Chapter Eighty-Six: Heartfelt Feelings (The Self-Narrative of the Young Master)
Ning'er, this is a letter to you, which contains what I want to say to you, and it is also the truth I know.
I don't know how to start or when it will end, but when you can see this long, three-year-old letter, maybe it's all over......
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Ning'er, there are some things in the past, I don't know if you will remember?
I know that since that accident, there have been many things that we have forgotten, so I have to write down everything I can remember.
I'd like to start with that rainy day five years ago.
Five years ago, I had already helped Hu Jianghai run his business everywhere.
This time I came to Cheongju to visit your father, the master of Qingxue Hall, Lan Yonghai. I heard Hu Jianghai say that Qingxuetang is a big martial arts hall, and there are branches in various places, and because it is open to all classes, there are a large number of people. If Qingxuetang can cooperate with us, it will be a big customer for our business, Hu Jianghai has already said hello beforehand, and I will go to discuss the details.
I inquired all the way, and when I was almost there, I planned to buy some gifts before visiting, and went back to the market.
It was one of the best decisions I've ever made in my life.
Because, I met you.
In the bustling bazaar, in the crowd, I saw you at a glance.
The smile is like a flower, slim and elegant.
It is as pure as a flower, as intoxicating as a peach blossom.
You laugh with the many sisters, hold hands and tell them to be safe, you squat down and answer the children's questions carefully......
What attracts me the most is your eyes, which are crooked, shiny, playful and smart.
I watched, I was so stupid that I forgot to buy a gift.
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The sky changed dramatically, lightning flashed and thundered.
You go after the little sister who has been scattered, and I can't be relieved, so the ghost follows me.
When Crazy Horse rushed at my little sister, I had already rushed over, but you were one step faster than me.
At that moment, I saw your kindness, and you were willing to sacrifice yourself to protect a child. If it was love at first sight before, then at this moment, I can't extricate myself.
Fortunately, I carried an anesthetic flying needle for self-defense, which stunned the startled horse and saved you in time. I have never been so grateful to my master, who was strict with me in martial arts before, so that I can have the ability to save you.
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I picked you up, and you were very light and soft.
My heart was beating fast, something like this I've never experienced before.
There were a lot of women who threw themselves into their arms when they talked about business before, but I was very disgusted. I used to think that I would be in the business in this life, and I might not be able to meet true love, but something flowed into my heart, bubbling and flowing, filling my whole body with warm power.
I looked at you, so close that you trembled with fear, and your long eyelashes trembled slightly. At that time, I secretly swore that no matter what your identity is, if I have the opportunity, I will not let you be scared anymore and will protect you well.
Your eyes slowly opened, and you looked at me in surprise, blushing instantly.
When I looked at you, I saw two mes reflected in your eyes.
You're even more shy, and you don't know where to put your hands.
I seem to hear it, too, and your heart beats so fast like mine.
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I asked your name abruptly, because I was really afraid of missing you.
I didn't expect you to be so kind that you didn't guard against a stranger.
"Little Girl...... Call...... Lancer. "You look so cute.
"The piano is singing, and the grass is fragrant. What a name! I couldn't help but sigh.
I didn't expect you to be even more shy, your eyes were like throwing a spirit stone into the lake, rippling layers of ripples......
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It was really raining, and thanks to this rain I was able to spend a little more time with you.
We ran under the eaves, and I secretly looked at you, and I didn't expect you to look over too. Frightened by my fiery eyes, you turn your head to look at the sky.
How I wish this rain would last a little longer so that I could see you more.
There are some crystal clear droplets dripping down your forehead and hair, but the flush on your face still hasn't faded, I am secretly happy in my heart, you may have different feelings for me, but I am more distressed, I am really worried that your body will not be able to bear it.
I took off my cloak to shelter you from the wind and rain, bought umbrellas for you in the rain, and sent you home, but these insignificant actions made you thank you a thousand times, and I was also very strange, born in such a big business page, my heart has always been very cold, but because of you, melted.
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Knowing your identity, I think we are really fated.
At this time, the naughty tassel on your step shake helped me a lot, and it was wrapped around the umbrella bone, I was afraid of hurting you, so I carefully took the step shake off your head, took out the tassel wrapped around the umbrella bone, and wanted to help you put it back on.
Do you remember? At that time, you took a step forward, lowered your head slightly, and did not forget to cover my head with an umbrella, and my heart softened all of a sudden. It is really rare to have such a considerate and tender woman.
When I helped you put on a hairpin, I couldn't help but want to tease you when I saw that you were so nervous that you didn't dare to breathe and didn't move.
"It seems that we are really fated." I couldn't help but blurt it out.
I regret it a little, how can I easily say those welcome words in the business field, will you think that I am a disciple?
Looking at your blushing face, like a delicate blooming flower, it is obvious that I have never heard anyone say such things so bluntly, but fortunately you did not hate me.
At this time, I hope that this "obstructive" little girl can disappear for a while.
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I came to your house, and your father received me very warmly, knowing that I had saved you, and even more grateful to Dade, which made me embarrassed.
The time I spent at your house was probably the happiest time of my life. There is no deceit in the mall, no false flattery, no disgusting drunken gold fans......
Your family is warm, everyone has a smile on their face, and they can get along well. Unlike my home, I don't want to live in it at all, because it's like living in the snow and ice, and it's terrible to suffocate.
Let's talk about something happy.
I like to listen to the piano, but you don't know how to play the piano. I watched you practice hard day and night for me, and comfort you with the stew you made yourself. I grabbed the worn fingers that you hastily hid behind you, and looked at them carefully, and the scars on them were like scratches on my heart. My heart hurts, but seeing your happy appearance, I have no choice but to help you bandage it and continue to encourage you to continue practicing after you have recovered from your injury.
In addition to your piano skills, you are ingenious in other aspects, such as making your own hair accessories and giving them to your little sisters. The hairpins, hairpins, and hair combs that you made with your own hands are all brilliant and dazzling. I also want to learn on a whim, and I want to make a hairpin for you and help you put it on myself.
At this time, I became clumsy, because when I saw that you taught me so patiently, my attention would be on your bright eyes and cherry lips. You laughed at me for not being attentive, so I simply didn't pay attention at all, hugged you, and saw that you were blushing again, and I smiled proudly.
I have taken you to many places, and you are happy every time, and you said that you rarely went out before, and I have given you a lot of knowledge.
We went to the Michelle Prairie to ride horses and fly a kite, and the kite was blown away by the strong wind, and you told me not to chase it, and let it fly away freely with the wind.
We went on an adventure in the woods hut and went on a swing, do you remember the swing I made for you? You had to decorate it with a lot of small flowers, and you had to push me to swing it, but I tried too hard, and the swing fell down, and you laughed for a long time.
We went to the Qinhuai River to visit the lantern festival, put river lanterns, and make a wish together, you still covered your face and didn't want to tell me what your wish was, but I knew that it must be about us.
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You like Qionghua the most, you say she is white and flawless, fragrant and elegant, every petal is so perfect, such as jade carefully carved, but unfortunately there is only a moment of beauty.
I heard that Suqiong Town is a prosperous place for cultivating Qionghua, so I went to collect different kinds of Qionghua seeds, asked local flower farmers how to cultivate them, and planted them with you when I came back, looking forward to the flowers. You feel sorry for me day and night, but I forgot all the fatigue because of your sweet smile.
I also personally found the best embroidery girl in Cheongju, embroidered a picture of Qionghua blooming on a moonlit night and sent it to you, you were very surprised, so that the beautiful Qionghua will never wither.
Do you know? Your smile is ten thousand times more beautiful than Qionghua.
I secretly depicted you falling asleep, and specially painted the blooming Qiong flowers next to it, which further set off your beauty. Afterwards, I showed it to you and asked you which girl was so good-looking, and you lowered your head shyly.
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I plucked up the courage to ask if you would like to marry me and let me take care of you for the rest of your life.
You promised to marry me.
Fortunately, your family did not oppose us, and Hu Jianghai naturally did not object. In his eyes, this political marriage is really a good thing from heaven. Of course, I won't tell you about these dark sides, for fear that you will be saddened by this dark thing.
We were both very happy, and the joy is beyond words. Together, we made all the jewelry you want to wear for your newlyweds, carefully stored them in the box, and just hoped that the big day would come soon.
When the pear blossoms are full of trees, that's when I marry you.
I promised you that I would marry you in style, so I went back in advance to prepare. Before leaving, I told you carefully, no matter how big or small, you also repeatedly told you to be considerate.
Pear tree, there is a "departure", but we didn't care about it at the time, now think about it, could this be an unlucky omen?
We are all reluctant, but we also know that parting is for the next reunion.
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I've been worried about you all the time I've been preparing for the time I've been back.
Until the second brother found me and begged me in a low voice to let me give you to him. At this time, I learned that the second brother had gone to deliver a letter of proposal for me, and he had also lived in your house for a month. He is also in love with you in his relationship with you, so beautiful. Of course I refused, so he yelled at me and fought hard, so naturally he was no match for me.
I naturally believe that our relationship is indestructible, I believe you, but what about the second brother? What will he do?
I don't know, did he say anything to you? I don't know, the second brother's feelings for you are so deep, did he move you? If you know that you broke the heart of your second brother, you are so kind, will you be sad?