The second chapter is scattered by Ruan Qin
"Miss, although you don't know them, but looking at where they have a day of peace, thinking about ways to make you uncomfortable all day long, Miss, if you want Qingyan to say, you shouldn't be bullied by them to such a point." Qingyan was angry when she said it, she really felt unfair for Miss.
"Qingyan, are you talking a little too much today?" It's just a look from You Rong, purple eyes swept over Qing Yan's cheeks, and Qing Yan couldn't help but be calmed by You Rong's indifferent eyes, isn't Miss really angry?
Qingyan thought about whether to explain, but after thinking about it, she still didn't explain, which would only annoy Miss even more, so she had to retreat, leaving Miss alone in the boudoir.
After Qingyan left, You Rong calmed down, her white arm supported her porcelain chin, thinking about how many times this year I have turned fifteen and in two or three years, I will also be with other official children, to the age of talking about marriage, in an instant, the years of twelve years have flowed quietly like a white horse, what she has learned in Baifu, and what she has gained, after careful calculation, it is just blindly tolerated, and then forbearance.
To this day, when and where Bai Yourong is has always been a joke after everyone's refreshments.
Bai Yourong's mother Ruan Qinhua died young, and Bai Yin also ignored You Rong for many days.
Even if those individuals become more aggressive, You Rong can only become more easy-going and tolerant, because no one can buy her impulsiveness or disobedience.
When You Rong was three years old, the only person who loved her, her mother, quietly left, leaving You Rong alone in the abyssal White Mansion struggling, gasping for breath.
Since that person left, You Rong's mind has been chaotic, and life is also sullen and heavy. Over the years, You Rong has gradually understood that before she is able to bear all the willfulness, she has to think about more patience and more disguise, even if she hates herself who is becoming more and more inconsistent, You Rong thinks of her mother, and her heart is a pang of colic.
When You Rong's mother Ruan Qin and her father Bai Yin were married for two years, her father was young and vigorous, and he was full of revenge for the country. And the depression that was once unwilling, after Bai Yin won the favor of the eldest mother Luo Jin's father, he was also able to show it in a big way.
After all, Bai Yin's love was still lost to the powerful, and for the sake of the future, she married a young and beautiful side room, so that she forgot her mountain alliance with You Rong.
Just when he turned around, he gave other women a warm embrace, the second mother with a superior background - Ye Li, Bai Yin's arms were rarely opened for Ruan Qin, the eldest mother and the second mother became pregnant one after another, and gave birth to an heir, especially the eldest mother had the first male in Baifu, which was very loved by Bai Yin.
After a period of time, Ruan Qin became pregnant with You Rong, during the ten months of hard pregnancy, Ruan Qin's love and love were all lost in the silent years, under the power and invitation of other women, Bai Yin shelved You Rong's mother Ruan Qin, once it was shelved, it was abandoned forever, Bai Yin seemed to have been fascinated by the eldest lady and the second lady in the house.
At that time, Bai Yourong's mother Ruan Qin didn't think well enough, and she didn't understand when Bai Yin would be so snobbish and arrogant. Ruan Qin also became more and more depressed, and he was haggard day by day, and his body was thin and tight.
In the end, her mother even ate less, and after Bai Yourong was born, her mother saw her father very rarely, and she could count it on her fingers for a year.
In the long run, her mother's body was slowly hollowed out, and it can be regarded as a complete collapse, and she couldn't afford to be sick for several years.
Her mother's former delicate face was no longer radiant, her fair skin was no longer delicate and smooth, and her father's few inches of burning light no longer lingered for her mother.
Since then, Bai Yourong's heart has sprouted an emotion that is not like that of her peers, and she was also deeply involved in it later, and she also realized that it was hatred. Bai Yourong had never seen her grandfather, but she had only heard her mother mention it, and Zuo was just a little drunk. When he was sober, he told her that they were far away.
Bai Yourong also knew that her mother did not have any relatives in the Mourning Moon Kingdom, and her father thought that her mother did not have any pillars in his career, her father had new opportunities, he was constantly promoted, and he sent troops to fight many victories and returned, and his official position was also a matter of course year after year, Ruan Qin was forgotten by Bai Yin in the Tingqin Academy.
In the end, Ruan Qin ended himself in the good old age of twenty-one, and left forever in that season full of camellias. Now Bai Yourong only remembers that the young mother is indeed very beautiful, more beautiful than the eldest mother and the second mother.
Ruan Qin has been cold and sick since he was a child, so You Rong's health is not very good, everyone thinks that some families are left behind, in their opinion, Ruan Qin and You Rong's illness is a sign of taboo, and people once regarded You Rong as a disaster.
Three years after the death of Bai Yourong's mother Ruan Qin, her father also shined in the officialdom and was promoted to general, but compared to the eldest sister born to the eldest mother and the child born to the second mother, You Rong was very weak, her father did not like Bai Yourong, especially as a general, he especially did not like the weak and unruly Bai Yourong.
Then Bai Yourong continued to stay in the Tingqin Courtyard where her mother lived, and other places have been expanded and covered, I had heard her mother say that this Tingqin Courtyard was built by Bai Yin when she married her mother, Bai Yourong was also reluctant to let it decline, so she didn't ask someone to demolish the house here, there are traces of her mother's presence here, many years have passed, and the feeling is light, but Bai Yourong still wants to find a trace of comfort here.
In the past, her mother recalled her past and often talked to You Rong when she was bored, although she knew that she was still young, she still talked about it to herself.
At the beginning, Bai Yourong's father took great care of her mother, and her official position was still young, and she often went to the listening piano courtyard with her mother to eat tea and listen to the piano after finishing her errands.
Her mother's expression was blank when she said it to Yourong, but Bai Yourong could still feel that her mother was happy, it was her happiness alone, nothing else, although time was a quack, but it would also dilute everything and quietly change all appearances.
You Rong now thinks that his father may have loved his mother, but that love is like a love of charity, too thin and cold, and it can't withstand the baptism of time. Bai Yourong also fantasized that he would be able to make his own decisions about his marriage in the future, and he would never be like his mother again.
You Rongxiang's wishful wish is that he would rather work with ordinary people for a lifetime than be a canary and be imprisoned for a lifetime. Thinking about it, You Rong is also tired, his eyebrows are picturesque, far away like a mountain, and his purple eyes reflect the fan shadow cast by his eyelashes.
Qingyan quietly took the quilt, lightly placed it on You Rong's shoulder, added a soothing fragrance, and supported the wooden window of the side room, so that Xu Feng could blow in, closed the door, and then retreated.
Qingyan just speaks indulgently on weekdays, but she takes good care of Bai Yourong.