"What?" Wang Ruoyu can be said to be confused now, he doesn't know who Yu Jingque is talking about?

What does it feel like now......

Yu Jingque didn't know, his heart was bitter, and his mouth was a little bitter.

Manjushri was a special existence for Yu Jingque, and Manjusri's death had a great impact on Yu Jingque, making him unforgettable.

But what about Manjushri to Wang Ruoyu?

It's nothing, Wang Ruoyu didn't take it to heart at all, and it may not be as important as the preferences of the leaders above.

Wang Ruoyu can remember the hundred preferences of the leader, but he can't remember the person Manjushri and this name.

It's so strange that what is so important to you may be something that doesn't matter to anyone else.

What you cherish is discarded to others.

The two sides of things are always dramatically different, and many times you find it difficult to accept, but you have to accept it.

Yu Jingque thought about it for five years, thought about it day and night for five years, and even made a decision to change his life path because of this incident.

But what?

Wang Ruoyu, one of the parties involved, doesn't remember at all, this incident may not even be able to leave some pictures in his personal growth river.

"Can't think of anything?" Yu Jingque asked with the corners of his mouth twitching.

"What do you want to ask?" Wang Ruoyu asked.

Yu Jingque turned his head and glanced at the police officers of the Special Service Section, he had already gotten on the truck and waited, it was cold, what were you doing standing below.

Looking back, Yu Jingque said to Wang Ruoyu: "Five years ago, we met. ”

"At that time, there was a girl lying on the street who was killed, called Manjushri, do you have any impression?"

Seeing that Wang Ruoyu was still frowning, Yu Jingque knew that this was the reality, so cruel that you couldn't accept it if you didn't want to.

The things you have in mind have long been left behind, and even your memories have been blank.

"Forget it, don't push yourself." Yu Jingque didn't bother to ask again, and he didn't bother to say more, he raised his gun and pointed it at Wang Ruoyu's back.

Facing the muzzle of the black hole, Wang Ruoyu thought crazy, and he suddenly said: "I remembered, I remembered." ”

"There was a girl who was forced to die on the street, and his father was an underground party." Wang Ruoyu really remembered, he hoped that Yu Jingque could put the gun down.

Come to think of it?

"It's good to think about it, just know how you died." Yu Jingque will not continue to ask for more clues, he will check it himself, Wang Ruoyu's forgotten appearance stung Yu Jingque.

"I ......"

"Bang ......"

With a gunshot, Wang Ruoyu fell straight to the ground, and did not say the last words.

Looking at Wang Ruoyu lying on the ground, Yu Jingque felt very unreal and strange in his heart.

In the past five years, Wang Ruoyu is the enemy that Yu Jingque remembers most clearly, and he has always wanted to kill Wang Ruoyu to avenge Manjushri.

Kill now!

Pleasure?

I didn't feel happy, I just felt that I had accomplished something, and I was relieved.

I felt that the big stone that had been pressing on my heart seemed to become a little lighter, and my breathing seemed to be a little smoother.

Wang Ruoyu died, looked at the gun in his hand, and died in his own hands.

The coveted ending.

This kind of picture has only appeared in dreams before, but is it a dream now?

Yu Jingque reached out and twisted his thigh, which hurt very much.

Five years of heart, once the long-cherished wish is achieved.

Why can't you be happy?

At that time, when Wang Ruoyu was tortured, Yu Jingque's heart was still quite happy, but now it is an inexplicable feeling.

Putting the gun away, Yu Jingque still didn't understand, this feeling surrounded him, but he couldn't explain it clearly.

Maybe it's the loss, at this moment Yu Jingque realized more clearly that even if he killed all Manjushri's enemies, Manjushri would not survive.

But Yu Jingque once again told himself that Wang Ruoyu had no reason to forget Manjushri, because Manjushri's death should not only change Yu Jingque's fate trajectory, but also change theirs.

They should be like Wang Ruoyu, die early and be born early, maybe they don't even have the qualifications to be born.

After getting into the truck, Yu Jingque said, "Drive back." ”

Wang Ruoyu's body was thrown in the wilderness, with infinite scenery in front of him, not to mention the coffin after he died, not even a roll of straw mats.

As for his family, they did not come back at all in Xinjing, and there was no one wearing linen and filial piety.

The world is hot and cold, whether you are a good person or a bad person, you can't escape it.

After going back, he returned to his life and told Wanqun to handle it properly.

In fact, the result was mirrored, Wan Qun just nodded lightly about Wang Ruoyu's death, indicating that he knew.

Wang Ruoyu's death is a milestone for Yu Jingque, but for Wan Qun, it is just a matter of getting rid of an opponent.

Sitting in his office, Yu Jingque began to examine the significance of his visit to the Secret Service for the first time.

Is it just to avenge Manjushri?

At this moment, Yu Jingque suddenly realized that it seemed that it was not the only one.

Manjushri's death had a great impact on Yu Jingque, but to make such a choice and to be able to hold on for so long, is it just Manjushri?

Maybe there are those who, like Manjushri, died innocently.

It's because I don't want to see someone die like Manjushri and someone suffer as much as I want to go, so I choose to take this path.

Five years later, facing his heart again, Yu Jingque found that he seemed to have changed.

The moment Wang Ruoyu was solved by himself, he knew that he had changed.

What is it?

Faith?

Ideal?

These two words, Yu Jingque thought that he was very far away from him, he was just a person who walked on the road of no return in order to take revenge.

He was just a man who would not compromise with the Japanese and the Manchurian government for the sake of hatred.

It's just that at this moment, it doesn't look the same.

Talking about faith, Yu Jingque thinks it is too noble.

Talking about ideals, Yu Jingque thinks it is too beautiful.

He may have nothing, but he knows what he should do and how he should do it.

This is the beginning, not the end.

Keep doing it, keep doing it.

In the office, Yu Jingque's mind was full of all kinds of thoughts, as many as cow hair, but he couldn't catch them.

Looking at a very ugly scarf hanging on the hanger, Yu Jingque suddenly laughed.

This scarf is the work that Ji Youning has struggled for four or five days.

The adjectives Yu Jingque uses are very ugly.

It's ugly indeed, twisting around, and the gap between each line and each line is large and not tight at all.

So after coming to the office, he hung it on the hanger, if it wasn't for not to make Ji Youning sad, maybe Yu Jingque wouldn't use it at all.

It's just that now seeing this scarf, Yu Jingque smiled very happily.

He stood up and stroked the ugly scarf, and his mind gradually calmed down.

"Maybe this is what I should do, a woman like Ji Youning is doing it, I am a man, what else is there to say." Yu Jingque thought silently in his heart.

In the year of misfortune, born as a man, he will bear something.

PS: Please cherish what you cherish, no matter what others think it is.