After Lai Ying'er was stabbed by Lu Bu, a thousand thoughts flashed in her heart, and the first thing she thought of was the whole process of Cao Cao's acquaintance with herself when she was in Luoyang.

At that time, he was the leader of the Qinglou in Luoyang, and Cao Cao was a young talent of the Han Dynasty.

All those who know them and know them think that they are the real talented and beautiful people.

And it was because of this that he had a good impression of Cao Cao, but the sky did not follow people's wishes. Dong Zhuo, the thief, actually took the Xiliang Iron Horse into Luoyang.

Since then, his own life can be described as dire and miserable.

Originally, with the private house he saved, even if he had no place to make a living, he could live a worry-free life from now on.

But those evil wolves from Xiliang, they are like locusts transiting, constantly sucking the blood of the people of Luoyang City.

They will even break into people's homes openly and do some evil things that people and gods are angry with.

Originally, he took his personal maid and settled down in a quiet area in Luoyang.

But I didn't expect the nightmare to come suddenly, and one day a group of Xiliang thieves broke into their home with open fire.

If it weren't for the loyalty of his personal maid who hid herself in the hiding place she had just dug up, maybe she would have died by then.

After a difficult hour, he carefully crawled out of his hiding place.

But when I saw the tragic situation at home, I knew what a real beast is.

Her personal maid was ruined by the beasts in turn, and it wasn't until she swallowed her last breath that the beasts let her go.

Then the brutes plundered everything of value in their house, leaving not even a grain of rice for themselves.

Finally, if it weren't for the sudden sound of the trumpets of the army gathering on the street, maybe the beasts would have set fire to their own small building.

It was also his own life that he should not have died, so that he could escape from the hands of those beasts, but since then he has become penniless.

Although he sold himself in the Qinglou before, since he became famous, it was also a hardship that he had never suffered.

But now I can't even find a little bit of food, and I have thought about finding a businessman who admired me before to marry.

In that way, although he is not married to the wishful man in his heart, at least his livelihood is not a problem, but he soon knows what the real hell on earth is.

At that time, Luoyang was under Dong Zhuo's intentional indulgence, and it could be said that every family wore filial piety and every household lamented, and no ordinary family could be spared.

In the early years, those businessmen who admired him were very rich, or they fled without a trace before Dong Zhuo entered Beijing.

Either they were snatched up by those birds and beasts from Xiliang, and even the whole family was poisoned by them.

In the huge Luoyang City, he couldn't find any place to stay.

Coupled with his dazzling appearance, unless he can escape from Luoyang, he will be in danger of dying at any time.

At this time, Wang Situ's mansion actually began to recruit singers.

This made Lai Ying'er see the hope of life, with her so many years of living in the Qinglou, there was no problem in entering the Situ Mansion to make a living.

So she disguised herself a little and sold herself to Situ's mansion, and since then she has become a singer in Situ's mansion.

Although such a life has lost its dignity and freedom, it can still be lived.

Since then, every time Ying'er is quiet in the dead of night, she will think of the man who is not tall, but has an extraordinary bearing.

How she hoped that the man could appear in front of her like a god descending from heaven and take her out of Luoyang City, which was like a hell on earth.

But fantasies were only fantasies after all, and the man never appeared again, not even a trace of him himself.

But Lai Ying'er still hid this fantasy in the deepest place in her heart.

Until one day she became, a chip in Wang Situ's hand was sent to Dong Zhuo's mansion!

That night was a nightmare that she could never forget in her life, that fat beast as a pig, actually forcibly took her own body, and she had to be careful with him in order to survive.

I thought that this was the end of my life, but things changed again.

It was his husband's god-like man who rescued him from that desperate day.

Since then, he has really settled down, and that god-like husband is also very good to himself.

There are even times when I will overlap him with the shadow in my heart.

Slowly, the shadow in his heart faded, and his husband became the most important person in his life.

But God didn't want to live like this.

After the defeat of the husband, the husband escorted himself and the other two sisters to Qingzhou.

Just when he thought that life in Qingzhou would be as dull as ever, the man in his heart really appeared.

Although he is no longer as handsome as he was young, he is more attracted to himself, and he is gradually addicted to the point where he can't extricate himself.

For this reason, he betrayed his beloved husband, told the man all about his husband's plans, and even shamelessly thought that all this was as it should be.

But it wasn't until the man used himself as his shield that he saw the deep sadness in his husband's eyes, and he woke up from the dream.

It turns out that the person I really love the most is still the husband who can shelter himself from the wind and rain and love him to the bone, not the dream that has always existed in his heart.

was able to die at the hands of his husband, and he didn't feel any anger, only full of guilt and endless remorse!

At this time, I actually heard that wolf-hearted guy wanted to threaten her husband with the eldest sister and second sister who had already died in his hands, as well as Ling'er and Xiaogong, who had escaped.

Lai Ying'er, who had fallen into a deep coma, suddenly opened her eyes and shouted out the above words with the last strength of her strength.

Now she can't even turn her head, if she can turn her gaze slightly, how she wishes to see her husband's eyes, so that she can use her eyes to ask for forgiveness.

Even if her husband didn't forgive herself, being able to look at her husband again before she died could be regarded as fulfilling her last wish in this life.

Thinking about Laiying'er's consciousness gradually began to dissipate, and just when she was already dying, a person suddenly fell heavily beside her.

Lai Ying'er's eyes turned slightly, and she was pleasantly surprised to find that her husband had come to her.

thought that he would never forgive his husband in this life, but he used his incomparably warm hands to grab his hand again, such happiness made Ying'er want to cry bitterly.

But why are my husband's hands so cold, no longer as warm as before, why is this?

Why!