Volume 1 The Yellow Turban Rebellion Chapter 160 A Change of Mentality
That's right, when Guo Bin saw the powerlessness of Zhang Jiao and Tang Erren before their deaths, he couldn't help but feel uneasy.
Needless to say, Zhang Jiao, the head of Taiping Dao, the second disciple of Zhang Daoling, the founder of Zhengyi, and the senior brother of Zhang Heng, the former Zhengyi master. Whether it is Taoism or martial arts, it is extremely profound. If you only talk about the cultivation of martial arts, it may be slightly inferior to the five absolute rivers and lakes, but its status in the rivers and lakes can be said to be unmatched. He sat down eight disciples, five hundred apprentices, Taiping Dao believers all over the world, reaching the scale of millions of people, now once the incident, the world is shaken, Beijing is shocked three times overnight, and the world is all frightened. Let's ask, which Jianghu person in the world can do this? It is the founding patriarch of Zhengyi, the legendary fairy-like Zhang Daoling, which is also extremely difficult to reach.
And Tang Zhou, although his reputation is not obvious in the world, his real name is rarely known. However, he is not only a disciple, but also overturned Taiping Road with one hand, and his kung fu is even more superb. Although there is still a distance compared to Zhang Jiao, his scheming is deep, his actions are cautious, his thoughts are thoughtful, and his layout is rigorous, which is difficult to reach in the world. And he is very good at forbearance, for more than ten years, he is designed to subvert the Taiping Road. Once famous, the world knows everything. If he hadn't revealed his identity today, I'm afraid everyone in the world would still be kept in the dark!
It can be said that these two predecessors are superior, both in terms of martial arts and scheming. is such a great character, but they also fell to the point of dying in a deserted village and wild shop, how can it not make people sigh and sigh? And after his death, not even the bones were left, which made it even more desolate to the heroes of the end.
Guo Bin was reborn in the late Eastern Han Dynasty, although he has been working hard, he has not diligently pursued fame. However, Fulong Villa, which was on the right track, pushed him forward step by step, making him tired day by day.
Today's Fulong Villa, and even the entire Yangzhai County, everyone is tied to a chariot by Guo Bin. It was Guo Bin who built this chariot, and it was he who gave this chariot the strength to move forward. And when this chariot started, it in turn pushed Guo Bin forward with great inertia. This is the power of the economy, the power of capital, and it is extremely difficult to stop unless it is completely cut off at the root.
Therefore, it can be said that Guo Bin at this time has been bound by this chariot that he personally built and injected power into, and he has to work hard to move forward, which is his responsibility and obligation. And while the chariot composed of huge economic interest groups is galloping forward, it also makes Guo Bin try the sense of honor and vanity that he never had when he was an otaku, and he began to gradually like this feeling. Because, to be recognized and revered by people, for human beings, social animals, can be addictive.
And now Guo Bin, the title is very high, the official position is extremely important, and the most important thing is that he has the trust of the Son of Heaven, and he has saved the life of the prince, and his political future is immeasurable. At this time, Guo Bin can be described as the fifth diamond king. However, while enjoying this infinite glory, why is he not worried in his heart?
He worked hard to earn his life, worked hard to climb up, that is, he climbed to the highest point, became the co-master of the world, and after his death, he just turned into a puddle of mud, what is the difference between Zhang Jiao and Tang Zhou who died in the deserted village and wild shop? Therefore, Guo Bin is particularly touched today, and he doesn't know if it really makes sense for him to work so hard.
Dong Xing'er didn't know what he thought? If you say that in this world, the person who knows Guo Bin best is not his mother Liu, not his younger brother Guo Jia, or even his ministers Xi Zhicai, Zhao Yun, or even Xun Yu, Xu Shu, Guan Yu, Zhang Fei, Chen Dao, He Man, not to mention Yuan Shao, Cao Cao, He Jin and others, but Dong Xing'er, who has been by his side since more than half a year ago.
It can be said that since Guo Bin first entered Beijing, all the things he has experienced have been participated by Dong Xinger, at least he has been with him behind him. It can be said that Dong Xinger participated in the whole process of Guo Bin's rise. As a woman, her mind is more delicate than that of Xi Zhicai, Guo Jia and others, and she has an inexplicable dependence and reverence for Guo Bin in her heart, and she pays attention to him.
Therefore, seeing Guo Bin, who has always been a tough guy, was so hesitant and helpless at this time, she felt as if she had been cut by a knife. She knew that he carried too many responsibilities, for the people under his rule, for the wealthy families who trusted him, for the old and young in Fulong Villa, and for the military generals under him. And she also knows that Guo Bin's heart is very big, and she can't even fully understand what he thinks in his heart.
She has been forced by her father to practice martial arts and study medicine since she was a child, and her biggest dream is that one day she will not have to practice martial arts, and she can be chivalrous and wanton. In her little heart, the so-called chivalry is to see the road uneven and draw a sword to help. And since she met Guo Bin, she gradually realized that what she thought at the beginning was not entirely correct.
The chivalry he thinks includes the wanton willfulness of the chivalrous rivers and lakes, and also the sense of responsibility that is willing to dedicate himself to the well-being of all the people in the world. She knew that he often couldn't sleep at night, so she often got up at night to be with him. He once told her that what he was most worried about was that he didn't work hard enough, or that his efforts were all useless, and he also said that once the world was in chaos and foreign invasions, the Han nation would fall into an unprecedented predicament.
She was also terrified by the slaughter of Han Chinese by foreign races, such as slaughtering pigs and dogs, and treating Han people as two-legged sheep and selling them wantonly. He also once said that he didn't care about ethnic integration, he wanted to try to get the Han people out of the fate of becoming slaves of different races, he wanted to take people out, and he wanted to take the initiative to integrate different races. Then he laughed maniacally: "Haha, so those guys who advocate alien invasion is national integration don't say it, right?" ”
Although she didn't understand many of the things he said, she knew from these few words that he was a great man, and she admired him from the bottom of her heart. Whenever she saw or heard his men speak of him in a tone of extreme adoration, she couldn't help but feel a sweet touch in her heart. Her usual brutality and willfulness are not to attract his attention?
Today he was a little special, and he took the initiative to hold her hand. You must know that although he is open-minded, he is really above ten thousand people, and he is a superior person, but his heart is not very confident and wavering, and he has never had the courage to take the initiative to hold her hand. Although she knew that he had a good impression of her, she never took the initiative to show it. He seems to have many rules and regulations in his heart, and when he faces her alone, he will always be inexplicably embarrassed. This is completely different from the man at this time.
At this time, men regard women as private property and never care about their feelings, let alone care and love them carefully. And his embarrassment is respect for her and respect for women. Although it seemed a little squirming compared to most men at this time, it made her heart feel inexplicably stable.
Of course, Dong Xing'er didn't know that this was the result of the dual effect of the reality of more men and fewer women after 2,000 years and the moral thought of respecting others. Guo Bin is a very traditional person, he has only been in love once in his previous life, and he feels that the most exciting thing in this life is the moment of kissing his girlfriend's lips. You can imagine how lonely and lonely he is with extremely fast hands and nimble fingers, and how conservative and outdated his thinking is.
Guo Bin, who lives in the 21st century, actually believes in love. The love model he longed for turned out to be old-fashioned: eating, shopping, and watching movies. He is even willing to use his monthly living expenses in exchange for the goddess to smile at him, because this may make him wake up laughing in the middle of the night, and he can even continue to lust until the goddess gives birth to a child for him, and their family of three has lived happily ever after.
After being reborn, Guo Bin has indeed changed a lot. Probably unconsciously, he became more confident, and he began to dare to express his thoughts in front of everyone, although most of the time it was a last resort, and even spoke much louder. And the reason why he was able to do this may be due in large part to the fact that he is not fully integrated into the world.
It is precisely because of this that he can examine and observe the world from a bird's-eye perspective, put forward many new viewpoints and new methods that are extremely constructive, and maintain his psychological superiority in the face of many people of this era, and avoid being ashamed of himself. It is precisely because of this that he got rid of the inferiority complex unique to otaku, so that he was full of self-confidence, until now, he has changed from the inside out, so that his temperament has also changed greatly. This may be the so-called "eight kings" mentioned in many places, right?
However, although Guo Bin's temperament has changed greatly at this time, his mentality is still the poor dick in his previous life when facing people he is very familiar with, and he couldn't help holding Dong Xing'er's hand before, and he mustered up the courage to do it, and if he wants to do this at this time, I am afraid it will be extremely difficult to do it. At this time, leading the horse for Dong Xing'er is natural, as if it was born like this.
Dong Xing'er felt a trace of sweetness in her heart, listened to Guo Bin's words, and said: "Brother Bin, I don't know so many truths, and I don't know what life is for. But I know that I am very happy now. When my father left home for more than half a year and didn't return, I was very sad and depressed. So he rode out of Moyu by himself, saying that it was to find him, but in fact, it was just to distract himself. I know that he was mostly delayed because of something, and with his martial arts, there are probably very few people in the world who can keep him. ”
When Dong Xing'er said this, her little face was full of pride. After a pause, he looked at Guo Bin, who was walking silently leading the horse in front, and continued: "It wasn't until I arrived in Yangzhai and met everyone that I knew that people still have so many responsibilities in this world. As he spoke, he snapped his fingers and said, "There are big girls and two eggs who want to learn to write, and my health team also wants to study medicine, and they have to accompany you, a big stupid cow, to go out." He couldn't help but giggle as he spoke.
Guo Bin was amused by her, obviously she had to come out to relax.
But Dong Xing'er seems to have this ability, no matter how much pressure Guo Bin is or how tired he is, she can make him completely relaxed. This reminded him of the acceptance speech of an actor in his previous life: "Every time I drive a spaceship and fly to the unknown corner of the universe, you always have a way to let me return to Earth safely." ”