In the room, Shang Di slowly loosened Tang Yi's collar.

Tang Yi's voice was not loud, but it made Shang Di feel like a knife.

"Boy, from today onwards, you are a soldier, but the soldier has to fight the enemy with real swords and guns, are you afraid?"

The voice of the past lingered in my ears, and I couldn't imagine that just a few years later, this sentence would make Shangdi ashamed.

"Tang Yi, our soldiers, it is our duty to obey orders, and the superiors are also for the sake of Long Ying, we don't kill the enemy on the front line, we can also serve as instructors in the rear to train better soldiers, isn't this also a glory for us?"

Shandy gritted his teeth, he was actually very uncomfortable when he said this.

Because back then, he was also a front-line officer, performing difficult tasks with his comrades, and under the impermanence of life and death, he lived very comfortably.

As a soldier, it is not just to go into battle to kill the enemy, just like a tiger entering a zoo.

There is no hardship of survival in the wild, and in the same way, there is no blood of happiness and revenge.

But he is now the coach of Dragon Shadow, and he, who is responsible for training recruits, actually doesn't want to do this.

If Long Ying is disqualified from the front-line mission, Tang Yi can only move around the country even if he is wearing a military uniform.

"Glory? I let me go back? How do I explain to my comrades lying on the back hillside? How do you make them blind? We are soldiers, soldiers who are not afraid of life and death, for the sake of the mission, we can not even want our lives, but now, after they sacrifice, do I want to take the glory they exchanged for their lives to shrink in the mountains? What will Sun Le think of me? What will Susu think of me? My dragon head has become a turtle with a shrunken head! ”

Tang Yi's face turned red, his eyes were bloodshot, and all his grievances had been vented these days.

"At the beginning, when Su Su sacrificed me and collapsed, you told me that as a soldier, death is not terrible, and the living people must carry the will of their comrades to continue to move forward, and I am alive for Su Su to live, so I accepted a special mission, but now? I carry the expectations of so many comrades-in-arms, and I am burdened with the reputation of the Dragon Shadow, but I want to rest? Do you know, this is worse than letting me die, I can't stand the honor of the dragon shadow, I can't stand the future that my brothers have laid out with their lives, so do I still have the face to go back! ”

Tang Yi's roar was a little hysterical, and the sound spread outside, and those old people also felt the decline of a good bow.

Not being able to fight on the battlefield is the biggest humiliation for Tang Yi, especially those veterans.

They are old and have retired, but the arrogance in their bones is still there.

Those who have served as soldiers have a kind of glory of defending their families and defending the country, not to mention that Tang Yi is still fighting on the front line.

"Tang Yi, I understand your grievances, but you also have to understand that the research considerations of the superiors are also for the future of Long Ying, you take good care of your body first, and after a few years, we are getting it back, as long as we have this ability, the superiors will definitely consider it!"

Shang Di sighed, how could he not empathize with Tang Yi's grievances.

But after all, the superiors have the considerations of the superiors, especially the current Dragon Shadow Brigade, with the sacrifice of the Dragon Tooth Sun Le, the entire Dragon Shadow is empty.

Such a dragon shadow is simply not capable of performing a first-level task.

Even though Tang Yi, the dragon head, was still there, his illness made his combat effectiveness sharply reduced.

In such a state, I'm afraid that even Shang Di has to admit that Dragon Shadow is weak.

A country's weapons cannot be used for the sake of friendship and former honor, but with old ones.

Not only the superiors will not agree, but also the special forces in other theaters of operations.

"Wait? How long to wait? You know very well that once we are deprived of the right to a first-level mission, all the privileges and equipment for selecting soldiers will be reduced, and the dragon shadow will not exist in name only? ”

As a first-level mission-carrying force, the equipment is naturally the most advanced, and it also has the privilege of recruiting from all over the country.

It will not hinder the independence of the military region, as long as the person that Long Ying fancies, he can directly pull Dragon Shadow to it.

Not to mention the rest, this privilege alone is enough to make all special operations teams envious.

The blue tendons on his forehead were rising, Tang Yi's eyes widened, and all the grievances were now bursting out like a flood.

"I know that I am a soldier, and I have never forgotten my mission, so when the general installed Li Jia by my side, I knew that she was cooperating with me, but in fact she was just spying on me, and it is very likely that she has been ordered, if I make a mistake, I will be executed on the spot, I can bear this kind of thing!"

Tang Yi didn't know, he just pretended to be confused, because of his soldiers, he recognized.

"After returning to China, the surveillance of me has never relaxed, after my disappearance, all the troops and police in the entire Northern Theater have been dispatched, in their hearts, I am a fugitive, in your hearts, I am a murderer who will kill at any time, in everyone's hearts, I am a dangerous person, even if I am loyal to the motherland to guard against me, but I am a soldier, I also admit it!"

Clenching his fists, Tang Yi's eyes were red, and Shang Di couldn't say a word after saying anything.

"However, now I am not allowed to go to the battlefield, but I understand this battlefield, and I shed blood and sweat on this battlefield, whenever I live and die, I remember that I am a soldier, I am fighting for the country, for the sake of more than a billion people, I am proud, even if I die, I am also worthy of the responsibility on my shoulders, and I am worthy of the name of the soldier of the Chinese People's Liberation Army, but now you let me leave, let me give up, let me return to China to be a safe instructor, have you thought about my feelings?" Have you ever thought about those comrades who died? ”

Tang Yi's shouts were heartbreaking, and tears swirled in his eyes, but they would not flow.

Suddenly, the furious Tang Yi spurted out a mouthful of blood, followed by a close of his eyes, and the whole person fell forward.

Fortunately, Shang Di's hands were quick and he grabbed his body, and the people who had been outside also hurriedly walked in.

"Don't worry, don't worry, I'll see!"

A wisp of white beard stepped forward, and after letting Shang Di put Tang Yiping on the bed, he reached out and pinched his vein.

"How is he? Is it a recurrence of an old injury? ”

Shang Di couldn't help but ask, everyone knows that the toxin in Tang Yi's heart is a bomb that will detonate at any time.

"There is nothing more mournful than the death of the heart, and the death of the heart is nothing more than a smile, and the anger and attack the heart cause old troubles!"

Huohuatuo stroked his beard, Tang Yi's heartache caused old wounds, and this fainting was just an eruption that had accumulated for a long time.

Hearing this, everyone was silent, and it was obvious that Tang Yi was really sad this time.

(End of chapter)