Thinking about it now, Mei Niang realized that she had never had any other thoughts about Liu Hongye from the beginning.

- Except for a little regret that he couldn't ask for, in fact, from the beginning, he was a destined passerby to her.

It was when she was three years old that she first heard her father talk about the child.

"It's a pity...... is such a child with Zhong Lingyuxiu, but there is such a pair of parents...... Buried that talent in vain. ”

"Who did Father say?"

Mei Niang raised her head, looked at him with bright eyes, and asked in confusion.

"The second son of the Liu family, the one named Liu Hongye is."

Samurai shook his head and sighed and looked at the little daughter he was holding in his hand: "That child was originally a very beautiful one!" If you can have some ideas of your own, then in the future, you may not be able to be a good companion with my family Zhao'er! ”

Just this sentence was firmly imprinted in the heart of the little Mei Niang.

Then, it was in this year, led by her father, that she participated in the so-called poetry and wine meeting for the first time. also saw for the first time the boy whose father was originally Zhong Lingyuxiu.

It's really beautiful!

She thought to herself: If her father likes it, then he must be a very good person. It doesn't seem to be a difficult task for her to rejoice in him.

Since then, she has kept this good-looking teenager in mind.

Time flies, and when she reaches the age of ten, because of her mother, she can go out to participate in the flower banquet poetry party between the so-called noble ladies.

She doesn't like it, but her mother's fate is hard to disobey, and she can't do it if she doesn't go.

So she went—since her mother's original intention was to let her be a little green leaf next to her eldest sister, who was already beautiful, she didn't bother to clean it up, so it saved her trouble.

It's just that she didn't expect it. Even under such circumstances, those noble ladies and daughters still refused to let her go. It is short and long, and it has never been broken, let alone stopped.

From the anger at the beginning, to the resentment later, and then to the wavelessness later. What she is most happy about is that she has gradually cultivated a calm ability.

Just when she thought she would be able to go on like this forever, she saw him again.

In the indecomposible gaze of everyone, she saw him.

To say that there is no panic is false. To say that it is not shy is also false.

After all, he is the person she has always remembered since she was three years old. And at this time, she thinks that she is not the best appearance, the best posture.

Thinking of this, she sat down beside the smiling master, and even secretly resented her mother: why didn't he tell her earlier that he would come here too?

I know her thoughts......

But soon, she found out that there was no such need at all.

From the moment she walked in here, his gaze was no different from that of the sons next to him, chasing her the same way, never leaving her for a moment.

Looking at the daughters who were secretly annoyed because of this, she couldn't say that she was unhappy. But after the joy, there is always some loss.

She thought ......

He's going to be a little different.

With such a sad thought, she left the poetry club, but before returning home, she also thought everything through: Isn't it right for him to look at me like this? I like him in my heart, and he has feelings for me, which is a good thing!

Thinking like this, she was happy—though secretly in her heart, she still felt a little uneasy for some reason.

The next thing is logical. The second lady of the Ying Guo Mansion and the second son of the Liu Mansion were originally the most suitable pair. In her opinion, she can finally leave from this town where the town is full of miasma, chickens and dogs, and get Fang Qingjing......

She even inquired about the preferences of Lord Liu and Mrs. Liu one by one, just so that she could enter Liu's house in the future, so that the second elder could feel that she was not an uneducated girl who didn't know etiquette.

But for some reason, the more she inquired about these two old men, the more panicked she became. I always feel that something is going to happen sooner or later.

And her hunch has always been surprisingly accurate.

When her mother came back from outside with a furious face, leaving behind a letter to her, she knew that what she had been afraid of had finally happened.

With trembling hands, she picked up the letter, and looked at the vigorous and upright word Liu Xun on it, she knew that she would not have another chance.

That night, she sat all night, facing the moon, silently.

She didn't cry, and she didn't think it was worth crying.

She just felt unwilling, and felt that she was like this, and her life was not worth it.

But she wasn't angry, and she didn't feel the need to be angry. She just felt that she really needed to think about her future.

So the next day, when her mother asked her to enter the palace to be elected. With almost no hesitation, she should come down - without hesitation, not because her heart was really dead and she really wanted to enter the palace, but because she knew that if she did not follow her mother's wishes, then she would definitely not be able to get even a moment of silence in the next time.

But now, for her, the most important thing is to be quiet - not to mention that in her opinion, even if a woman from such a background as herself has a fairy appearance and a beautiful appearance, she will not be looked at by the concubines who are always from hundreds of noble families.

So when she turned around and returned to the room, she wrote a letter to Liu Hongye, begging him to come and take her away.

She wants to gamble, gamble on her dignity, bet on whether he will dare to be the master for herself and be with her for the rest of her life.

If he comes, then she Wu Zhao will be born as Liu Hongye and died as Liu Hongye. If you don't think twice, he will be forced to have three wives and four concubines in the future, and she will ...... Also acceptable.

If he didn't dare to pick him up, then she would have thought about it. After losing the election, I casually found a Qingjing Temple, the Green Lantern Ancient Buddha, and it was also very good to spend this life.

As a result, as she had a hunch, he did not come. Or rather, did not dare to come. And at the same time, there was also the news that he was married to Miss Wang.

Then, before she could nod her head and say yes, she turned around to look for the second possibility, a holy edict, which made her understand what it meant to "make people by providence." ”

It was only one night, and she made a second decision that affected her life: she agreed to enter the palace and try her luck. Let's take a look at the Holy Majesty, whether it is his beloved Jialang.

If so, she should be like the great teacher who was rumored to be a god, and she should be his wife, take care of the country for him, and have children.

If not, she would have found an opportunity to leave the palace and live a free life ever since.

This time, God still didn't choose one of the two paths she gave according to her thoughts.

It gave her a third possibility, and let her meet the little boy.

After several years of grievances and bloody winds, she unconsciously found that this seemingly weak and helpless, pampered little Jin King, who was actually decisive and in crisis, had already become indispensable to her.

The third time.

She really hesitated: could it really be him?

In such hesitation, she and him, half jokingly and half seriously, were fiddled with by Providence, and finally supported each other step by step, and came to this point.

When she saw Liu Hongye again today, she suddenly realized: It turned out that back then, whether it was the man in front of her or the high-ranking Mingjun, she had never loved with her heart.

They were just a life-saving straw for her back then, so she longed for them so much that she mistakenly thought that such a desire was love. It wasn't until she met Li Zhi that she realized that she had never loved anyone else. In her heart, she has always only had herself.

It wasn't until she met Li Zhi that she realized that she loved people, and she didn't want to die.

Thinking of this, Wu Meiniang couldn't help but smile faintly, turned her head, and showed a smile like a sunny sun to the man who was striding in with her son in her arms.

Yes, when she really loves people, she will die.