Chapter 9: A Ling (2)

Listening to Ah Ling's narration, although Yang Feng and Ma Yajun were expressionless, they were already surprised in their hearts. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

They had never heard Li Han talk about these things.

Everyone has their own privacy in their hearts, who can not have some secrets?

Since Li Han is reluctant to say it, it naturally has his reasons.

If Li Han was still in the Yang World, Yang Feng and Ma Yajun might never have the opportunity to learn about Li Han's personal privacy, and now it was just a coincidence that the two of them were in contact with the secrets hidden in Li Han's heart.

"Li Niu cried like a child and apologized to me - if it weren't for his younger brother, Brother Han wouldn't have died.

And how can I blame Brother Han's brother? What's more, what's the point of blaming now, can God give Brother Han back to me? ”

Ah Ling was immersed in her own thoughts and couldn't extricate herself, as if she had returned to the past.

Yang Feng and Ma Yajun didn't know what to say, they just silently became an audience.

Tears silently streamed across her face, leaving a shallow mark.

"At that time, everyone thought that Brother Han would not live, and even I no longer had hope after half a month.

When you are attacked by a huge wave in the sea, you can imagine the chances of surviving.

A month later, I chose to leave my hometown and go to Licheng alone.

(Later, I realized that this was the biggest joke God played with me~~)

In Licheng, I met my current husband, he took care of me, only being a warm man for me, when I was sad and lost, he just cared about me silently on the side, and never said anything.

When a woman is the saddest and saddest, it is also when her heart is the most vulnerable.

The deeper the love, the deeper the hurt, maybe this is a common problem for all women.

At this time, there is another boy you don't feel so annoying to comfort you, be considerate of you, enlighten you, accompany you through this sad period silently, and be able to appear in front of you at any time when you need it.

When the sad days pass and a smile slowly appears on the face, the end is already doomed.

Because unconsciously, I left the figure of this boy in my heart. ”

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Hearing this, Yang Feng's brows furrowed, but he immediately let go.

Ma Yajun had a hint of doubt in his eyes.

Both of them thought that since Ah Ling and Li Han grew up in the same yard, they could be regarded as childhood sweethearts, so Ah Ling is Li Han's fiancée?

But it's not right, Li Han is still a single and good young man, and he has never heard him say that he has a fiancée, nor has he ever heard Li Han talk about everything about 'Ah Ling'.

It is conceivable that Li Han does not want to mention this past, there must be other reasons for this.

Li Han is such a hearty man, and Yang Feng has never mentioned such a past in the years they have been in the army, Yang Feng only thought of one possibility - that is, this past must be the deepest secret of Li Han's heart, silently guarding or cowardly escaping this past - this is Li Han's choice.

There is cowardice in Li Han's character, but Li Han is by no means a cowardly person.

It's not hard to see why.

Man is a very strange life. Sometimes most people just see a side of someone - such as cowardice, but most people's first impression of that person is that they become 'cowardly'.

Why do you always have to do it yourself?

Human personality is inherently complex and difficult to distinguish: handsome is me, ugly is me, clean and neat is me, and dragging ink is still me! I am happy and happy, I am sad and cowardly, laughing and scolding or me... Yet thousands of me, I have never had the luxury of being pitied to me! ... Don't forget, indomitable is me, pride is me, and stubbornness is me! I am who I am, the only but brilliant fireworks!

No matter how hard the heart is like iron and strong as steel, there is also a soft place in the heart.

This is called 'emotion'.

Iron bones, but also tenderness.

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"More than half a year after Brother Han's accident, which is also the saddest period for me, I married my husband.

For women: companionship is the best love. Speaking of which, in the eyes of most people, this may be regarded as a happy love story, and I thought so at the time.

Another half a year passed, that is, a year after Brother Han's accident.

After Brother Han's accident, I also came to visit the second elder during the holidays. This day is the first anniversary of Brother Han.

I came to Brother Han's home, on the one hand to visit the second elder, and on the other hand, to persuade the second elder, hoping to erect a tomb for Brother Han.

It's good to break the thoughts of the two old people, otherwise I will always worry that the old man's thoughts will become ill.

However, on this day, I found that the demeanor of the second elder was full of differences from when he usually came. Not only did the second elder's face have a faint ruddyness, but even his mental head changed, and the whole person was filled with a sense of vitality, as if he was ten years younger all of a sudden. ”

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The tip of Ah Ling's nose was red, but she didn't realize it, she was still immersed in her memories and said to herself, as if she had forgotten Yang Feng and Ma Yajun beside her.

Yang Feng and Ma Yajun listened silently, they also wanted to know what kind of relationship Li Han had with the woman in front of him-wait, I still remember that Li Han once howled and cried, and that time the old squad leader also shed tears, that was the first time Yang Feng and the others saw their old squad leader crying!

Could it be that the woman in front of her who called herself Ah Ling said that this past is where Li Han's heart knot is? ?

The reason for this is not quite the same as the content of the version they have heard in the army - everyone has discussed it in private, but it is only a joke, and everyone's starting point is still to care.

The cold wind blows and the snow flutters.

Ah Ling seemed to be telling a story that had nothing to do with herself, and in the blink of an eye, five minutes passed.

There was already a layer of hoarfrost on the top of her head, and Yang Feng and Ma Yajun were steaming hot on the top of their heads.

It seems to be getting colder and colder.

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"In the previous visits, although the demeanor of the two old men was also not very good, this time there was a significant change. I originally thought that the two old men had come out of the psychological shadow of losing Brother Han and were finally able to face life, after all, Brother Han's younger brother Li Niu was still there.

I was also secretly happy, after all, I was also raised by two old people in the yard.

On the desk in Brother Han's room, there is a photo of Brother Han wearing a wreath on my head in the field.

I went into Brother Han's room as usual, and wanted to wipe the picture, and that's when I saw this—"

Ah Ling's right hand naturally stretched out of the bag, and inside the palm was a red heart-shaped box.

Carefully opened the box, a diamond ring was lying quietly in the box. (To be continued.) )