Chapter 382: The dilemma of loyalty and filial piety
Time flies, blackening the fungus and softening the banana.
said that he asked Han Derang to honor Cao's mother, but in fact, he had been serving for half a month, after all, when the old lady and Han Kuangsi recognized each other that day, they were already returning to the light.
Han Derang wiped the old lady's appearance with his own hands, put on a little light makeup, and sent the old lady away for the last time impeccablely.
The father and son of the Sun family are not too sad, even the people of the Cao family are not very good, after all, the average age of this year is forty, how to say that the old lady is so old is happy and mourning, and it is still to blow and blow, and even a group of juniors in the family swarm to grab the clothes worn by the old lady before her death, and they all have to greet each other with a smile.
In the last half month of her life, the old lady finally recognized her son and grandson, and it was rare that she was no longer confused, which was already the most complete ending.
Only Han Derang, when he saw the old lady being sent to the coffin, the whole person was cold and cold, and her eyes were very dull.
Of course, it would be nonsense to say that he has any feelings, after all, the contact time is not long, and the relatives are not as big as the nurturing grace, this product is obviously affected by the concept, and it is estimated that it is reconstructing the three views, and even a little fantasy, this product may have planted the Tao for himself in his heart.
People with great skills in history are like this, for example, Wang Yangming can think about life to vomit blood, and almost hung up, and then he founded Xinqi to become a demi-saint, and the devil knows what principle this is.
Sun Chunming felt that he should still care about this friend, after all, their father and son knew very well that this was the real first talent in Song Liao in the past two hundred years, so after Cao's mother was buried, he deliberately pretended to be a life mentor's beep, wanting to enlighten and enlighten this poor child.
Pushing the door into the house, he saw Han Derang sitting blankly, staring at the wine on the table with his eyes intact, so he sat next to him very naturally, and said with a smile: "Drinking again?" Come, big brother will have a drink with you. ”
As he spoke, Sun Chunming was about to get the wine glass, but was stopped by Han Derang: "Don't." ”
"How?"
"There's something wrong with this wine."
"Huh?"
Sun Chunming picked it up and sniffed it, and sure enough, he smelled a rather pungent smell, and said angrily: "You have poisoned? ”
Han Derang did not squeak.
Sun Chunming angrily lifted the table, pointed at Han Derang's nose and scolded angrily: "Just because of such a thing, why do you really want to die?" Han Derang, you are a man! ”
Han Derang still bowed his head and was silent.
In fact, for more than half a month, he has been accompanying Cao's mother, so it is naturally impossible not to chat, and Cao's mother's life is really a life of being miserable by the Khitans, which can be seen from the Khitan Khitan as soon as he is sick.
He could feel that Cao's mother's hatred for the Khitans was a hatred that penetrated deep into the bone marrow and could not be erased even if it was refined and burned into ashes, and he couldn't stop crying every time he mentioned this.
Thinking about it deeply, the current life of the people of Yandi is indeed not as good as a year, Yelu Jing does not have the foresight and wisdom of Yelu Abaoji, and he has been regressing towards the Han people over the years, although now it is Yeluxian's turn to come to power The life of the Han people is gradually getting better, but he can't see these.
And the Song land that he can see, naturally he can only see the living conditions of the people in Luoyang, the city and the city, in contrast, the life of the Han people in the north of the Khitan seems to be really miserable, and this is also thankful, the father and son of the Sun family are in Luoyang instead of Liangguang, and this year there are starvation to death.
Thinking of what the Sun family's father and son had told him, Han Derang finally began to let go of his eyes from being a simple loyal monarch to the level of the entire nation, and many things were finally sorted out by him more clearly.
He knows very well what the father and son of the Sun family are, after all, they have been together for so long, this father and son are a pair of strange people who love the country first and then are loyal to the king, but you want to say that they are nationalists, and what they are most disgusted with is that some people shout that they are not of our race, and their hearts must be different, for example, this time the Great Song Dynasty captured Dali, and the vast majority of military officials advocated the use of thunder to subdue, only the two of them desperately wrote to Huairou, saying what kind of national harmony and other arguments.
This is a very complicated doctrine, and Han Derang even felt that these two people could directly start a sect.
The state belongs to the people of the whole country, including but not only the Han people, and the imperial court belongs to the Zhao and Song emperors. This is the strange creed that the Sun family's father and son adhere to, and it is close to being a big rebellion, but the more he thinks about it these days, the more he feels that it makes sense.
If Da Song and Khitan can really get along amicably as the covenant says, maybe he has happily changed jobs now, haven't you seen that even his father has been obviously shaken.
It's a pity that fools know that sooner or later the two countries will have to fight again.
This is very embarrassing, Han Derang may be able to accept changing jobs to do things for the Song Dynasty, but to say that he is an enemy of the Khitan, he can't get over the hurdle in his heart, especially Sun Yue is still a sure star of tomorrow, if the next war is not a personal expedition, it is estimated that Sun Yue at that time will be the commander of the Liao.
It's not so easy to go back to the battlefield and slash down your former friends.
Extremely depressed, he flipped through the legend of the Condor Heroes again, he had already read this book, but when he read it before, he scoffed, he understood that Sun Yue was a public opinion war, and called on them, the Yandi Han people, to be Guo Jing, and it was best not to use the Song army to fight, and these people themselves rebelled and slaughtered Yelu Huge.
In this regard, Han Derang can only say that he thinks really beautifully.
But looking at it now, the more he looked, the more he felt like Yang Kang in it.
Obviously a little prince, a super official eunuch with fine clothes and jade food, suddenly one day your mother brought over a bad old man who was a showman, not to say that this is your father, and asked you to go with them and go to the end of the world.
Yang Kang disagreed, and as a result, he became a disloyal, unfilial, unkind and unrighteous villain.
Han De feels that he is similar to Yang Kang, if he doesn't go, he is not filial, but if he goes, don't mention whether he is rich or not, there must be a question of nurturing grace.
After all, he was born in Liao and grew up in Liao, drinking the water of Liao and eating the rice of Liao, Ye Luxian is really very good to their family, not to mention slaves and not slaves, who gave them the glory and wealth of the Han family for decades?
On the one hand, he is unfaithful, and on the other hand, he is unfilial, Han Derang at this time is only a young man in his twenties after all, far from the winner of life who later called the emperor his son, smart but smart, but he really can't keep up with his courage or something, so he thought of death on impulse, sat at the table for a long time, and kept hesitating, and then Sun Chunming arrived.