Chapter 0863 - Reverse Scale
Time slowed down to almost stand still in this moment like a clogged hourglass, and the feeling of being unable to do anything about seeing someone close to me in danger made me feel like an idiot useless, I had come to protect the angels and could do nothing at the end of the day, circling around the ground like a fool, the only thing I could do, because there was really no way to quiet myself.
Thankfully, I didn't go crazy or lose my mind, which made one thing clear to me and the goddess, and that was my choice, and the one I loved the most was Thea, because she was the only one who could make me crazy and desperate.
Pandora and the Wolf King used the computer to locate the angel's position on the side, and the goddess kept watch over me, afraid that I would run away at any moment, but I still kept my cool as a sniper after all.
"The angels have been moving in a southeasterly direction." Pandora told me the location as soon as she found the angel's coordinates on the computer.
"Southeast?" I stopped and frowned and thought, "What is that place?" ”
"Atlantic!" Pandora looked up at me calmly.
"That means the plane is probably going to be on board! Is that right? "My face was like frost, and I struggled to restrain my impatience and force myself to remain calm.
"It's just speculation, but there are no other towns in that direction, only a shipping port." The meaning of Pandora's words is obvious, and I agree with my idea that nine times out of ten, the helicopter is going to be on board.
"How long will it take for the planes from the base to arrive?" I turned to the wolf and asked.
"Forty minutes!" The wolf looked down at his watch, it was hundreds of kilometers of primeval forest to cross from the warrior camp to our location, and it was early in the morning, and the fog in the forest was very heavy, and it was impossible for the planes to move all of them.
I bowed my head and didn't speak, silently walked to the side, stretched out my hand to hold on to the half-blown wall next to me, the goddess also followed me, she knew how anxious I was, forty minutes, this time is enough time for them to fly to the Atlantic, how will the angels cope when they land? Will she be able to escape from the murderous drug traffickers? Everything is unknown, and I can only wait here.
No one can understand how hard this feeling is, and if anyone does, it can only be a goddess, just like when I was captured by the blood pupil in the Middle East, or when I was bombed in Southeast Asia, the pain of losing so much that I don't want to live, just like I do now.
At this time, it was as if someone had set up a fire in my heart, scorching the internal organs, and they were tumbling and struggling on the hot flame, but to no avail, and the anger burned me in pain, but it could not be expelled from my body, but intensified.
I tried with all my strength to resist, to endure, to suppress the tyrannical aura, but as time went on, it grew up and inflated like a balloon and almost exploded my chest.
My breathing gradually began to be rapid, click, the masonry in my hand was pinched into pieces by me, I don't dare to guarantee how long I can hold on like this, the goddess saw that the murderous aura on my body was getting heavier and heavier, so she pulled my arm and let me sit on the ground, and then opened her arms and hugged my head tightly, pressed her chest, her chin was on top of my head, and her mouth kept reassuring: "It's okay, it's okay, she will definitely come back alive." ”
Smelling the familiar smell on her body and feeling the faint body temperature, she used gentleness to dissolve my anger, like a goddess of dawn with a halo, coming from heaven to give me comfort and forgiveness, my irritable heart gradually stabilized, and the spirit on the verge of going berserk also stabilized with the weakening of murderous energy.
"I'm fine, I'm really fine!" I reached out and wrapped my arms around the goddess's waist, greedily wanting more comfort.
"What's wrong with him?" The wolf king, who didn't know why, whispered to Pandora.
"It's nothing, everyone has untouchable scales in their hearts, and there are two people in the assassin's heart, one is a goddess, and the other is ......" Pandora didn't say anything, and sighed faintly: "It's okay, this time he defeated himself." ”
"He used to be the calmest fighter." The wolf king seemed to understand something, and sighed lowly.
"It's nothing, anyone who has experienced a brutal war has more or less psychological problems, we are all like this, some people can adapt, some people force themselves to adapt, and those who can't adapt end up being condemned by conscience day and night, even masochism, suicide, self-abandonment, more cruel than drug use." Pandora looked at me and spoke of the worst consequences of the aftermath of the war.
"The Assassin ......," the Wolf King said, his face full of worry.
"He's fine, he knows what he's doing, but sometimes he can't control his emotions, and that's because he touched the scales! He's the best sniper I've ever met, and I'm not going to turn him into a madman! ”
No mercenary can be measured by the mentality of a normal person, including Pandora herself, it is not uncommon to see mercenaries who have collapsed and gone crazy for various reasons over the years, Caesar also has such a warrior, but he has long since quit the battle and has been staying in a sanatorium, although I have not seen it, but I have heard the veterinarian talk about it in private.
My state is normal in the eyes of my brothers, and the Grim Reaper often says that I kill too few people, but it actually makes sense, when I kill people to numbness, and when I kill to forget that I am also a person, I don't care about those messy things.
But I was destined not to do it, because I still have love in my heart, and this love is more intense, it is like a good medicine, neutralizing the tyrannical killing intent, and pulling me back to the world from the edge of hell again and again, in fact, most of the mercenaries are the same as me, but there are exceptions, such as the Grim Reaper and the Devil, which are two war machines that are extremely psychologically twisted and only know how to kill.
In other words, they are born warriors, or can only be warriors, they just want to be warriors, they have no choice, war is their only pursuit.
I know where my problem is, it is love, it makes me still have a little fantasy about the future life, looking forward to the day when I may be able to be redeemed, back to the sun, I enjoy it greedily, use it as a bargaining chip for redemption, so I am afraid of losing, anyone who dares to violate this last pure land deserves to die, this is my reverse scale, touch it will die.
"It's okay, I'm sure you have what it takes to get him back to normal!" The wolf king trusts Pandora very much, which may be the so-called heroic sympathy, and Pandora's strength is respected by the wolf king.
Pandora didn't speak, just shook her head lightly, no one can solve this kind of problem, even Pandora is the same as me, but the string in her heart is not easy to touch, no one dares to guarantee that she can always keep her sanity on the battlefield, and Pandora does not dare to say such things.
When I heard the roar of the plane, I jumped up from the ground like a dont, and the wolf hurriedly sent out a signal flare to guide the helicopter to land.
Before the plane could stop, I rushed over with a sniper rifle, the huge wind of the propeller swept the burning ashes around like a tornado, and the dust was so full that people couldn't open their eyes, I didn't care so much, I rushed forward and pulled open the cockpit door, reached out and grabbed the pilot's wrist, and threw it out.
(End of chapter)
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