116. All I need is you
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I looked at Chen Qingchuan and said, "Don't eat it!" ”
I got up and left, leaving the old mansion directly.
When I got home, I went upstairs directly, Chen Qingchuan followed behind me, he pulled me from behind again, I shook his hand away, Chen Qingchuan simply held my shoulders, he said, "Open face." ”
I said so loudly, "Don't call me!" Why does my mom always refuse to see me? What am I doing wrong? I can't work hard, so tell me, what does she want me to do? Chen Qingchuan, she is only satisfied with you, and for me, it is estimated that there will never be a satisfied day. ”
I shoved him hard and headed upstairs.
I closed the door and prevented anyone from coming to the room.
It wasn't until seven o'clock in the evening that Chen Qingchuan knocked on my door again, and he said outside: "Kaiyan, it's time to eat, no matter what, can you get angry after eating first?" ”
I turned my face to the side and looked at the door, still not speaking.
The conflict between me and Chen Qingchuan always comes from my family, how much they like him, how much I hate him.
The shadow of his youth has not dissipated until now, and the light on his body will always follow me like my shadow, leaving me with nowhere to hide.
Chen Qingchuan whispered outside again: "Open face." ”
I still didn't speak.
It didn't take long for there to be no sound outside the door.
I stayed alone in my room until twelve o'clock, and when my stomach began to feel hungry, I got up and went to the door, and wandered back and forth in the doorway a few times, and finally opened the door.
It was quiet outside, I glanced left and right a few times, and then simply walked out, going directly downstairs, originally looking for something to eat, but who knew before I walked to the staircase, I saw Chen Qingchuan sitting downstairs at a glance, I turned around and was about to go upstairs.
But Chen Qingchuan found me, and he got up and called: "Open face." ”
I stopped at a moment's notice.
Then, Chen Qingchuan said downstairs: "Auntie is heating the meal for you, eat first." ”
I didn't expect him to be waiting downstairs all the time, and I paused again.
It took me a long time before I turned around and looked downstairs, where Chen Qingchuan was standing looking at me.
I thought about it for a moment, and then I walked downstairs, and when I got up to him, I whispered, "I'm sorry." ”
He didn't stay in front of him any longer, and quickly walked towards the restaurant.
I knew that I really didn't dare to spill my anger on Chen Qingchuan, but I couldn't do it, so I left him out of here.
Auntie did prepare the meal, the food on the table was hot, I sat there and ate, Chen Qingchuan came to the dining room from the living room, heard his footsteps, I ate a meal, then looked up at him, after chatting for a while, I continued to eat there, did not speak.
Chen Qingchuan sat down across from me, and he just asked softly, "I haven't eaten all day today." ”
I looked up at him for a long time before I nodded, and then I ate there with my head down.
Chen Qingchuan looked at me quietly, and he raised his hand to wipe the tears on his face for me.
After a few seconds, I looked at him again and didn't speak.
Chen Qingchuan saw that I was wronged, and he said, "I know what you are minding, Xiao Yan. ”
I said, "They all like you, and I am heinous in their eyes." ”
Chen Qingchuan said: "No, Xiaoyan, no one doesn't like you, we all like you very much, your mother also likes you, including your father." ”
I said, "If they like me, why aren't they happy with me?" Yuling said that I am a second ancestor who can only eat, drink and have fun, so I want to work seriously and prove it to them, but my mother thinks that I will only make trouble when I go to work in Fu'an, why, am I so bad in their hearts? ”
I cried and said, "I didn't know why they started to dislike me after you came." ”
Chen Qingchuan held my hand and said, "They all like you very much, Xiao Yan." ”
I cried and shook my head and said, "No, your parents don't like me, your sister doesn't like me either, everyone, they hate me, I don't know what I've done wrong or what I'm supposed to do." I asked in a hoarse voice, "Am I really bad?" Am I going to change it? ”
Chen Qingchuan said: "In my eyes, you are very good, not very bad. He got up and sat beside me, raised my chin with his hand, frowned slightly and said, "I don't think you want to change anything, in my heart, you are very good, Xiao Yan." ”
I said, "But my young lady has a temper, can't stand the suffering, and often bullies you, and is very unreasonable, and is full of princess diseases." ”
Speaking of this, I became more and more aggrieved, tears fell and fell from his hand.
Chen Qingchuan smiled, he wiped it for me and said, "So what, what I like is you, what I like is such a flawed you." ”
He took me in his arms and whispered in my ear: "Your young lady has a temper, but sometimes there are times when you are understanding, you often bully me, but you will also be good to me, you are unreasonable, but sometimes I tell you, you will listen, you are full of princess diseases, but you are a princess." ”
Hearing his words, I sobbed and looked up at him, looking at him in disbelief.
I cried and asked, "Really? ”
Chen Qingchuan said very seriously: "It's true." ”
I buried myself in his arms and cried again, and I said, "But I just hate that you are better than me, and they all like you." ”
I pounded him, pounded him brutely.
Chen Qingchuan hugged me tighter instead, and said, "Xiao Yan, I just need you to like it." He paused for a second, then said, "Yours alone." ”
I stopped pounding him, his face moved twice, he lowered his eyes and kissed me softly on the top of my head twice, and whispered, "You know what, I just need you." ”
I don't know why, but I felt a little pounding in my heart, and the feeling of being stuffy was completely indescribable.
I fell into his arms, he sighed, hugged me tightly, I smelled him with my smell, a faint fragrance, it seemed that at this time, I realized that this man belonged to me, as if it really belonged to me, from the first time he came to my house.
I looked up at him, and I saw his resolute chin, and his lips.
I asked in a hoarse voice, "If, if......" I subconsciously clenched my hands into fists and said, "Brother Qingchuan, will you hate me?" Or did you hate me? ”
He didn't even think about it, and replied softly, "No." ”
I said, "Really? ”
He looked down at me, looked me in the eye and replied, "No." ”
I didn't know what to say, so I was silent for a few seconds and said, "If one day, I did something very excessive to you, wouldn't you hate me?" ”
"Which are you talking about?" He asked.
I said, "For example...... For example......"
I can't tell, I can't talk to him.
Seeing that I couldn't seem to describe it, he smiled and said, "I'm going to be angry." ”
I looked at him suspiciously.
He smiled and said: "For example, if you are disobedient, for example, when you are not well-behaved, I will be angry, if it is a particularly serious matter, I will be very angry and angry, but ......" He raised his hand to wipe away the tears that did not hang on his face and said: "Now you are so well-behaved, you have learned to take the initiative to admit your mistakes when you do wrong things, and you will not do anything bad in the future." ”
I said, "Not necessarily, I'm a bad person." ”
I hugged him tightly again, Chen Qingchuan was warm, he was wearing a sweater, and the smell of shower gel was hidden in the warm and soft wool, which smelled very good.
I don't know why, but I'm a little sleepy.
I said, "No matter what, you are my Qingchuan brother, and you will always be." ”
My hands tightened again, I thought about it and said, "They all hate me, then try to be the one who is not hated by them, Brother Qingchuan, you will help me, right." ”
He hugged me as well and whispered, "Well, I'll help you." ”
I smiled happily.
After that, I went to work in Fu'an, Chen Qingchuan saw that I might really want to get better and want to work hard, so he gradually assigned me work tasks, and he sent someone to teach me, which was Dingkun.
Dingkun is quite competent, he will teach me some basics, and I listen carefully, plus Darling is there, so I learn relatively quickly.
Once you have a goal, there's nothing you can't do.
During that time, I basically didn't go out with anyone to play, every day I came to Fu'an on time to work and get off work, but because I was the chairman, so I didn't know everything about Fu'an, I really wanted to go to Fu'an's branch anonymously to be a small employee internship internship, but in view of my current situation, I still didn't dare to act rashly.
Darling also suggested that this kind of thing can be done later, and now what I need to do is to get familiar with all the work processes as soon as possible, and then gradually participate in Tomiyasu's decision-making, once I am on the road, many things will be much easier, and what I need to do is to control Tomiyasu.
Therefore, in addition to studying, ability is still secondary, and the most important point is to have a good relationship with the directors of Tomiyasu.
Chen Qingchuan has been in Fu'an for so many years, and his interpersonal relationships are nothing to say, from employees to directors, they are undoubtedly not convinced of him.
The only terrible thing about Chen Qingchuan is that no one seems to dislike him, except for his opponents.
And many people, often can't do this, including me, in addition to my own friends, even my own mother hates me.
In Fu'an, others call me chairman on the surface, but behind their backs, in fact, in their eyes, I am still a worthless second ancestor, or even worse, my scandals, my anecdotes, my bad image, have long been ingrained in their eyes.
They even laughed at me behind my back, I came here just for pretending, and after a few days I would definitely get bored, and I went back to my eldest lady's days, and began to spend all my time drinking and spending money on shopping.