Chapter 174: Suicide note 10,000 catties
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The rain is still falling, and the autumn rain is cold, but Yang Han's face is hot.
Because at this time, she was lying on Tang Yi's back.
This broad back gave her a great sense of security in the deep mountains.
Looking back on so many years, she has never been carried by others except for her father's back.
Now this back is so majestic, let her go back to the time when the high fever did not go away, and her father carried her to the hospital.
Sticking her head tightly to Tang Yi's back, this sense of security made her a little sleepy.
Even if the rain is still falling, at this time, Tang Yi's shoulders are her safe haven.
Suddenly, Yang Han remembered one thing, that is, what her mother had told her.
For so many years, my father was basically not around, and as a military family, my mother was both a father and a mother, and she had to take care of the elderly.
Yang Han asked her mother why she worked so hard to marry a soldier, especially her father, who was not at home all the year round.
The mother just smiled and said that the reason why she fell in love with her father was because of his back.
"His back is like a mountain, I think he can carry a piece of the sky, but I still underestimate him, he is a corner of China, that back I can never forget for the rest of my life, from the first time I saw that back I knew that I fell in love with this man!"
With just one back, his mother promised to follow him for the rest of his life, and Yang Han didn't understand it at that time.
But now, she suddenly understands that a man's broad shoulders are the backbone of China.
"I have a secret for you!"
Yang Han's face blushed, fortunately, there was no moon tonight, and Tang Yi couldn't see it at all.
"What's the secret?"
Yang Han is not heavy, although he is more than 1.7 meters tall and tall, he is less than 100 catties.
I'm afraid this is because of forcibly losing weight for the sake of beauty, so Tang Yi didn't bother.
Now halfway through, the rain is still falling, so Tang Yi held the back basket in front of him, and while carrying Yang Han, he directly picked up the toad with his hands.
He didn't have the slightest fear of being directly immune to snakes, and when he heard Yang Han speak, Tang Yi smiled and accosted.
When she cried out loud just now, Tang Yi really treated her as an ordinary girl, and now her willingness to speak proves that she is in a good mood.
"Actually, my father wanted me to go to a military school back then, but I secretly changed my will, because I grew up and had a very bad relationship with my father, and I can say that I hated my father to death!"
Yang Han has always kept this matter in her heart and not told others, and now she doesn't know why, she wants to tell Tang Yi.
The perennial lack of father's love made her actually very rebellious, although it was not considered a deviant, but at the critical moment, she did not follow the path arranged by her father.
When she received the art school notice, she clearly saw her father's gloomy face.
That day, my father didn't say a word, as if he had been hit by the blow, he instantly aged a little.
But in Yang Han's eyes, these are a victory, a victory to deal with the lack of father's love.
In the end, the father only left an embroidered pillow and went to the army, and in the following two years, the father and daughter did not see each other once.
Even if her father took the initiative to call, she hung up directly, and she left the house, still immersed in the joy of revenge on her father.
"But do you know, during the summer vacation of my sophomore year, I was looking for something at home alone, but I accidentally found something, and it was this thing that made me completely change everything I once had, and I cried loudly at that time, I regretted my ignorance."
Yang Han continued, I'm afraid that even my parents don't know this secret.
What I found through the boxes and cabinets was nothing else, it was the suicide note prepared by my father in advance.
Hundreds of words to now, Yang Han can still recite it backwards, every word is like a needle prick, so that Yang Han instantly understands his father.
"Maybe I'm not a competent father, but I love my daughter like all fathers, but the country needs me more, in order to ensure the peaceful life of all Chinese children, the father can only give up his duties as a father, here, I apologize to you, but there is no way, who made you a soldier's daughter!"
"When you read this letter, maybe your father is no longer there, but please remember that all Chinese soldiers will take care of you and protect you, because you are a military family member and a glorious martyr, and I hope that in the next life, there will be a chance to hold you in swaddling clothes and let you be my daughter!"
Thinking back to the suicide note, Yang Han's eyes are moist again.
My father's pride as a soldier and his guilt for himself were all in that letter.
"From that time on, I really understood that as a soldier, I can be so proud and proud, but as a military family, I don't cherish this honor, so I am inspired to do something with my ability to compensate for my ignorance over the years."
This is also the reason why Yang Han must make a military movie that all soldiers will agree with.
"Yes, soldiers are proud, only when you become a soldier, can you really understand that pride and pride, in fact, I enjoyed the state in the square that day, do you know how long I want to shout that I am the Chinese People's Liberation Army."
Tang Yi smiled, the hidden dragon operation made him unable to bear the glory of the soldier, which was the biggest injury.
"Have you ever been scared? If it's also confidential, don't say it anymore! ”
Yang Han was lying on Tang Yi's shoulder, these days, the answer she heard most often was confidential, she was really used to it.
"Of course, this is not a secret, I was afraid, and often afraid, but the reason why I was afraid was different, I was afraid of death, but it was not afraid of death itself, but I was afraid of dying before I completed the task, no one is not afraid, but you have to figure out what the essence of this fear is, only by finding the essence, you can solve the problem."
Although the venom in the chest is temporarily dormant, it is not known when it will attack again.
Tang Yi is not afraid of death, but he doesn't want to die, because he still has a lot of things to do.
He has never regretted the military journey, and only hopes that God can give him more time to slash the enemy.
"Fear of dying instead of fear of dying, this sentence is awesome, I'm going to add it!"
Yang Han has a new inspiration, and she is so happy that she keeps meditating with excitement.
In the deep mountains, the rain was pouring in, but the two of them were talking and laughing, which was very lively.
However, at this moment, a black sedan slowly drove into the small county town on a rainy night and stopped at the door of the Drill Rat Security Company.