116, her life experience
The two of them were recuperating their injuries at the bottom of the cliff like this, but they had a bit of a carefree feeling.
But the top of the cliff was in a hurry, after Huo Jinyan chased Tang Xi and jumped down that day, Ying Yi almost jumped down with red eyes, but fortunately, someone stopped him at the last moment, saying that he still needed to preside over the overall situation, so that he finally calmed down.
Yes, you can't be impulsive, with the master's ability, maybe there is still life, you can't follow to make trouble, but you should deal with everything here, and then lead people to find the whereabouts of the master!
Thinking about it, Ying glanced at Li Ying, who had fainted on the ground, and then at Fu Jinglan, who was caught in her hands not far away and was constantly struggling, and said in a deep voice, "Take it away!" ”
Now that the master and Tang Xi have jumped off the cliff, his best choice is to tell Feng Lie the news, as for the two people in front of him, he also decided to hand them over to Feng Lie to deal with, and then let him send more people to find the master with them.
So he asked Li Ying and Fu Jinglan to rush to Shacheng with him, and encountered several waves of ambushes on the way, which should have come to save Li Ying, but they all rushed through without danger, and rushed to Shacheng at dawn.
When Ying Yi saw Feng Lie, he told him about the situation at that time, afraid that Feng Lie would make some crazy moves when he was excited, Ying Yi also specially emphasized, "The whereabouts of the two are only unknown now, and their lives and deaths are not yet known, so please ask Your Majesty to send some people to follow us to find their whereabouts." ”
Feng Lie originally heard the news of Tang Xi's fall from the cliff, the tyrannical killing intent that appeared on his body gradually subsided a lot when he heard this sentence, and he was silent for a while, and finally he said "um", "I will go with you." ”
As soon as Kage achieved his goal, he didn't stay long, although he wanted to set off immediately, but the brothers were tired all night, and instead of setting off directly for speed, it was better to take a good rest and recuperate before leaving.
And Li Ying and Fu Jinglan were both left behind, Li Ying was still unconscious, naturally he didn't know to be afraid, but Fu Jinglan was trembling with fright on the side, and as soon as Ying left, he immediately struggled to intercede with Feng Lie, "Your Majesty, I know it's wrong, just let me go!" For the sake of the past, if you leave me alive, I will definitely have no trace of the news in the future, and I will never go against you or Tang Xi again! Please! ”
The pear blossoms she cried with rain looked really a little pitiful, but Feng Lie's eyes looked at her unmoved, just like ...... Looking at a dead man, Fu Jinglan was trembling by the look in his eyes, and somehow, she didn't dare to continue.
Feng Lie looked at her, and suddenly hooked his lips and smiled, "Actually, if you look closely, your eyes don't look like her at all, so it's better to ...... Ripped, right? ”
He said it lightly, but Fu Jinglan's face turned pale with fright, "Don't!" Your Majesty don't! Please, I really know it's wrong! ”
However, no matter how much she struggled and shouted, the person on the side still walked towards her with a dagger with an expressionless face, Feng Lie was not interested in looking at it again, and said lightly when she turned to leave, "Fu Jinglan gouged out her eyes and scraped it alive, and the remaining skeleton was hung on the city wall, when was the meat pecked clean by the birds, and when was it put down, as for Li Ying...... Eighteen kinds of torture were given to him again, and finally he cut off his head and hung it on the city wall to be Fu Jinglan's companion. ”
Feng Lie said it lightly, but the people in the room couldn't help but shudder, this ...... It sounds like it's infiltrating!
At the bottom of the cliff, three days have passed, because Tang Xi and Zhiming are both slightly painful pharmacologically, so the injuries on Huo Jinyan's body are under the care of the two, but they are getting better very quickly, and after three days, he can already move a little without fear of breaking the wounds.
Here are barren mountains and mountains, according to Zhiming, if you want to leave, you have to walk for at least three or five days, so the two of them simply heal their injuries first and then think about leaving, not to mention that Yingyi and they should also come to look for them, so it's okay to wait here.
It's rare to live such a peaceful life, Tang Xi still feels a little nostalgic, there is no competition for power and no intrigue, how good is it to live a dull life like this? She couldn't help but think, if she hadn't been picked up by her father at the beginning, what would she be like now? Is it also like an ordinary girl to marry a person and then spend a dull life with coarse tea and light food?
She was sitting by the river and was thinking about it, when Zhiming's voice suddenly sounded behind her, "Master Tang, in fact, I have been trying to tell you something for the past two days, but I don't know how to speak. ”
She turned around and saw Zhiming standing behind her, his face was rare serious, and she couldn't help but wonder a little, "What makes you so embarrassed?" As she spoke, she pointed to another fairly smooth stone next to her, "Sit down, just talk about anything, how can the monks grind and chirp?" ”
Zhiming sat down, but he didn't rush to speak, and was silent for a while before he said, "If you know something, it will be painful, do you still want to know?" ”
Tang Xi was stunned, and the expression on his face gradually became serious, "That's ...... Is this important thing to me? ”
Zhiming pursed his lips, "It should be important, but this matter is in the past, and even if you never know, it won't have any effect on you." ”
Not saying something will have no effect on her, saying something that will make her miserable, no matter how you think about it, it seems that she shouldn't listen to it anymore, but...... She hesitated, but finally said softly, "Say it." ”
This decision was not only because of curiosity, but also because she felt that to this day, nothing could hit her, right? She has suffered too much, even if Zhiming tells her now that Huo Jinyan has hurt her before, she will not have any waves in her heart.
Jiming looked at her for a moment, then finally sighed, "I knew you would want to hear it." ”
After speaking, he didn't get to the point, but talked about the cause and effect, "The little eunuch who served by your side back then, named Xiao Dezi, I don't know if you still have an impression?" ”
Tang Xi thought about it slightly, and had a little impression in his mind, but he suddenly disappeared a few years ago, and it is said that he ran away with the belongings in the palace, although he also sent someone to chase him, but he never found anyone, and the matter was over.
"Remember, why did you mention him all of a sudden?" Could it be that this has something to do with him? Tang Xi was a little puzzled.
"The little monk saw him some time ago, I didn't recognize him, but when he saw me, he was scared enough, I felt a little strange, so I noticed him, and finally remembered his identity."
Tang Xi nodded, it was only a few years ago, and it was not uncommon for everyone to recognize each other, Xiao Dezi ran away from the palace, and when he saw the former Fengjun Pei Ziqing, he was naturally afraid.
But now that Pei Ziqing has become Zhiming, he naturally won't care about these mundane things anymore, so even if he remembered Xiao Dezi, he didn't do anything, but Xiao Dezi didn't know, he had a ghost in his heart, and he was very scared, so even if Zhiming didn't make any moves, he was still restless, and finally took the initiative to find the door again.
Xiao Dezi came to the door, knelt down for Zhiming without saying a word, and kowtowed a few times without saying a word, "Ask Fengjun to spare Xiao's life!" ”
Zhiming was a little speechless, "I'm a monk now, I'm afraid it's inappropriate for you to call me 'Fengjun' again, the little monk's Dharma name is Zhiming, you can just call me the Dharma name." ”
Where does Xiao Dezi have the heart to care about his name or something, he said to Zhiming with a bitter face, "Please spare Xiao's life, don't send me to the government, I have a royal secret here, as long as you spare my life, I will tell you about it!" ”
Zhiming was even more speechless, "What's the use of knowing the royal secrets?" ”
"It's about...... About Empress Fengxi! Xiao Dezi hesitated for a moment but said it.
Pei Ziqing is Feng Jun, and the relationship with Feng Xi is husband and wife, so using his wife's affairs as a bargaining chip to negotiate doesn't sound wrong.
And it is actually quite hard for a person to keep a secret, Xiao Dezi has probably been holding it in his heart for too long, and now he suddenly met his old man, firstly, in order to save his life, and secondly, he really wanted to tell this secret, so there was such a one.
Hearing that it was about Feng Xi, Zhiming was slightly curious, and he said tentatively, "Do you know...... The Empress is gone? ”
Xiao Dezi seemed to tremble, but finally gritted his teeth and nodded, "And...... And I also know why she died. ”
Know why she died? This is not unusual, Zhiming's curiosity was also aroused, so he stopped beating around the corner, and said after a moment of silence, "Okay, you tell the secret in your mouth, I promise that I will never reveal your news to anyone, and I will never bother you again, how about it?" ”
This is what Xiao Dezi wanted, he naturally agreed, and then said slowly, "At the beginning, I was serving by the emperor's side wholeheartedly, until one day, I was sent to the former emperor's residence to get a thing, who knew that I accidentally touched a painting hanging on the wall, I hurriedly went over to straighten it, and then I noticed that the wall seemed to be a little wrong, I took down the painting, and there was still a white wall behind it, but if I looked closely, I could see that there was a boxy gap in the wall, and I had been in the palace for many years. Naturally, I immediately reacted that there should be a mechanism here. ”
"This is the emperor's room, if there is such a mechanism, there must be a treasure hidden in it, I was greedy, and then I searched around the room, and finally found the switch in the innermost part of the dragon bed, I pressed it gently, and then the square place on the wall popped out at once, I hurriedly walked over to take a look, and saw that it was like a box in size, and there was no treasure in it, only a yellow cloth, there seemed to be handwriting on it, I picked it up and looked at it curiously."
Hearing this, Tang Xi's heart also instantly tightened, what was left by his father? What will it be?
Xiao Dezi read the above content and was stunned after reading it, the amount of information contained in it is too great! Originally, I thought that since it was not a treasure, I would present it to the emperor, maybe there would be a reward, but where would he dare at this time, the matter involved was so big that the emperor would kill all those who knew about it, and he was definitely the one who bore the brunt!
So in a panic, he hurriedly restored the house to its original state, then carried the yellow cloth in his arms, took what he wanted to take, and hurried back to his life.
He thought that this matter was so rotten in his heart, but he found that some things were not forgotten if he wanted to, he was a person who couldn't hide his thoughts, every time he saw the emperor, he couldn't help but think of the yellow cloth, and then it was easy to get distracted, after a long time, the emperor naturally saw that he was wrong, so he couldn't help but ask him, he was scared at the time, and felt that if he continued like this, sooner or later he would be discovered, so he finally decided to escape from the palace.
Speaking of which, Zhiming never said what the content was on the yellow cloth, but explained Xiao Dezi's psychology in detail, as if she was paving the way for her to be psychologically prepared.
can make Zhiming like this, the content on the yellow cloth seems to really make her very painful...... But what could have made her more miserable than she had been? What's more, she really couldn't imagine that her father would hide any secrets.
She relieved her heavy mood for a while, exhaled and said, "Go on, what is written on the yellow cloth?" ”
"See for yourself." Zhiming took out a piece of yellow cloth from his arms and handed it over, "This happened not long ago, Xiao Dezi finally handed over this yellow cloth to me, I didn't go back to the temple, so I kept it with me, but I didn't expect to meet you again so soon, this is probably the will of heaven." ”
Tang Xi's eyes were fixed on the cloth, and he paused for a moment before reaching out to take it.
Jiming handed her the things and left, and I don't know if I wanted to give her a space to be alone, or I couldn't bear to see her sad and painful expression?
Tang Xi took the yellow cloth in his hand, took a deep breath, and then did not hesitate any longer, opened the yellow cloth and looked at it.
This is a letter, a letter written to her by her father, perhaps because she doesn't know when it will be discovered, so it is written on a yellow cloth that can be preserved for a longer time.
"Xi'er, I hesitated for a long time when I wrote this letter, because I don't know whether I want you to see it or hope that you never see it, and I also know that if this letter falls into the hands of someone with bad intentions, it will bring turmoil to Feng Yuan, but in the end, I still kept it, because this is the last trace of guilt that I have reserved for your daughter as a father."
The beginning of the letter was a little messy, it could be seen that he was in a very conflicted mood at the time, and when he saw the last sentence, Tang Xi's heart was a little uncomfortable, she couldn't help but sniff, and then cheered up and continued to look down.
"I'm ashamed of you, because obviously you have promised me to take on the burden of Feng Yuan, but I still poisoned you, a ten-year chronic poison, Feng Yuan is the inheritance left by the ancestors, I can't really put this country in the hands of a woman, so ...... I'm sorry, but even though I know your heart, I still have to plan everything. ”
Tang Xi's eyes were a little sour, she really didn't know that her father had poisoned her, and she had imagined that after passing the throne to Feng Lie in the future, she would have time to see all the great rivers and mountains, until a few years later, she gradually discovered the abnormality of her body, and she suddenly realized that her father had never really trusted her at all, and he had only no love for her.
Since the showdown, she hadn't heard a word of apology from him, just a cold face in front of her, telling her that she owed him all this.
Now ten years later, she realized that he also felt sorry in his heart, and it turned out that he was ...... He still thinks of her as a daughter for a while.
She didn't know what it was like to feel at this moment, this belated apology, but she didn't seem to need it so much.
"In order to make you do your best, in order to make you feel indebted to me, so I tell you that you are not my daughter, but an orphan girl who you picked up, but in fact...... You really are my daughter. ”
With a bang, Tang Xi's brain seemed to explode suddenly, her eyes stared at the line of words, for this sudden turn, her heart was full of disbelief, she only felt that this was too absurd!
She used to think that she was his own daughter, but then he said that she was not, and all her happiness was shattered, and when she was convinced that she had nothing to do with him, he said that she was actually his daughter?
How absurd! If she is not his daughter, he can explain his ruthlessness and ruthlessness towards him, but if he is really his daughter, then what is the hardship of the past ten years? What father in the world would be so vicious to his daughter? Even...... even took her life with his own hands.
For a moment, she could even feel the hatred growing in her heart, and she only felt that the ten years without regrets had become a joke in an instant!
I don't know how long it took for her to gradually calm down, and once she calmed down, she naturally figured it out, yes, if she told herself that she wasn't her own, she wouldn't have too much resentment towards him, and she would even feel that her efforts were repaying his nurturing, but if she didn't say that...... As Feng Lie, who is also his own child, how can he really be willing? What child can accept being used by his own father in this way?
She laughed miserably, his father, the emperor, is really a master of using people's hearts, and he has calculated everything!
At the same time, she also had a hint of abruptness in her heart, yes, his father was a person who paid so much attention to blood, even if it was only temporary, how could he really hand over Fengyuan's country to an outsider? At this moment, everything is explained.
Her mood gradually calmed down, so she continued to read, after all, her life experience has been a pimple in her heart for so many years, and she also wants to know who her biological parents are, and she also wants to find them...... Now that we know our father, what about our mother?
"I know, you probably hate me to death now, don't you? This is also how it should be, after all, what I did, as a father, is indeed a sin that deserves death, but Xi'er, I am also the emperor, for the sake of Fengyuan, I have to do this. ”
"When I went out of the palace, in order to find the whereabouts of your mother, when your mother was I or the prince, I met a fisherman girl in the people, she had a nice name, called Liu Hanyan, when I went out and encountered an accident, she saved me, she was simple and kind, I have never seen it, we soon fell in love, and had a happy time, but soon someone found me, it was in the critical period of the battle for succession, I didn't dare to take your mother back to adventure, so I told her to wait for me, But I don't want to wait for five years. ”
"When I found it back, your mother was dead, and I didn't even see her for the last time, and I found out after asking my neighbor that she actually gave birth to a daughter for me, but she was abducted by human traffickers not long after she was born, and she couldn't find her, so she became ill and died not long after."
"I was very distressed to learn of all this, so I swore at your mother's grave that I would find you, and then I sent people to inquire around, and finally I found your whereabouts, and I personally went to take you back to the palace."
Seeing this, Tang Xi's eyes were blurred with tears, feeling sad for her mother, the love of her life was not human, and in the end she could only die with hatred, the only daughter left, but after he found it back, she used it for a lifetime, and she didn't know the truth until she died, if it wasn't for the fact that she could have a chance to do it again, she would never know this!
The emperor's affection, she thought she had seen it very deeply, but until today, she didn't know what the real affection was! In his letter, it seems that he loves his mother deeply, but in fact? He didn't love her at all! In his heart, the most important thing is always the throne, otherwise there would be no mother's five years of waiting! There will be no such miserable life of his own......
He probably felt guilty when he left this letter, but so what? If it had been once, Tang Xi thought, he would definitely make the same choice.
He was undoubtedly successful as an emperor, but he was completely unqualified as a father or husband.
"I don't know, there are still a few years left when you read this letter, if you can, go and pay homage to your mother, whose grave is in Liujia Village in the lower reaches of the Cangjiang River."
"Child, I know that I am ashamed of you and do not ask for your forgiveness, but Feng Lie is your half-brother, and he doesn't know anything, and I hope you must not be angry with him, if there is an afterlife...... I hope to be a really good father, and I hope that you don't want to be in the emperor's family again. ”
This is the end of the letter, in addition to expressing his regret, he is to explain her true life experience.
She remembered Feng Lie's paranoid feelings for herself, and suddenly she only felt ridiculous, he did everything he could, just to pave the way for Feng Lie, but did he ever think about it, just because of his calculations, his son who tried everything he wanted to protect fell into a hopeless emotional whirlpool?
If he knew the truth, it would be painful, right? If he suffers, will he suffer less? Violent emotions involuntarily bred in Tang Xi's mind, even though she knew that she shouldn't be angry with Feng Lie, but how could she not have any hatred for Feng Lie at this time?
However, at this time, she suddenly fell into a warm embrace, "Don't let yourself make mistakes because of other people's mistakes, you still have me." ”
Huo Jinyan's slightly cool words fell on Tang Xi's ears, and somehow, the violent emotions that gradually surged in her heart were inexplicably appeased, yes, she still had Huo Jinyan by her side.
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