76. The feelings that come out?

Tang Xi only felt very cold, as if the whole world had been turned upside down, and the shock and confusion in his heart at this moment was no less than when he first knew his background.

Even though she was sent back to her quarters, lying on the bed covered with a quilt, she still felt cold, and it was cold from the depths of her heart.

After that, the imperial doctor came to see him, only said a few words about physical weakness and the like, and prescribed some warm prescriptions and left.

After that, Bai Lu went to decoct her medicine, Qingshuang guarded her in the house alone, and saw that she didn't seem to be getting better for a while, and couldn't help frowning, "Princess, what's wrong with you?" ”

Tang Xi shook his head and smiled at her reluctantly, "It's nothing, I just feel a little cold." ”

Hearing this, Qingshuang hurriedly found another quilt to cover her, "Isn't it a cold?" But the imperial doctor just saw that there was no problem, so let's cover more quilts to prevent it, right? ”

Tang Xi nodded, and then said, "I want to sleep quietly for a while, and I don't need you to serve here." ”

Qingshuang hesitated, "But...... You're not feeling well right now, what if something happens? ”

Tang Xi pursed his lips, looking at her with a cold gaze, "My words, when are you allowed to question them casually?" ”

Qingshuang was still a little afraid of Tang Xi, and when she looked at her like this at this time, she immediately didn't dare to say any more, and hurriedly lowered her head and responded, "Qingshuang knows, the princess can call me at any time if there is anything." ”

Qingshuang left, leaving Tang Xi alone on the bed, and began to slowly calm down and think about tonight's events, if he didn't think clearly about Feng Lie's reason for doing this in shock at first, but after calming down, it is not difficult to guess, after all, she is the person who knows Feng Lie best, although that child looks well-behaved in front of her every time, but she knows the paranoia in his heart.

When he was a child, he raised a rabbit, the rabbit looked very cute, the whole body was snow-white but only the mouth had a pinch of black hair, which looked special, but then the rabbit died of illness, and then someone gave him a rabbit, but he didn't accept it again, until she let go of him a rabbit that looked very similar to the original one, he accepted it, and then he also raised a few one after another, but all of them were very similar to the first one, even if it was not well-behaved and cute, but he also because of that look, he would still stay by his side and take care of it.

He is that kind of person, and now he is like the rabbit he used to be, because of his almost pathological paranoia, no matter what kind of woman he finds in the future, he will definitely have her shadow.

And tonight's incident, he just let everyone understand who the person in his heart is, as long as he doesn't say it clearly, then even if everyone guesses, no one dares to talk about it, after all, in their eyes, she is always his own sister...... His liking is the biggest scandal of the royal family!

Therefore, even if the civil and military officials see it clearly, no one dares to say it, otherwise if Fengyuan's country is turbulent because of his remarks, then he is a sinner through the ages! No one can carry such a black cauldron.

The more he thought about it, the more Tang Xi's tears couldn't help it, and the silent tears soaked the pillow unconsciously.

Why is this happening? She obviously risked her own life for the sake of Fengyuan's country, but why did she ruin all this by herself in the end?

Even if Feng Lie's personality is a little paranoid, but he has the responsibility and ability to be an emperor in his bones, he will definitely govern this country very well, and he will definitely become a king of the ages!

But now it'...... She became the biggest stain on his life.

She was suddenly glad that she was dead, otherwise what would be the situation? At this moment, she clearly knew that she must not let Feng Lie know that she is still alive, absolutely not!

A Huo Jinyan has already scared her, if she adds a Feng Lie, then what may happen in the future is really not enough to make her die a hundred more times to atone for her sins!

A gust of cold wind blew, which made her sober up a lot in an instant, but suddenly she felt a chill all over her body, no, there was no window in the house!

She jerked to her feet, "Who?" ”

"It's me."

Looking at Huo Jinyan, who suddenly appeared in her room, there was a burst of grievance and anger in her heart for no reason, she was sure that he knew Feng Lie's actions tonight before, but he didn't stop it, but watched her reaction like a show...... She knew that she had no position to blame him, but the grievances in her heart couldn't be stopped.

She sat on the bed and quietly looked at Huo Jinyan, who was two steps away from her, suddenly picked the corner of her mouth, opened her mouth and shouted, "Someone!" There was ......"

The next moment, her mouth was firmly blocked by the man, he was very close, and his unique aura instantly occupied Tang Xi's small square world, and a bony hand was firmly covering her mouth, giving her an illusion of suffocation in an instant.

"Don't make a sound...... Otherwise I wouldn't mind shutting you up in another way. His gaze slowly rested on her lips, inexplicably ambiguous.

"......: "Why does a person who is as cold as ice suddenly become a serious hooligan?" It's still like that...... Sultry.

Her face flushed, and she nodded a little unwillingly, and then he let go of his hand.

This is Qingshuang knocking on the door in a hurry, "What's wrong with the princess?" ”

Tang Xi coughed lightly, "It's okay, it's just a nightmare, I'm going to continue sleeping, you go to sleep too." ”

Qingshuang asked hesitantly, "Is it really okay?" ”

"Well, it's fine."

After receiving Tang Xi's affirmative answer, Qingshuang stood there and listened for a while, making sure that there were no more strange sounds before finally leaving.

Then Tang Xi immediately couldn't bear it anymore and said, "Everyone is gone, bother you to move somewhere?" ”

Huo Jinyan stiffened slightly, then retreated casually and sat on the chair in front of her bed.

Tang Xi held her breath and stared at him for a long time, Huo Jinyan never spoke, and in the end, she couldn't hold her breath anymore and snorted coldly, "When did Lord Huo become a flower thief?" What does it mean to sneak into the woman's boudoir in the middle of the night? ”

Huo Jinyan pursed his lips, "Are you angry?" ”

"This question is very familiar to adults," Tang Xi pursed his lips, "It seems that over the past year, adults have often asked me this question." ”

Huo Jinyan was silent, and then he couldn't hear her taunt, "Why are you angry?" ”

Tang Xi frowned, and his heart became more and more angry because of his calm appearance, "Why can't I be angry?" You already knew that, right? I knew but didn't tell me, but sat on the side and watched the play, and I was still happy to watch? ”

Huo Jinyan's gaze was calmly on her face, and he said slowly after a while, "Why do I have to tell you?" Didn't you say you would do your own thing, and I wouldn't have to worry about you? When I really don't care about you, why are you angry? ”

"I ......," Tang Xi was speechless, and then said angrily, "If you don't tell me, you won't tell me, why do you want to deliberately see me make a fool of yourself?" ”

"My seat was arranged by the emperor, not that I deliberately watched you make a fool of yourself."

"......" Tang Xi couldn't find a rebuttal for a long time, and finally fortunately said, "Anyway, you shouldn't!" Forget it, I don't bother to bother with you, if you have nothing else to do, go quickly, if someone sees you in my room, I will see how you will explain it then! ”

However, her trick didn't work, Huo Jinyan was still sitting there, her eyes darkening and she said, "It's still ...... In your heart, I am different from others, so do you think I should stand by your side unconditionally, and I should send my shoulders when you are sad, instead of watching from the sidelines? ”

Tang Xi's body suddenly froze there, his lips gradually tightened, but after a while, he suddenly smiled, "Adults can't help but think too highly of themselves, special?" If you have anything special, then the only special thing is probably that you know my secret......" Her smile gradually faded, "Huo Jinyan, it is not my wish to be broken by you, if you still remember the past monarchy and courtiers, I hope you can keep this secret and don't tell anyone until you die." ”

The fingers in Huo Jinyan's sleeves gradually tightened, the color of his pupils became deeper and deeper, and a storm seemed to be brewing in his heart, but in the end it was silent.

"Why don't you just say it, don't let me tell Feng Lie?" He tugged at the corners of his mouth and laughed at him, "What, don't you want to marry Feng Lie, and then take revenge on him for revenge on the entire Feng Yuan?" Now that the opportunity has been placed in front of you, you just need to walk up to him and tell him that you are Fengxi, and then everything will be solved, right? ”

"You ......," Tang Xi said angrily, "What do you want to say, it's better to say it directly, what's the point of beating around the bush like this?" ”

"You don't want to take revenge on Feng Lie at all, you don't have a trace of hatred for him, so what is your real purpose? Why don't you dare tell me? ”

Tang Xi was silent for a while, then looked up at him, "Didn't you already guess?" She already knew that the excuse she said before would not stand up to scrutiny, and Huo Jinyan would not believe it, but she didn't expect him to believe it, it was just a disguise.

When you tell an obvious lie to a smart person, he will be suspicious of it and will try to get to the bottom of the matter, then another relatively reasonable lie will appear more true, and under his questioning, he will be more likely to believe it if he confesses the more reasonable lie.

So some of the previous ones are just to pave the way for this more reasonable lie, as long as she doesn't show flaws in the future, he will really believe her.

What's more, it's not exactly a lie, it's half the truth.

Looking at Tang Xi's stubborn gaze, a trace of pain flashed in Huo Jinyan's eyes, and he almost couldn't control his emotions, "Tang Xi! You have already repaid the grace of saving your life, why do you continue to work for them? You have your own life, why should you do that? ”

Tang Xi smiled, "I bought this country with my life, how can I watch some people have bad intentions towards it?" If I don't notice it, it's just that I know the ambition of Emperor Daqian, then I must not sit idly by, but my current identity is the princess of Daqian, and I have the same responsibility and obligation to the people of Daqian, so what I want is the ending of the two countries continuing to live in peace, and I can only do this. ”

Tang Xi looked at Huo Jinyan's gaze at him, and felt that he was looking at an unreasonable idiot, "Responsibility? Tang Xi, don't you think you're ridiculous? Full of benevolence and righteousness, full of the safety of the world, but you are just a woman! Can't you think for yourself? Fengyuan still has so many good men, the sky has fallen, and they have their own top, what do you have to do with it? ”

Tang Xi was unmoved, "Since I have been the emperor of the world, I can't change it, not to mention that it is my younger brother, as an elder sister, I naturally want to protect him, and I occupy other people's bodies, so I should naturally take on the responsibility of others, I don't think there is anything wrong with me." ”

"Huh...... Brother? Have you forgotten that you treat others as younger brothers, but what about others? His eyes were full of ridicule and disdain, "He only cares about his own selfish desires, but he forcibly imposes his own sinful feelings on you, but has he ever thought that you have a very bad reputation, and now that he is acting like this, how should others speculate about you in their hearts?" After the immorality, there will be another promiscuous royal family! Such a person deserves to be regarded as a younger brother by you? ”

"Enough! Huo Jinyan, do you have to rub salt on my wound like this? ”

Huo Jinyan pursed his lips, "I'm just reminding you." ”

"I don't need you to remind me, I know what I'm doing." Tang Xi took a deep breath, "Huo Jinyan, let me tell you again, don't pester me anymore, from the moment I cheated death and left the capital, I completely let go of the past with you, my life has never only been about children, now I have let go of my little love with you, and choose to maintain the peace of the world, this is the path I want to choose." ”

As soon as she finished speaking, he suddenly stepped forward, the hand holding her wrist was extremely hard, and there seemed to be red blood in his eyes, "Tang Xi, do you think you can just forget what you owe me?" Impossible, impossible in this life, even if you have no feelings for me, I will let you fall in love with me willingly again! ”

"What if you can't?" Tang Xi endured the bitterness and pain in his heart, endured the sharp pain in his wrist, and asked him word by word.

He suddenly laughed, with an indescribable fierceness, "Can't do it?" Then destroy all that you hold dear...... I'd rather see if you'd rather watch me destroy everything, or stay with me? ”

"You're crazy!"

He let go of her wrist and took a few steps back, and smiled lightly when he heard the words, "I'm crazy, but I'm also tortured by you, I don't love anything in my life, I don't want anything, but one you, I have to ask for it." ”

Huo Jinyan left, Tang Xi's stiff body softened a little, leaning on the head of the bed, she closed her eyes, and a line of tears slowly fell from her eyes.

In the end, she was the empress of a country, nothing could easily hit her, and the next morning, she had already cleared all the negative states and was in good spirits again.

Originally, Qingshuang was still very worried, but when she saw that Tang Xi was really fine, she was relieved, but Yan Ning snorted coldly when she saw her, "Isn't this nothing?" I think it's hypocrisy, it's okay to pretend to be sick. ”

Tang Xi smiled at him, "Yes, what's the hypocrisy?" No matter how hypocritical it is, there will always be a large group of people who care. ”

As soon as Yan Ning wanted to refute, someone came from the courtyard, "Meet the third prince, Princess Xi." ”

Yan Ning turned his head to look over and found that the person who came was a eunuch, so he also knew that it was someone from the palace, so he had no choice but to withdraw the anger that had just been provoked by Tang Xi, "Father-in-law is exempt, but what is the matter with Your Majesty?" ”

"Last night, Princess Xi was unwell, Your Majesty knew that the hospitality was not good, and she didn't check for a while, and the people below didn't arrange another place for the two of you, Your Majesty felt guilty, so she sent us over early this morning to compensate the two of you."

Yan Ning was stunned for a moment, and then couldn't help but glance at Tang Xi, seeing that there was no trace of discoloration on her face, and couldn't help muttering in her heart, this really made her guess...... Could it be that she pretended to be sick last night just to give the emperor a step down today?

However, even if he had more thoughts in his heart, it was not good to ask too many questions at this time, so he only politely arched his hand to the father-in-law, "Your Majesty is polite, Your Majesty has every opportunity, and it is normal to miss something under the busy affairs of affairs, so I dare not have any complaints." ”

The father-in-law smiled, and then said, "The third prince understands the righteousness, but you are not unhappy, no, the emperor has rearranged the accommodation for the two of them, and someone will come over to help the two of them move things over in a while." ”

"Then please treat me with a father-in-law, thank you, Your Majesty."

After sending them away, Yan Ning had no intention of bothering with her anymore, so she turned around and went back to her room to pack her things.

Tang Xi shrugged his shoulders indifferently and continued to walk in the yard.

Bai Lu saw that there was no one around, so he asked, "Princess, did you see Concubine Nalan yesterday?" How is it? ”

Tang Xi nodded casually, "It is indeed a beauty, she accidentally wore the clothes of the first emperor yesterday, and the emperor didn't even care about her...... is enough to see the emperor's favor for her. ”

"That'...... Isn't it tricky? Bai Lu had naturally heard Qingshuang talk about the dinner last night, and she mentioned it to Tang Xi at this time just to see what she wanted to do.

Tang Xi smiled lightly and plucked an apricot blossom, "What's the hurry, the situation was a little wrong yesterday, I'm afraid there is another article here, wait until I hear it clearly, and then think of a way, not to mention, since the emperor rejected us at the beginning, it is naturally difficult to make him change his mind, and there is no need to fight for this day." ”

Qingshuang looked at her cautiously, "But the princess...... Qingshuang also needs to be reminded that no matter where it is, rouge is an extremely rare thing...... Even our royal family can't squander it at will, so ...... If the princess doesn't make progress for a long time, I'm afraid the emperor's side will ......."

Tang Xi's expression suddenly turned cold, "I don't need you to remind me, I have my own sense of proportion." ”

Qingshuang lowered her eyes, "It's good that the princess understands." ”

Soon after, some people came to help carry the things, and a carriage was prepared to pick up the two of them.

After getting out of the carriage, Tang Xi knew that Feng Lie had arranged for them to live in Qinchun Garden, which was a big deal, this was the original residence of Prince He, and was later taken back by the royal family after being raided, although the gold and expensive furnishings in it had been filled into the treasury, but the garden itself was still extremely elegant, used to entertain the two of them, but there was no slack at all.

Looking at Yan Ning's satisfied look, Tang Xi couldn't help but smile, "Third brother is really easy to be satisfied, so you forgot about being slapped in the face yesterday?" ”

Yan Ning listened, and immediately looked at her angrily, this woman is simply annoying, always raising the bar with him, and her good mood is all ruined by her!

"I'm your third brother, if you are so rude, don't think I dare to punish you!"

Tang Xi curled his lips and smiled, and said with a little grievance, "What is the third brother anxious about?" Didn't I remind you? People slap a sweet date, you can't forget the slap just because the sweet date is too sweet, right? ”

Yan Ning gritted his teeth and said, "I don't need you to remind me!" Then he turned around and went back to his room.

Tang Xi sighed and shook his head, "Tsk, the third brother is too calm." ”

After speaking, he said to Bai Lu next to him, "Go in and call the third brother, if you get the emperor's grace, you should always go to the palace to thank you so that you are not rude." ”

So Yan Ning, who had just left in a huff, had to come out to face her again, looking at the smug smile on her face, he gritted his teeth, "Don't you want to thank you?" Why don't you go quickly? ”

The two entered the palace and thanked the emperor, because of Tang Xi's previous words, Yan Ning was not too flattering, only lightly thanked.

Feng Lie narrowed his eyes, glanced at Tang Xi thoughtfully, the information said that Yan Ning was simple-minded, not a wise person, he thought that such a grace and power would make him obedient, but he didn't want the effect to be as good as he imagined, so he subconsciously felt that this princess should not be simple.

Tang Xi saw Feng Lie looking at her, but there was no expression on her face, she could guess Feng Lie's thoughts, so she deliberately reminded Yan Ning, otherwise Feng Lie would definitely look down on her.

And no matter whether Feng Lie looked at Da Qian too lightly or too heavily, it was not what she wanted, so not having to be too vigilant and vigilant was the effect she wanted to achieve.

As for being seen by Feng Lie as her own idea, she also expected that she always had to show a little difference in front of him in order to win his attention, so that her words would have some weight in the future.

After that, Feng Lie probably had something else, so he didn't say much, and after the two said goodbye, they walked towards the outside of the palace, and when they were about to reach the palace gate, a palace maid appeared to stop the two, to be precise, Tang Xi was stopped, "Princess Xi, Concubine Lan wants to invite you to sit in the palace." ”

Tang Xi raised her eyebrows, but she didn't expect Fu Jinglan to come to the door so quickly, it seems that she was puzzled when she saw herself yesterday, so she wanted to find herself to test it, and it just so happened that she also wanted to see what Fu Jinglan's purpose was, and it didn't hurt to take a trip.

So she nodded briskly and said, "When I saw it yesterday, Concubine Lan had a temperament like Lan, and she was also trying to make friends, so please lead the way." ”

After speaking, she said to Yan Ning again, "In this case, the third brother will go back first, and I will go back by myself later." ”

Yan Ning glanced at the palace maid, thinking that there would be nothing to do in the palace, and even if there was anything, it would always be impossible to rely on herself, so she nodded and said, "Okay, then you should be careful yourself, don't offend others at will." ”

"......" Tang Xi was speechless, how did he think that this Yan Ning was scolded by her a lot, and her attitude towards her was more like a brother? This is, the feelings that come out?