"I have seen the clear, bright and innocent eyes of many children in China, and I have also seen the helpless, desperate and even hateful eyes of some children. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 infoBut no child is like the little girl in front of her, her eyes are full of relief in the face of death.

Even in those who were executed or tortured, what was seen was a desire for life.

Years of military life have already honed my heart into iron, as for being a tough guy? Is it cold-blooded? Or is there no emotion anymore?

I can't even tell the difference between myself.

I have seen our comrades killed and our agents tortured. And we, not far from these companions, hiding, hiding, watching coldly, retreating in order to complete the mission!!

Every time, the heart is like a knife.

Until many former ordinary comrades-in-arms said that I had changed, become numb, indifferent, ruthless, and even disown my relatives.

However, what changed me was not the years, but the battles and fights again and again.

If I have been separated from the main society for a long time, I wonder if I will still be able to have the disposition of a 'human'.

Perhaps, he is just a killing machine?

Or, my final ending is like the little girl in front of me.

Only death can be liberated? ”

Ah Shen has been a member of the Eagle Special Operations Brigade for a long time, a year or two earlier than the time Black Hawk entered the Special Operations Brigade.

Over the years, the western and southern borders of China have left his footprints, which is also the trajectory of his growth in battles again and again.

Ah Shen himself has gradually become rational from a hot-blooded young man, and then to indifferent, numb, and ruthless.

Even Ah Shen himself would not have thought that he seemed to have changed a lot.

How many times, Ah Shen has also thought about giving up this road and returning to the main body of society where the sun is just right, watching the sunrise and sunset, and living peacefully.

However, every time at this time, seeing the red flag fluttering in the barracks, and the sincere words of the instructor appeared in his ears, Ah Shen persevered again and again.

The most important thing is that Ah Shen asked himself more than once: Are you really willing to leave the barracks?

There was no answer, and even he didn't know what the answer was.

Here, there may be concern and reluctance, but there is absolutely no expectation.

After each mission, I only felt that my heart was suffering again. The blood in his heart has long since cooled, and the only choice between killing and survival is lingering.

Fighting to complete the mission, that's the value of his existence right now.

What he wants to see is a China that can be compared with the Qin and Han dynasties and can be called the same as the Tang Ming!

This is also what countless soldiers want to see.

The sentence 'Those who commit crimes against strong men will be punished even if they are far away', which led countless hot-blooded young people to join the army in later generations, including Ah Shen.

It's just that after the initial blood cooled down, I suddenly looked back and found that even my original intention seemed to have become unattainable.

This is not the life he wants.

But it's easier said than done to end such a life.

Perhaps, as he thought, such a life can only be liberated by death.

。。。。

Ah Shen stood beside the little girl steadily, stretched out his left hand, brushed her cheek, and gently closed her eyes.

It's not that he hasn't seen such a dead child, and he has even killed a child with his own hands.

But this time, he didn't know why, he was a little inexplicably unbearable.

Maybe I'm tired of it.

Or is it just because this is a fourteen or fifteen-year-old little girl who doesn't want to die together?

I am accustomed to the indifference and deceit of human nature, and there are routines and traps everywhere. Even a 10-year-old child can shoot a black gun, let alone anyone else he sees.

If this little girl really had the intention of dying together, at this moment, everyone in the warehouse had turned into powder.

In the center of more than 100 pounds of T-N-T explosives, they won't even have a slag left.

The little girl was chained in place, apparently not voluntarily. The right-hand detonator-tube, the left-hand grenade, is it voluntary?

[The Rose Organization is so frustrated, even such a young child will not be spared. There must be some conditions to coerce the little girl into working for them. 】

In an instant, Ah Shen guessed some kind of possible outcome.

――――

After years of fighting against the West and anti-China forces, the surviving veterans have already figured out the methods of the other side.

The West and anti-China forces have never regarded people other than themselves as 'people'.

These self-proclaimed 'civilized world' people are just some wolves in sheep's clothing, whether it is the black slave trade or the bloody colonial war, the West still licks its face and says that it is the 'civilized world', how cheeky does this need?

It is true that success or failure is judged by future generations, and history is written by the victors.

Only these white-skinned and black-hearted guys in the West can 'spend money to buy their lives' without scruples, equating human life with money.

It is precisely because of this that the West will never understand that China has something that has been passed down for thousands of years -- a spirit.

The United States, the undisputed world leader in today's world, once ridiculed China for not understanding macroeconomic theory.

The Western world is waiting to see the jokes of the 'flower planters', and the 'China-collapse theory' is so loud that it has been slapped in the face again and again, and it is still the kind that crackles.

China once dominated the situation for 2,000 years, but the West has only taken advantage of the situation for 400 years, how can we comprehend the essence of Chinese culture 'since ancient times'?

China mercilessly ridiculed the United States for not having seen the 'rise and fall of the country' and not understanding the principle of 'governing the country and securing the country'.

Looking at the world, who dares to say 'since ancient times' in front of China?

Our more than 2,000 years of history, culture, and countless heroes have emerged during it, together constitute our most precious spiritual wealth, which is unmatched by any country in the world!

The 'spirit' is not a technique, not a question of whether you can learn it, but if you let it learn, can you learn it?

'Spirit', this is one of the most important 'heritage' in China since Yanhuang. It guarantees the ideological independence of the Chinese people, and ensures that even if China has suffered several dooms, it still retains the fire of revival!

What exactly is 'spiritual'?

The answer lies in the ancient books in the history of China, and you need to savor it yourself.

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Winter melon and Guan Jianxiong felt that Ah Shen's state at the moment was a little wrong, and before they had time to think carefully about what was wrong, Ah Shen had already returned to his usual appearance.

Putting on two clean uniforms for the little girl, Ah Shen returned to his usual coldness. (To be continued.) )