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Chen Qingchuan asked rhetorically: "Is this important?" ”
I said, "Yes, it's important, I haven't done anything like this!" So I don't want to be slandered! ”
Chen Qingchuan sneered: "Xu Kaiyan, I don't know if you have done it, but I believe that Xiang Hong will not lie, as for you, a person with a bad record, who do you think will believe what you say?" ”
I grabbed him by the wrist and asked, "What do you mean?" Do I have a bad record? ”
Chen Qingchuan lowered his eyes and asked, "Do you lie less?" ”
I pursed my lips.
Chen Qingchuan couldn't walk because he was dragged by me, so he stood there quietly, our posture was very strange, and people passing by were still looking back and forth.
I held back my tears and asked again, "Do you really believe in that Xiang Hong, don't you believe me?" ”
Chen Qingchuan didn't speak.
I looked up at him
Chen Qingchuan suddenly grabbed my hand, took it away from his wrist, and said, "I'm sorry. And he paced away from me.
And when he entered the ward from the corridor, Xiang Hong happened to find this, she looked at Chen Qingchuan anxiously, and whispered: "Qingchuan." Then, she looked sideways at me standing outside the door, and Chen Qingchuan said to her, "Let's go, it's okay." ”
Xiang Hong wanted to say something, but after she looked at me again, she didn't say anything in the end, so she quietly accompanied Chen Qingchuan and left with him, leaving me standing there, looking at their departing backs.
I grabbed my handbag and turned to walk away with them in the opposite direction.
I told Chen Lina about it, and after Chen Lina learned about the whole story, she was so angry on the phone that she scolded directly: "I know that woman is not a fuel-efficient lamp!" She's still a teacher, but she didn't expect to play such a low-level trick?! Chen Lina was very angry, she said: "Kaiyan, you give me her phone number now, let me go to meet this woman, I want to see where she got the courage to bully us!" ”
Compared with Chen Lina's anger, I was extremely calm, I said, "No, Lina, you just need to help me do something." ”
When Chen Lina heard me say this, she asked on the phone, "You say." ”
I said, "You can help me look up the woman's school." ”
Chen Lina was puzzled and asked, "What are you going to do?" ”
I said, "You check it for me first." ”
Although I didn't understand it, Chen Lina understood what it meant, and she said, "Okay, I will definitely help you do this well." ”
Then we hung up.
Chen Qingchuan, you don't believe me, you don't believe me, you all come to bully me, since you all think so, then I will do it completely to the end, let you know what is really bad.
I didn't go back to the apartment, but went to the old house, I went to see my mother, she didn't expect me to come to see her today, she leaned on the bed, pinched the Buddha beads and looked at me and said, "What are you doing here?" ”
I don't know why I'm here, I just miss my mom a little bit all of a sudden, and this kind of longing comes out of nowhere.
I said to my mom, "Come and see you." ”
My mom sneered, she closed her eyes and said, "No, I can't stand it." ”
Hearing her words, I choked up and called, "Mom." ”
She heard something wrong in my voice, and suddenly raised her eyes to look at me, I threw myself into her arms, put my arms around her neck, and said in a muffled voice, "I don't know why today, I miss you so much." Miss my dad. ”
When she heard me, she sensed that something was wrong with my emotions and asked, "Is something wrong?" ”
I leaned into her arms and shook my head and said, "No, no. ”
She knows me very well, I'm not one to show my weakness in front of her at all, we've been in a-for-tat relationship for so many years, and I'm like this for the first time in a long time.
She nudged me, then looked at me and said, "You tell me what's going on." ”
I shook my head, wiped tears from my face, and said, "No, I really just missed you all of a sudden." ”
She looked at my face, probing carefully, trying to find something out of my face, but after a long time, she finally sighed and said, "Stay at home for a meal, don't leave tonight, stay at home." ”
I nodded and said, "Okay." ”
At this time, Jin's mother walked in, and my mother said to Jin's mother, "Ah Jin, cook a few more dishes and clean up a room." ”
They all watched me grow up, and Jin's mother also saw that I was very depressed today, and she listened to my mother's words, so she answered, and retreated from my mother's room.
My mother is not a person who can comfort people, especially comfort me, for my strange appearance today, she just whispered: "People will encounter many setbacks and unpleasant things in this life, you feel sad now, and when you arrive, you will find that the sadness now is insignificant, and the greater setbacks in your life have not yet come." ”
I didn't answer her with a sullen face.
When she saw me there with a sad face, she said to me, "Go upstairs and rest for a while, and if you really have a hard time, tell me that our family is just two women, and there is no one else." ”
Hearing her words, I suddenly felt inexplicably lonely, I never felt that there were few people in the family before, as soon as my mother's words came out, I suddenly found that I now seem to have no support, as if I have become the supporter of this family, and I have a sense of powerlessness that I am afraid of.
I looked at the old lady who was already full of gray hair, only to realize that she was really old, in just a few years.
I was suddenly scared and scared that she would leave me and leave me alone in the house.
I said, "Mom, will you leave me?" ”
When she heard what I said, her face froze, and then she frowned and asked, "What happened to you today, why is it inexplicable?" ”
I shook my head and said, "I don't know, I suddenly want to go back to when I was a kid." I hugged her again, and I said, "At that time, Dad was still alive, and our family was happy together, I was bullied at school, and Dad would always help me bully back, but now I can't do it anymore, I have been wronged, and there is no one to support me." ”
She let me hold me, didn't push me away, and looked at me quietly.
After a while, the old lady said, "Kaiyan, you will always want to be alone." Hearing her words, I looked up at her in confusion.
"Perhaps our biggest mistake was not having a companion for your siblings," she said. ”
I shook my head and said, "No, I just want you." I lay on her shoulder, and suddenly I wanted to cry.
Fortunately, at this time, Mother Jin walked in and said to me and my mother, "Madam, Miss, the meal is ready, let's come out to eat." ”
I immediately let go of my mother, rubbed my eyes, and whispered, "Okay, I'm just a little hungry." I hurriedly helped my mom out of bed.
I noticed that she was moving a little slowly, and I asked my mother, "What's wrong with you?" Where is it uncomfortable? ”
My mom looked up at me and said, "It's not a big problem, it's just a backache." ”
I wanted to ask more, but she said, "If you're hungry, let's eat first." ”
I nodded, and helped her out of the bedroom.
Today may be the most harmonious day for our mother and daughter, and I was talking to my mom at the dinner table about the interesting things I had been at the company during this time.
The old lady rarely talked to me, and would ask me something about the company, she used to ask Chen Qingchuan, but now when she asks me, I will also talk to her one by one.
When she saw that I was gradually saying something from a person who didn't understand anything, she was a little happy and said, "Yes, it seems that I have really learned a lot of things." ”
I said proudly, "Don't worry, I will work hard to learn more, and one day, I will definitely be able to take charge on my own without relying on anyone." ”
My mom encouraged me and said, "You have your dad's genes in you after all, and you can definitely do it well with dim sum." ”
My mom was holding the food for me, and she said, "Look at your weight loss, eat more." ”
I looked down at the dish my mom gave me in the bowl, and I didn't know why, I cried in front of my mom with my face in my hands.
Mother Kim and my mother were startled and all looked at me.
I hurriedly stopped my tears, then wiped my sleeve, picked up my chopsticks and said to her, "Mom, are we reconciled like this?" Have you forgiven me? ”
She looked at my forced tears, for a long time, her eyes also flashed with tears, but she is not an emotional person, in the face of my crying and tears, she once again put a piece of my favorite braised hairtail fish into my bowl and said, "Eat." ”
Even though she didn't say anything, and her tone of answer was light, I knew that she didn't blame me anymore and forgave me.
I held the bowl and cried and ate on that side.
Yes, this meal is not easy for our mother and daughter.
Since my father's death, we have never spoken properly, we have had a meal calmly, and when we meet, we are either arguing or ridiculing, and mother and daughter are like enemies.
But my mother, I was bullied, and I just wanted to find someone safe in her arms.
After this meal, my mother was a little tired, so she went back to the room to rest, I don't know why she is always greedy for bed, Jin Ma told me that people are old, they don't want to move, she is the same.
I didn't bother her anymore and went back to my room.
This room still maintains the old decoration and furniture, and my bedroom is full of dolls that I held when I was a child, as well as all kinds of small dresses.
I haven't been back for a long time, so I walked around the house, turned around for a while, I sat down on the bed, I hugged a doll casually, crooked on the bed and fell asleep, and finally woke up to be woken up by the phone, I touched the phone from the bed, did not look at the call reminder, but pressed the answer button and put it in my ear to feed.
Chen Lina said on the other end of the phone: "I found all the information about Xiang Hong. ”
Hearing her words,. I said, "You say so." ”
"She has been a teacher in a middle school for many years. ”