The night is pleasant, and the night view of the metropolis is even more intoxicating.

On the roof of a building dozens of stories high, Tang Yi sat there.

The night breeze brushed his face, and he sat on the edge with a wine bottle in his hand, his feet hanging down.

If someone saw it, they thought that Tang Yi was going to find a short view.

Looking at the scenery in the distance, sipping the spirits, after coming out of Wu Gang's house, he was full of emotion.

Pushing the cup and changing the lamp, he could hear Wu Gang's helplessness, forced to live, forced to make a living, he had to bow his head.

The enemy's bullets could not bring him to his knees, but the burden of life bent him at the waist.

His parents are old, his father-in-law and mother-in-law are not in good health, and he is the pillar of the family.

"Even if I eat outside, I will come back to eat meat for my wife and children, and I am willing."

Responsibility, or that responsibility, the iron-beaten man has not changed, but he has to bow his head in front of reality.

has seen his life and experienced the bitterness, this contradictory mood made Tang Yi a little overwhelmed.

"Can I come and sit together?"

At this moment, Yang Han's voice came from behind her, and she was wearing a long skirt with high heels.

resumed her status as a star again, and she lived in this five-star hotel, but she didn't expect to receive a call from Tang Yi in the early hours of the morning.

"Aren't you resting?"

Turning her head and looking at Yang Han, she was holding a bottle of red wine in her left hand and two wine glasses in her right hand.

He left all the money to King Kong, and more than 4,000 yuan couldn't help him, but it was already all he had.

With nowhere to go, in this strange city, he could only call Yang Han.

After receiving the call, Yang Han was also very surprised, and hurriedly told his address.

After Tang Yi came, he didn't say much, he was full of wine, he just carried the wine bottle to the rooftop.

Yang Han could see that Tang Yi was suddenly a little sad, hesitated for a long time, and still walked up.

"Tomorrow is just a dinner party, the New Year is coming soon, the major crews have also stopped working, and everyone will go back for a reunion year."

The smell of the New Year in the metropolis is very light, and most people have returned to their hometowns.

Traveling thousands of miles, but the heart has not changed, home is a place that makes people worry about their stomachs.

In another week, it will be the New Year, and some people have already embarked on their way home, and some of the people who stayed here are also ready to stand on the last shift.

While speaking, Yang Han walked to Tang Yi's side, sat directly beside him, opened the red wine, and after pouring a glass for Tang Yi, she also poured a glass of wine.

"Chinese New Year...... What a strange holiday! ”

Tang Yi smiled wryly, every New Year's holiday, especially the Lunar New Year, is the busiest time for Long Ying.

Because at such times, the criminals always want to take advantage of the relaxation of everyone.

Over the years since joining Dragon Shadow, many major missions have also been carried out on Chinese New Year's Eve.

So for the Chinese New Year, Tang Yi is no longer a stranger, but the family reunion is a kind of longing for him.

"It looks like you're not happy to meet your comrades today."

Just after receiving a phone call, my father received an order for emergency action from the troops, and once again released my mother's pigeons.

Since childhood, Yang Han has never had a meal with his father on Chinese New Year's Eve.

Major holidays always become his busy time, so she really understands Tang Yi's wry smile.

"Happy, very happy, watching him live the life he wants, with his wife and children by his side, although life is not too good, but he looks at his daughter and is very happy, isn't it good?"

Tang Yi took a sip of red wine, he didn't know how much he drank tonight, and his mouth was even more tasteless, and he couldn't taste whether this red wine was delicious.

Wu Gang's words echoed in his mind, Tang Yi was happy for him, but sad for him.

I am happy that the father is kind and filial piety, and the three generations are in the same house, which can be regarded as very satisfying.

It's sad that he is iron-clad, retreating in the face of trouble, and has no manliness at all.

Once upon a time, what they looked down on the most was that men were not responsible and gave up their bravery for the sake of a small family, but now Wu Gang has become such a person.

"What about you? Haven't you really thought that one day you would become like that? ”

Yang Han looked at Tang Yi and learned about Tang Yi's emotional injury from his father, although he didn't ask about the ring around his neck, he could guess it.

After such a long relationship, you can feel his longing and guilt for his girlfriend, and this kind of knot is not something that can be let go.

"No, and I don't want to!"

Tang Yi shook his head and let out a long sigh.

He really didn't think he would have that kind of life, and likewise, that kind of life was not what he expected.

"Isn't it just for millions of people to live a peaceful and uneventful life? Generations of soldiers, with blood and tears have done it, people can't be nervous, let alone live in memories, unload the burden, in fact, you can too, you don't want to, just don't dare to think, because you will always remember the pain of the past. ”

Yang Han looked at Tang Yi's face, since he once loved his girlfriend, it proves that he had thought about starting a family before, and now he refuses only because he can't forget his girlfriend, and the biggest problem is that his girlfriend's death ended with his own hands.

This strong knot has become an obstacle to Tang Yi's emotional journey, and he understands everything when he can't extricate himself, but he can't let it go.

"A man's chest is a bullet for a woman, but my hand has personally ended her life, do you know that every day I live, I will repeatedly recall the pain of that moment? I have fought many battles and protected so many people, but I can't even protect my loved ones, saying that men are women's dependents, and I have become the executioner of her death. ”

Tang Yi held the wine glass, and every day for more than three years, he was thinking about Su Su's last smile.

All the sweet words became so pale at that moment.

What a vow, what a wasteland, when she is really in danger, she can't do anything.

All kinds of self-blame have been integrated into Tang Yi's bones, and he instinctively rejects all feelings.

"Many seriously ill people, it is the family members who sign the consent form to give up the treatment to be relieved, death is painful, if you can reduce the pain of death, this is also a very right thing, you are right, and this is a man, if ......"

Yang Han bit her lip and looked at the night in the distance, she really hoped that Tang Yi could open her heart knot.

"If one day, I also encounter the same danger, I hope that it is you who send me away, and I will bless you in heaven, instead of hoping that you will be immersed in endless pain!"

This confession, to put it bluntly, can no longer be explicit, but when Yang Han turned his head sideways and looked at Tang Yi affectionately, he found that he had fallen asleep.