Chapter 142: Changing Lives Against the Sky (1)
Li Xuanba has a sparse temperament, he is different from Li Zhiyun, Li Zhiyun is at a young age, and for some reason he is more free and easy than Zhang Wensu, he doesn't care about the world or even himself, and he has a kind of detachment in the world. Although Li Xuanba has practiced Buddhism with Yancong, he has never been able to see through the red dust, he has the heart to help the world, but he does not have this power.
Because of physical reasons, he can only hide in the study all day long, Ruoxiu has also conditioned him for a long time, but the congenital deficiency is by no means something that can be compensated for by the day after tomorrow, so until now, his health is still very poor.
One day he came to Cunmotang to find me and said that he had something to talk to me, and I saw his gloomy expression, and I only felt that his state was not quite right.
I asked him to sit down, but he refused to sit down, only said, "Big brother, I want to go." ”
I was stunned for a long time and didn't understand what he meant, and he explained, "Sister-in-law...... If Xiu's sister-in-law once said to me, my health is not good, I have to recuperate, if there is chaos today, the capital is not the land of Chang'an, I really ...... Not suitable to stay here any longer. ”
When he mentioned Ruo Xiu, I was silent for a long time before saying: "Xuanba, you and my brother are of the same heart, and my eldest brother knows that you also have the heart to save the world, why don't you ......?"
Li Xuanba smiled bitterly: "Back then, the master once predicted my life, saying that I only have half of the Buddha's heart, and the other half of the heart, and I can't jump out of the red dust, I'm afraid that I will eventually be burdened by it and will not be able to escape the catastrophe." Peaceful times and peace in the world, it is the ambition of the eldest brother, and it is also the ambition of the Xuanba, but the heart is more than enough but the strength is insufficient, if what the master says is not bad, I stay in the place of right and wrong, and sooner or later I will become a burden to the eldest brother. ”
His words made me very stunned, because I had also thought about it, now that I am separated from my father, if my father does something, we who stay in Daxing City will all become outlaws. But my father had already talked about it in the letter, and so far, he has no capital to do anything.
I patted Li Xuanba on the shoulder and said, "Xuanba, you have to believe your father and eldest brother, if you are not very sure that the Tang Mansion is thorough, your father will not take things lightly." ”
Li Xuanba said: "It has nothing to do with my father and eldest brother, it is Xuanba who believes in the words of my master." Master said I ...... I can't live this year, and now it's almost the end of the year. ”
I was stunned for a while and said, "Is this true?" ”
Li Xuan said domineeringly: "Master once predicted his death, and his words will not be wrong." ”
My heart ached violently and I asked, "Why didn't you say it earlier?" ”
Li Xuanba's shoulder hurt from being pinched by me, and he frowned and said, "Big brother, what's the use of saying it earlier?" ”
I stared at him and said: "Xuanba, if you believe in the eldest brother, you should believe that the eldest brother will try his best to protect you, I can't keep my mother, I can't keep Ruoxiu, I can't keep Anping Chengping, can't even you ......" Speaking of this, I couldn't say any more.
Xuan Ba looked at me wordlessly, and smiled reluctantly: "Doctor Xun came to diagnose my sister-in-law two days ago, I asked him to see it by the way, and he said that my coughing up blood is getting worse, if you repair your sister-in-law...... My sister-in-law is not there...... Actually, I expected it for a long time. ”
I said categorically, "No, big brother...... Big brother will figure it out. ”
On this day, I returned to Zimin's room, I didn't know what it felt, I couldn't sleep at all when I lay on the soft couch, behind the screen, there was a cough from time to time, Zimin was infected with the wind and cold, and really fell ill as Xun Jian said.
If I can't even save the people around me, how can I protect the people in the world?
The Qi Palace's mansion was dark and dreary, and under the supervision of the guards sent by Yang Guang, it was completely different from before.
Yang Yun is not depressed at all, the soldiers are coming, the water is covering, he can always hide himself well, Yang Guang only knows that he drinks all day, and he doesn't know anything else.
I already knew about Yang Yin's plan from Cheng Buyi, and he also wanted to sit on the world. I looked at the room where his candles were still burning, smiled contemptuously, and waited a long time before Cheng Buyi came out of the room.
I landed in front of Cheng Buyi's bedroom, tiptoed behind him and flashed into the door, he turned his head to see me, he was not very surprised, only touched his beard and said: "Childe came at night, I don't know what happened?" ”
I arched my hand and said, "Mr. Cheng, I have something to ask for." ”
Cheng Buyi hugged me and said, "Childe, but it doesn't hurt to say." ”
I said, "I want you to move to the Tang State Mansion and make a person for me." ”
Cheng Buyi smiled and said: "Childe, you don't need to go to the old age, you can only say a word for your son here." If the son kills him, it is okay; If he is allowed to go, this world will be his in the future, and the son will not be immune to disasters, and the son will keep the way of benevolence and righteousness, and the old man can only do his best. ”
His words were like moths to a fire, knowing that I would lose in the end, and he wanted to gamble on me. This is often the case with fortune tellers, who are the least likely to believe in fate.
After he finished speaking, he wanted to send off the guest, I knew he was talking about Li Shimin, but what I am concerned about now is not this matter.
I stood still and said, "Mr. Cheng, the person who wants to invite you is not him, but the third brother Xuanba." ”
Cheng Buyi smiled: "Oh? ”
Cheng Buyi still went back to the Tang Guogong Mansion with me, and there were still candles lit in Li Xuanba's room.
He opened the door and saw me with a stranger, and looked at me with some bewilderment.
Cheng Buyi glanced at Li Xuanba up and down, and also looked at me, with a trace of compassion in his eyes. It's very strange, Cheng Buyi's eyes have always been sharp and gloomy, never like this.
I pushed the door in and said to Li Xuan: "This is Mr. Cheng Buyicheng, a famous man in Jiangdong." ”
Li Xuanba saluted Cheng Buyi and said, "Xuanba has seen Mr. ”
Cheng Buyi looked at Li Xuanba solemnly, as if he had thought about it for a long time before he spoke: "The catastrophe of the third son, there is a way to solve the old decay, but please avoid it for the time being." He said and looked at me.
I nodded, leaving Li Xuanba and Cheng Buyi in the room, and I withdrew.
I stood at the foot of the steps, the moon was as bright as water, I looked up at the crescent moon in the sky, feeling the cold of winter, imagining, Ruoxiu walked to the side, put a cloak on me, I looked back, but it was empty. If there really is a day when the whole world is mine, will you be happy for me, or will you blame me for giving up on myself? I do not know.
Li Xuanba's door was still closed, I waited for a long time, until my whole person was cold, then I heard a slow "squeak", the door of Li Xuanba's room opened, Cheng Buyi and Li Xuanba stood side by side in the room and looked at me, with a happy face.
I don't know what Cheng Buyi said to Li Xuanba, and it's inconvenient to ask, but Li Xuanba swept away his previous gloomy look, walked up to me with a smile and shouted, "Big brother." ”
Cheng Buyi arched his hand at me and said: "The matter of the Qi Palace, the son trusts each other, the old man has reached it, please wait for the good news, as for the third son, the old man has an old friend, or he can treat the third son, and the son can rest assured." ”
(End of chapter)