly pulled me into his arms and forcibly took me out.

I struggled and pushed, and he took me straight out of the hospital and into the car.

Chen Lina also hurriedly followed him.

After the car arrived at the old house, he took me upstairs, Chen's mother and Chen's father all surrounded them, Chen Qingchuan ignored them, just took me upstairs, and then when they wanted to come in, he directly closed the door, and then took me to the bed to sit.

He stood in front of me, his hands on his waist, and I was so angry that his face turned pale and asked, "Who said I don't want this child?" ”

I blushed and said, "You didn't say that, but I know that's what you think in your heart." ”

I didn't want to look at his cold eyes, I fell on the bed with my back to him, silently touching my tears, I said: "You are just because of the child, of course you want him, because you like this child, you don't like me at all, if so, then I would rather not have you responsible for me for this child." ”

At this moment, the bed under me collapsed, and Chen Qingchuan broke my body directly and faced him.

He held my face and said in an extremely serious tone: "Listen to Xu Kaiyan, I am not reluctant to reunite with you because of this child, do you think I really can't resist you that night?" If a man doesn't want to be responsible, how can he have no protection at all, how much I love you, do you understand? You know how happy I am to have this child? ”

He hugged me tightly in his arms and hugged me tightly, he said: "You went to the hospital to have a miscarriage, when I rushed over, my legs were weak, I didn't even finish the meeting, I saw you sitting in the hospital, do you know how angry I am?" I thought, your heart is so ruthless, the child says no, you don't want it, don't you care about me at all? ”

I cried and said, "But why are you so indifferent to me, all this time. ”

I pushed him, didn't want to listen to his words, and wanted to struggle out of his arms, but Chen Qingchuan pressed me to death and said to me: "I'm afraid that you will leave me again, Xu Kaiyan, I'm very scared, as long as I am indifferent, don't love you so much, and don't let you have no fear, you will keep chasing me, pestering me, and making trouble with me." ”

He hugged me tightly and trembled in my ear and said, "Don't beat my child, don't leave me, I beg you, Xiao Yan." ”

After a while, he said in an extremely low voice: "I remember a long time ago, you divorced me, and you asked me if I had anything you wanted in Fu'anli, Kaiyan, in fact, I wanted to tell you at that time, I only wanted you in Fu'anli, and your father actually didn't think about me at first, because he knew that you didn't like me, and my marriage was what I asked him for." Because I know that it will only be possible between me and you at that critical point, so I did a very despicable and shameless thing, knowing that you and Lu Ming were in love at the time, but I used that thing to snatch you to my side and successfully have you, am I very bad? ”

He suddenly chuckled again, because he thought of the first time he saw the little girl in the princess dress with long black hair, and he thought he had seen an angel, only to realize later that this little girl was a little devil wielding a magic wand. Even if she teased him later, she bullied him, she abused him, and she hurt him, as long as she cried, he felt that all her badness was acceptable.

Many people asked Chen Qingchuan why he liked such a terrible Xu Kaiyan.

Chen Qingchuan has thought about it many times, the terrible Xu Kaiyan, but in his eyes, he has always been the little angel who is so delicate that he can't be hurt a little.

His parents once pointed at his nose and scolded him that his life was over.

Yes, his life is over, he is willingly finished.

He was willing to finish it for her.