9. Obstacles (3)
"You don't actually need it," Wu Yundi shook his head, staggered to the dining table, pulled a stool, and sat opposite Feng Wanzhen, "I'm not a three-year-old child, what else do I need to take care of, the children have been brought to Mrs. Guo, this martial mansion, there is nothing to do to work your county monarch." โณยข," Although Wu Yundi's tone was indifferent, it was not cold in the end, he also understood that Feng Wanzhen, as a girl's family, did not shy away from gossip, and came to help her family all day long, even if she was not interested, she should not be disgusted with her.
"I," Feng Wanzhen said a word, then stopped talking, her face turned red, she lowered her head and thought for a while, raised her head, her eyes were blazing, "Dashuai, you have been drunk for so many days, and you haven't cheered up yet?" You can call me small, and this family is counting on you. โ
"Hehe, what's the solution?" Wu Yundi smiled bitterly, the housekeeper brought the wine up, Yun Di was worried, and then retreated, closed the half-hidden door tightly, the outdoor sunlight disappeared immediately, and the room fell into darkness, Wu Yundi pinched a peanut, his eyes narrowed, and he remembered the past, "When I was a child, my father was gone, and my sister entered the palace again, and I was not favored by the emperor in the palace, I had a hard time at home, and I always like to drink a little wine every day, and there is nothing to drink, Lao Wang always gives me a little radish and peanuts, Although life was very embarrassing, but now that I think about it, how could my life be so calm at that time? โ
"Later, with military merits, life gradually got better, but this drinking thing has always been these things, Fan'er is the same as me, she was in Yehe's house back then, and she was not rich, so it was good to have this thing as a snack." Feng Wanzhen listened silently. "It's just that the older I get, the less happy days I have, Fan'er has been gone for almost a year, and this day doesn't seem to have any momentum, even if I am a general, majestic. It's not that you can't save your wife? โ
"No matter how high the title is, you can't enjoy it with your beloved, what's the point? Fan'er is alone below, my heart aches, what is the use of these family properties, these titles? โ
Wu Yundi was in a gloomy mood, and couldn't help but make people cry when he listened to it, and Feng Wanzhen's eyes were red. sighed, picked up the flask, poured himself a glass of wine, picked it up and tilted his neck, and drank a glass, "The dead can't be chased anymore, Dashuai, since you told me the story." I'll tell you a story. โ
"When we were young, we lived near the Old Summer Palace, and there were more than a dozen families in that col. Yufen is my neighbor, and we live in Zhuangzi in Xishan with our family, and we have been playing together since we were children, and we have always been inseparable, she doesn't like to use knives and guns, but I like these things very much. She never said that she was annoying, she just held a handkerchief, played with knives and guns, and made friends loudly, she was the most gentle. Like female red, the countryside made by female red is famous, every time she pulls me to be a female red, I have to sleep sleepy, but she never blames me, does not blame me for not learning female red, when I was a child, I was less sorrowful, every day is just playing, those small rivers and hills in the West Mountain, we have walked several times, there are always children like Yufen, around her smile and grin, Yufen dare not speak, just shy and red-faced, at this time, the martial arts I learned have some use, beat them away, take Yufen's hand and go home proudly, At that time, I didn't know what it meant to grow up, and I didn't know what it meant to be separated from life and death, Dashuai, I mean the same as you, no one knows that they will be separated in the future. โ
Wu Yundi listened silently, Feng Wanzhen poured another glass of wine and drank it slowly, "It's really a rare sister, I thought in my heart, if Yufen gets married in the future, I look at that if the man is not very disgusted, he will pinch his nose and forget it, if he is with Yufen, he is not afraid of anything, Yufen laughed at this time, and always said that I was stupid." After all, yes, I was still a teenager at the time. โ
"After more than ten years of such days, the two people always thought that they would never be separated, and one day they took a nap, opened their eyes, and Yufen, who was sleeping on the side, disappeared, leaving only a copper hairpin, I shouted loudly, ran everywhere, stopped passers-by on the official road, compared to Yufen's appearance, and asked them if they had Yufen, but how to find it, even if I searched all over Xishan, I couldn't find it, her mother cried into tears, no matter how to go to the temple to ask for the Buddha, it was useless, Yufen was silent, I don't know if it's life or death. โ
Feng Wanzhen let out a long breath, put her hand on her cheek, and there was a faint light in her eyes, "After so many years, I still think about her, she laughed and had a beautiful mole on the side of her mouth, which was very good and beautiful, unlike me who was a crazy girl, but why did she disappear?" Maybe she was dragged and eaten by wild beasts, or she may have stumbled and fallen off the cliff and turned into white bones, or she may have been snatched away by a strongman and bought to be a thin horse in Yangzhou, or she may have been forcibly snatched away by the prince as a concubine, but even if she is gone, I still think privately in my heart, no matter how she is doing, I always hope that she will be well, whether she is alive or dead. โ
"It's okay not to meet again, the Queen Mother once asked me about this and this person, she said some things, I don't remember much, it seems that some things are like this, 'Many people have been with you for a while, accompanied by you, accompanied by your successful career, accompanied by your laughter, but in the end they are leaving, they will gradually leave, they cannot always accompany you.' Dashuai, Fan'er Fujin has been gone for almost a year, it should be enough for you to be depressed, if you keep the festival, you have kept it for a year, and you have also fulfilled your husband's responsibility, if it goes on like this, it really shouldn't be, and it is in vain to waste my admiration for you, and it will also make Fan'er Fujin live in peace under Jiuquan," Feng Wanzhen sighed slightly, "How many big things are waiting for you to do the Queen Mother, don't go on like this, I'm distressed." โ
Wu Yundi sighed, "What you said is reasonable. โ
Feng Wanzhen stood up, not shy, and looked directly at Wu Yundi, "The future is difficult, I, Feng Wanzhen, am willing to accompany Dashuai to go down." โ
Wu Yundi also stood up, his eyes were complicated, he was guilty, and he was moved, and he shouted movingly, "County Jun, let me think about it again." And he said no more.
Feng Wanzhen turned to leave, opened the door, and said to the housekeeper who was waiting anxiously outside: "Prepare bath water for Dashuai, ask for cold water." (To be continued......)
ps: Happy Juneteenth, I hope you will never be separated from the person you love, whether it is love, friendship or family affection.