The people who should have seen it have already seen it, and it can be said that the last time, at this moment, the dust settles and an end is drawn.

Yu Jingque was not in a hurry to go to work in the secret service department, because he still needed to act, he wanted to perform because he was afraid, wanted to go to work, but did not dare to go to work, and wanted to quit the secret service department.

But do you really want to quit?

That's impossible, but you can't play less, less, just give the enemy a chance to doubt you.

"I'm going to work, don't run out today like yesterday, stay at home." Before Ji Youning went to work, he told Yu Jingque.

Yesterday, Yu Jingque said that the family was bored and panicked, and he went out for a spin, and it was a few hours, and Ji Youning was of course not at ease today.

I wanted to see Qin Jin and Chen Xiqiao yesterday, so I naturally spent time, and I won't go out if I have nothing to do today.

"Don't worry, do you want you to take me to school, I'll sit in the back of the classroom and listen to your lecture." Yu Jingque said funny.

"Okay." Ji Youning agreed.

"Come on." Yu Jingque's old face turned red, and if he wanted to sit with a group of students in class, it was better to kill him.

Sent Ji Youning away, Yu Jingque stayed at home alone, playing Qin Jin's vinyl record with nothing to do, but he listened absent-mindedly, he didn't know what scene Chen Xiqiao would be today.

Today's Chen Xiqiao, got up very early, he went to the barber shop to find the master to cut his hair.

I went back to my room and took a shower, and put on the new clothes that I pressed at the bottom of the box, which fit perfectly.

Meticulously groomed his hair, Chen Xiqiao sat down.

Yes, instead of going out, he sat down.

After sitting for an hour, Chen Xiqiao remained motionless, and after an hour, Chen Xiqiao seemed to have made up his mind and came out of the room.

Called a taxi and went to the suburbs.

After paying the money and letting the coachman leave, Chen Xiqiao came to the place Yu Jingque said alone.

Raising his eyes, there was an open space, but the footsteps of Chen Xiqiao couldn't be lifted heavily, and his eyes didn't dare to look at this open space.

"One step."

Chen Xiqiao's pace became heavy at this moment, and he lifted his footsteps vigorously and stepped forward.

It was obviously a very simple action, but Chen Xiqiao was extremely difficult, his fists were clenched, and his face became red because of the exertion.

One step fell, Chen Xiqiao let go of his fist and clutched the seam of his pants tightly.

"Two steps."

Today's weather is good, although the temperature is not high, but the sun is shining, but it is not so hot that people sweat.

But Chen Xiqiao felt very hot, and his back was full of sweat.

"Three steps."

"Four steps."

……

……

"Twenty steps."

"Dad, you are not allowed to laugh at me, when I get married, see if you cry or not."

"Only you can't bear your father, when you cry your nose, your father won't cry."

"You just have a hard mouth, you must be crying secretly when you go home."

"The girl is not staying, and she hasn't married yet, so I'm ready to see your father and me cry."

"No, Dad, you laughed at me first."

With a hint of a smile on the corner of his mouth, Chen Xiqiao stepped out of the twenty-first step.

"Dad, I'll rub your shoulder, you've worked too hard.

"Twenty-two steps."

"Dad, I want to eat your cooking."

"Twenty-three steps."

"Dad, I don't need a mother, I just have a father, I don't care what they say, don't be sad."

"Daddy......"

"Daddy......"

"Daddy......"

Manjushri's words one by one lingered in Chen Xiqiao's mind.

"And, Dad, I don't hate you."

The memory came to an abrupt end, and this was the last sentence that Manjushri wrote in the letter.

Now Chen Xiqiao, as if he was ten years old all of a sudden, recalled here, he took thirty-eight steps.

But in the last three steps, Chen Xiqiao's legs are dead or alive.

Looking at the place three steps away, Chen Xiqiao's face, I don't know if it was sweat or tears, slid down and dripped on the ground.

"Manjushri ......"

Chen Xiqiao shouted in a trembling tone, as if Manjushri was standing three steps away, looking at him, looking at him.

"Bang ......"

Chen Xiqiao could no longer support his body, and the whole person fell to his knees, crawling with a rolling belt, and crawling out with his hands and feet together.

The stones on the ground cut through Chen Xiqiao's hands, but he was unconscious, he stuck to the ground, looking at the land in front of him.

His hands trembled and stroked the dirt on the ground, as if it were something precious, and Chen Xiqiao's face was pressed against the ground.

He felt not the coldness of the ground, but the temperature of Manjushri, and Chen Xiqiao was full of tears.

At this moment, Chen Xiqiao is not a snow fox, he is a father who has lost his daughter, and his crying is broken.

The whole person threw himself on the ground, his chest and face pressed to the ground, leaving no gaps.

"You don't hate your father, but your father hates himself, hates, hates ......"

The wailing of Chen Xiqiao seems to be even colder than the coldest day in the ice city.

"Daddy is sorry for you, Daddy is not human." The head of the Chen Xi Bridge kept hitting the ground.

Dad kowtows to his daughter?

Is it ironic?

Is it the same as Ji Youning bowing down to his father?

is completely different, Chen Xiqiao's heart is painful.

Manjushri was killed in the street, and he was killed by himself.

How much courage and determination does it take for a person to knock himself to death?

Chen Xiqiao was feeling his daughter's pain at that time, and his forehead began to bleed, but Chen Xiqiao was extremely sober, and he knew that his pain was less than one-tenth, one-hundredth, and one-thousandth of what his daughter felt at that time.

"Daughter, ......"

"Daddy came to see you, Daddy is here."

Five years later, Chen Xiqiao finally came to Manjushri's grave, which may be a grave.

Cry.

Suffering.

Tear shouting.

No matter how much you hurt your heart, you can't wake up the person you want to wake up the most.

Chen Xiqiao buried his head, his forehead against the ground, and whispered a lot of words, he only said it to his daughter.

Before the evening, Chen Xiqiao left the suburbs, and when he got up from the ground, his legs were numb.

One step and three times to turn around, his eyes were full of reluctance.

But if Yu Jingque wants to continue fighting, won't Chen Xiqiao be used?

He needs to fight, too, and he will keep fighting.

The reluctance to leave made Chen Xiqiao want to turn back several times and accompany his daughter, but Wenju said that she was very happy that Chen Xiqiao embarked on this path, which may be the motivation for Chen Xiqiao to continue to persist in such pain.

Today's Yu Jingque didn't go to find Chen Xiqiao, he went to pick up Ji Youning.

When picking up Ji Youning, Yu Jingque talked to Gu Hanyue.

"You're okay tonight, go see the snow fox." Yu Jingque said to Gu Hanyue.

"What's wrong?" Gu Hanyue didn't know what Yu Jingque meant.

Yu Jingque couldn't say too clearly, he said, "Bring him a bottle of wine." ”

Spy workers, you need to drink, and the amount of alcohol you drink is better, because when you socialize with people, don't you drink at all?

Without socializing, how do you get intelligence?

But you can't get drunk, you have to keep yourself sober, or who knows what you're going to say when you're drunk?

But today, Yu Jingque thinks that Chen Xiqiao needs to get drunk.

Although she didn't understand it very well, Gu Hanyue nodded and wrote it down, and she would do it.

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