Chapter 13: The Sorrow of the Bright Moon

I looked at myself in the bronze mirror, really beautiful, no, it should be said that even if I use the male eyes before I crossed, even if I am still a child, I am also a long cloud and moon appearance, out of the world, I think of this, the corners of my mouth are slightly upturned, proud, two sweet dimples are even more impressive, it is really a bit of a natural beauty and difficult to give up on yourself.

I'm more than 3 years old, but I'm already about 5 or 6 years old girl, but every time I look down at me, I always think it's strange, even though I'm growing very fast, but it's like I've never grown up there, but I'm really a boy. But I don't know why my body has become more and more feminine in recent years, and my voice is getting more and more shy, it stands to reason that because of the difference in the length of the vocal cords, the voices of boys and girls are very clear from childhood, and it is easy to distinguish. But my voice was all girl's......

Especially all the time I have been educated is all about the etiquette that a princess should have, and it is very strict, which makes me sometimes find that I have a bit of a dual personality, in my previous life, I rejected this kind of situation of not being a man or a woman, and I would be on fire when I saw such a body, but in this life I am completely a girl's psychology. The only thing that made it clear to me that I was a boy was my little undeveloped one.

Since returning to Luoyang and meeting with the long-separated Imperial Physician Li again, I also know a little about me, I am very angry and even hateful about Sima Yue's behavior, but I have to say that I was raised by him, and it is better to be born than to be gracious, people have feelings, so they have really complicated emotions. Such a man is neither male nor female, and may even be a woman's appearance in the future, and even her physique will be close to a woman, this kind of inner contradiction is really unbearable. But on the other hand, my other half of my thinking is very happy to be a girl, which makes my former male thinking really unacceptable, so at this time my male thinking will choose to escape, and simply let myself completely become a girl's mentality, so when someone is there, I am a girl, a complete girl's heart. And when I am alone, I am the real me, and the contradiction between the two thoughts collides fiercely and tortures myself, so I don't like to be alone, and would rather only live in the state of a girl. Otherwise, I really can't stand it. Of course, it can also be said that I am really good at feeding, as long as I live, I can endure anything, after all, I have died once, and I can see everything very openly. And when I see beautiful girls, I still have thoughts, after all, I have an adult male mind. I puffed up my mouth in the mirror, with a look of hatred, this expression fell in Aunt Hong's eyes, and it was gloomy again, this child is so pitiful, he has been drugged since he was a child, and he has become like he is now not a man or a woman, and when he grows up, what kind of life should he have? Ay......

I turned around and saw Aunt Hong's eyes red, and immediately approached her, took Aunt Hong's hand with a smile, and said coquettishly: "Aunt Hong, look at Mingyue's new clothes." I opened my eyes wide, looked at Aunt Hong with a smile, giggled while keeping turning in circles in front of Aunt Hong, how could that not be liked? Isn't it distressing?

Aunt Hong looked at me like this, hugged me, and suddenly cried: "My child, my hard-working child!"

I watched Aunt Hong kneeling on the ground and hugging me tightly and crying bitterly, my eyes also turned red, and I sobbed together, snuggled my head on Aunt Hong's shoulder, and said softly: "Aunt Hong, I'm fine, Imperial Doctor Li is not already thinking of a way, and I found it early, I will recover sooner or later, I have actually adapted to the current situation, and I will not feel wronged at all, really, Aunt Hong don't worry about me......"

I gently pushed Aunt Hong away and threw a wink at Aunt Hong.

Aunt Hong didn't understand why I pushed her away, but when she saw my flattering eyes, to be honest, she was a little unbearable, this child really looked too much like a girl, no, it should be said that she was more girl than a girl, in terms of appearance, the biological mother of Mingyue, who she had served, was also a peerless beauty, there were so many beauties around the emperor, but compared with Mingyue, it was really a firefly and a Haoyue, Mingyue was so beautiful, beautiful as a fairy could not describe the beauty, and this child is only so big now, What kind of stunning look should you look like when you grow up in the future?

I saw that although Aunt Hong stopped crying, the tears were still flowing, so I gently wiped her away, and then said, "Aunt Hong, I'll dance for you, I just thought of it." ”

"Well, let's dance, let Aunt Hong see what dance Mingyue Xin came up with" Aunt Hong knew that I was coaxing her, so she stopped crying and watched me wait for my dance.

I generously faced Aunt Hong and started my dance......

Time flies by like this, I know that the wheel of history will roll faster and faster, I have a feeling that there is a sense of urgency and crisis that is constantly oppressing me, I really want to grow up quickly, although I have grown up so fast, I have grown up much faster than my peers, you must know that people have called me a little monster behind my back, but I know that I am really still too young, I can't do anything at all.

"Aunt Hong, Princess Mingyue, please go to the inner hall for a while," the voice of the little maid came from outside the door.

"Got it, please tell the Prime Minister, Princess Mingyue will go after finishing her makeup, please wait a while."

I looked at Aunt Hong and thought to myself, why did Old Man Sima suddenly want to see me today, and let me go to the inner hall, are there any guests? I'm only 3 years old.

Aunt Hong is also a little puzzled, the prime minister has never come to see us once, why did he suddenly ......??? today?

Aunt Hong couldn't solve her doubts but there was no way, so she quickly dressed me up, and I happened to be wearing new clothes today, which saved a lot of time.

Inner hall

Sima Yue's face was really not good-looking, and Zhu Dan, who knew the details of Luoyang's various details, defected and attached himself to Liu Yuan. Liu Yuan worshiped Liu Jing as the governor of the Jin Dynasty, captured Liyang, defeated Wang Kan in Yanjin, and sunk more than 30,000 men and women into the river! The corpses blocked the river, and the blood stained the entire river red! Shile attacked Julu and Changshan, and his troops reached more than 100,000 people.

Today is Sima Yue's banquet for everyone, but at this time, these military newspapers are delivered here today, no matter how good the mood is, there will be no one.

Liu Yu was really worried that Mingyue would be humiliated when he came to see the prime minister. After all, the prime minister's state today is really not good.

Although everyone's minds have their own merits, they are basically unwilling to touch Sima Yue's moldy head at this time. They all pretended not to see Sima Yue's face, and continued to drink and watch the song and dance......

"Princess Mingyue has arrived!" In the distance, there was a bulletin.

Although I don't know why Sima Yue asked me to visit him as a dignified princess, although he is a minister, but in fact he is his guardian, and he is also the prince of the clan, but it is not in line with etiquette for me to appear in front of so many foreign ministers, but my so-called princess is really powerless, and the only reliance is Sima Yue, I am really a little apprehensive in my heart, and I can't guess what medicine he sells in his gourd? After all, it was my first time to appear in public as a princess, and I could only see the tricks and act at the opportunity.

Aunt Hong followed behind me, also with an uneasy face.

Hearing that the bright moon is about to arrive, everyone's eyes also showed heat and expectation, after all, this child's reputation is too great, and he is the most noble royal blood today, and when he grows up, who marries her, that identity is really noble can make the most famous celebrities bow and bend down when they see you.

Liu Yu and Wang Yan also cast their eyes towards the entrance.

What caught everyone's eye was a little girl who was already a little girly, probably because she was still young, and she did not wear the standard princess dress of the Jin Dynasty with more than ten layers, and naturally she did not pick her eyebrows, and her face was not covered with the white powder that the ladies thought was beautiful at that time, and the delicate and pink little face did not have any fat powder, but it was reflected in the light, and she only wore a white wide-sleeved robe embroidered with peony flowers, and the waist was tied tightly, and the white skirt was also below, which looked very fresh and elegant.

Every step I take is a standard lady's pace, unhurried and small steps, (similar to modern Japanese women walking, in fact, this way of walking is passed down in the Han Dynasty) clogs on the wooden floor made a rhythmic crisp sound, slowly came to Sima Yue's face, stopped at a certain distance, I bowed my head after his respectful blessings, that beautiful face, quiet demeanor, really people can't help but look sideways. I also lightly blessed the princes during the banquet, after all, I am a princess, and it is already very embarrassing to give them a gift.

Mingyue's behavior immediately won everyone's love, especially the big eyes that hooked the soul, and seemed to be smiling, it was really ...... This child, who looks only five or six years old, is already a little unbearable.

I looked at the appearance of everyone, some were greedy, some liked, and some were sanctimonious, but I was really a little unaccustomed, after all, it was the first time I attended such a crowded occasion, especially when I was looked at by so many old men, and my slightly pitiful expression of recognition made these old men a nymphomaniac (the Jin Dynasty was an era of extreme attention to appearance, and there was no other in all dynasties).

There are also two uninvited guests in this group of old men, one is Fu Yuan, who was picked up by Emperor Huai, who is over 60 years old, and the other is Shang Shuling and Yu, I don't know why these two people are also at the banquet today.

Sima Yue looked at my appearance, and was also shocked, a veteran of flowers like him, saw such a clear inside and outside, pure and flawless little girl, it was really the first time, Sima Yue's heart was also secretly admiring: What a little girl in the end, pure and clean.

Sima Yue smiled at me and said, "Mingyue, do you know what Gu asked you to do in the inner hall?" ”

Aunt Hong looked at me nervously, although Mingyue was so naughty and eccentric when she was usually with her, but after all, it was the first time to attend such a big occasion, and Mingyue was still a child after all. Aunt Hong is really worried that I said the wrong thing......

When I heard Sima Yue's question, I slowly raised my head and saw that there was no malice on Sima Yue's face, and I also came to the spirit and returned to my father: "Mingyue guesses, it must be that Father Zhongyue wants to reward Mingyue with good things, but why Mingyue came here, Mingyue really doesn't know." I stretched out my hands again, turned around slightly, and said to Sima Yue with a smile: "Father Zhong, does Mingyue's clothes look good?" “

Sima Yue was naughty by me like this, but he was stunned, and immediately began to recall the intimacy in the word "middle father", and the smile on his face instantly became thicker, and he smiled: "Okay, okay, Mingyue will agree to whatever the middle father wants, but the middle father asked Mingyue to come today for something else." ”

I opened my eyes wide and looked at Sima Yue without blinking: "Don't, the middle father didn't ask Mingyue what he wanted, so he asked Mingyue to do something, Mingyue didn't follow?" Then he returned to a quiet and slightly sad look, thinking to himself what Sima Yue had in mind?

Sima Yue's face turned red, and he was teased by a little girl.

Everyone wanted to laugh when they saw this scene, but they didn't dare to laugh, they really couldn't help laughing.

Liu Yu also smiled in his heart, this little girl, who taught her to call Sima Yue the middle father, she was so smart and clever? ?

Wang Yan looked at Liu Yu and thought to himself that this girl is really interesting, I don't know what she will be like when she grows up, I'm really looking forward to it.

Sima Yue was indeed teased, but he was not angry, who could be angry with such an eccentric and beautiful little girl, Sima Yue had to pretend to be serious and said: "Mingyue is not allowed to mess around, the middle father introduced you to a young hero, because you are both teenagers, so ...... Huh"

I was horrified, and wanted to marry me??? I'm a man, I'm going to be a goof! How good is that? Wait, is Sima Yue willing to give me to others? If not, why did you let me meet the ministers and a teenager in the inner hall, and why did I react first to the feeling of being on a blind date? I'm really about to be knocked out by Sima Yue......

Sima Yue looked at me with a panicked look, and he was smiling in his heart, but his face was silent.

Liu Yu listened to Sima Yue's words, and he was also very surprised in his heart, Mingyue is really young