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Not long after, Lu Yunqing also came up, she stood at the door and said to me: "You see, because of you, he cut his wrist that night, Xu Kaiyan, since you have no intention of him, don't provoke him, but since you provoke him, you have to be responsible to the end, his mood is completely abnormal now, you still stimulate him like this?" Where did he offend you? Makes you so hot and cold to him? ”

I don't know how to answer Lu Yunqing.

She simply walked up to me and said, "I only wish my brother his well, although I hate you very much, but now you are the only person he is willing to approach, if you want, I will not stop you two anymore, I will promise you whatever you want." ”

I looked at Lu Lu Yunqing, and her gaze also fell on my face, as if hinting at me something.

She was afraid that I would have concerns, and said: "He has divorced Xie Yishuang, presumably now that you are free, no one will control you anymore, so if you are willing to be with my brother......"

Before he finished speaking, I immediately interrupted her and said, "Miss Lu, you don't have to think about it, Lu Ming and I are friends now, and the reason why I came here is simply to hope that he will get better." ”

She pursed her lips and looked at me, thinking that I didn't understand her words, and I said: "Lu Ming and I think that even if the two of us are interested, your father may not be approved, I am still very clear about this, and Lu Ming and I are really just friends now, and there is no other thought." ”

Lu Yunqing said: "Now that my brother is in such a state, I think my family has long been unable to take care of those grievances with your family, and now our whole family wishes my brother well, if he really has to be you, my parents will no longer oppose it as before, and I think you have a great obligation to take responsibility for all this." ”

When Lu Yunqing said the last sentence, his tone became a little heavier.

I listened and didn't reply.

Lu Yunqing: "The best way for you to do it now is to let Lu Ming go back to the past, so that your sins can be washed away." ”

When she finished speaking, she stopped looking at me, so she stepped on her high heels, turned and walked outside, and I stood there watching.

I tried to find Lu Ming again, and finally found him in the flower room, where he was watering the flowers with a kettle.

It must have been because of the injuries on his wrists, so his watering movements were a little trembling, and the water did not spill well into the vase.

I no longer got too close to him, but kept a distance from her, and explained softly: "Lu Ming, I didn't deliberately not answer your phone that day, but..."

He suddenly looked up at me, and he said with a sneer on the corner of his mouth, "And what, he won't let you meet me, right?" I didn't expect you to be divorced and still involved with him so uncleanly. ”

After he finished speaking, he continued to drench the flowers in the flower room.

After drenching for a while, he said, "Go back, and since you have decided to get rid of me, don't come here to me again." ”

I can't tell you what it feels like at this time, but I just feel a great sense of weight on my body, and for this situation, it's a little... Exhaustion. Yes, it's exhaustion.

I looked at Lu Ming, who had returned to the previous one.

I said, "We are friends, I will not change you because of anyone's words, Lu Ming, please believe me." ”

After I finished speaking, I stayed there for a few seconds, and then I was about to exit the flower room.

Lu Ming sneered behind me and asked, "The reason why you have been trying to contact me since you came back is because you feel guilty about me in your heart, right?" ”

His words made my movements stop slightly.

Lu Ming said: "You want to make it up to me? Or do you want to feel better? ”

I looked back at him.

Lu Ming put down the kettle in his hand, and he didn't approach me, but said from a short distance: "If you want me to get better and relieve my guilt, then I have a very direct method, I don't know if you accept it." ”

He took a pair of scissors and cut a rose with a thorny tip and said, "Do you want to hear it?" ”

I stood slightly clenched and said, "Say it, I'll listen." ”

He suddenly grasped the thorny rose directly in the palm of his hand, and he didn't seem to feel any pain, but just smiled at me and said, "That's to marry me." ”

I looked at him with an eyebrow.

He waited for my answer, his gaze calmly falling on me.

I almost blurted out, "No way." ”

I don't know why I was so excited when I heard Lu Ming's words, and I almost subconsciously said those words.

I didn't dare to think about this kind of thing before, and I don't even think about it now.

Lu Ming saw that I refused so quickly, he smiled and said: "As long as you and get married, I will cooperate with everyone to see a doctor, whether it is psychological or physical, I will also accept the crowd as you wish, and change back to the previous Lu Ming, but if you don't agree, then Xu Kaiyan." He said to me with a smile: "I will use my life to torture your conscience little by little, so that you will always remember how I was now because of you and Chen Qingchuan." ”

Cold sweat seeped from my back little by little, and the man in front of me with a gloomy face and no trace of vitality on his face was Lu Ming at all.

He was like a cold coffin, exuding his anger outside.

But every word he said hit all the pain points in my heart.

He chuckled at me, laughter tinged with pain.

He threw the thorny rose he was holding in his hand to the ground, and he turned to get out of the flower room, but when he came to me, he stopped, stopped beside me, and said, "He already has a fiancée, do you have to defend him for the rest of your life?" And I think, I'm your friend, you must want me to be good. ”

He raised his hand and gathered his hands in front of me, which had been pricked with roses and were covered in blood, so that I could see the scars on my head well.

He chuckled, clenched his hands into fists, and passed me straight out of the flower room.

I was almost unsteady on my feet, I didn't know if it was a cold and dizziness or whatever.

I just felt my head buzz, and finally I was holding on to a pillar and gasping for breath.

When I got home in the evening, I was lying on the bed with no strength to move anymore, I was hungry and thirsty, but I was just lying there uncomfortably.

Jin's mother called me, I wanted to reach for the bedside table to get it, but as soon as I took it, the phone fell off the palm of my hand and fell to the ground, I didn't have the strength to pick it up, so I didn't answer it again, just lay there with my eyes closed.

Marriage, these two words are running around in my head.

I lay on the bed and fell asleep.

I don't know how long I lost consciousness, but when I opened my eyes again, the room was pitch black, and my phone began to ring under the bed again.