Chapter 7 I only wish to be a passerby from now on
She didn't have anything, but when she heard the general's words, the pen under her sleeve shook restlessly, she squeezed the pen tightly, but even her hand was shaken by the pen, and she felt that she couldn't control her body, and suddenly a wave of dizziness hit, and her eyes fell black.
Duo'er, who was originally waiting on the sidelines, hurriedly ran over at this moment and called anxiously, "Girl? Girl? Wake up. Girl? The general's face was also full of anxiety at the moment, seeing that she didn't seem to be a fake, he quickly stepped down from the pavilion and walked to Fumei Garden with Wusu in his arms, and instructed the guards to call the doctor.
The world of Wusu was dark, there was a faint smell of familiarity and unfamiliarity from the tip of her nose, her head was dizzy, she tried to open her eyes but couldn't see anything, she was a little scared, she continued to grope her way forward in the dark, and suddenly stepped on the air, and she fell into another world.
A world that may be once oneself and winter birth.
The snowy world, the world is full of endless white, she can only float forward slowly, suddenly there is a crisp and crisp laughter of unbridled happiness in her ears, although she has not seen him, but she listens to such laughter once, it is difficult to forget in this life, I want to be a young woman, the voice is like snow and wind wrapped around the bell to play as pleasant and moving, she followed the sound to find the past, it turned out that the sound was from the high wall kept coming out, she did not realize it, she had crossed the high wall, standing in the corner.
The woman who heard the laughter was wearing a bright red dress, and at the moment her back was facing her, and was hitting the snow that was piled up on the side with a dead branch, and she first held the branch tightly in her hand, and then struck hard, and the snow scattered far away at once, and Xu was so happy that she stepped on a dead branch and almost fell to the ground without noticing her feet for a while.
She didn't care at all, stabilized her body, turned around, smiling like a flower, her spirit was flying, her warm and smug gaze fell to the side, Wu Su only saw a man sitting next to him in white, almost integrated with the snow, the man had a happy and comfortable smile on the corner of his mouth, and looked at the woman next to him with a warm smile, although he looked younger and thinner at this time, but Wu Su still recognized it at a glance, he was a general Dongsheng, different young and childish Dongsheng.
And the woman, she is very familiar, but her smile is so bright that she can't recognize it.
How could she have seen herself smile so openly, and she looked at Dongsheng's eyes, affectionate and focused, with real and sincere feelings, Wusu didn't remember this feeling of deep love, so she couldn't understand, couldn't understand why she still cast such strong feelings knowing that all this was virtual.
She walked over, this former Wusu that she had forgotten, happy as the free Xia on the horizon, the unscrupulous Wusu, she stood next to her, watching her unconsciously continue to jump and step on the dead branches for a while, and for a while she slapped the snow and threw stones wantonly, she never forgot the man next to her, and always ran over from time to time to warm her hands under his warm fox fur, raised her head and happily chatted with him about the most ordinary but warmest words in the world.
She could feel that she really loved the man next to her, without scruples, with sincerity.
She was a little frightened, such a self is simply dead, because for her current self, the former Wusu, in this world, they are just passers-by, she enters this story, it is like the next game of chess, this game, they will only pull out, how can they ignore reality for the sake of one of the chess-like characters, throw their whole heart into it, regardless of the consequences, even if the chess is a phase, it is too irrational.
Her head began to feel faint again, and her whole person was like riding a boat, feeling that she was withdrawn from the time that belonged to the former Wusu and Dongsheng in this world of memories.
She closed her eyes and waited for the pain to subside. When she opened her eyes, the scene completely changed, it was the room where Fu Meiyuan lived, it was dark in front of her, she closed her eyes, and only opened them again when her eyes were a little more adapted, but she was startled.
The man in white in her mind just now was sitting on the edge of the bed with cold eyes in ink clothes at the moment, she thought of the warm and soft gaze he had in her dream like spring water and snow, and then saw the general who was looking at her unpredictably at the moment, and her mood was complicated.
In the end, most of the time she was responsible for him, and she felt guilty. But there are some things she has to say clearly, sometimes the more people feel soft-hearted and ambiguous, the more harm they cause to others in the end, and she doesn't want to repeat it once she misses it.
"I don't know what happened to us before, what we went through, but I can tell the general clearly and clearly that I have no memory of the general now, let alone the relationship between men and women, and I actually vaguely remember some things,"
She paused, and then said, "I guess I must have done something unpleasant to the general, so that the general would be concerned, but Wusu came to the general's mansion this time, it is really important, the past is just the matter of the former Wusu, and I hope that the general can be relieved as soon as possible." "She didn't really know what to say.
The general looked at her and didn't speak, just handed her the medicine bowl next to him, "The medicine is going to be cold, drink it quickly." ”
After a while, he turned around and stood by the window, he was actually not sad, and the corners of his mouth even pulled into a chuckle, he couldn't remember, since the reunion, this was the first time the two of them had reunited, and Wu Su was in a hurry to dissociate himself from him, and he looked at the plum tree with countless scratches outside the courtyard, and finally felt unrecognizable.
He recently faced such a completely "strange" Wusu, and he rarely spoke, not because he didn't want to say it, but because he had nothing to say about the relationship between the two now.
In fact, he has a lot of words, a lot of words piled up in his heart, but now Wusu has no way to find the entry point of the conversation, and he can't find a trace of the feeling he once had in her.
They were too clearly divided, and their tone, personality, speech, and even laughter did not resemble the same Wusu he once was.
She used to laugh so much, at that time, he must never have thought that the two would come to this point, silent, evasive, but with longing, what is he still expecting? It was originally a little happiness he stole from.
But what made him feel even more like a fish in his throat was that he knew that she was Wusu, the woman with a bright smile who used to take care of him and the two of them were sincere.
I have tasted the sweetest in the world, and now how to swallow the bitterness of losing the sugar coating. Hehe, at the moment, it's just a Wusu who has no affection for him.