Chapter 129: But Say Goodbye
The night breeze of early summer stroked the long hair of the rainbow of tears.
She stumbled back to her courtyard, and saw that the maids had already lit their lamps, the flickering candles dancing, and the golden light in her teary eyes was so sad.
Feather Tear looked at the light that flickered like a jewel, but she didn't want to go back to the room, she wanted to be in a dim environment, so that no one would see her in such pain.
She knew that Bai Qiuchi was destined to leave, so would he still come to see her? Will it be clear that all this is not what he wants.
Said he ...... Will be back, as promised......
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Do you want to talk to Tear Rainbow?
And how to tell it?
Can Tear Rainbow take it?
Unconsciously, Bai Qiuchi still walked to the courtyard of the feather tear rainbow.
The lights are so bright, the tear rainbow should be there.
Hesitating, Bai Qiuchi slowly walked to the door of Yu Tear Rainbow's room.
He stretched out his hand to slam on the door, but stopped just as he was about to touch it, sighed slightly, and slowly lowered his trembling hand.
Maybe...... Would it be better to say goodbye without saying goodbye?
"Autumn Pond." The voice behind him made him slightly stunned, it was a rainbow of tears!
It was the first time she had called him that, as if all of a sudden she had changed from an ignorant little girl to a sensible girl.
This sound made him intoxicated and distressed.
Bai Qiuchi slowly turned around and looked at the person he loved so much but had to leave.
The four eyes met, but they were silent, and they did not move for a long time.
The two of them looked at each other silently, time seemed to stand still, as if they were staying for them, only the night breeze was blowing, which made him feel upset and her heart ache.
"Are you leaving?" Yu Tear Rainbow finally asked.
Tearful ...... Already knew I was leaving? Bai Qiuchi was shocked.
"I heard it all......"
Bai Qiuchi's heart suddenly felt like a knife, and he felt sorry for Yu Tear.
How she wished to hear a negative answer, but Bai Qiuchi was silent.
When did she start hearing it, was it a conversation with Yu Cang, or a conversation with Xie Jingyao? No matter which paragraph it is, it's all painful for her, right?
The person Bai Qiuchi didn't want to hurt the most was Yu Tear Rainbow.
The more he saw her in so much pain now, the more Bai Qiuchi was determined to leave, and he was afraid that if it dragged on, the tears would be even more painful.
The answer is self-explanatory.
"When are you leaving?" She looked into his eyes, and there were imperceptible waves hidden in her resolute eyes.
Qiu Chi he was reluctant...... Yu Tear Hong understands his distress, but she still doesn't want him to go! If he stays, may he really continue to fall into the painful vortex of self-blame, as his father said?
"Tomorrow." As soon as Bai Qiuchi opened his mouth, he found that his voice trembled. Although he had tried his best to restrain himself and his tone was as usual, he could not hide the trembling.
So soon, it's going to be gone tomorrow......
"You...... Will it be back? After all, she asked the question she wanted to ask the most.
Looking at these eyes full of anticipation, the beautiful eyes of the tear rainbow were the beautiful eyes that suffocated him, and they were full of sadness at this time.
He didn't dare to answer, he didn't even dare to breathe.
Bai Qiuchi, who was silent, didn't dare to promise anything like before, because he knew that any promise he made now would be like an weathered stone, and as soon as the wind blew, it would shatter and disappear without a trace.
"Tear Rainbow, I don't want to lie to you, I ...... this question"
"I'll wait for you." Yu Tear Rainbow raised her head and firmly interrupted Bai Qiuchi, "Even if you forget me, even if it collapses in the next second, I won't regret it." ”
"Tear Rainbow, why are you doing this?"
"My mind is up."
"Tear rainbow ......" Bai Qiuchi opened his mouth to call her, but he didn't dare to say anything to respond to her.
Yu Tear smiled, shook his head lightly to signal that he didn't need to say anything, walked to the door and opened the door.
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When I returned to the room and closed the door, the tears of the feather rainbow couldn't stop flowing out, like beads of broken threads. She sat down on the ground, covering her mouth and not daring to make a sound.
She knew that Bai Qiuchi had not left.
Bai Qiuchi stood outside the door, no matter how strong he was, he couldn't help but burst into tears, at this time, the two lines of clear tears were shrouded in the moonlight, flashing with a crystal clear faint light, as if they were making a final prayer for their crystal clear love.
Bai Qiuchi could feel that the tears behind the door were still secretly sobbing, but he pinched himself hard, desperately trying to stop the urge to hug her and comfort her.
No, can't stay here anymore!
I'm sorry, Tear Rainbow. I'm sorry, I'm really sorry......
Bai Qiuchi didn't dare to make a sound, he ran out with pain and apologies.
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He's gone......
Yu Tear Rainbow could feel the breath of Bai Qiuchi gradually walking away.
Akichi, I don't blame you.
It's just, why is God so cruel and wants to torture us so much?
Brother, tell me, what should I do? What should I do?
Ren Tear Rainbow called out for a thousand times, and all she answered was the gust of wind.
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Xie Jingyao, as a girl, is pitifully simple in her outfit.
She is used to walking the rivers and lakes, there are few things, and now the dark rudder of the night brake is all over, and many items can be stored and taken at any time.
After Bai Qiuchi left, she used a signal to call the white pigeon, the helmsman of Suzhou Dark Rudder. The white pigeon is deeply loved and trusted by the "Night Brake" Ning Yue, and Ning Yue's proficient disguise technique is also taught.
Ning Yue likes to make up as an old man, but she likes to dress up as a young man, and she acts like a man on weekdays, and even many people in the dark don't know that she is a daughter.
She also likes to study magic and illusion, and her ostensible identity in the rivers and lakes is that she is a magician, but in fact, she performs on various occasions and gathers intelligence. Because of her handsome appearance and acting talent, she has become the object of competition among the female dependents, and in order to win the favor of the female dependents, the dignitaries and nobles often invite her to perform.
"Miss Jing Yao." The white dove even spoke in a refreshing voice, and she shook the moon-shaped token in her hand.
"Sister White Pigeon is still so handsome." Xie Jingyao smiled, and half of the snow-colored carved jade pendant on her hand was covered with moonlight.
"That's it." The white pigeon smiled evilly, and immediately asked again, "What is the so-called matter of coming to me in such a hurry?" ”
"Please contact Sister Ning Yue as soon as possible, and say that you are ready to welcome the young master tomorrow, and this matter is confidential and urgent."
"Okay, I'll send a few henchmen to pick you up tomorrow."
"Good work." Xie Jingyao nodded, and handed the letter written by Bai Qiuchi to Ye Yinxiao in his hand to Bai Ge, "This letter is bothering you to send someone to the Tongyou Sect and hand it over to the Lord of the Ye Sect in person." ”
"No problem." After taking the letter and putting it away, the white pigeon smiled, "Let's go!" ”
As soon as she snapped her fingers, she suddenly turned into a flock of white doves and flew away, and her snow-white feathers fluttered and fell.
Xie Jingyao leaned against the door, looked at the flock of pigeons in the distance, and shook his head.
It's still such an exaggeration!
She saw my distressed look and wanted me to be happy, right?
A shallow smile hung on the corner of Xie Jingyao's mouth.
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This night, Bai Qiuchi and Yu Tear Rainbow both slept badly, and nightmares continued.
Early in the morning, the sky was slightly bright, the morning wind was a little chilly, and the dew was still swirling on the branches.
Bai Qiuchi and Xie Jingyao were ready to set off.
This time, arranged by Xie Jingyao, they will first take a boat to Mingzhou to gather, and the white pigeon will meet them at the ferry.
Zhenqing walked over to them with a rainbow of tears.
She wore a thin cloak and looked haggard.
"Let me send you again." Yu Tearhong's eyes were red and swollen, and there were a thousand words in her tear-soaked eyes.
"I'll ride over to hand over the luggage first, and Qiuchi will accompany Tear Rainbow in the carriage." Xie Jingyao wanted to give them a chance to say goodbye.
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Zhenqing and the people who drove the car sat outside, and Bai Qiuchi and Yu Tear Rainbow sat side by side in the carriage.
There have been many times to ride in the carriage with Tear Rainbow, but this time it was so stressful.
Bai Qiuchi turned his head to look at Yu Tear Rainbow, and each other appeared in their eyes.
"Tear Rainbow, you have to take care of yourself." Bai Qiuchi felt that he had said something very useless.
"There are a lot of people around me, but Akichi is out there with a lot of dangers...... Million...... Take care. Feather Tear's voice trembled.
I told myself countless times, I can't cry, I can't cry, but the tears can't stop rolling in my eyes.
Bai Qiuchi's heart ached when he saw her so sad, and he couldn't help but want to grab her hand, but he clenched his fists again.
He didn't dare to give her hope, and he didn't dare to give himself hope.
"I'll take good care." Bai Qiuchi replied firmly, maybe this is what he can still promise to tear.
"Will you write to me?"
"Tear Rainbow, I just want you to live a safe and happy life, so ......"
"No, I won't forget you." Hearts are connected, so Yu Tear knows what he wants to say.
"Tearful ......"
"Of course I won't forget, it's hard to forget someone, let alone you, who loves you deeply. Our good memories are still there, obviously you are still by my side, why do you want to cut it off with a knife?
I don't dare to keep you, but I also want you to know that even if you are not around, even if you don't know where you are, there is still someone who cares about you, and it will not change no matter what.
What if people laugh at me for being stupid? It's my own choice, and you don't have to blame yourself. ”
Feather Tear Rainbow barely managed to squeeze out a smile, and she whispered.
"Tearful Rainbow...... Sorry ......"
"Don't say you're sorry, you can't be blamed for that." Yu Tear Hong looked at Qiu Chi's eyes full of worry and said, "I will also try my best so that you don't have to worry about ......"
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The horse-drawn carriage riders had tried to slow as hard as they could, but they finally reached the ferry.
Xie Jingyao was already waiting there, but the people who were secretly braked did not deliberately wear masks or anything like that to cover their faces, they usually had an identity on the surface, and they would not be exposed easily.
The stakes are very high, and everyone who joins the dark brake has gone through strict screening, so after so many years of development, a certain scale has been formed.
Bai Qiuchi jumped out of the car first, and then carefully helped Yu Tear Rainbow to get out of the car.
Touching each other's hands again, both of them trembled.
Why are Tear Rainbow's hands so cold...... Looking at the haggard feather tears, Bai Qiuchi's heart twitched, how could he rest assured?
Yu Tear Hong clasped her hands, and there was still a little bit of Bai Qiuchi's temperature on it, she was reluctant, how reluctant she was to let go.
"Zhenqing, you must take care of the tear rainbow." Bai Qiuchi explained earnestly.
"I, I will." Zhenqing couldn't help but shed tears when she saw them in such pain.
"Zhenqing, don't cry, don't cry." Yu Tear Rainbow comforted Zhenqing instead.