Chapter 2 Survive as My Woman
After five days in a coma, Qiu Luoxue finally woke up. It's like sleeping a lot, but when I wake up, I find that my chest hurts a little.
The first time Qiu Luoxue opened her eyes, she saw Xia Zimo sitting on the edge of the bed watching the folds. Like Qiu Luoxue's previous observations, Xia Zimo was also very serious this time. The candlelight sprinkled on his body was still charming.
Xia Zimo has recently developed the habit of watching the folds while looking at Qiu Luoxue from time to time. When he set his eyes on Qiu Luoxue again, he was surprised to find that she had her eyes open.
Seeing Qiu Luoxue wake up, Xia Zimo excitedly put the song aside and asked, "When did you wake up?" Feeling better? ”
Before Qiu Luoxue could answer his words, Xia Zimo turned his head and called again: "Jin Fu, quickly call the imperial doctor."
After lying down for so many days, Qiu Luoxue was a little uncomfortable, so she reluctantly wanted to get up, Xia Zimo hurriedly went over to support her, and said, "The injury is not there yet, lie down."
"I've been lying down for too long, I'm a little uncomfortable, and I want to sit down." Qiu Luoxue said, perhaps because she hadn't spoken for a long time, she felt that her voice was a little hoarse.
"I'll help you up, be careful." Xia Zimo said and gently helped Qiu Luoxue up.
I didn't notice it when I was lying down, but when Qiu Luoxue sat up, I found that my hair was scattered. The frightened emotions are first expressed in the eyes, then slowly penetrate into each layer of the skin, and finally implant in the heart.
"The Emperor...... Your Majesty, I ......" Qiu Luoxue was already so frightened that she was incoherent.
Compared with Qiu Luoxue's fright, Xia Zimo's performance was very calm, he hooked his lips and said with a smile: "I already know." Your identity. Why didn't you tell me? During this time, I was very entangled because of you. I thought I liked a man, and I didn't dare to show my heart, but I couldn't suppress my inner emotions. Many times I wanted to tell you, but I didn't dare to say it. Thought our relationship was going to end here......"
Saying that, Xia Zimo took Qiu Luoxue's hand with a happy expression and said, "But now it's okay, it turns out that you are a woman." When you know this, do you know how lucky I am? I felt so happy in that moment. ”
Qiu Luoxue listened to Xia Zimo's words, she was very moved, she felt his feelings for her, and she was also very glad that he did not punish her for the crime of bullying the king because she hid her identity from him. But listening to it, she had a vague premonition in her heart.
Sure enough, Xia Zimo said: "I fell in love with you, probably a long time ago, I don't know when, and when I found out that I liked you, I couldn't extricate myself." So, stay with me and be my concubine. ”
"I ......," Qiu Luoxue said slowly, "I don't want to be Your Majesty's concubine." ”
Xia Zimo was stunned for a moment, but he quickly smiled self-deprecatingly and said, "It's me who said it wrong, it's not the concubine, it's the queen, I will make you the most noble and happiest woman in Daqin."
Qiu Luoxue looked at Xia Zimo, he was so happy, with a happy smile on his face, full of expectations for a better future. Seeing him like this, Qiu Luoxue really couldn't bear to hit him. However, she is also reluctant to share her lover with other women. If that's the case, she'd rather not have that love.
Qiu Luoxue slowly withdrew her hand and said to Xia Zimo in a very heavy voice: "I don't want to be Your Majesty's queen. More precisely, I don't want to be His Majesty's woman. ”
Hearing Qiu Luoxue's answer, the smile on Xia Zimo's face disappeared little by little, and he asked, "Why?"
"Before I came back from the Seven Feathers Country, I told Your Majesty that what I hope is that I will have a couple for the rest of my life, but Your Majesty can't give me that kind of life." Qiu Luoxue said.
Xia Zimo looked at Qiu Luoxue, the smile in his eyes disappeared completely, and the happy mood in the past few days was also swept away.
"It seems that we can only be kings and ministers." Qiu Luoxue finally said that she was also in a bad mood when she said this, how could she be happy to say these words against her will?
I thought that after discovering the identity of Qiu Luoxue's woman, she would usher in a bright day. Unexpectedly, it was a longer period of sadness.
"But if I find out who you are, I won't be able to go back to the past." Xia Zimo said, his tone of voice next was a little cold, even threatening.
"Either live as my woman, or be executed for the crime of bullying, you choose."
"What you said today, I think you just woke up, your mind is not clear, and you are talking nonsense. But later, when I come back to ask you, I'll answer after you've figured it out. ”
After saying this, Xia Zimo left. He waited expectantly for Qiu Luoxue to wake up, but got this answer. When I heard Qiu Luoxue say that she didn't want to, it was like slashing his heart with a knife.
Heartache, powerlessness, and more sadness. At first, he thought he was in love with someone he couldn't love, so he was sad. Now he is even more saddened by the unwillingness of the person he loves to be his woman. This love, from the beginning with a sad color, I don't know what the end will be?
Qiu Luoxue looked at Xia Zimo's back as she left, and a sad look slowly appeared in her eyes. If it was an impossible relationship in the first place, why did they still let them love each other?
After getting along for so long, she can probably guess Xia Zimo's feelings for her, but she doesn't know if that feeling is out of love or something else, and she doesn't know how much Xia Zimo can pay for that feeling.
She would not ask Xia Zimo to dismiss the harem and leave her alone, so it would be very disadvantageous for Xia Zimo to guard his country. However, she was also unwilling to enter Xia Zimo's harem and compete with those women for Xia Zimo's favor, which would be detrimental to her pursuit of happiness and freedom.
The last thing Xia Zimo said was obviously angry. But she didn't know if she could withstand Xia Zimo's anger.
Leaving Qiu Luoxue, Xia Zimo has been gloomy all the time, and the people around him don't even dare to come out of the atmosphere when they see him like this.
"I obviously said that I am very satisfied with me, but I don't want to be my woman, it's really inconsistent with words and deeds." Xia Zimo said to himself, he was in a bad mood now, worse than ever.
"Jin Fu, you personally prepare some meals for Prime Minister Qiu to send over, be lighter." Xia Zimo suddenly thought that Qiu Luoxue hadn't eaten for so long, so he immediately arranged.
"Yes." Kim Bok replied that he would go and prepare the meal immediately.
After this unpleasant conversation, Xia Zimo didn't visit Qiu Luoxue for three days, which seemed to give her some time to think. During this period, Qiu Luoxue would also think of the problems with Xia Zimo from time to time, but every time there was no result.
"Alas~ I knew that I would leave myself a gold medal for avoiding death." Qiu Luoxue said sadly.
"If you should have insisted on resigning and going into hiding, there wouldn't have been so much trouble."
"I'm such a fool, why should I go over to block the sword, not only am I injured, but my identity is also exposed."
"It's all to blame Cai Ying, I wouldn't have saved him if I knew it." Thinking of the assassin at the Heaven Sacrifice Ceremony, Qiu Luoxue said angrily, if it weren't for him, Qiu Luoxue's identity would not be revealed.
When Qiu Luoxue was able to get out of bed, she tried to leave the palace, but there were guards arranged by Xia Zimo outside the palace, and she couldn't find a chance at all.
When Qiu Luoxue was once again blocked back by the guards outside the hall, she walked back to the hall in despair and said, "If Nie Shishi is here at this time, he will definitely be able to take me away."
"Either live as my woman or die as a deception, you choose."
At this time, Qiu Luoxue suddenly remembered the dilemma given by Xia Zimo.
"I said that this person is really, I am your life-saver, I didn't even say thank you, I actually threw such a difficult question to me, I knew I wouldn't save you." Thinking of that sentence, Qiu Luoxue said angrily.
"I've got a crush on you." Qiu Luoxue's mind suddenly popped up Xia Zimo's confession, and she had to say that that paragraph made her heart pound.
"Heh, who allowed you to like me, and you can't give me the life you want, why do you like me, really."
Thinking back too much about Xia Zimo's words made Qiu Luoxue's already chaotic heart even more chaotic. But what can be done? The disaster has already been broken, and we still have to find a way to solve it.
Xia Zimo has been gloomy in recent days, whether it is up or down, it has always been an expression, and the tone of his speech is also cold, and he hasn't laughed for a long time. This is too much of a contrast from the previous one. It made the people of the court and the central government panic, and everyone was very afraid that the displeasure of Long Yan who accidentally provoked them would lead to death, so they were careful in doing things and talking.
Xia Zimo thought that Qiu Luoxue would take the initiative to find him, but she has not moved in the past few days. This kind of ininitiative made Xia Zimo realize Qiu Luoxue's choice.
"Is it really that difficult to be my woman?"
Xia Zimo, who was originally watching the twists and turns, thought of Qiu Luoxue's behavior, and had no intention of watching the twists anymore.
"If you don't like me, why give me those delusions? Why do you want to accept my kiss? Why did you block that sword for me? ”
Thinking of all the things he had with Qiu Luoxue, Xia Zimo couldn't sit still anymore and dealt with the twists and turns, so he got up and walked towards the Qilong Hall where Qiu Luoxue lived.
Today, just today, he decided to listen to Qiu Luoxue's answer. He never thought of giving up Qiu Luoxue, and he never thought of giving up his feelings. I just feel that no matter what method is used, Qiu Luoxue must be his woman. Even if it's a threat, even if she doesn't want to.
"Your Majesty is ......" Jin Fu's Yali voice sounded, and Xia Zimo set off to Qilong Hall in this voice.
Qiu Luoxue's wound was not yet complete, and there would be a faint pain when the range of movement was large, but she still decided to find Xia Zimo to make it clear. She had figured out the answer to that question.