Lu Zheng always thought that killing Tang Xi in front of Huo Jinyan would be the most comforting thing in his life, but when it really came to that moment, he only felt that his heart was barren......

Who is the man he hates? Is it Tang Xi? Or Huo Jinyan? Or is it himself?

In the first half of his life, he lived happily and chicly, but there was an indescribable loneliness, and it was not until he met Huo Jinyan that he felt that life was alive for the first time.

Huo Jinyan is the prime minister of the dynasty, an existence above 10,000 people under one person, but his eyes are never different from others, neither like his father's face full of hatred but not steel, nor like those who slap him with flattery, his eyes are very cold, but it makes him feel for the first time that he is an ordinary person, no matter what he does, he will be treated as an ordinary person.

He knew that maybe it was because he couldn't get into his eyes at all, but he couldn't help but want to get close to him inexplicably, so he exerted his ability to make a dead face, and he came to him, and was finally accepted by him.

In fact, he has always been a little complacent in his heart, because he can clearly see that he is the only person who can enter Huo Jinyan's heart a little, and in his eyes, he is a special existence.

He had thought that the future would be peaceful and beautiful, until ...... Feng Xi died.

Lu Zheng has never had a good impression of this empress, and her death has no effect on him, until Huo Jinyan came back, and he unexpectedly found that he seemed to have changed......

In the past, even if his eyes were cold, he always maintained a gentle image in front of people, just like a perfect prime minister should do, but now, he has torn off all his disguises and truly become himself.

It was only at this time that he realized in his heart that perhaps Huo Jinyan had always hidden a person in his heart, a person who would never be touchable to him.

But even if the facts were already in front of him, he didn't want to believe it, in the face of Huo Jinyan's strange actions and strange words, he didn't dare to understand it in that way, and even when Tang Xi's girl asked him, he deliberately misled her......

Later, he found that Huo Jinyan seemed to treat Tang Xi very differently, so out of curiosity, he also got closer and closer to Tang Xi, and then undeniably found that although Tang Xi was not beautiful, he was indeed very likable......

She's a very real girl, not as pretentious as others, not as trembling as other maids, she lives very casually, although she is a fire girl, but in fact, in terms of temperament and conversation, she is more like a person of their class, in short, a very strange person.

And he is a curious person, so he can't help but be attracted to her......

When Huo Jinyan asked him if he liked her, he only hesitated for a moment and nodded, he did like it, although he knew that the liking was not strong, but at least this was the first girl who made him feel different.

Later, because of his mistakes, Tang Xi was favored by Feng Lie, so when Huo Jinyan asked him to marry her, he agreed without hesitation, if he had to find someone to spend the rest of his life with, it would be good for her.

But when he was happy to marry her, what was waiting for him was a fire......

That was the first time he felt the pain of life and death, especially since her death was probably caused by him...... This anguish reached its extreme when she saw the fireworks she had prepared for him.

He thought that he probably grew up overnight at that time, because of Tang Xi's death, he chose to face the darkness in the officialdom for the first time, and for the first time took the initiative to help his father, one by one to bring down those who might be murderers.

He just wanted to avenge her, just wanted to give her an explanation.

But when she appeared alive in front of him again, he realized how ridiculous he was...... The sincerity he thought was just an illusion, and his pain was just being used by others.

When he realized that all this was an illusion, he thought of the past, and he realized that the only person who was deceived was himself, Huo Jinyan said to him...... Actually, I always knew she wasn't dead, right?

Two people who were most important to him besides his parents deceived him at the same time...... This kind of betrayal is something he can't afford, so at this time, he chose to escape, and he chose to go to the battlefield to wantonly vent the pain and anger in his heart.

But he didn't want to, he still underestimated the cruelty of the woman, and once again, she killed his father for her own purposes.

He knew that his father might not be innocent, maybe he really deserved to die, but it was never for her to do it! At this moment, those suppressed pains and the hatred of killing his father were intertwined, burning all his reason in an instant, he was unwilling, unwilling to be used and humiliated by the person he once valued the most, he wanted revenge...... He wanted to see her just as painful!

After this hysterical hatred completely exploded, he calmed down again, like a dormant beast, secretly waiting for his moment.

It turns out that Huo Jinyan also likes Tang Xi...... No wonder, the Prime Minister's Mansion was so heavily guarded at the beginning, if it wasn't for Huo Jinyan's permission, how could Tang Xi escape so easily? Was he unwilling? Unwilling to marry the person you like? But why didn't he say it? If he did, he would never rob him!

It's ridiculous that he always thought that he was different to Huo Jinyan, but it turned out that everything was just a joke......

So when An Huaiyu found him, he agreed to cooperate with him without hesitation, and then with the help of Li Feng, he pretended to be seriously injured and appeared by their side, everything was so natural that it would not arouse too much suspicion from them.

In fact, according to his agreement with An Huaiyu, he should have killed Tang Xi earlier, at that time, as long as Tang Xi died, their war would be lost, but he was unwilling, what was the point of just killing Tang Xi? Only by killing her in front of Huo Jinyan can he get more pleasure!

At the moment when the morning sun rose, at the moment when she was about to win, at the moment when she completely let down her guard with joy, he stood behind her, looking at the thin back, and his heart was more peaceful than ever.

His hand trembled slightly as he plunged it into her heart, and then took the knife that should have pierced her heart, and it was an inch off and passed through her heart.

He saw her face full of surprise, and then his face was full of relief, as if he was surprised that he would kill her, and it seemed that he had expected him to kill her, and finally she just smiled at him, and said in a sudden tone, "It turns out ...... You're his nirvana. ”

There was no resentment, no confusion, she was very calm and accepted death.

It was Lu Zheng himself, looking at Tang Xi's confined eyes, looking at Huo Jinyan's frightened and painful expression, and suddenly felt a little dazed, is this what he wants? Was he really relieved?

He didn't know, he didn't run away, he just stood there so calmly, waiting for Huo Jinyan's sword to pierce his body mercilessly.

At this moment, he seemed to be finally transparent, it turned out that what he wanted was just their attention.

He laughed miserably, looked at Huo Jinyan's face full of grief, and slowly said his last words, "Third brother...... This time, I'm really in your hearts, right? ”

He didn't know if Tang Xi could survive, if he could, he thought, they wouldn't forget him in their lives, right?