"This is the Xue family, so many people are watching, I'll go to Qing'er's room now, it's not good."

Qin Kenan pretended to be relaxed.

It's not very good to say it's good, but it's very honest physically.

His eyes rolled and he looked at the window on the second floor from time to time.

He has been in the military region all the year round, and he hasn't seen Xue Muqing for a long time.

When I was celebrating the Chinese New Year this year, I thought I could see it, but I didn't expect Xue Muqing to move out.

He hadn't seen him for nearly a year, and he desperately wanted to take a look, and he couldn't help but feel a little nervous.

"What's not so good about this, she's your fiancée, you go to see your fiancée, who dares to say anything?"

Murong Shishi instigated.

To be honest, she wanted to see Xue Muqing.

Since Xue Muqing was brought home, she couldn't see or contact her, for fear of any accidents.

"Don't be so anxious, when everyone is here, Qing'er will come out.

For such a little time, I'm not in a hurry, not in a hurry at all. ”

The sentence is repeated, and the eyes wander.

This is the most obvious manifestation of lying!

said that he was not in a hurry, but his heart was anxious like an ant on a hot pot, and he couldn't wait to fly to Xue Muqing's boudoir immediately.

In Xue Muqing's boudoir on the second floor, the owner of this room stood in front of the window.

His eyes were dull, and through the gaps in the curtains, he looked at the noisy people in the courtyard blankly.

Compared with the festivity outside, she looked a little gloomy and sad as the heroine of this engagement banquet.

Compared with the time she was with Jiang Nan during the Chinese New Year, her figure was a little thin, and her face was sickly pale.

As the heroine of this engagement banquet, she is not in a hurry at all.

Standing there like a zombie, I don't know what I'm thinking.

I'm not in a hurry to put on makeup, I'm not in a hurry to dress up, and I'm not in a hurry to change into new clothes.

As for the servants who dressed her, one by one she had already been blasted out.

The room was locked from the inside, and no one could get in.

For this marriage, from childhood to adulthood, Xue Muqing was very disgusted.

When I was a child, I didn't understand anything, and I didn't feel anything.

But as I get older, my emotions become richer and richer.

Xue Muqing has her own emotions, and she also knows who can make her heart move and be more worthy of her love.

In order to escape this marriage, she quarreled with her father Xue Jingdao more than once, and left the house more than once.

I thought that this would make a difference to my father, but it turned out that it was useless at all.

Cardamom is in his prime, and he can't decide his marriage, what a sad and helpless thing it is.

Unconsciously, Xue Muqing suddenly thought of Jiangnan!

When I first met you, you were such a bastard, and Jiangnan also became a scumbag.

With contact again and again, I was angry with you again and again.

But I didn't feel aggrieved and angry, but felt a little comfortable and happy.

I don't know when I fell in love with this way of getting along.

You are angry with me, I will cheat you, hurt each other, and be happy with each other.

The time when they got along during the Chinese New Year was the happiest time in Xue Muqing's life.

Cooking, shopping, infiltrating the police station......

Recalling the things that the two were together in the past, recalling the trance-like past, and recalling the faces that were happy, sad, or making a fuss.

Xue Muqing's heart felt like it had been cut in half by a knife, and it was like a shattered pain.

The emaciated body began to tremble slightly, and two lines of tears slipped silently.

It's been so long, where are you now?

I really can't bear it alone!

You promised me that no matter what I decide, you would support me and help me!

Now that I'm engaged, I won't be able to hug you.

What about you? Where is it? Do you still want to have me?

Xue Muqing wanted to contact Jiangnan, but he didn't know where to contact him.

Could it be that everything that happened before was a dream?

Can......

Even if it's a dream, Xue Muqing wants to turn it into reality......

Marrying someone he doesn't like, Xue Muqing, who dares to love and hate, really can't do it.

Because, there is already one person in her heart, and she can't tolerate anything else!

"Qing'er, I'm my mother, open the door for me!"

At this moment, a soft call from Xue Muqing's mother, Tang Yingshan, came from outside the door.

Xue Muqing, who was immersed in memories and sadness, quickly came back to his senses and instinctively wiped away the tears on his face.

Walked to the door and opened it gently.

"Mom, I'm sorry, I was thinking about things just now."

Xue Muqing said apologetically.

Maybe I was worried that my mother would see through me, so I deliberately didn't look at each other's eyes.

"When is this happening, why don't you put on makeup and change clothes?"

Seeing that Xue Muqing was still wearing pajamas, Tang Yingshan nagged.

While talking, he walked to the wardrobe to find clothes for Xue Muqing.

One inadvertently swept Xue Muqing's eyes.

said anxiously: "What's the matter, why are your eyes red?" ”

"Mom-"

A concerned inquiry directly defeated the most vulnerable line of defense in Xue Muqing's heart.

The tears could no longer be stopped, flowing uncontrollably.

suddenly threw herself into Tang Yingshan's arms, opened her mouth, and said tremblingly: "Mom, I don't want to get married, I really don't want to get married." ”

The voice trembled and was poignant.

"What? Can't bear to be a mother? ”

Tang Yingshan patted Xue Muqing's back and said, "Mom was the same as you when she got married, and she was like this, crying a lot.

In fact, there is nothing, I miss my mother in the future, you can also come back and have a look, we are not far apart.

Besides, this is just an engagement, and after a week of marriage, we still have a week to get along with each other. ”

"I know, I know all this, and I understand it."

At this moment, where is Xue Muqing as strong as Jiangnan has seen, he is really like a child.

Drilled into his mother's arms, crying in a loud voice.

He opened his mouth hard and said what was in his heart: "I don't want to marry Qin Kenan, I don't like him, I have no feelings for him." ”

"Feelings can be cultivated."

Tang Yingshan comforted Xue Muqing and said, "Look at me and your father, I was just a college student at the beginning, and within a few days of coming to the army, I received the above task to marry your father.

At that time, we hadn't even met in person, and now we haven't lived with Hemeimei for so many decades? ”

"The era is different, the two people who didn't know each other got married, and there were few factors that affected their marriage.

There are too many temptations in society nowadays, and marriage must be based on feelings.

Otherwise, neither of them will be fast, and they won't be able to get by at all.

It won't be long before you get a divorce! ”

Xue Muqing thought about it seriously, and still spit out the words hidden in his heart.

"Besides, I have someone I like in my heart."

In this life, I just want to marry him. ”