Falling flowers, fallen leaves, waning moon, cold rain......

It was as if everything was so sad.

Feather Tear leaned against the head of the bed and looked out the window, and she sighed as a detached bird flew by with a mournful cry.

She didn't think about tea and dinner for days, and lost a lot of weight.

I knew that this was not right, and it was not okay to go on like this, so I kept cheering myself up, but I didn't have any strength at all, as if I had lost my soul.

Why, Qiu Chi has no news at all, is he really going to forget about me?

No, he must have been settled yet, right?

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"Miss, let's go read a book together." Zhenwan and Zhenqing also tried their best to divert Yutearhong's attention.

Painting, playing the piano, embroidery, walking...... But no matter what she did, Feather Tear Rainbow would slowly become in a trance, and she would be there in a daze.

"It's fine." Yu Tear Hong is very grateful to the two girls for thinking about her, so even if she doesn't want to go, she has to force herself to go.

"Miss, how can you wait for Bai Shaoxia if you go on like this?" She used Zhenqing's words to encourage herself, persevere, and constantly adjust her mentality.

It's difficult, but you have to work hard to do it, otherwise how can you catch up with Akichi's footsteps?

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Yu Tear Hong wanted to change her mood, so she came to the study to read.

"Tang Poems", "Song Ci", "Book of Songs"......

Step by step, her fingertips ran across the spine of a book.

"Brother Chi, I'll take you to a good place!" Feather tears and rainbows smile like flowers.

"Where?" Bai Qiuchi had just finished practicing his sword, and he was sweating like rain.

"You're going to love this place." Yu Tear Hong smiled mysteriously, and took out a hand-embroidered handkerchief to wipe Bai Qiuchi's sweat.

The hair of the feather tear rainbow flew in front of her eyes, and her breath was like an orchid, and Bai Qiuchi's originally reddish face became even redder.

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"Acacia", the finger stops here, and the words on the spine are handwritten. It is also deliberately wrapped in cloth, which is very well protected.

I don't seem to have read this book.

Yu Tear Rainbow carefully picked up the book and flipped through it, and it turned out to be the handwriting of her late mother Yan Ruyu.

"It turned out to be a poem copied by my mother."

Such a precious notebook, my father still put her here, because I want everyone to see and think of my mother, right? After all, when a person leaves, he can only live in memory.

Yu Tear held the book tightly and carefully in her arms, closed her eyes, as if feeling the warmth of her mother, which made her painful mood improve a little.

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"It's here! This is my family's library and is open to the public. Yu Tear Hong introduced with a smile.

"That's great!" Bai Qiuchi exclaimed.

This is a three-story building, although it is still much smaller than the Tongyou School's book view, but it is rare for him to open up to the outside world.

The two children happily rushed into the library and quietly wandered in the sea of books.

They closed their eyes and took a deep breath, and the scent of ink came to their faces, enveloping the two of them. The words were alive, flying, jumping and spinning like musical notes, dancing around them.

The two looked at each other and smiled, revealing an innocent smile.

Feather Tear carefully held her mother's notes in her arms.

I miss you so much, mother!

After all these years, you should be reunited with your brother, right?

Yu Tear Hong thought about it, and the tears almost flowed out again.

Mother, I want to be strong, give me a little strength, okay?

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"I'll borrow this."

"I'll borrow this."

The two spoke at the same time, then looked at each other and smiled.

They walked out with their favorite books, talking and laughing.

"Brother Chi, what book did you borrow?"

"The Analects."

"The Analects? Haven't you memorized this book backwards? Feather Tear asked strangely.

"A good book is worth reading again and again, and every time I read the Analects, I have new thoughts."

"That's amazing!"

"Tear Rainbow, have you ever heard the phrase 'half of the Analects rules the world'?"

"I've heard of it." Feather Tear nodded.

"So the book The Analects is well worth reading." Bai Qiuchi smiled and said, "What did you borrow?" ”

"The Book of Songs." Yu Tear couldn't wait to open the book and said, "This is also my mother's favorite book." 'Qingqing Zijin, you your heart' are all very beautiful sentences. ”

"'At the beginning of my life, I did nothing, and after I was born, I suffered a hundred times.'" In addition to the beautiful sentences in the Book of Songs, there is also the sadness of reality. Bai Qiuchi sighed.

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Yu Tear Rainbow still remembers the expression of Qiu Chi reciting this poem at that time, that expression of pain and compassion.

"At the beginning of my life, I didn't do anything, and after I was born, I suffered a hundred times." It means "When I was young, people were not required to serve in the military; In my adult years, all kinds of sufferings gathered. ”

Bai Qiuchi was so worried about the country and the people at a young age, Ye Yinxiao, as the master, must be very pleased.

Now Qiu Chi is also doing what he wants to do, doing more good things for the people, right? I should have supported him more.

However, it's still sad......

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"Brother Chi, you must know the phrase 'Yan Ruyu has its own in the book', right?" Yu Tear asked, holding her cheeks.

"Of course." Bai Qiuchi nodded, "This sentence explains the importance of reading from the perspective of people's pursuit of fame and fortune. "Yan Ruyu" refers to a beautiful woman. ”

"This is my mother's name - Yan Ruyu."

"The mother of the tearful rainbow must be a woman who is as gentle as jade and knowledgeable, right?"

"Yes, my mother is a well-known talented girl!" Yu Tear Hong is very happy, ordinary people usually praise her beauty when they hear her mother's name, but Bai Qiuchi values talent and quality.

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It would be nice if my mother was still here, so that my mother could meet Qiuchi.

Feather Tears opened the book.

Seeing her mother's words again, Yu Tear Hong's heart was full of mixed feelings, and there was warmth and melancholy in her heart.

Quaint and beautiful, like a painting.

Niang's words are really pleasing to the eye and have their own style. I still remember when I was a child, my father took out my mother's ink treasure and let the tear rainbow imitate the practice, and the words of the tear rainbow have the shadow of the mother, but I always feel that it is not as good as the mother's writing.

Now Yu Tear Rainbow finally knows the reason.

That's feelings.

When tear rainbow's mother wrote, she invested her own feelings, word by word, and she also had a different feeling with the change of feelings.

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"What kind of person is Brother Chi's mother?" Yu Tear asked.

"I haven't seen my mother." Bai Qiuchi lowered his head.

"I'm sorry, I ......" Seeing Bai Qiuchi so lost, Yu Tear Hong was full of apologies.

"It's okay, I haven't seen my mom and dad." Bai Qiuchi raised his head and gave Yu Tear a reassuring smile.

"I think Brother Chi's father and mother must also be very good people." Yu Tear said firmly.

Bai Qiuchi nodded and said, "Master and the Lord of the Frost Sect have been taking care of me like my father and mother, and they have also said the same thing to you, saying that my father and mother are very good people, and they have not left me." ”

"Brother Chi is such a good person, your father must love you very much, but he has to ...... it"

"So I will definitely work hard, and I hope that one day my parents will be able to see my results."

"Brother Chi will definitely succeed!" Yu Tear Hong said firmly

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"The heart is like a double wire net, and there are thousands of knots in it." This is the sentence that the mother copied on the title page.

Both hearts are woven into a love network with love silk, entwined, there are thousands of knots in these nets, although love has been hindered many times, but as long as there is an unswerving belief in virtue, the love network will always be entangled, and the fate of the two will be firmly linked.

This is writing about her love with her father, right?

She knows their story.

Dad is also very busy with business on weekdays, and he often goes out to run errands, and rarely has time to accompany his mother. My mother understands and supports my father very much, and cherishes every time we meet.

Dad worked hard to train his brother, hoping that his brother could be independent, so that he could also find time to spend more time with his mother.

But in the end, it became a pity.

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"If you don't fall asick in your life, you will be lovesick, and you will be lovesick."

Yu Tear Rainbow remembers that the next sentence is "The body is like a floating cloud, the heart is like a flying flotsam, and the breath is like a gossamer." A wisp of fragrance is here, looking forward to the daughter of the wanderer. ”

Just as the words say, she didn't know what missing was before, before Bai Qiuchi went out to perform various tasks, every time she went out, her heart was worried about Bai Qiuchi, it can be said that "I don't see it for a day, and I think like crazy".

But at that time, she also knew that Bai Qiuchi would always come back and would come back to her, so she wasn't afraid.

Now she can't wait to turn into the breeze beside Bai Qiuchi and accompany him through thousands of mountains and rivers, but she doesn't want to be restless and powerless like now.

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"Exquisite dice An red beans, I don't know if I am lovesick to the bones."

What a wonderful description! The red dots on the dice are like delicate and petite red beans with the meaning of longing, and the lovesickness that penetrates into the bones, do you know it?

The three words "don't know" are the most wonderful, which vividly expresses the woman's long parting, the difficulty of rendezvous, the deep pain of lovesickness, and even the desire to say that no one is inexhaustible.

Now that Bai Qiuchi has only been away for a few days, Yu Tear Hong has already felt the taste of lovesickness, and I don't know if it will be true that if the time is longer, it will really "never regret the gradual widening of the clothes belt, and make people haggard for Yi".

"When do you know when you will see each other? It's embarrassing to be on this night! "I don't know when I'll be able to see Akichi again?

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Every word is exquisite.

Mother's notebook is an excerpt of her favorite poems that express her feelings of longing, but how can it seem to be talking about me?

Feather Tears laughed dumbly.

Sure enough, all the lovesickness in the world is the same, pain and happiness, like a shadow, deep into the bone marrow.

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"If the two love for a long time, how can it be in the morning and twilight." Written in the last sentence, it expresses the mother's thoughts more clearly.

If you really love each other, even if you are on opposite sides of the world, you will remember each other, even if you can't stay together every day, you will naturally shine brightly.

In order to be together, you have to give up a lot, and in order to be better together, you have to give up a lot, don't you?

"I only hope that your heart will be like my heart, and I will live up to my love." With tired tears, the rainbow muttered to herself, leaning on her arm and silently falling asleep.

Zhenwan and Zhenqing watched from afar, not daring to make a sound, nor daring to gently walk over and drape the feather tears with a blanket.

In the past few days, Yu Tear Rainbow has slept very badly, often wakes up, sleeps lightly and dreams, and now she finally falls asleep, they don't want to bother.

Once draped in a blanket, the sensitive rainbow of feathers may wake up.

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"Akichi, are you going to write to Tear Rainbow?" Xie Jingyao's eyes were sharp, and she found the pen, ink, paper, and inkstone on the desk.

"I wanted to write a letter to Tear Rainbow to report my safety, but I didn't think I was in a position to do so." Bai Qiuchi lowered his head.

"Alas, you two......" Xie Jingyao shook her head and said, "No position is not an excuse, you should know how worried Tear Hong is about you, and now she must not think about it." Anyway, I hope you can give her a good day, but I won't force you, think about it yourself! ”

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Writing about lovesickness is so sadistic, I hope that readers who see this article will have lovers who will eventually become dependents and cherish each other. Single dogs who want to get off the list find a sincere person as soon as possible, and single dogs who don't want to get off the single are happy every day, and everything goes well.