Chapter 633: Li Ziyuan, whose brain is very messy
Gritted his teeth, left the medicine that Li Ziyuan should take orally, and told Li Ziyuan not to break open the wound. Although he was extremely reluctant in his heart, Tang Qiao still resolutely turned around and walked out. She wants to be quiet by herself, but now she doesn't want to face Chang Juan, nor does she want to face Li Ziyuan. Otherwise, her heart would only hurt even more.
In fact, as early as when Chang Juan first came to Li Ziyuan, after seeing Chang Juan again, Tang Qiao's heart was somewhat sad. Tang Qiao knew that he could come to visit Li Ziyuan, and the women who were not intercepted by the guards outside must have an unusual relationship with Li Ziyuan. At least within the troops, there must have been a certain amount of recognition.
The conversation between the two people after meeting also proves that the relationship between the two people is not ordinary. And compared with this female cadre, she is too different from her background and others. Especially when she used to be the wife of a big traitor, she put herself at a disadvantage in this regard.
Although it was not my willingness, I was also forced to be helpless. But this makes it easy for him to attract some gossip when he gets along with Li Ziyuan. This stain on my body may not be washed away for a lifetime. I have already hurt my fiancΓ©, and I can't hurt another man anymore.
Tang Qiao, who was still a little unwilling in his heart, but helpless, could only choose to leave now. After walking out of the room where Li Ziyuan was, looking at the house, the tears in Tang Qiao's eyes fell. She knew that maybe what happened last night could only be seen as a dream she had had. That warm embrace will never be your own.
Tang Qiao, who left in a hurry, didn't know that behind her, Chang Juan's eyes had been looking at her beautiful back. Tang Qiao faced Chang Juan, who was full of heroism, and felt a little inferior in his heart. In fact, looking at Tang Qiao's plump, delicate figure, and comparing the shriveled green bean-like figure in his Li Ziyuan's mouth, Chang Juan was also a little annoyed.
Although she is not the kind of girl who cares too much about her figure, Chang Juan is also a woman no matter how she says it. Facing a woman with a better figure than herself, it is normal for her to be somewhat jealous in her heart. Especially when facing the lover in her heart, with such a woman with such a good figure by her side to compare, Chang Juan's discomfort in her heart can be imagined.
Looking at Chang Juan's face, she suddenly became red and blue for a while. Li Ziyuan, who didn't know what Chang Juan was thinking at all, stepped forward and touched the back of Chang Juan's head, shook his head and said with some confusion: "There is no fever here, why is this face so red?" Is it because you are tired, or you haven't rested well? β
Regarding Li Ziyuan's somewhat nerve-wracking actions, Chang Juan, who had woken up from his distraction, did not politely slap his hand directly, and repeatedly puzzled this guy with his amorous actions, and said with a little annoyance: "You just have a fever, you still have a high fever." β
I don't know why Chang Juan suddenly became a little angry Li Ziyuan, glared at him: "You also said that my conscience was eaten by a dog, I see that your conscience was eaten by a dog." Didn't I see that your face was flushed, and I was worried that you were overworked and caused by physical discomfort. You still say I have a fever, yes, I had a high fever last night, and the fever only went away this morning. β
Hearing Li Ziyuan say that he had a high fever all night last night, Chang Juan's previous resentment towards this incomprehensible guy immediately disappeared. Only then did I remember that Chang Juan, who was still injured on Li Ziyuan's body, immediately changed from a lion on the east side of the river with teeth and claws to a gentle, cute and understanding little sister next door.
She hurriedly pressed Li Ziyuan down on the kang, leaned the quilt against Li Ziyuan's back, made him more comfortable when he leaned against the wall, and put on his coat. I also touched the door of his head, and I didn't let go until I was cold. However, Chang Juan, who was still a little uncomfortable in her heart, stuffed the sulfonamide left by Tang Qiao into Li Ziyuan's mouth, almost choking Li Ziyuan.
After watching him eat it, he said, "Isn't it just right to have a fever?" With your Dr. Yang who chased you here from the headquarters hospital, you don't have a high fever overnight. It is estimated that even if you burn into a fool, it will not be a big deal. You have a fever and are injured, so it's just a chance for that Dr. Yang to take care of you and stay overnight, isn't it? β
Hearing that Chang Juan's tone was quite abnormal, Li Ziyuan had just drunk a sip of water, and almost all of it squirted out. pointed to Chang Juan in front of him, and said as if he had seen a monster: "Hey, why is it wrong for me to hear what you say." Dr. Yang, who just showed me the injury, what does it have to do with me? β
"Don't talk nonsense, what kind of opportunity to stay overnight, if it spreads, the old horse will have to find me desperately. The people who are all county magistrates are still talking nonsense. Speaking out, is it irresponsible to comrades? When did you become so cautious, girl? β
Speaking of this, Li Ziyuan suddenly felt something, looked at Chang Juan in front of him with some suspicion and said, "I said Comrade Chang Juan, your words and attitude today are a little abnormal. Usually you're not like this, what you say is beyond your words, how do I feel like you're jealous? β
Thinking that Yang Jing might have taken care of Li Ziyuan all night last night, Chang Juan, who was indeed a little jealous, was exposed by Li Ziyuan, and her face was a little embarrassed. And for this guy to pretend to be stupid, he is quite annoyed. Chang Juan, who was always making himself angry and forgetting that he was still injured, was not polite, and pinched his thigh directly.
was attacked suddenly, and he didn't expect Chang Juan's hand to be so strong, and Li Ziyuan's face immediately turned purple eggplant. Fortunately, Chang Juan just taught him a lesson, and when he saw the strap on Li Ziyuan's shoulder, he remembered that this guy was still injured, and hurriedly let go of the hand that was twisting the flesh on Li Ziyuan's thigh.
Li Ziyuan, who was pinched and grinned, rubbed the pinched position on his thigh, and smiled bitterly at Chang Juan: "Girl, you are not like you today." Before I was jealous next time, I thought about investigating and eating, Dr. Yang and Political Commissar Ma were about to do something, what does it have to do with others. β
"If you spread this, Lao Ma will not have to shoot me with one shot. Besides, what kind of jealousy do you eat about this? If you are like this, that man will dare to pursue you in the future. Anyway, if you're a girl, you'd better be gentle, and you're really ready to be an old girl. β
Regarding Li Ziyuan's words, Chang Juan seemed to have been hit hard in his heart. Seeing that this guy was silent for a long time, Li Ziyuanzhi, who was a little stunned, said a little lost: "Why, I annoy you so much, so that you are so looking forward to my marriage?" β
Speaking of this, Chang Juan fixed his mind and said: "Also, I am not gentle and considerate, and I can't even cook." There is no exquisite figure and any high education, and there is no beautiful appearance. Maybe even in the eyes of some people, I'm not even a woman, why do people like me? β
Chang Juan's voice fell, and Li Ziyuan, who heard the meaning in her tone, looked at Chang Juan, who was a little lost. smiled and said, "Girl, don't be discouraged." I think there are some things that will take time to prove. The person you like may just not be able to twist some bends. Give him a little more time, and I think maybe he'll figure it out. β
Hearing Li Ziyuan's words, Chang Juan shook her head a little sadly and said, "Is it useful?" Some people's hearts, no matter how long they last, are like stones that cannot melt or warm them. I'm also an ordinary woman, and I also know that I'm tired. Maybe I've waited too long, and my heart is cold. β
Maybe he was really hurt by Li Ziyuan, maybe he said it so many times openly and secretly, but he never got a response from Li Ziyuan. After such a long period of mental torment, Chang Juan really felt tired. When she said this, Chang Juan's face seemed to inadvertently shed two lines of tears.
This is the first time that Chang Juan has shed tears in front of him after so many years of getting along with Li Ziyuan. These two clear tears pierced Li Ziyuan's heart like two steel knives. Even Li Ziyuan, who has always been a little arrogant, has never felt so sorry for the woman in front of him as he did today.
Facing the tears on Chang Juan's face, the distressed Li Ziyuan sighed: "Your mind, that person's heart is also fleshy, and it is not really a stubborn stone." It's not that your heart doesn't understand, and it's not that it's not softened at all. It's just that there are still some hurdles in his heart that have not passed, and he needs to be given some more time. β
After saying this, Li Ziyuan got off the kang, pressed Chang Juan down on the kang and covered her with his quilt. Said softly: "The most important thing for you now is to rest, sleep well and recuperate." Wait until tomorrow, maybe a good result awaits you. β
Maybe it's really tired, maybe it's because of the long-term emotional entanglement with Li Ziyuan to no avail, which caused overexhaustion. Under Li Ziyuan's comfort, Chang Juan really fell asleep. Looking at Chang Juan's tear-stained sleeping posture, Li Ziyuan shook his head and walked out. When he was about to go out, he told Chang Juan's guards not to let anyone disturb Chang Juan's rest.
And when Chang Juan was resting in the room, Li Ziyuan did not go far. The fact that his injuries had not healed and that he had bled too much had made it impossible for him to go far. He sat on a big rock outside the house, looking at the mountains not far away and the sky that was still overcast despite the rain and didn't know what he was thinking.
In fact, Li Ziyuan's brain is very messy now, the tears on Chang Juan's face just now, Guo Xiaoshan's eyes when he was dying, and Liu Cui's face that he has never forgotten, as well as the loss when Tang Qiao left before, like a marquee, alternately appeared in front of him in turn.
It can be said that among several women, Liu Cui, who is the first woman of Li Ziyuan in two lives, Li Ziyuan has not forgotten it for a moment. It's just that this initial relationship has lost its trace with Liu Cui's family. Li Ziyuan, who can't be found, can only be buried in his heart, and there is no way to talk to anyone.
Guo Xiaoshan's feelings for Li Ziyuan, Li Ziyuan is still clear. One thing Li Ziyuan is sure of is that he just treats her as a sister all the time, and there is no relationship between men and women. Regarding Guo Xiaoshan's sacrifice, Li Ziyuan did feel abnormal pain and sadness. But that's just the pain and sadness of losing a loved one, not the love of oneself.
As for Chang Juan, Li Ziyuan can't say that he has no feelings at all. It's just that his relationship with Chang Juan, with five points, after Liu Cui's disappearance, there was a relationship between the two of them. There are three or two people who have fought side by side together, and the kind of comradeship that arises from life and death together. There are even two points, a different kind of family relationship generated by two people working together for a long time.