Sometimes that's it, I don't feel anything when I actually kiss, and I feel embarrassed after kissing. Xia Zimo and Qiu Luoxue are in such a state now. At that time, I only cared about the beauty and sweetness, but now that I have calmed down, how embarrassing I am.

What's more, neither of them has thought about what kind of relationship they want to enter in the future. Xia Zimo always thought that Qiu Luoxue was a man, but until now he thought that he had kissed a man, and he had entered the stage of kissing.

"Although I like him, but isn't it too much to progress to this point, no matter how you think about it, I feel that kissing with someone who is also a man ......" Xia Zimo muttered to himself, trying to sort out his thoughts.

"But it's nothing, it's still ...... It's still evocative. Recalling that kiss, Xia Zimo's face raised a smile again.

"What am I going to do with you? Included in the harem? Xia Zimo muttered.

After being silent for a while, he suddenly said again: "No, no, no, the etiquette law does not allow this."

“……”

Xia Zimo's current mood is the same as his self-talk, extremely complicated, one moment happy, one moment sad, one moment guilty, and one moment calm...... The complicated mood and the state of being overwhelmed made him not know how to face Qiu Luoxue.

Qiu Luoxue is also in a state of entanglement, she still doesn't understand her heart, or she doesn't dare to admit her heart.

"Do you like the emperor?" Qiu Luoxue asked herself.

"No, how could it be?" Qiu Luoxue shook her head and denied her conclusion.

"yes, it really can't be. Treat him as a buddy at most. Qiu Luoxue said again.

Suddenly, she changed to a sad expression and said, "But it's a pity that such a handsome person is only a buddy." It's all to blame for the identity of this woman dressed as a man. ”

"How about you tell him I'm a woman?" Qiu Luoxue thought of it in a big way.

Of course, she just said it, and immediately deflated, and said: "Forget it, this is the crime of bullying the king, and you have to kill your head." Handsome guys are valuable, and life is more valuable. ”

Because they don't understand what position to put each other in, they are even more embarrassed to meet, and the person who was disturbed by a kiss is obviously deliberately avoiding each other, but he can see it at any time.

In the cottage, in front of the snow, by the courtyard...... Qiu Luoxue and Xia Zimo can meet each other, but after they meet, they can only turn around and leave in embarrassment, and they don't even know what to say. Because they both want to avoid each other, and sometimes they can't dodge.

I went left, thinking you were going to go the other way, only to bump into you again. I thought you were going to the left, so I chose the right, but I didn't expect you to make the same choice as me.

"What the hell are the two of them doing?" Wu Zhi can always meet Qiu Luoxue and Xia Zimo who are hiding from each other, and when he encounters them like this again, Wu Zhi asked curiously.

"I want to know too." Jasper replied, the more she opened, the more she felt that there was a problem between them.

"Your son-in-law really likes men, right?" Wu Zhi asked again.

Biyu didn't think about it and said, "Of course my son-in-law likes men." After speaking, I realized that there was a problem with my words.

"It turns out that your son-in-law likes men, so he must not like you." Wu Zhi asked with a deep smile in the corner of his eyes.

"What does it have to do with you whether you like it or not, hate it." Jasper pretended to be angry and left.

She originally stayed here to observe the delicate relationship between Qiu Luoxue and Xia Zimo, but now that she is gone, the relationship over there seems to have changed.

Qiu Luoxue originally avoided Xia Zimo, but when she hid around, she found that she still didn't hide, and finally stopped hiding at all, looked at Xia Zimo and said, "Let's talk, let's talk."

didn't expect Qiu Luoxue to take the initiative to say this to herself, Xia Zimo was stunned for a moment, then nodded and said, "Okay."

So the two went to the back mountain to talk about their problems. Because of the snow, the scenery on the mountain is very different, the snow covers the mountains, layer upon layer, on this sunny day, the sky takes on a clear blue color, from far to near, the blue slowly fades, showing a gradual effect, until a corner of the sky, it becomes white.

The sun shone on the snow, emitting a dazzling white light, and circles of light spread out, breaking a light between the sky and the snow. At the foot of the mountain in the distance, houses are dotted with red tiles, and the eaves are covered with snow that has not yet been cleared. In the valley, there is a slender stream, which freezes over in winter and no longer flows. The reflection of the blue sky is projected on it, creating a scene of water and sky.

"We ......," Xia Zimo and Qiu Luoxue said at the same time.

"Ahem...... Xia Zimo coughed unnaturally and said, "You can say it first."

Qiu Luoxue didn't shirk either, and said: "Let's just act as if nothing happened, don't be so embarrassed anymore, and work together, it's always bad like this." Saying that, Qiu Luoxue showed a sweet smile and continued, "So let's just treat it as if nothing happened and forget about that day, it's not the first time anyway." ”

Xia Zimo looked at Qiu Luoxue intently, and after looking at it for a long time, there was a light in his eyes that Qiu Luoxue couldn't read.

"What's wrong? Didn't the emperor just want to talk to me about this? Qiu Luoxue looked at Xia Zimo and asked.

Of course not, I want to say, let's be together. Don't care about the eyes of the world, don't care about what will happen in the future, just think about the present, think about each other, that's all, let's be together.

Xia Zimo thought about this for a long time, and finally made this decision, you must know that this decision is not easy for him. He could lose a lot for this decision. After he finally figured it out, before he could say it, Qiu Luoxue actually told him to act as if nothing had happened.

"How can you say such things so easily?" Xia Zimo asked.

Qiu Luoxue smiled awkwardly and said, "After all, we can't be together, so we can only act as if nothing happened."

"Why can't we be together?" Xia Zimo asked rhetorically.

"Because we can't like each other, whether it's national law, etiquette law or family law, we are not allowed to like each other. So that's it, go back to before that day. You are still the emperor, I am still your prime minister, that's all, it's fine. Qiu Luoxue said, and the smile on her face disappeared.

"And what was the events of that day?" Xia Zimo tried his best to hold back his feelings and asked.

"Mistakes." Qiu Luoxue replied, "Just take it as a mistake, it's good for us." ”

Xia Zimo looked at Qiu Luoxue, and a sad look flashed in his eyes. After the kiss that day, the mood he felt for a moment of joy and a moment of sadness eventually turned to sadness.

"Okay, let's do it." Xia Zimo said, turned around and left after speaking, he needed someone now to quietly digest the sadness in his heart.

Qiu Luoxue looked at his departing back, and didn't hold back, muttering: "Alas~ If I knew this, I shouldn't have been moved that day."

The snowflakes floated up again, like flying goose feathers, fluttering down from the sky, forming an invisible barrier between Qiu Luoxue and Xia Zimo. One person walking, one person standing still, will only keep them further and further apart.

I still remember that when it snowed for the first time this year, Qiu Luoxue walked in the palace, she walked in front, Xia Zimo walked behind, and slowly, the distance between them became shorter and shorter, until they finally walked side by side. I remember that the snow scene that day was beautiful and bright.

It was also snowing today, Xia Zimo was walking in front, Qiu Luoxue was standing in place and watching his distant back, they went from walking side by side to going against each other. Today's snow scene is still beautiful, but it exudes a sad feeling.

In just a few months, their relationship has changed back and forth, just like their mixed feelings. The barrier of identity still lies between them. If Qiu Luoxue wasn't a woman who was born in men's clothes, their love should be rumored to be a romantic story.

But there are no ifs in life, and the situation will not be particularly forgiving to them. The snow was heavy again, and the wails of the hungry people continued to sound. In this cold winter month, if there is not enough food, how will they live?

"When the time comes, you can lead the team to transport the grain to Connecticut." Chen Wang said that this person is in his forties, and he is gentle and elegant, always pleasant.

"Yes." The one who answered him was Xu Zhonghang, who was demoted to Changzhou and quickly gained the trust of King Chen, and has now become his confidant.

"I heard that the Prime Minister has also gone to Connecticut, and you have a good relationship with him in the capital, remember to contact him more. Friends, just keep in touch from time to time, so as not to be estranged. Chen Wang said again.

"In the past, when I was in the Prime Minister's Mansion, the Prime Minister treated me well, and this time, thanks to his death-free gold medal, I and Xian Chu's lives were saved. If you count it down, I owe him two lives. Xu Zhonghang said.

"Mrs. Wu impeached him in the court for not being suitable to be prime minister, but he saved you and Concubine Duan, whether he is lenient or scheming, it is really unpredictable." There was a hint of treachery in King Chen's eyes, and his eyes seemed to be looking through Xu Zhonghang's heart.

"Maybe it's just a human temperament." Xu Zhonghang said softly, without revealing too much emotion.

The next day, the disaster relief team of the imperial court also arrived, and Xia Zimo, Qiu Luoxue and others joined them and went to Kangzhou together. Xia Zimo continued to show himself as Nian Luo, and Qiu Luoxue rode in the same carriage as him.

Along the way, Xia Zimo seemed to be angry, not talking to Qiu Luoxue, nor looking at her. He didn't speak, Qiu Luoxue was embarrassed to speak, and there was an awkward atmosphere in the carriage.

Qiu Luoxue couldn't stand the embarrassment the most, so she lifted the curtain of the car window and said to the driver: "Stop, I want to get out of the car."

"Why get out of the car?" Xia Zimo finally spoke.

"I want to ride a horse." Qiu Luoxue said.

"You won't." Xia Zimo said.

"I won't, but I can ...... with Nie Shishi" said generally, Qiu Luoxue remembered that Nie Yuan was not there, and said frustratedly: "Ah, Nie Shishi hasn't come back yet."

"Then I'd better go down and walk." Qiu Luoxue said, because the carriage had stopped, she was ready to get off the carriage.

But as soon as she lifted the curtain, Xia Zimo grabbed her wrist and made it impossible for her to get out of the car.