Chapter 101: The Merit is Immeasurable

How did I leave Liniuer's house, and how did I get back to the palace?

I don't remember.

In this process, what did the groggy and Liniuer, Sister Li's mother and daughter say, is there anything "out of line"?

I don't remember it either.

This groggy state, back in the palace, has not changed. Zhong Cui Palace sent a message to Changchun Palace, the emperor's vision meal is exempt, and the queen mother and queen mother have been outside for a day, and they are a little tired, so they should be settled early.

This "placement" was "settled" at the beginning of the next day -- it was almost never before for the Queen Mother to get up so in the morning. Then, the edict was transmitted to the military aircraft: the queen mother and the queen mother were slightly ill, and today's "rise" was exempted, and all government affairs were ruled by Prince Xuan.

Ci'an didn't sleep for five or six hours in one breath, in fact, it was indeed relatively early to go to bed to "settle", but tossing and turning, from beginning to end, almost never really fell asleep, always just fell asleep, all kinds of situations, one after another, not long after, woke up in shock.

first saw the first emperor, he was lying on the couch, it seemed that Ruyizhou was sick when he was "hunting", coughing, while stretching out a skinny hand, pointing at himself: "You, you are worthy of me!" ”

Wake up in shock.

I saw "her" again. "She" smiled slightly, stretched out a hand, held her hand like a foreigner "holding hand", and said: "Sister, from now on, the two of us will be real sisters!" ”

As he spoke, the other hand was also stretched out. Rubbing his belly.

Ci'an was tickled by "her". I thought: It's weird. What did she do when she touched my belly?

At a glance, I saw "her" belly, bulging high, and a thought came to me: Should I ......

Hurriedly looked down: God, isn't it!

Wake up in shock.

Again, I saw "him" again.

The scene is very strange, it is actually in a picture, in the painting. Green mountains and green waters, pavilions and pavilions, everything is available, well, it seems to be the "general map" and "detailed map" of the Summer Palace that "he" entered.

Where is it? Hanxu Building? Buddha Xiang Pavilion? Yang Yunxuan? I don't remember, but I remember that there are large pieces of glass all around, which are very transparent.

"He", like daytime, hugged himself. The eyes burned; The difference is that you ...... There is no struggle, no obstruction. Seeing him, he untied the buttons on his clothes one by one.

Then, he ......

At this moment, outside the glass window, someone said, "The army has arrived", he muttered, "It's really troublesome", he was about to get up, he couldn't help but be anxious, subconsciously used his hands and feet, hooked him, and shouted: "Don't!" ”

Wake up in shock.

Ci'an's heart was pounding, and after a while, his mind gradually cleared up, and his heartbeat slowly calmed down, however, a cold sweat came out.

In the previous dream, the first emperor reprimanded infidelity, he had a big belly, although he was "startled and woke up", but soon he was groggy and confused, and the scene in the dream did not really scare himself, it seems that his accusation of infidelity and the possibility of pregnancy and childbirth are not ...... How do you care?

This time, I was really scared!

Do...... At that time, I actually ...... He was not allowed to leave, and he even shouted ...... "don't"?

Is this still yourself? Isn't that a ...... Nymphomaniac?

Also, that place, surrounded by glass, transparent inside and out, at that time, there were people outside, and I actually ...... Not afraid of being spied on?

How could you be like this...... Shameless?

Cold sweat seeped out layer by layer, and I couldn't sleep anymore, or rather, I didn't dare to fall asleep anymore, for fear that "he" would make noise again and ...... Shout "don't" again.

I remembered the events of the day again......

I really can't remember what I said and did, and the feeling of "that thing" is also chaotic, and it is difficult to distinguish it.

Wenzong has a lot of respect for the queen, but respect is respect, for so many years, in fact, there has been no husband and wife for a long time, and Ci'an has almost forgotten what it feels like to be a man and a woman?

"His" hand, as soon as it touched his body, his heart, as if he was caught by something, as soon as his heart was tight, his hands and feet became soft, and he couldn't exert any strength, even if he struggled and resisted, about ...... It didn't work either.

Skin-to-skin ...... That feeling, it's like...... was stung by something, not painful, not itchy, but "stung" her trembling...... Or, is it pain or itching?

The whole body was "stung", light and heavy, endless......

It was as if he had fallen into the water, and after a while, a big wave came, and he was so roofless that he could barely breathe; After a while, the angry waves swelled and were thrown high into the air, and I just wanted to scream......

God, you can't really scream, do you? That's it......

When everything stopped, she had no strength at all, as if even her soul had been drained away, and when she thought about it, she had no strength.

……

The strange thing is that what he said and did was completely chaotic, but what "he" said was clearly remembered.

When did "he" say these words? Well, it's about a "thing", and I'm nesting in the ...... When he was in his arms.

"The minister's actions, the life and death of the country, and the determination of the country to do it, no matter how difficult it is, but the words 'broken bones'. One night in the hot river, the sky is driving, cutting off the fierceness, these are these four words; Go to the difficulty of the monarch's father alone, take hundreds of soldiers, go south to Shanghai, and fight against tens of thousands of people with long hair, these are these four words; Thousands of miles of waves, absurdity and exoticism, and the struggle against life and death with the American South, these are these four words; Brave the world's disapproval, reform the Eight Banners, and open up a situation unseen in a thousand years, these are these four words. ”

After a pause, he continued: "Haunted by dreams, uncontrollable love, committing the sin of death that cannot be atoned, kissing Xiangze, bearing rain and dew, I also hold these four words - even if I am crushed and broken, I have no regrets or hatred. ”

At this time, in a drowsiness, he seemed to say inexplicably: "This, not a state affair......"

"It's not a state affair, it's a state affair."

What's next, what did he say? Well, "The country is eternal, relying on the concerted efforts of the monarch and the minister, the two palaces are not harmonious, and the monarch and the minister are centrifuged, which is to put the national society on the dangerous egg!" Therefore, this thorn in the queen mother's heart must be pulled out! ”

When you do this to me, are you pulling out "this thorn" in my heart? This...... What is the reason?

However, you treat me like this, and the "thorn" in my heart seems to be really gone, this ...... What is the reason?

I can't figure it out, I can't figure it out.

He also continued: "The minister promised the country with his body, this body is no longer his own, it is the country's, it is the queen mother's!" The Queen Mother's Mother is the world, the most important in the world, and the golden phoenix body is not a person with a surname! Even if the Son of Heaven - as long as he is the Son of Heaven who is kept, he is inheriting the great cause of his ancestors, then the body of the Son of Heaven, in the final analysis, is not his alone, it is the ancestors and the ancestors, and it is the society of the country! ”

This passage is sonorous and powerful, and it sounds like "it makes sense". However, when Ci'an listened, he only felt that it was inexplicably pleasing to the ear and heart, and as for why it was so pleasing to the ear and heart, in a drowsy state, there was no way to discern in detail, and whether there were any other deep meanings in it, there was no way to study it in detail.

After returning to the palace, I slowly figured it out: this is ...... Tell yourself not to feel guilty - including to the emperor. Anyway, whether it is "him", himself, or the first emperor, this body is not his own!

The first emperor, isn't he the "son of heaven who keeps the success" and "inherits the great cause of the ancestors"?

He also said this paragraph, with a similar meaning, which is more "clear":

"The Queen Mother worships Buddhism and believes in the Buddha, when the Buddha was a bodhisattva in the past world, he once rescued a pigeon that was chased by an eagle, but he could not bear to let the eagle die of hunger without food, but made a great wish, cut the meat and feed the eagle, and said, 'I have no remorse, if what I say is true, I should make my flesh and skin come back to life.'" As soon as the words fell, the skin and flesh on the Buddha's body were really resurrected as before. ”

"The Queen Mother is a living Bodhisattva and a living Buddha; Minister, even if it's the eagle. The Queen Mother's body is charity, both for the ministers and for the world, this ...... The merit is immeasurable. ”

Alas, what more can I say?

*(To be continued.) )