我缓了很久，才附在子闵耳边沉声道：“是三娘。 ”

Zi Min seemed to be stunned for a moment when he heard this, and after a while, he grabbed my hand again and asked softly, "Big brother, father...... What happened to him? ”

I didn't answer her, I just fell silent.

Zi Min couldn't see my expression, but Du Shu watched coldly, he had already seen it, and when he saw that my expression was different, he probably guessed a few points, so he only walked up to me and said, "What are your brothers' plans?" ”

I said, "What are you going to do?" I do not know. After a pause, I suddenly remembered what Zhang Wensu had said to me before, somehow, something very heavy seemed to have disappeared in my heart because of this variable, but I couldn't say it myself.

Zimin said again: "Big brother, did my father have an accident in Chang'an?" Otherwise, how could the envoy sent from Chang'an be Sanniang? ”

I nodded, and said to Du Kill again: "I want to return to Chang'an as soon as possible." ”

After saying that, I thought about it carefully, but I felt that it seemed inappropriate.

Until I was the only one left by my side, Zimin, since she lost her sight, she talked a lot less, thinking that my father died, I must be in pain, so I only accompanied me silently under the lamp.

I couldn't accept my father's death for a while, although I knew that this matter must be true, but I thought in my heart that as long as I didn't go back to Chang'an, my father should stay in Chang'an.

But this kind of self-deception trick, when something happened to Ruoxiu, I deceived myself like this, and now more than ten years have passed, and my state of mind is no longer what it was back then. In fact, I thought that my father would leave one day, he couldn't live forever, guarding a corner of Chang'an, in fact, it might not be bad for him to die suddenly, at least he wouldn't see his sons kill each other for this world.

I was in a trance in my contemplation as if I was in a dream, and I actually saw the bits and pieces of Qizhou City a long time ago, my father licked the calf deeply, and never refused to criticize me, I suddenly got such a pair of parents in a fatherless and motherless situation, speaking of which, it can be regarded as a blessing in three lives.

Since the death of her mother, my father has never stopped thinking about her, and if there is a spirit underground, they may be able to meet again. I looked at Zimin, a hundred years later, will I be able to meet Ruo Xiu again, if I meet her, do you want to tell her that since she left, I have empathized with Zimin?

I don't know how long it took, my head suddenly shook, and I woke up from the dream, it turned out that I fell asleep with my hand on my head, and when I turned around, I only felt a little cold on my face, and when I reached out and touched it, I didn't know when I cried. Looking back at Zimin, she couldn't hold on to the table and fell on the table.

I carried Zimin back to the bed and lay down, and I was about to turn back, but Zimin reached out and grabbed me and whispered, "Big brother, don't go." ”

I stopped, sat back on the edge of the bed, and smiled softly, "I'm not leaving." ”

Zimin didn't answer.

I knew that I was talking in a dream. For so long, I never thought that she would always follow me, in fact, because she was uneasy, and now that she can't see me, I am standing in front of her, if I can't hear my voice, will my heart be even more uneasy?

Outside the window, it gradually turned white, and the sky was bright again. Someone came to report that Zhang Wensu was looking for me outside the tent.

Zimin heard the noise, opened his eyes, got up and said, "What is Mr. Zhang doing when he comes to find the eldest brother so early?" ”

I said, "Yesterday I asked him to lead his troops to attack Liyang, but he didn't leave, and today he must have come to explain the reason to me." Just as he was about to go out, he suddenly remembered what Zimin had said in his dream last night, and turned back again, "You freshen up, I'll go with you to see him." ”

Zi Min was stunned for a moment, although he still had a sad look on his face, he reluctantly smiled and said, "Why do you take me?" ”

I said, "Wherever you go in the future, you will follow me." ”

Hearing this, Zimin lowered his head and pushed me out.

After a while, she really cleaned up, and I walked to the dressing table and inserted a hairpin for her, and said, "Go out." ”

Zhang Wensu never came to me when he came to me, I have never been so procrastinated, always he came to me to greet me, although I am a little abnormal today, but he always thought that it was because of the death of my father, my heart was caused by grief, it seems that I don't take it to heart, but I saw Zimin, I feel a little strange.

He didn't go to the Chinese military tent with me, but said, "Why don't you let Wen Su accompany His Highness to patrol the camp?" ”

I was stunned for a moment, but I said that there were a lot of idle people in the military tent when I got up early, and he must have something to say to me, but he didn't want others to know.

Seeing that I was traveling with Zimin, I didn't care.

After shopping for a while, Zhang Wensu didn't say anything.

I felt strange in my heart, so I asked first: "I asked Mr. to attack Liyang yesterday, why is Mr. still here at this time?" Don't you know that military orders are like mountains? ”

Zhang Wensu shook his head lightly and said: "Liyang will be captured sooner or later, but Wensu has a word, and he wants to ask His Highness to consider it carefully, but he is worried about offending His Highness, so he is a little hesitant, and he doesn't know whether to say it or not." ”

I said, "It's okay. In fact, I already knew a little bit in my heart what he was going to say.

Sure enough, Zhang Wensu opened his mouth and said: "Yesterday, Ding Cheng came to say something to His Highness, Wensu saw His Highness's reaction, and he already had a guess in his heart, and then a messenger came to Chang'an, and Wensu expected that Chang'an must have changed." The emperor died, Wen Su was brave and asked His Royal Highness to go to Chang'an to mourn. ”

When Zimin heard this, his body trembled.

I held her tightly, but there was not much fluctuation in my heart, in fact, I was thinking about whether I should go last night, but I didn't know what the situation was in Chang'an now, so I hesitated.

Zhang Wensu saw that I didn't say anything, and said: "Princess Pingyang is not mourning, and she sent a messenger to come, and she must be waiting for His Royal Highness to go." These envoys have arrived here from Chang'an, and others may have already learned that if they see the clue and take the lead, wouldn't His Royal Highness let down Princess Pingyang's hard work? ”

I said, "Mr. Zhang, although your words are good, I don't know why, I always feel uneasy. ”

Zimin said softly: "Big brother, the matter has come to this, we should go back to Chang'an first." ”

In fact, I shouldn't hesitate, but every time I think of the calculations in Luoyang City, I can't fully believe that the envoy sent by Sanniang this time is not with ulterior intentions, if this messenger is not sent by Sanniang, someone has already entered Chang'an, and if I go again, wouldn't it be equivalent to sending him to death?

Zhang Wensu and Zimin knew that I would never doubt Sanniang, so they didn't know my doubts, but after going through all kinds of things, the way I thought about things was different from before.

After walking for a while, I said, "We should indeed go back to Chang'an, but in case we ......."

Before Zhang Wensu could finish speaking, he handed me a letter and said, "Wensu actually forgot, it is precisely for this reason that I came to His Highness today. ”

I opened the letter and saw that it was written by Cui Shaoqing.

(End of chapter)