Chapter 136: Doubts 2

Afraid that her parents would be too careful, Liu Hong stopped talking about this topic. Liu's father and Liu's mother didn't take it seriously. Liu Hong's second novel is also finished, and she is looking for a website to sign on, ready to start writing online novels.

Liu Hong thought that in her previous life, she only wrote snacks on the Internet after retiring, and it was a few years after she really came into contact with novels and signed a contract. At that time, he could only be regarded as a rookie, competing for a place on the Internet with many young boys and girls. In the overwhelming fanfiction, the story of middle-aged and elderly people is written in the fantasy crossing, and it can be said that it is difficult to sign the first book. Earn some small money that rich people don't look down on, money is secondary at that time, and it is the happiest to be able to refine and sublimate it in old age.

At that time, she envied those who were the first to dare to open their minds to play with history. In this life, she did it, and she copied the success of others in her previous life. Liu Hong seems to be in a dream, modifying the path she has walked. A little real and a little illusory, even I can't tell whether it's the repentance of my previous life, or whether it's really reborn.

This time, Ye Gang and Qu Xiangyun really have no ambiguous relationship, but Liu Hong's heart is still quite uncomfortable. Isn't it jealous or jealous? Liu Hong was still thinking about this matter when she kept searching on the computer. Suddenly, it occurred to me that this might be the script of a story, and when I found a suitable website, I would use this theme to process and develop. The background is better an empty dynasty, and the space for imagination is large enough, and those literati and writers have no way to verify the authenticity.

Liu Hong thought about it like this, and a day and a half passed. In the evening, Cheng Qing called and told him about the fire and his plans.

"Daughter-in-law, I don't want to do it here, and I can't cheapen others before I leave. Cheng Qing said in a very firm tone.

"Husband, why fight for a moment. It's good to resign directly, everything has a cause and effect, take a step back and open the sky. ”

"Daughter-in-law, this doesn't look like your character, I can understand this matter when you didn't give birth to Yuanyuan, you shouldn't be like this now. ”

"Then what should I do? If you weren't a romantic person with no bottom line, provoking Xiao Qing These things might not happen, if you can clean yourself and love yourself, and don't get along with Cui Tong, you won't have such consequences. Cheng Qing, there are not so many ifs in life, and if you are wrong, you have to bear the consequences. Going further, if you hadn't betrayed our feelings, our family would still be living happily in the town. We won't experience things that others haven't experienced. Liu Hong said that her stomach was full of grievances in an instant.

"Red, it's all my fault, but I signed a contract with the head office, and I will be liable for compensation if I leave halfway. Besides, he choked me enough, so I have to charge some interest. ”

"Whatever you want, you're in your forties, just do it when you think about it. You've been with him for so many years, won't he implicate you if he commits a crime?" Liu Hong reminded, and Cheng Qing over there was silent.

The phone call of the husband and wife could not continue. These things are not at all distracted by Liu Hong, Cheng Qing is a passerby in her life, and she is a foil in this life. There are feelings and resentments, which also leads to Liu Hong's marriage and family in this life has always been messy, and now Liu Hong is also tired, and Cheng Qing's path is not something he can control. Let's fight for this life.

Finally found a website, Liu Hong tentatively sent an outline and a chapter of a novel, and then closed the computer. Today is Friday, and when Yuanyuan came home in the evening, Liu Hong went to the vegetable market with Liu's mother.

"Red, the fish over there is good, don't eat it in the refrigerator today. ”

"Mom, you have the final say, now we are not short of money. Liu Hong said with a smile.

"Then you have to save your life, in the future, Yuanyuan will find a partner and prepare a house for her, Cheng Qing hasn't given much money to her family in the past few years. ”

"What do you mention him, he still lives a wonderful life without a man. ”

"Yes, you are no different now than if you don't have a man. Girl, mom is a woman's heart that understands women, don't you feel wronged mom?"

"Mom, what do you say about this, I'm a forty-year-old body and a seventy-year-old heart. That's a dispensable thing. Liu Hong said and thought of self-deprecation in her heart, no one will understand herself, and the little things about men and women really come from the inheritance of the previous life, the perception of being too old.

"You kid, I don't know if you have a big heart or no heart. Where is it like my daughter, it's just, alas!" Liu's mother sighed, only to find that Liu Hong had already moved to the fish stall, and hurriedly followed.

The people in the vegetable market were quickly blocked, and Liu's mother was not in a hurry, and she watched what she was buying while walking. I still wonder in my heart, this girl doesn't like to listen to her own nagging, and she walks so fast.

"Red, this fish bone Duo Yuanyuan doesn't like to eat, let's buy other fish. Finally came to the fish stall, Liu Ma pulled the woman who was about to buy fish and said. Unexpectedly, as soon as the woman turned around, Liu's mother was stunned. This is not her own girl at all, but she is not ten points long, but she is also eight-pointed. The woman who was pulled was also stunned for a moment and asked, "Auntie, did you recognize the wrong person?"

"Yes, but you and my girl are really similar. The taste in the clothes is similar, and the aunt can't tell it from a distance. ”

Listening to Liu's mother's words, Qu Xiangyun's heart was shocked, she seemed to be calling red just now, could this be Liu Hong's mother. I couldn't help but ask tentatively.

"Auntie, I look like your daughter, so is your daughter's name Liu Hong?"

"Yes, how do you know?" Liu Ma looked at this woman who was eight points similar to Liu Hong, remembered what Liu Hong said, and her heart was also painted. These two people are like twins.

"Auntie, I just met with Writer Liu in the morning, didn't she tell you?"

"Say, say it's such a coincidence in this world. "Mother Liu didn't know why when she saw the woman in front of you, she had an inexplicable sense of intimacy, so she smiled and chatted with her.

"Yes, my grandmother and Writer Liu's grandmother were still good friends when they were children, auntie, you say this is fate. ”

"When I was a child, my mother also had a photo of two people, and it was a photo of two people in their forties and fifties. I haven't seen it, it's still left for Liu Hong when my mother was old, but unfortunately my mother left nothing when she left in a hurry. What's your name, it's really fateful. ”

"That grandma is gone, but my grandma made it clear when she left," Qu Xiangyun was about to continue, but Liu Hong walked over and interrupted the topic.

"Xiangyun, why do you come here to buy vegetables, do you live close to here?"

"Writer Liu, my brother's family lives near here, and my mother is sick, so I stay with her at my brother's house. Qu Xiangyun saw Liu Hong, and then looked at Liu's mother, and felt more and more that Liu Hong should be the child born by her mother. But I really can't say this, so I can only have a good relationship with Liu's mother first.

"Red, now I believe what you said, you and her are really alike. If you weren't born to me, I doubt you're twin sisters. Liu's mother smiled.

"Auntie, my mother gave birth to twins back then, but unfortunately they were all given to others at that time, and I only found them later, and the other one has not been found now. That's why my mom got sick. Qu Xiangyun looked at Liu's mother's reaction and said.

"Oh, what a hard-working child, don't you think that Liu Hong is your sister. This is simply impossible, Liu Hong is the daughter I gave birth to after two days of tossing. At that time, the level of delivery was not good, and there were many stillbirths. Listening to Liu Hong's grandmother, my Liu Hong is also extremely dangerous, so she didn't save her life. Liu's mother chattered, listening to Liu Hong and Qu Xiangyun's ears, the emotion was different. But the two women, who were no longer young, could not say anything.

Leaving the vegetable market, Liu's mother still thought about the woman just now and said: "Hong, did you say that your mother gave birth to twins back then, and your grandmother was afraid that your grandmother would embarrass me and gave someone one to others." I didn't go to your grandmother's side that year, until I gave birth to your brother again, and your grandmother proposed that your brother was the first child, but fortunately you were also thin and small at that time, not much different from your white and chubby brother, plus your grandmother's family didn't wait to see the girl, so you didn't go back to your hometown that year. When your grandmother sees you, you and Liu Fu can't tell who is bigger and who is small. ”

"Mom, why bother, as long as you give birth to a boy, it's fine. Was it easy for you to give birth to a brother?"

"It's easy, at that time, a distant relative of your grandmother was a handyman in the hospital, and he was considered to have an acquaintance who was easy to do, but like you, it took almost two days to give birth. Fortunately, it is stronger than you, and the weight is good. It's also strange to say, when you were pregnant with you, your grandmother lived in our house, and she took good care of me, but you were thin and thin. Your brother didn't care much at that time, but he was white and fat, but he was likeable. ”

"Mom, did you give birth in the hospital at that time?"

"Hey, it's a small county hospital, and the conditions can't catch up with the current unit health center. Because there are acquaintances there, your father's unit* doesn't have time to take care of me, it's very close to your grandmother's house, and I gave birth there. ”

"Mom, when you gave birth to me, didn't anyone go to Grandma's house?"

"Go, you went to see it once when you went to the hospital, and I'll take care of the rest. You don't have an impression of your grandmother, an old lady who is more Diao, it's better if she doesn't go, and your grandmother can still take care of me with all her heart. This is a few decades later, your grandmother is gone, and now my mother feels that she really has no mother's family. There is a flutter when my mother is going back to my parents' house, and it is not interesting to go back to my parents' house without my mother. Dad is still one layer away. ”

Liu's mother said with emotion, and Liu Hong's heart was also sour. Liu's mother thinks about the countryside, and Liu Hong thinks about her life experience. She even made up in her mind, is it that the child born to Liu's mother back then is not alive, and neither she nor her brother are born to her parents? Dad doesn't know about this, grandma's family doesn't know, and grandma is the only one who knows? Now that grandma is gone, all the truth has been buried. Forgotten in the flood of history, no matter what, Liu Hong doesn't want to pursue it.

For the sake of parents, for the sake of those who are not there, and for their own peace of mind. In the last life, I lived to be seventy years old, and I didn't know anything, but it's good!