41. Relieved
Stateless officials have a five-day holiday, so the Xuanwen Hall is also a five-day holiday. Today coincides with rest, let the rooster crow break, let the morning light faint, I lie on the bed, continue to make up for sleep, I haven't slept so heartily for a long time.
Because I can't shed tears, I can't vent the depression in my heart, my heart has been blocked, yesterday was wrong, Fuliu let me vent it in another way, my heart is like putting down a stone, a lot easier.
If you love, you will love deeply, and if you don't love, you will let go.
If there is still love, I can give up my dignity to fight for it, but when all my efforts are irreparable, I will not procrastinate.
Yesterday I let go because of love, today my love has been let go.
Sometimes I suspect that I am as thin as paper and let go too quickly, but I can swear that I am not perfunctory when I love.
Fuliu curled up at my side and kissed me on the mouth in a fog.
I removed his restless hand, exhausted for the past few days, suddenly relaxed, and nothing could stop me from sleeping.
As soon as I closed my eyes, I had a lot of spring dreams, which successfully blocked me from sleeping.
Fuliu, this little goblin!
"Lord Wang, it's time to get up...... Qin Louyue called softly.
Boom –
"I'm sorry Lord Wang, the slave didn't mean it, you continue!"
Qin Louyue picked up the basin and retreated, Fu Liu was already awake, and he felt something in his body and he tightened his body.
"Hmm...... Comfortable! I couldn't help but sigh.
"It's annoying! Take advantage of others while they are sleeping! "Fuliu is cheap and obedient.
"If you want to blame it, you can't be honest when you sleep, you have to kiss me with your hands and feet!"
"I didn't ......" Fuliu's face flushed, and I was fascinated when I saw it.
"It turns out that Liu'er will be shy too!"
"Humph!"
After a stick of incense, Qin Louyue knocked on the door again, and Fu Liu and I reluctantly separated.
"Come in!"
Qin Louyue re-pumped the water, and her whole body trembled. I got dressed and quickly took it.
"If you continue to shake like this, this basin of water will be spilled."
I beckoned Fuliu to come and wash up.
Qin Louyue seemed to remember something, and her face was redder than Fuliu when she was full of lust.
She suddenly knelt down and pleaded guilty: "The slave should die, disturbing the prince!" ”
I hurriedly helped her up.
"You don't have to be so sincere and scared every day, just treat the palace as your own home, learn from your brother, and never treat me as a master."
Qin Louyue broke away from my hand and was so anxious that she was about to cry: "Brother slave is not sensible, please don't punish him!" ”
When did I punish him?
"Miss Qin, hurry up, where did I punish him? Oh, I seem to have kicked him yesterday, and there was an ambush of killers at that time, and I didn't care about the seriousness. Fu Liu, give him some money in a while, and let him find Lang Zhong to take a look. ”
Fuliu also cleaned up, intending to tease Qin Louyue: "Ah Qi, you are so good to everyone, I will be jealous!" ”
"Liu Gongzi is angry, the slave doesn't mean this, my brother is fine, it was the prince who saved my brother, I heard my brother say that the prince was also injured."
"The killer was originally coming at me, and I caused him to be tired, so I can't talk about saving him. Get up quickly, don't kneel down without moving, I'm not used to it. ”
Qin Louyue finally got up, and after several hesitations before going out, she still said: "The prince and the rumors don't seem to be the same......"
Rumors...... The overwhelming infamy...... The alpacas stationed in my heart are ready to move......
"I am called a hateful man, and there must be something lovely about it!"
Qin Louyue laughed "poof", this was the first time she had laughed since she entered the palace, like the first sunny day after the rain, and the clouds saw the sun.
During the breakfast banquet, there were only me, Fuliu and Qiyue.
Qiyue proposed: "Young master, you should explain to this group of house slaves that it is not your fault that their family is in the middle of the road. ”
"Do you want to leave the cooking to someone else?" I don't have to look up to know what he's thinking.
"Haha, how can there be ......" This tone is clearly saying "you see through".
"You can give it to someone else, anyway, it's not me who is afraid of being poisoned."
Qiyue resigned herself to her fate.
Interpretation? What a hassle!
The most important thing is that after explaining for a long time, people don't believe it.
Xiu Muri routinely wants to go into the palace to accompany the Queen Mother, others think I am flattering, but in fact, I really like to chat with the Queen Mother.
"Qi'er and Duanmulan were married by the emperor, and there has been no mention of a divorce since ancient times, and the letter of resignation is uncountable."
I was already relieved: "The twisted melon is not sweet, her heart is not with me, why force her to ruin her life's happiness?" ”
"It's good that you have let go, a few days ago, you felt uncomfortable, and grandma felt uncomfortable."
I thought I was coaxing the Queen Mother, but in fact she was coaxing me......
I listened to her talk about some things in the past, the years were thick, and her glorious life was condensed into wrinkles and white hair......
Before saying goodbye, the Queen Mother retreated, her eyes flashing with tears: "Let you listen to my old woman's chatter, when will Qi'er be willing to tell your story?" I couldn't protect you six years ago, and you must have suffered a lot in the past six years, right? ”
I was shocked: "Grandma? ”
The Queen Mother smiled: "If I can't even recognize my own grandchildren, I'm really dizzy." ”
The old man has the wisdom of the old man, I thought she only used me as a stand-in, although it was my own stand-in, thinking that her kindness to me was just for the sake of me, I still felt uncomfortable. It turned out that she knew that she didn't treat me as a stand-in for anyone, and always regarded me as herself.
If I could shed tears, I would have been in tears by this time. If tears fall into flowers, my heart is already a sea of flowers.
"If you don't want to talk about it, grandma shouldn't let you remember bad things."
"No, grandma, desperate willing to share everything about yourself with grandma."
I came out of Chaofeng Palace, and I walked around the palace, and my heart was like turning over the river and the sea.
I once died, but heaven and earth did not accept my soul, although the seven souls were scattered, the three souls remained in the world. Uncle gathered the spirit of the seven demon venerables in the past realm, renewed the spirit for me, and the soul was intolerable, and staged a battle of immortals and demons in my body day and night, eroding the bones and burning the heart, and it only tended to balance after a hundred days. Heavenly Dao mistakenly thought that the seven demons respected life, reincarnation reversed, and descended seven heavenly thunders, thanks to these seven spirits are no strangers to heavenly punishment, they have long been used to it, and they have been born and suffered, and they have not been scattered again. Since then, I have become a being who is neither human nor demonic.
These are things that can't be said to the Queen Mother, but let's talk about my romantic history in the Three Realms of Demons and Demons?
Then she will definitely say: "Have a virtue with your dead ghost grandfather!" ”
Thinking of this, I couldn't help but laugh.
Unexpectedly, I walked to the cold palace and was about to leave, but I heard a child's voice coming from the originally barren and lonely cold palace.
Could it be that Shao Qianwei didn't leave and raised a child in the cold palace, right?