Chapter 1179: Crisis of Trust (Asking for a Monthly Pass)

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After a cup of tea.

Bai Qiannuo followed Ma Qiao to the third floor, and Li Qi was the only one in this floor.

Li Qi said: "Ma Qiao, you wait for me downstairs." ”

"Oh."

Ma Qiao looked at Bai Qiannuo worriedly, and then turned to leave.

Li Qi looked at Bai Qiannuo, and after a while, he stretched out his hand and said, "Sit down." ”

Bai Qiannuo looked a little hesitant.

Li Qi smiled bitterly: "Am I already scared to such an extent, I have to be seven or eight steps away from even talking about business." ”

Bai Qian Nuodai frowned slightly, walked over, sat opposite Li Qi, and said, "I don't know what the privy envoy has to tell the lower officer?" ”

"Big deal." Li Qi is serious.

Bai Qiannuo was stunned for a moment, although she didn't want to, she really almost laughed out loud, and asked, "What's the big deal?" ”

Li Qi said: "I now have a serious impact on official affairs, and I think it is necessary for us to talk about it." ”

Bai Qiannuo said: "If you want to talk to me about business, I will definitely listen carefully." ”

Li Qi sighed, and said helplessly: "What do you want me to do?" You've been angry for so long, don't you really understand why I did that in the first place? I never wanted to hurt you, I just wanted to protect you. ”

Bai Qiannuo said lightly: "Did you call me here to say this?" ”

"Yes. I won't explain this matter today, and I won't talk about it in the future. ”

Bai Qiannuo exhaled lightly and said, "Okay, let me ask you, have you ever believed me from beginning to end?" Can you still be trusted by me? ”

Li Qi was stunned for a moment and did not answer.

Bai Qiannuo said again: "You said earlier that I should understand the reason why you did this. Since you believe with such certainty that I will understand your original intention, will understand you, and will support you, then why didn't you tell me this qiΔ“ in the first place? If you thought I was just a selfish person, I wouldn't be a righteous person now. I won't understand why you're doing this, how do you want me to answer your question? ”

Li Qi sighed: "I don't sue you, I just don't want you to feel embarrassed?" ”

Bai Qiannuo shook his head with a smile and said, "This is just an excuse you made for yourself." Do you think I'm feeling very relaxed right now? If you can hide it from me for the rest of your life, I won't complain, but you can't. You also know that you can't, you have long expected such a day, you know that I will definitely be hurt because of this, so you asked the emperor to protect our Bai family in advance. The reason why you refuse to admit that you have never trusted me from the beginning to the end, and why you don't tell me, is simply because you are afraid that I will tell the news. Broken your plans, that's all. ”

Li Qi was stunned, only to feel that his face was hot, rubbed his face with both hands, covered up his weakness, took a deep breath, and said, "I admit it." I do lack trust in you in this matter, because. ”

"Because you're afraid of failure."

"Yes, I can't afford to lose."

"But what does it have to do with whether you trust me or not? Is your trust all about things and not people? You can trust me in one thing, but you can't in another, and that's -- can this still be called trust? ”

Richie was silent again.

Bai Qiannuo's eyes were slightly moist, and he said, "Do you remember that you promised me personally." You won't lie to me again. ”

Li Qi hesitated for a moment and said, "I remember." ”

"But you have deceived me so badly, I even have to rely on myself to think and guess, until that holy decree comes down. Only then did I realize that this qiΔ“ turned out to be a trap laid by my husband, and I was also the prey in this trap, and even the second brother Zheng who was in Hangzhou with me understood the truth of the matter before me. ”

Bai Qiannuo wiped away the tears on his face and said: "What I hate the most is not that you do this, or do that, but your lies one after another, you have never believed me from beginning to end, and you can even say that you have never believed anyone, including the red slaves, have you ever thought about how much damage your fake death will cause to them, if something really happens to Sister Feng that night, can you still remedy it?" You've always believed that you're just you, and even if you sue Mahashi and Meimei, it's just out of necessity, and if you can, you won't sue anyone at all. ”

Li Qi was silent for a while, and said, "I admit that I have reservations about anyone, but do you know how much pressure I was under at that time? ”

Bai Qiannuo said very calmly: "Of course I know, so I have always wanted to help you share some of it, and I have been trying to prove that I can help you, just like my mother has always helped my father, if not, who do you think would be willing to leave her husband, your parents, your relatives and sisters, and go to Jiangnan alone, maybe I didn't say it clearly enough at the time, but the result was not your trust, just another deception and hurt by you, I also said, I don't care what you do outside, But I hope you don't lie to me, I don't say that you don't believe in your words, but you can't even trust your own wife and children, can you still be trusted by others? ”

Li Qi frowned and said, "What would you do if I had told you about the whole plan?" ”

Bai Qiannuo said: "This is the answer I have always wanted to tell you, but you didn't give me this opportunity." ”

"And what are you going to do to forgive me?"

Bai Qiannuo said: "Why don't you understand, this has nothing to do with forgiveness, you saved the world, you beat away the golden soldiers, I have no qualifications to talk about this forgiveness." However, I don't want to have to think about the truth of every word he says when I talk to my husband in the future, which is too tiring for both parties. Trust may not be worth mentioning for you, the powerful ministers of the DPRK and China, but for me, it is very important, especially the trust of your family. I don't know what's going on in your mind right now, but I'm sure you're still hiding a lie about telling the rest of the world, including me. ”

Li Qi's eyelids fell, and he didn't dare to look directly at Bai Qiannuo.

Bai Qiannuo looked at Li Qi's weak appearance, a touch of grief flashed in his eyes, his face was full of disappointment, he stood up and said, "If nothing else." The lower official took his leave first. ”

Richie was silent.

Bai Qiannuo didn't wait for his answer, turned around and left.

Li Qi did not speak again, as if thinking about something, until Ma Qiao came down from the stairs, and he said to Li Qi, "I-I didn't mean to disturb you. It was Mrs. Zhang who asked me to ask you, are you white ladies dining here? ”

Li Qi didn't answer and asked, "Ma Qiao, will you deceive Meimei?" ”

"Then I'd rather kill myself." Ma Qiao said without hesitation.

"Why?"

"Why should I lie to my sister."

"If it's a last resort."

"My junior sister is my important person, how can there be a situation of last resort, besides, I am a dignified man. Above board, nothing can be said to others. ”

"I see." Li Qi said no more, and a bitter smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.

After coming out of the Golden Building, Li Qi was not in the mood to take care of business, so he went home directly.

"Your Excellency, you're finally back."

Li Qi entered the door. Seeing Aunt Chen's anxious appearance, she hurriedly asked, "Is something wrong?" ”

Aunt Chen said eagerly: "Just an hour ago, Feng Niangzi rushed out as if she was crazy. ”

"What?"

Li Qi was shocked and said, "This-what's going on?" ”

Aunt Chen said: "I don't know very well, but Mrs. Yelu has chased it out." ”

Shenma situation! Could it be?

Li Qi's face tightened, and he immediately said to Ma Qiao: "Ma Qiao." Hurry up and go to the barracks and get some people to find them. ”

Ma Qiao answered, turned around and went out.

Li Qi asked Aunt Chen again, "What about the red slave?" ”

Aunt Chen said: "Oh, the red lady is still watching Zhengxi in the house. ”

Li Qi breathed a sigh of relief and walked briskly to the backyard.

When I came to the backyard, I saw Ji Hongnu standing in front of the door pacing around, looking forward to it, and when she saw Li Qi coming, she hurriedly greeted her, and said hurriedly: "Big brother, sister Feng her." ”

Li Qi didn't wait for her to finish. said: "Did she see today's Song Times Weekly?" ”

Ji Hongnu was stunned for a moment, and then said, "You know everything?" ”

Li Qi snorted and said, "This stupid woman is always so emotional, and now that there is chaos outside, she dares to run out." ”

Ji Hongnu was so frightened that his face turned white. hurriedly said: "Wouldn't that sister Feng be very dangerous?" ”

Li Qi hugged her shoulders and comforted her: "It's not dangerous, the woman who dares to touch me in this world has not been born yet, and the one who was born is already dead." ”

Ji Hongnu breathed a sigh of relief, and said, "Then big brother, why did you say that just now?" ”

Li Qi said: "I'm afraid that she will be even more sad when she hears those remarks outside." ”

Ji Hongnu pursed his mouth and said, "Those people are chasing the wind and shadows, it's really bad. ”

Silly girl, you're too simple. Li Qi nodded, pandered to Ji Hongnu and said a few words, which stabilized Ji Hongnu's feelings.

The two did not go to the house, but went to the front yard to wait.

After about an hour, Li Qi began to be a little unable to sit still, stood up, and was about to look for it himself, but at this moment, he heard someone shouting outside: "My lord, my lord, Feng Niangzi is back." ”

Li Qi was overjoyed and hurriedly walked out, only to see Feng Yinu walking in dejectedly, muttering something in his mouth, and Yelu Guyu followed her.

Li Qi looked distressed, but felt very helpless, walked forward, and said softly: "Yinu, are you okay?" ”

Feng Yinu was slightly stunned, slowly raised his head, looked at Li Qi, gritted his teeth and scolded: "It's so hateful, those people are really hateful, how can they say that about my sister, what did my sister do wrong, how can I blame my sister for those crimes, because my sister also donated all the money, are they all blind." ”

The more she cried, the more fierce she became, as if those people were talking about her. He was originally a very emotional woman, and she had no relatives, in her mind, there were only Li Qi and Master Li, so you can imagine how sad she was when she heard what those people were talking about Master Li.

It seems that she has heard a lot of gossip outside. Li Qi glanced at Aunt Chen, asked her to close the door first, and then half-hugged Feng Yinu, and said, "Yes, yes, they are all bastards, let's go in first and talk about it." ”

Li Qi helped Feng Yinu to the house and persuaded him: "Those nerds know something, you don't want to be like them." lest you lower your status. ”

Ji Hongnu also persuaded: "Yes, what kind of person Sister Li is, we just need to know it, and we don't have to care what others think." ”

Feng Yinu said: "Now the people of the whole city are scolding my sister for being a goblin and a red face. And many people also said that they wanted to arrest my sister, they were so barbaric, I was afraid that my sister would. ”

Speaking of this, the more frightened she became, she grabbed Li Qi's arms tightly with both hands, and begged, "Husband." You have the best way, you must be able to wash away this grievance for your sister, right? ”

"This."

Li Qi wanted to agree to Feng Yinu, but he couldn't agree, because this was the Zhao family's desire to save his reputation, this was not a debate meeting, it was just a political means.

Feng Yinu saw Li Qi's hesitation. Said: "Husband, do you think so too?" ”

Li Qi hurriedly said: "Of course not, it's just that I can't come forward in this matter." ”

"Why?"

Li Qi hesitated for a moment before he said, "Think about it, why would the Great Song Times Weekly publish such an article?" ”

Feng Yinu was stunned and exclaimed, "Did you arrange it?" ”

"It has nothing to do with me." Li Qi said: "This is all arranged by the Hanlin Academy. But why did Hallymin suddenly do this? ”

Feng Yinu is not stupid, he suddenly woke up and said, "Is it the emperor?" ”

Li Qi nodded, if this was before, it is estimated that he would not have said this, but now he felt that Feng Yinu needed to know the truth of the whole matter.

Feng Yinu looked puzzled and said, "But--why did the emperor do this?" ”

Yelu Gu said lightly: "This is the usual method of the royal family, the emperor is always right, and the fault is only the people around him." "She's a princess, so she naturally understands why. In fact, she could sue SΓΉ Feng Yinu, but she was a little hesitant, and now that Li Qi has spoken, she naturally doesn't have to worry.

Feng Yinu's eyes widened, and there was a moment. Suddenly, he said, "I understand, I understand, my sister decided to cut ties with me in the first place, just to protect me from harm, she-she had expected this day a long time ago." ”

Perhaps she is one of the few people who can understand my plans. Li Qi said secretly, in fact, when Master Li proposed to leave, he vaguely guessed something, and he was very grateful in his heart, if he was another woman, he would definitely try his best to protect the big tree of Song Huizong, but Master Li did not do this, she chose to bear this qiΔ“ by herself.

In fact, Master Li is a very smart woman, needless to say, poetry and songs, even if it is about political affairs, she also has a keen sense of smell, otherwise she would not have been able to stay by Song Huizong's side for so long, and the six thieves in the court and the central government have no hostility towards her, it is very difficult to do this.

She knew in her heart that if things really unfolded as she expected, it was very likely that today's situation would occur, then the people around her would definitely be greatly hurt, especially Feng Yinu, because Feng Yinu was also born as a dusty woman, and she was married to such an important minister as Li Qi, she would definitely be affected, and Li Qi would also feel very embarrassed, and it was inevitable that her career would be affected. But in view of Li Qi's existence, they only dared to say two words secretly.

Therefore, she had no choice but to leave, with this qiΔ“ disturbance.

Li Qi said: "Since you understand the hard work of the teacher, you should not let her worry about you." ”

Feng Yinu said: "You-did you guess it a long time ago? ”

Li Qi sighed and did not speak, which was considered a tacit acquiescence.

Feng Yinu said gloomily: "Then you will definitely not help my sister clear her grievances." ”

"It's not that I don't help, it's that I can't help either, you know, it's not someone else who arranges this qiΔ“, but the emperor, but you don't hate the emperor, if anyone sits on his side, no matter who the object is, he will do it, this is just a political need." Apart from telling the reality to Feng Yinu, Li Qi couldn't find any words of comfort.

"I-I see." Feng Yinu lowered his head, suddenly raised his head suddenly, and said, "Butβ€”but I'm afraid that my sister will be hurt, and besides, if she hears these words, she will definitely be very sad." ”

Li Qi patted her hand and said, "You believe me, I will definitely protect her." I've already sent someone to investigate, and as for those words, I think since the teacher girl had already expected it, then she must have been prepared and would not be affected. ”

Feng Yinu nodded and said, "Husband." You-you must find your sister. ”

"Don't worry, I already had the arrangements in place."

Feng Yinu thought to herself, since Li Qi had already expected it, there must be prevention and control measures, so she breathed a sigh of relief, she knew that the situation outside could not be stopped. Now I only hope that Master Li will not be harmed.

Li Qi comforted her a few more words, and then sent her to the room, and fell asleep with her all the time before coming out of the room.

Yelugu, who had been sitting in the corridor, wanted to see Li Qi come out, got up and asked in a low voice, "Is she okay?" ”

Li Qi shook his head and sighed, as long as he didn't find Master Li. Feng Yinu must not be happy, and said, "What about the red slave? ”

"Jung-hee just woke up, she went over to take a look."

Li Qi snorted, suddenly took Yelu Guyi's hand and sat down, and said seriously: "Guyi, there is something I have always wanted to ask you for help." ”

Yelu Gu hurriedly said, "Do we still need to be so polite between us?" ”

"No, no, no, you listen to me first. You can reject me, it really doesn't matter. ”

Yelu Gu wanted to listen curiously, and said, "Then you say." ”

Li Qi said: "I want you to help me contact your cousin Yelu Dashi." ”

Yelu raised his eyebrows and said, "What's wrong with Dashi?" Although she let go of her hatred with Jin Guo, Yelu Dashi was the only seedling of their Yelu family, and of course she was very nervous.

Li Qi smiled: "He's okay at the moment, but I estimate that Jin Guo may do something to him." ”

Jerubone wanted to hear with fear on his face.

Li Qi said: "I want you to help me contact Yelu Dashi, our Great Song wants to cooperate with him." ”

Yelu Gu wanted to immediately turn his sorrow into joy, and said, "This is a good thing! ”

Richie hesitated for a moment, as if he had made some kind of decision. Said: "I know that you must still hope to recover Daliao in your heart, and Yelu Dashi also thinks the same, but do you think the current emperor will want to see this qiΔ“?" I don't know how things will play out, butβ€”but I don't want you to feel guilty for the rest of your life for this letter. Do you understand what I mean? So, you can really say no to me. ”

Yelu frowned, his heart was very entangled, his fists were clenched, and after a while, he said, "You can actually not sue me for this." ”

Li Qi said: "I have thought so before, and I have always done this, but since Yinu she fell into the river with me, and you and Hongnu have also been very tortured because of this, and now Qi Niang is again-, I don't know if what I did at the beginning was right or wrong, but I really don't want to lie to you anymore, no matter what reason, if I lie to you now, then you will also know the truth, maybe you won't blame me, but you may feel guilty for a lifetime, and I will too, And I feel very guilty and regretful now, maybe in this regard, Ma Qiao is really much better than me, he will always trust Meimei very much, even better than himself. ”

Yelu Gu wanted to ask, "You are looking for me because my surname is Yelu, and I can gain the trust of Dashi more than others?" ”

Li Qi nodded.

"If I don't agree to you, you still have to find a way to contact Dashi, because you want to use Dashi to contain Jinguo."

Richie nodded again.

Yelu wanted to groan for a while, turned his head, and said, "I promise you." ”

Li Qi said: "You really don't have to agree so quickly. ”

Yelu Gu wanted to smile slightly, and said: "Da Song wants to use Da Shi to contain the Jin Kingdom, I think Da Shi must also want to use the Great Song Dynasty to contain the Jin Kingdom, if he doesn't have this plan, I believe that even if my cousin writes to him, he will not agree, but I think that Da Shi needs this ally more than Da Song now." ”

Saying that, she suddenly turned her head, looked at Li Qi, and said, "Husband, I promise you, not because you are my husband, but I think this is a win-win situation, because Da Song and Da Shi have a common enemy." No one can know what will happen in the future, but no matter what the result is, my decision at this moment will definitely not make me feel regretful, and the guilt is even more incomprehensible. However, I am really very happy that you can tell me the truth and not lie to me. ”

If I had told SΓΉ Qi Niang about my plan, would she have said the same thing to me? Li Qi shook his head with a wry smile and said, "Although you didn't say it, I know that you have some complaints about me in your heart." ”

Yelu shook his head and said, "I have never complained about you, I just think that I and the Red Slave should be more worthy of your trust than Ma Qiao, no matter what." ”

Li Qi propped his hands behind his back, looked up at it, his eyes were slightly wet, and said: "You are right, from beginning to end, I only believe in myself, because I am too afraid of failure, so afraid that I dare not even confide in the moon, I hope to hold a qiΔ“ in my hand, without revealing the slightest gap, only in this way, I feel the safest, and I have succeeded because of this, but I also feel very tired, if I can't even trust a few of you, then who else can I trust, haven't I become a loner, So what's the point of my life in this world? I think I understand why Ma Qiao will always be very happy when facing Meimei, but I am more guilty than happy when facing you. ”

Yelu wanted to gently put his hand on the back of Li Qi's hand, shook it gently, and said: "Husband, you are different from Ma Qiao, the height is unbearable, you do this, it is nothing more than for the good of all of us, this is understandable, we all understand your difficulties." ”

"This is just an excuse, Wang Hao is such a vicious person, but he never hides it from Wang Xuanen, he can at least trust someone completely, but I can't do it." Li Qi smiled self-deprecatingly, suddenly held Yelu's bone-lust hand, and said in a firm tone: "Bone desire, sooner or later, there will be no more troubles and helplessness between us because of these, there will only be happiness and joy, I will do my best to make that day come sooner." ”

"I believe in you."

The simple four words are particularly different for today's Li Qi.

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