19. For your sake, even if you betray the whole world
On the night road back from the city guard, the three dogs and Mingcheng lay in the place where they had fought with wolves with the help of wine and gall, the moon was bright and bright, and their thoughts were flying.
After all, it was the wax moon, and after a while, Mingcheng came back to his senses, and couldn't help but feel cold and refreshing, this place should not lie down for a long time, and he stretched out his hand and shook the three dogs:
"Gone, three dogs... Three dogs? Wake up..."
I couldn't wake up the three dogs all of a sudden, it didn't look like I was asleep, it seemed that I was already drunk and unconscious.
"You shit, sleep here, freeze you to death in the middle of the night"
Mingcheng muttered while dragging Sangou's hands and laboriously putting Sangou on his back, this guy is not usually so dead? It's as dead and sinking as a stone.
"Well, I owe you, you shit."
Mingcheng complained, but helplessly put on the three dogs, and walked home by the moonlight.
It hasn't been a few miles away, and Mingcheng has been tired and sweaty, and he was wearing a thick cotton jacket in winter, but this force, the heat was covered in the cotton jacket, and the shirt was almost wet.
Mingcheng struggled to free one hand, unbuttoned the placket of his padded jacket, and was angry in the wind, feeling much cooler. However, this movement seems to have woken up the three dogs. The head of the three dogs was drooping on Mingcheng's shoulder, and his mouth was facing Mingcheng's ear, muttering something softly?
Mingcheng thought that Sangou was awake and was talking to him, so he said while carrying his back: "Sangou, what are you talking about?" When you wake up, you get down and walk by yourself, carrying you like a dead man, it's too much effort"
Sangou didn't talk, he muttered to himself, his speech was slurred, Mingcheng didn't hear clearly, so he stood still, listened carefully, I don't know if it was Sangou's drunken words or dream words, as if he was saying repeatedly: "Mingyue... Bright Moon..."
Mingcheng understood at once, and froze there, not moving for a long time. After a long time, when I started again, I didn't make a sound anymore, and silently carried the three dogs all the way home.
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It was also a moonlit night, and now walking on the road, Sangou's sister Mingyue was replaced by Mingcheng's sister Mingyue, who was "hijacking" herself to elope.
Although there is a fishing fire behind it, but in front of it, there is darkness, where is the road? I can't see.
How many nights have I called you silently
And now, you're by my side
But I can't open my mouth
How many times have I looked back at you, silently watching you
And now, you're by my side
I can't look at you
Once, once how many times
I'm silent, silent, silent,
I opened my mouth, but I couldn't make a sound
To whom do I sing to I am sorrowful?
Only bow your head and be silent
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couldn't move forward anymore, Sangou was so anxious that he stopped, knowing that it was useless to speak, and he couldn't convince Mingyue, so he had to stand still and not leave.
"Hey, why don't you leave?" , Feeling the hesitation of the three dogs, Mingyue was a little unhappy, and urged: "Hurry up, don't grind." ”
After taking a few steps forward, she found that Sangou was still standing in place and did not follow, Mingyue was a little angry, and turned around and scolded: "Are you going to go?" ”
Sangou seemed to use all his strength, and finally held back his words: "If you don't go, don't go, go home." ”
Mingyue was so angry that she turned around and shouted at Sangou: "Why don't you understand it until now, the person I want to marry is you, not someone else, the two of us leave this ghost place and live our own lives." ”
"You are already Shoucheng's fiancée, Shoucheng is also my good friend, I can't do this, I can't go", Sangou used his last sanity to support himself.
Although I dream of being with Mingyue, the reality is not like this; Although Mingyue is clearly going to marry herself now, if this was in the past, how ecstatic she should have been, she is simply the happiest person in the world. But now, I can't.
In this endless night
Hope is like a fishing fire in your hand
Although it was carried by itself
But it doesn't belong to me
It can go off at any time
Because I can't control it
There's nothing I can do
In the hot summer night, Sangou stood sadly in the endless dark night, stubbornly standing, and no longer followed Mingyue.
"Okay, you three dogs, it turns out that they are all fake, they are all lies", Mingyue couldn't hold back and choked up: "If you don't go, okay, I'll go"
A desperate one, a desperate one can't go.
Seeing that Mingyue's back was about to blur, about to be engulfed by the night, Sangou opened his mouth and wanted to shout, but he couldn't.
What to do? Leave a girl in the dark? What's more, it's the bright moon that is as close as a relative. What else can I do, Sangou has to keep up with Mingyue again.
Perhaps, the road ahead is bumpy and difficult, but, with me by my side, I will no longer worry about you;
Perhaps, the future is unpredictable and difficult to discern, but with you by your side, even if it is worth the hardship.
Although there was a mountain of swords and a sea of fire in front of him, at this time, the three dogs could only jump; Sangou also knows that such a gentle step on this leg will be a lifelong thing, and the world behind him, his relatives behind him, and his brothers and friends behind him will all have to be betrayed.
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The sound of cicadas in the summer night gradually thinned out, and the fishing fire on the stove gradually drifted back to the village, and when the last light disappeared into the field, the candlelight shone in the brick-walled house of the royal compound.
Ming Cheng and the defender who came to play have turned around twice on the wall, and they haven't seen Mingyue yet, and when they came back, they saw Ming Cheng's mother and Sangou's mother waiting anxiously at the gate, and Sangou's father and Mingcheng's father were silently smoking dry cigarettes under the candlelight in the hall, and Sangou was not there?
Shoucheng immediately understood what was going on, turned around and lifted his shoes, did not wash the mud on his feet, put on his shoes and walked towards the stable, led the horse in one go, did not turn his head back to greet or fight, and galloped out all the way in the direction of his house.
Why? Why him? Why Three Dogs? Sangou has been my brother for many years, why do you do this to me? The defenders of the city kept asking themselves.
The place behind it
It has always been
I store my own good memories
Now they are hurrying away
No, it's a quick abandonment of himself and a departure
In front is the hometown
It has always been
Longing for a beautiful yearning
Now it is approaching rapidly
But it is getting farther and farther away from the beautiful yearning
I was like a poor deserter
Banished between dreams and home
Heaven and earth are big
but there is no place for me
I don't want to go anywhere
I'm not going anywhere
The defenders know where they are going, because there is only one way out of this basin, and no, I can't just run away and go home, so I don't have the shame to face my parents. It's not me who is wrong, it's him who is wrong, I can't be so cowardly, I'm going to kill him, if he is unkind, I will be unjust.
The grief-stricken defenders turned their horses' heads halfway and ran in the direction of the exit of the basin, like a furious fire, galloping away to burn everything.
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