Murong Yan lay on the bed in a daze, looking at the carved and painted ornaments on the stepping bed in a daze, and her mind was very messy for a while.

Since she was a child, she hated herself for being a daughter, I remember that when she was eleven years old, her mother gave her a female ring, and she tore it up halfway through reading.

Later, she always caused trouble for the family, but her father was also a senior general, so he could always give her the aftermath, but after that, there was a voice in the capital that she couldn't get married, and many elders were sneering when they talked about her, and she couldn't be angry.

Father and mother were heartbroken for the sake of her family, so they almost abducted and deceived Lalang to match, and even did not hesitate to condescend to the noble, willing to accept the children of the poor family, but as soon as people heard that it was themselves, they were all frightened and turned around and ran, so that even she thought that she couldn't get married, and for this reason, she had also been wronged and sad, and pretended to be indifferent to some gossip about her.

Why can't a woman show her head? Murong Yan was unconvinced, thinking that she wouldn't be able to get married anyway, so she simply gave up on herself and completely let herself go, so she became a famous female devil in the capital, but as her body grew longer, the boys' physical development came first, and gradually those who had been defeated by the subordinates were all latecomers, and many of her couldn't beat them, so she panicked even more, and the more so, the more she pretended to be domineering, as if this could give her some sense of security, and then began to read the art of war strategy, Be mindful of competing with yourself and the world.

It's just that the menstrual period once a month reminds her that different is different, and there is always a feeling of discomfort every month, which greatly affects her learning efficiency, so she can't beat the boys' friends, and the art of war strategies that she desperately reads seem to be useless, even if it is a debate between children, in the end, people can say that she has a woman's opinion.

As soon as she was delayed, she became an old girl in her twenties, thinking that this would be the end of her life, and it was impossible for any man to marry her, but she ran into Sun Yue.

Murong Yan herself didn't expect that she would marry such a character, with a talented family background and unparalleled character, and the master who could harvest more than 100 pairs of handkerchiefs just by walking around the streets on weekdays would actually become her husband?

Although, this was designed by his father, although, this stinky boy is smaller than himself, and he always dislikes her small breasts. But she was very happy after she got married, because he would discuss national affairs with him like a man, and when he led the troops to fight, he took himself as his staff, and he respected and trusted her, and he cherished those who were picky about others.

Later, she became a famous female general in the world, and also dealt with the god of war of Liao, Yelu Xiuge, I heard that Yelu Xiuge praised herself when she went back, and did not hide her admiration at all, which made her ashamed and angry, but also a little happy, she felt that it must not be that she was bad, but ordinary people couldn't see it, only Sun Yue and Yelu Xiuge were unparalleled talents of the country, and they were qualified to appreciate themselves.

Sun Yue also handed over Han Derang's work to himself, so that he could do some vigorous things like a man, he knew too well what Han Derang's job meant, and he didn't dare to say anything else, the general prefect must not have as much power as himself.

Although the work is difficult to get started, the gap between herself and Han Derang seems to be desperate, every day with the group of businessmen to check the labor materials, calculate hundreds of account books, even if you have put in all the efforts, there are still many mistakes, anxious and tired, so that her throat every day is as painful as if it was roasted, sometimes Sun Yue's old husband and wife still want to be ashamed, she is not in the mood, and she has to push people to Fluttershy's house, and offers to let him take another one.

However, she is really happy, she feels her own value, she feels that she can finally keep up with Sun Yue's thinking, help him think about the situation in the world, analyze political affairs and military, every time she sees other official eunuchs talking with their mouths apart, except for the servants and girls in the family, she is thinking about it, does your husband have something to say to you when he comes home? After their faces get old, why don't people pamper those young and good-looking concubines?

But she was already working hard, so why was she so harsh? She had to think of what Sun Yue often said to her, if a woman wants to make something, it is often several times more difficult than the same man.

Am I really supposed to be obedient to my husband and children from now on?

At this time, Sun Yue came back, grabbed her hand and looked excited, as if she wanted to say something, but she quickly stopped talking, only told her to have a good rest, and told her about some parents, children, mahjong, rouge gouache and other things, all of which were of most interest to other people's wives.

Murong Yan somehow, suddenly felt empty in her heart, and then there was boundless panic, she seemed to see that twenty years later, she was already dying, but people were just the right age, the fox spirit Wuyang Wuyang pounced on others, maybe she was still respected as an eldest woman, but she couldn't understand what he said anymore, and she couldn't say anything except serving tea and pouring water when guests came to the house, and she couldn't share his joy or share his sorrows.

And as there were more and more women around him who were a hundred times younger than her and a hundred times more beautiful, the vow to marry at most two concubines was regarded as a fart, and the family began to have a group of wives and concubines, and he couldn't see him a few times a year, not so much a couple as a couple to help him manage the family's accounts.

Murong Yan sat up suddenly, grabbed Sun Yue's hand, and asked, "What's a good thing?" ”

Sun Yue didn't know that she would think about so many things in such a short time, and hurriedly said: "It's nothing, it's all annoying business, don't talk about this today, talk about what you like to hear, are you running out of gouache?" My sister seems to have brought a lot of new fresh goods from Luoyang this time, which is said to be an improved distillation of the flower dew liquid, which is much more fragrant than the original rose water of Dashi, you will definitely like it. ”

Murong Yan suddenly yelled, "Who wants to listen to this? I don't want to talk about this, I killed someone on impulse, how did you deal with it? What are you talking about? ”

While speaking, Murong Yan also put on her clothes and shoes.

Sun Yue had no choice but to tell him about his partnership with the Semu people to build Jizhou, seeing that Murong Yan had already started to put on makeup with Xuezhu after putting on his clothes, and after a while, a poor man who was haggard and collapsed turned into a shrewd and capable strong woman again, and said: "Okay, you don't care about this matter in the future, you are so busy, how can you have time to talk to those Semu people, and I will go to the construction site and talk to those people."

"What are you doing? I've pacified them. ”

"You appease you, you appease, I can't hide and pretend to be deflated."

Then, before Sun Yue could react, it seemed that Murong Yan, who had nothing to do, had already turned into a gust of incense and went out.

Sun Yue was a little stunned and a little at a loss, and after a while, he said to himself: ", I'm worried, I'll just say, how can my wife take this bit of as a threshold."