157. Playthings
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My mom patted me on the back, and she frowned and asked, "How can this happen?" Why hasn't Qingchuan ever mentioned it to me?! ”
I cried and said: "Why did he mention it to you, we were already divorced, and our family's kindness to him was just a cut in two after the divorce, where does he still need to ask you, what are we, we are nothing in his eyes." ”
My mother pushed me out of her arms, she frowned, and asked in a serious tone, "Kaiyan, tell me, is what you just said true?" ”
I cried and touched my tears, nodded to her and said, "It's true, I didn't lie to you, every word I said is true." ”
My mom was so angry that she got up and said, "Ridiculous! What did their Chen family think of our Xu family! I'm going to call right now and ask Qingchuan what the hell is going on! ”
She turned around and was about to leave, but I immediately grabbed her and said, "Mom, don't go to him, otherwise he will think that I am suing you, thinking that I am going to sabotage his marriage, I have lost face, I can't lose the last bit of face in front of him, and he is getting married, it has nothing to do with our family, how can we have the right to interfere." ”
My mother said, "Leave me alone, I have my own opinions, and I can't be the master of his marriage, but I should always ask what he thinks." ”
My mother was very angry, her face was black, maybe she had always had great hopes for me and Chen Qingchuan to remarry, but now things are not at all as she thought in her heart, not only did we not remarry, Chen Qingchuan was about to marry another woman.
When she saw that I was still crying, she said, "Okay, you lie down first, don't think about anything, the most important thing is that you rest now." ”
She helped me to lie down, and then pulled up the quilt to cover my body.
I lay there and looked at her, I cried so much that my whole body kept convulsing, my mother wiped the sweat from my forehead for me, and when she saw me crying so badly, she said, "Don't cry, don't cry and hurt your body, it's not worth it for this matter." ”
I looked at her with a sob, and I felt a soup in my eyebrows.
My mother picked up a towel to wipe the cold sweat on my forehead for me, and then put the fever-reducing patch on my forehead and neck, patted me on the shoulder and said, "Sleep, sleep first, Mom is here to watch you." ”
I just hummed, crying so excitedly that I felt more dizzy, and I didn't have much energy to talk to her, so I closed my eyes uncomfortably.
Will the old lady wipe the sweat off my body for me?
I don't know how long she was in my room, but when I felt like I was half asleep, like I was dreaming, and when I didn't feel like I was doing it, I felt my hands pull away from my face, and then a figure left me, and I opened my eyes in a daze, and saw my mother out of the room.
I closed my eyes again and finally fell asleep.
But I didn't expect this lethargy, and I fell asleep straight into the night.
When I woke up in the evening, it was completely dark, and I didn't know what time it was, there was no one in the room, and I was quite thirsty, so I got up from bed with difficulty, and went to press the lamp on the bedside table.
When all the lights in the room were on, I glanced at the time on the wall, exactly eight o'clock.
I called in the direction of the door: "Jinma? ”
But no one responded, I could only roll over from the bed, when I got out of bed, because it was cold, so I put a dress on my body, I dragged my feet to the door, pushed the door and walked out, I didn't see Jin Ma in the corridor, and turned on a lamp that was neither bright nor dark.
I continued to walk forward and whispered again, "Mother Kim." ”
I still didn't see Jin's mother respond to me, so I walked downstairs again, I wanted to go downstairs to pour water by myself, but when I walked to the staircase, I paused, and I saw Chen Qingchuan actually in our house, he was standing in front of my mother.
Mama Kim was there too.
My mother asked Chen Qingchuan: "Qingchuan, what do you think, do you really want to marry that Xiang Hong?" You know our family is right for you—"
Before my mother could finish speaking, Chen Qingchuan interrupted my mother and said, "Mom, I know that you have great expectations for me, but now it is obvious that I am no longer able to fulfill the expectations that you and my uncle have expected of me, and it is my incompetence that has disappointed you." ”
My mother was puzzled and asked: "Qingchuan, you weren't like this before, why have you become so unconfident now, I believe that even if you don't want to fulfill our expectations, you actually like Kaiyan in your heart, otherwise for so many years, you wouldn't spoil her so much, get used to her, but why do you suddenly give up now?" ”
Chen Qingchuan stood in front of my mother and said softly: "Mom, maybe a lot of things come from our wishful thinking, Kaiyan's feelings for me are not like it at all, just possession, the kind of possession of my own toys, for so many years, she has called me and left immediately, she just treats me as a plaything, do you think she will treat my feelings for her fairly?" She won't, she's used to my responsiveness, my obedience and temperlessness, her crying now is just because the toys were snatched away from the noisy crying, and after a while, she is attracted to the rest of the new things, she won't care, who am I married to, who am I with, and this kind of feeling, not like it at all, and I, I don't want to be her toy for the rest of my life, I'm a little tired, I hope you can understand. ”
My mother looked at Chen Qingchuan and didn't speak for a long time, and Jin's mother also stood silently aside.
After a while, Jin's mother said on the side: "Uncle, after the young lady came back last night, she had a high fever." When Chen Qingchuan heard Jin's mother's words, he raised his eyes and glanced at her, but soon, he restrained the look on his face and did not say a word.
Mother Jin said again: "I want to come back crying, my eyes are swollen today, I don't want to say anything when I ask her, just crying, we have never seen her cry so sadly for something, Miss, she is spoiled, arrogant, and willful, but you have lived with her for so long, you should also know what kind of character she is, in fact, I don't think she may be as you said, she doesn't like you at all, she may be ...... herself"
Chen Qingchuan said to Jin's mother: "Aunt Jin, don't say it again, I don't want to tie up Kaiyan anymore, you all think she likes me, but what I want her to give me has never been like my relatives, maybe I will never be able to surpass Lu Ming's status in her mind, I admit defeat." ”
When Lu Ming was mentioned, Jin's mother and my mother were all silent.
Now that the relationship between Lu Ming and me is well known to everyone, Lu Ming and I are now together, where is there any reason to ask Chen Qingchuan to wait any longer.
Mother Jin and my mother all sighed, they were originally full of words to ask and persuade, but now they can't say anything anymore.
Chen Qingchuan saw that Mother Jin and the old lady were silent, he smiled and said, "I know that Mother and Aunt Jin have always liked me, but some things backfired, or that sentence, Aunt Jin, Mom, I'm sorry." ”
When my mother heard this, her face was extremely sad.
She asked one last time: "Qingchuan, have you really thought about it?" ”
At this moment, I don't know if Mother Jin found me, and actually looked at me, I wanted to dodge and go back to the room, but who knew that Mother Jin actually called directly upstairs: "Miss!" ”
I froze, then turned to look at them.
Chen Qingchuan also looked at me, and his gaze fell on me.
I didn't expect to be discovered by them, Mama Jin didn't realize that I was eavesdropping just now, she immediately walked over to me, stopped at the staircase downstairs and asked, "Are you awake?" Are you hungry? Still thirsty? ”
I looked at Mother Jin downstairs and was silent for a long time before moving my pale lips and saying, "I'm hungry." I dragged my slippers and walked slowly downstairs.
Mother Kim held me at the top of the stairs.
Then I looked at Chen Qingchuan.
He looked at me too.
I was still wearing pajamas, and I had been in a hot and cold sweat all day, and my hair was not tidied up, so I must have been very bad at this time.
I walked slowly over to my mom and stood beside her, and I whispered, "Mommy." ”
When my mom heard this, she hummed, then raised her hand and said, "Sit down." ”
Jin's mother went to prepare food, so my mother and Chen Qingchuan were left there, and my mother asked me, "How do you feel?" ”
I sat there silently, glanced at Chen Qingchuan, and after a long time I said to my mother, "It seems to be a little better." ”
My mom looked at my pale face and said, "It's good to be better." ”
I looked at Chen Qingchuan again, and this time I didn't look away.
Under my sight, Chen Qingchuan said to my mother: "Mom, since it's okay, then I'll go first." ”
Naturally, my mother didn't stay, she said, "Okay, then I'll send you." ”
Chen Qingchuan said: "No, it's cold outside, I can go out by myself." My mother sighed and could only say, "Okay, I'm old, and I really can't blow the cold wind." ”
Chen Qingchuan: "Hmm. He didn't say much to my mother, so he nodded to my mother, and just when I wanted to leave, I said to my mother, "Mom, I'll send it." ”
My mom looked at me, puzzled.
Without saying anything, I got up from the sofa, Chen Qingchuan was about to leave straight away, but when he heard my words, his footsteps stopped, but then, he continued to walk out.
I followed him quietly, all the way from the living room to the door, I was going to follow him out of the door, but as soon as I arrived at the door, Chen Qingchuan stopped, turned back to me and said, "Stop." ”
I ignored him, and still stepped out of the door and stood in front of him under his gaze.
I looked up at him, and Chen Qingchuan looked at me too.
He turned around to leave, I immediately followed behind him, Chen Qingchuan didn't expect me to follow, I was only wearing pajamas and slippers, and I didn't have socks on my feet, he stopped again and looked at me with a little anger.
I stopped and looked at him.
Chen Qingchuan said: "I'm going back, I don't have to send it." He pressed the emotion from his face, and then turned and walked down the class.
I followed him again, but who knew that my legs were weak, and when I stepped on the air, the whole person fell down the stairs without warning, and I cried.
Chen Qingchuan immediately looked back at me, and as soon as he saw me lying on the ground, he rushed up and picked me up.