"Come back to Italy with me, I'm really worried about this kind of bullet-heavy life." Shibel took my hand and gently put it on my cheek, the delicate skin touched the calloused palm, warm with a hint of coldness, I wanted to withdraw my hand, but my body did not listen.

In the face of a woman like Shibel, which man has the courage to refuse, I am no exception, if there was no goddess, I would have pressed her on the bed a long time ago, but now I can't, I can't hurt the people who really hurt me one after another, especially the goddess, she is the only sustenance for my life, friends, relatives, country, everything that can be lost has been lost, and the only thing I have is the goddess.

"You know that's impossible, I'm a warrior by nature, born for the battlefield, I can't adapt to a peaceful life, I have nothing but killing, you fall in love with a butcher who has no humanity, when you really get to know me, you will definitely feel disgusting, feel that I am not a human at all, a beast, a beast, so, before you see my cruel side, give up! Don't waste your feelings on a demon again, so that I can still leave a good impression in your heart, and when you think of me, it won't be all disgusting memories. ”

I thought about these words for a long time, tried to be euphemistic, excusable and excusable, and after expressing my refusal, it would not hurt the arrogant Sheebel to let her understand that it was not that I didn't want her, but that I didn't deserve her.

"What's the big deal about killing people, that's not a disadvantage for me, it's exactly why I fell in love with you, I've killed a lot of people, have you forgotten that I was born in a gang? I've seen all kinds of cruel things, I know exactly what the mercenaries do and even what you do, if these are the reasons for me to give up, then I wouldn't be willing to put on a wedding dress for you in the first place, my feelings are not so superficial, instead of persuading me, it is better to persuade Xia, maybe she hates those shortcomings even more. ”

Shiebel seems to have known what I want to say, a few words have turned my sins into what she thinks is good, in the eyes of ordinary people, I am a murderous demon who does not blink an eye, in the eyes of Shiebel is not a thing at all, it is my fault, such a woman should not use common sense to figure it out, maybe she has killed more people than me.

"Thea is different!" I chuckled and withdrew my hand without leaving a trace.

"What's the difference?" Shiebel asked with a serious face.

"I love her, even if she leaves me one day, I still love her." Since Shiebel has to ask, then I just say it directly, and I don't care if it will be sad, if one of them must be hurt by this, then I can only be sorry for Shibel.

"Now you understand how I feel? This is exactly what I want to say to you. Shibel looked calm, as if he had expected me to say this, and instead of being angry and sad like an ordinary girl, crying and turning around and leaving, he looked at me with appreciation, and really couldn't understand what she thought!

"Why are you doing this, we can't have any results."

"No, in fact, there has been a result, you are my husband, Xia is just your lover, I don't care about her existence, as long as I live, I am your wife, don't deny it if you are a man, no one forced you to marry me at the beginning, it was all your willing."

Shiebel suddenly approached my face, obviously playing a scoundrel, but said the righteousness was awe-inspiring, as if I was irresponsible and failed her, but she generously forgave me regardless of previous suspicions, I haven't seen me for a while, but I am good at talking about kung fu, I didn't know that the wedding was for us, and I was the victim.

"Everything that needs to be said has been said, whether you listen to it or not, you can do it yourself!" I sighed and said, I had told her bluntly that I loved Thea, and if I had to guard a man who didn't love me, then I couldn't help it.

"Let me ask you one last sentence, if you hadn't met Thea, would you have come with me?" Shiebel stood on the edge of the bed and stared into my eyes and asked very seriously.

I was stunned for a moment, I don't know why, I thought of a figure in white Ruoxue in my mind, that woman who doesn't eat fireworks in the world, she shouldn't believe in love, if there was no Thea, maybe I would really marry Shibel.

Just as I hesitated, Shiebel suddenly bent down and kissed me lightly on the face, and said with a smile: "I know your answer!" ”

"You know what's going on with you?" I rolled my eyes, I didn't know what to think myself, but she understood.

"You have my place in your heart, otherwise you will refuse without hesitation, if there is no goddess, you will definitely recognize that wedding." Speaking of this, Hiebel paused for a moment and continued, "If the goddess dies, you will return to me!" ”

Hearing this, I raised my head suddenly, looked directly into Shibbel's eyes, frowned deeply, and asked in a condensed voice, "What do you want to do?" I warn you not to mess around. ”

The most vindictive in the world is women, once a woman like Shiebel who stands at the top of the world becomes hateful and initiates madness, the consequences will be catastrophic, if it is really because of me, let her kill the goddess, it is to force me to be the enemy of the mafia, which is the last thing I want to see.

"Look at what scares you, don't worry, I won't do such a stupid thing, all I can do is wait, how can I walk by the river without getting my shoes wet, like you who work the battlefield every day, sooner or later you will die in battle, I just beg the goddess to die in front of you, and I will come to pick you up and go home when the time comes." Shiebel tilted his head and smiled sweetly, as if he had seen that day.

"Can't you expect me to be better?" I rolled my eyes, and even though she was telling the truth, it still didn't sound comfortable.

"I'll go back to Italy tomorrow morning and won't trouble you, but you have to promise me to call me at least once a month to let me know you're still alive." Shiebel said in a tone of non-questionable intent.

"There's no need for that!" I deliberately looked embarrassed.

"Okay, then I won't leave, I'll sleep here tonight, and you should do your duty as a husband." As she spoke, Sheebel was about to take off her coat, so scared that I waved her hand again and again, her coat was underwear, if people saw Sheebel wearing only underwear in my room, then there was no need to mix in Caesar, the stars had to chop me up.

"Alright, I promise you." In the face of this fragrant threat, I can only surrender, and secretly smile bitterly in my heart, I have done my best, let the rest be, Shibel and Dragon Heart are different, Shibel and I live in the same world and Dragon Heart and I can no longer intersect, even if we meet, it is on the battlefield, and it is likely to be mortal enemies.

After Shiebel left the ward, no one came to see me for a long time, and it was understandable that others did not come, but I knew that the goddess would definitely come, no matter how angry she was, she couldn't bear to leave me alone in the ward, even if I couldn't pull it down in front of everyone, I would sneak over after late at night.