338. Decisions
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I didn't expect that I would say such a sentence, and after saying that, I was stunned.
Lu Ming looked at me.
For a moment neither side spoke, only the sound of the breeze stirring the willow branches along the embankment.
Lu Ming turned his head and looked at the riverbank not far away, he smiled, and said, "Kaiyan, don't make such a joke with me, you don't need to feel that I am pitiful and comfort me." ”
I grabbed Lu Ming's arm anxiously: "I'm not joking with you Lu Ming, I, what I said is true, let's get married." ”
Lu Ming broke free of my hand, he got up and said, "No, you just sympathize with me at all." ”
He was leaving, I got up from the chair and walked in front of him, stretching out my hand to block in front of him: "Lu Ming, you want a home, don't you?" I'll give it to you, don't you want a child? I also give it to you, as long as you work hard, your life is still full of hope, you don't care what people in the outside world think of you, in short, I am willing to marry you, as long as you are willing. ”
Lu Ming said: "Are you serious? ”
I said, "yes, I'm serious, I'm not kidding you." ”
Lu Ming said: "Why are you suddenly like this? ”
I said, "I don't sympathize with you, I don't pity you, but I simply hope that both of us can change for the better. ”
Lu Ming looked at me for a long time, and he said, "You'd better think clearly and be happy." ”
I said with a firm face, "I think very clearly. ”
Lu Ming said: "You better go home and think about it for a day, and then decide, if your answer is still this tomorrow, then we will get married." ”
When he had finished speaking, he did not linger any longer and left in front of me.
I didn't come back to my senses until Lu Ming was far away, and I don't know how I said those words just now, but as long as I think of Lu Ming's seizure that day, I have an indescribable feeling in my heart, yes, guilt, I just want him to go back to the past, not like now, full of despair about his life, I don't want him to regain the hope again, and be hit again.
At this moment, I suddenly thought very clearly, and this idea became more and more firm in my heart, and I also turned around and left from the river.
After returning home, I still listened to Lu Ming's words, and thought seriously all day, until the evening this thought was still spinning in my mind, seeing the sky from dark to dark, and from dark to gray, until the first ray of sunlight outside rose from the window, the time began to go from six to seven o'clock, and from seven to eight o'clock, I took my mobile phone, sat on the bed and sent a text message to Lu Ming, I said: "Lu Ming, I still say the same thing, let's get married." ”
Lu Ming didn't seem to be sleeping, and he thought about it all night like me, and he said, "You think clearly." ”
I didn't want him to ask me such a question, so I said to him, "I think very clearly, and very clearly, I'm still the same, we're married." ”
Lu Ming didn't reply, I waited for a while, and just wanted to ask him again, his answer.
Immediately after that, Lu Min made a phone call, I hesitated for a few seconds, pressed the answer button, and Lu Ming said on the phone: "Come over now, have a meal with my family." ”
Hearing this, I said, "Okay." ”
The decision was made in a hurry, and after the decision was made, I went to the Lu family, and the Lu family seemed to have told his family in advance, so at that time, everyone in the Lu family was sitting at the table waiting for me.
Lu Ming's mother, as well as his father Lu Zhishi, and his sister Lu Yunqing, Lu Ming sat next to his mother.
When he came, he came up to me, came up to me and said, "Let's go, let's have a meal together." ”
I glanced at the position of the table, nodded to Lu Ming, and as he walked towards the table, he took me to sit down.
Actually, I was nervous, not even prepared at all, and after sitting down, I was a little reserved.
Lu Ming said to his father and mother: "Mom and Dad, Kaiyan and I have decided to get married. ”
Lu Mu's face was very serious, and Lu Zhishi was silent at first about Lu Ming's words, and after a while, he said: "We all respect your young decision, as long as the two of you are willing." ”
Lu Zhi expressed his attitude, and Lu Ming looked at Lu Mu.
Her mother may not be very satisfied with me, but when she saw Lu Ming asking, she still smiled and said for the first time: "Your father said that there is no opinion, and your mother is even more okay." ”
Both of them agreed, and Lu Ming looked at Lu Yunqing.
Lu Yunqing picked up the wine glass on the table, she raised her glass to Lu Ming and said, "Brother, you know, my sister is the first to support you in this matter, as long as you are happy, we will not have an opinion on your decision." Lu Yunqing looked at me again, and she said, "Open face, in short, bless the two of you." ”
The people of the Lu family expressed their attitudes towards our affairs, Lu Ming looked at me very happily, I picked up the wine glass, touched it lightly with Lu Yunqing and said, "Thank you." ”
Lu Zhishi smiled and said: "Okay, young people have young people's ideas, we don't interfere and just decide according to you." ”
Lu Ming's mother also toasted me, and I saluted them one by one.
This is the first time I have come to Lu's house for dinner, the atmosphere is okay, Lu Ming is not as silent as a few days ago, and he said a lot of words at the table happily, obviously looking much better.
After eating, Lu Yunqing said that he wanted to talk to me for a few words, so he took him to the garden outside.
We were standing next to a fountain, and Lu Yunqing asked me, "Kaiyan, can you tell me why you suddenly proposed to marry my brother?" ”
I said: "You should also know what has happened in the past few days, I don't want Lu Ming's hard-won confidence to be destroyed again, he can't be destroyed a second time, so no matter what, I want him to have confidence in the future." ”
Lu Yunqing said: "This morning I obviously felt that my brother's state was much better than a few days ago, he actually told me and my parents that he wanted to marry you, we were all scared, I didn't expect it to be so sudden." ”
I said, "I want to do my best to help him and accompany him in his treatment." ”
She looked at me and said, "You have to think about it, open face, this is not a joke, just like you said, Lu Ming can no longer be hit." ”
I said: "I thought about it all night and now I know that if he gets better and everything is back to normal, then after that, I will talk to him again, and now the main thing is that I want him to have confidence in himself and his future." ”
Lu Yunqing asked: "Then how do you plan to get married?" ”
I didn't have much of a problem with that, so I said, "You decide, I'll let you do it." ”
Lu Yunqing nodded, and she said, "Okay." ”