After coming out of the conference room, I went to the indoor shooting range alone, pulled out my pistol casually, and walked from the first target to the last until I ran out of bullets in the magazine.

Sitting gloomily on the floor, leaning against the gun rack behind his back, playing with the Beretta 92F in his hand, his heart was as uncomfortable as a cat scratch, torn between returning and not returning, and it was difficult to choose.

"Good marksmanship, absent-mindedness can also play such results, is this a talent? I can't catch up until I die. "The monkey came up with two cans of beer and threw me one.

"Hmph, even if you die, you won't be able to catch up." I snorted, pushed the re-pressed magazine into the chamber of the gun, inserted the pistol into my waist, opened the beer and took a big sip on my head, only to choke on it so hard that I coughed.

"Slow down, no one will rob you." The monkey smiled and sat down next to me, elbowed me, and said, "What's wrong?" Seeing that you look like you're going to die or not, scared? ”

"Cut, what am I afraid of?" I shook my head dismissively.

"I'm afraid to go back to my country, I'm afraid to face my loved ones, I'm afraid that I'll never be able to come back when I go home, right?" The monkey seemed to be able to read minds, and he saw through all my thoughts, and said the fear that had been hidden in my heart for a long time.

"You...... How do you know? I wanted to refute, but looking at his confident look, you can see how weak my rebuttal is.

"We've all experienced what you've been through, and even some brothers are much worse than you." The monkey tilted his head and took a sip of beer, his tone was frivolous, but his expression was a little sad.

Most of Caesar's brothers had families and businesses, and there were only a few who fed the whole family without hunger, and I knew only the devil and the god of death who had no family.

"Where's your family?" I never asked my brothers about their family affairs, because few of the mercenaries' homes are complete, they all have a story, and most of them have sad endings, but today I was depressed and couldn't help but ask, even if I poked the sore spot, the monkey wouldn't blame me.

"It's all dead, five years ago I killed a drug lord in South America, and after the mission was completed, I went home and lived for half a month, but I didn't expect to be inadvertently seen by that guy's men, and when I returned to the team, they found my family and killed my parents and my ten-year-old brother, and since then I have become an orphan, just like the devil's pervert." The monkey smiled sadly.

"I'm sorry!" I can't say comforting words, and he doesn't need comfort.

"It's okay, it's no secret, but now it's different, I have a loved one again, Judith, she's like an angel from God, my love." The monkey took a deep breath and turned to smile at me.

"Now that you've decided, why do you want to come back, isn't it nice for the two of you to live together in the United States?" I drank all the beer in one gulp, then flattened the can and threw it into the trash can next to me.

"Before I met her, I never had the luxury of love, just like the young master, determined to be a beautiful woman on all five continents, but God actually gave me a woman who did not dislike me with bloody hands, I feel very lucky, you know Assassin, this month is the happiest period I have been in five years, I really want to let it continue, but I can't, I'm afraid that one day when I am in bed with her ***, I can't control myself and strangle her to death, you know that feeling, the feeling of losing your mind, like a madman." The monkey's dim tone revealed deep sadness.

"I understand!" When I was with the goddess, I also had that kind of loss of control, and when I woke up, I found that both of them were covered in bruises, we are different from ordinary people, once we can't control that beastly nature, we will die.

"Accompanying her for a month is already my limit, I'll go crazy if I don't come back, you are the same, don't worry so much, I promise you will come back, even if everyone wants you to stay, you will come back obediently, we used to say that you killed too few people, but now you have killed enough people, so it is no longer a place for you, you can't stay, believe me, this is a veteran's experience." The monkey reached out and patted me on the shoulder.

", it's like I'm a rookie." I waved him and gave him a slap, but after hearing him say so much, I did feel much better, and I didn't worry about those who had it or not, so let everything take its course.

"Sinners like us don't deserve love at all, there is no place for us in all the good things in the world, we are destined to walk on the road covered with smelly corpses, this is true of me and Judith, you and the goddess are the same, be mentally prepared at all times brother, no one knows which will come first tomorrow or death!" The monkey sighed, it was rare to see him so serious, and it seemed that Judith had a great influence on him.

"Sounds reasonable." I understood what he meant, and that's why I'm in a hurry to marry Thea, and I don't want to leave regrets before I die.

"Let's go, I'm going to Japan this time, it's almost time to go." The monkey stood up and looked at his watch, and said, "By the way, let the dancer follow me all the way, she is Japanese, and it is convenient to do things!" ”

"As long as she agrees, I'm fine!" I shrugged my shoulders, suddenly remembered something, and said, "How is that ninja guy, he should go to Japan." ”

"That guy has been fine for a long time, he has a grudge against Japan, and he went all the way to Malaysia with the baby." The monkey said as he walked out, I was only thinking about returning to China, and I didn't hear it when I was assigned.

As I passed by the door of the conference room, I glanced inside and saw Pandora sitting alone in front of the computer.

"So engrossed, do you miss a man?" I walked in with a smile and pulled a chair and sat next to her.

"I miss you, looking at your virtue, you decided to go back to China?" Pandora rolled her eyes and reached out to pull her long hair to the right, blocking the half of her beautiful face, revealing the other half with the horrible scar she never hid in front of me.

"yes, there are some things to face, I should go home, don't you think so?" I picked up the coffee cup on the table and took a sip of half of the coffee she had drunk inside.

"You have a saying in China, it's better not to see each other than to see each other!" I thought she would give me a positive answer, but she shook her head.

Hearing this, I was stunned for a moment, silent for a moment, and then nodded and smiled: "It makes sense, and in addition, your Chinese is getting better and better." ”

"If you're decided, I'll go with you." Pandora said suddenly.

"No need, boss, I can handle it." With so many Caesars suddenly entering the country, I am afraid that it will attract the attention of the military.

"Don't worry, I don't have a blood debt in China, you have a special status, I don't know what will happen when I return to China, I don't want to see my soldiers put in prison." It seems that Pandora was thinking about this in a daze just now, and what she decided can't be changed even if the captain comes back, but it's okay, with her by my side, I'm much more at ease.

(End of chapter)