Chapter 9: Two Hearts Come Closer
She looked at Dongsheng who was standing not far from her, although she couldn't sort out so many things, but now she was only happy in her heart, since she was here again, she didn't think about the things in the real world first.
There were tears in her eyes, and she looked at Dongsheng with a smile at the moment, "I remembered, I remembered it all, I'm sorry, I'm sorry......" Wusu took a few steps closer to him, his fingers carefully tracing his face that he had ignored these days, looking at it a little greedily.
Dongsheng's temperament was still as few words as in his memory, and at the moment he just hugged her tightly, and she heard his suppressed almost inaudible cry in her ears, which made Wusu feel sad to hear it. I can only say sorry over and over again on his shoulder.
It took a long time for both of them to calm down, and Dongsheng looked at the familiar aura in Wusu's eyes, and there was still a sense of unreality in his heart.
"What the hell happened to you?" In fact, Dong Sheng had a lot of questions to ask her in his heart, but now that the two hearts were so close, he felt that everything was no longer so important, and he didn't want to pursue the past, after all, if it wasn't what she wanted, then everything would be excusable.
Wusu's eyes were still moist with tears when he was emotional, and at this moment his eyes were full of soft smiles, and the general suddenly felt that everything was fine, and he believed her.
During the time she left, he did hate, hated her casualness, hated that she didn't value this relationship as much as he did, but now in her warm smile, he just wanted to keep the time in the future.
Wusu's arrival this time was something that even she herself hadn't expected, but her heart was full of gratitude, and she didn't want to hide anything at the moment. He took the general by the hand and went to his study.
Dongsheng sat on the chair on the side, one hand on the table, as if she was listening, she closed the window, looked at him as if he was facing a great enemy, and couldn't help but laugh out loud, and after a while, she thought of what she was going to say, and Dongsheng's possible reaction, she could only smile bitterly. She was a little worried, and suddenly felt a pair of warm hands holding her somewhat cool hands, she looked up, and Dongsheng cast a reassuring smile to her.
She smiled and nodded, and sat down gently beside him, her chair was lower, and now she pressed her face lightly against the back of his hand holding her hand, and looked at a painting on the opposite wall that depicted a woman smiling.
"Dongsheng, I don't know where to start, and besides, the whole thing may be very absurd to you." She didn't look up, her heart aching, "I suppose you must have had a lot of suspicions about my true identity, ghost?" Or maybe it's a fairy elf? Not really. I'm just a very ordinary person, just like you. But that's for the world I live in. She held back the intense pain in her heart, raised her head, and looked at Dongsheng.
"You mean, you're not from this world?" Dongsheng frowned and asked suspiciously.
"No, strictly speaking, none of the people in your world exist." Dongsheng's eyes were even more confused, and she paused and said, "You are like a character in a book to me, and the world you live in is a story to me." ”
"Non-existent? You mean, we're all just characters in a book you read? Am I like a fictional character in a book to you? Dongsheng thought about a lot of assumptions, he could accept that Wusu was a demon or a demon, a spirit or a monster, he could try to save the relationship between the two, but now Wusu only said a few words, which made him weak, and he even had the feeling of being supported by fear, he couldn't imagine it, the real fact was like this, so that he didn't have the slightest initiative at all, even he himself was a character in other people's imaginations, he pinched the cup in his hand, and some wanted to laugh, he was not as real as the cup in his hand, no, Where does the truth come from, everything in this world is just an accessory to the story.
He still asked a little unwillingly, "So...... In your eyes, I am one of the thousands of people in a story? His eyes looked at Wusu in disbelief at the moment, and he asked suddenly as if he hadn't reacted.
Wusu choked but didn't dare to cry, but the tears in her eyes couldn't help but slide down again, she wiped her tears with her sleeves, she didn't want to cry, but she couldn't control these nasty tears. She hates being cowardly and incompetent, hates her character, hates the way she can't handle everything, and at the moment, she hates herself even more for making everything complicated.
She shook her head with a sob, "No...... No...... At least for me, you're not. She said quickly and quickly, but in addition to saying these words repeatedly, she didn't know how to make it clear that she loved him and loved this person who she wrote down and couldn't let go of repeatedly.
Dong Sheng looked at her incoherent and anxious appearance, and his heart was still distressed, but he couldn't help but didn't pull her to comfort her, "How did you get here?" ”
Seeing his somewhat detached movements at the moment, Wu Su grabbed his hand and said, "I didn't know that at first. Do you remember the first time we met? At that time, Mama Li wanted to harm you, I don't know why I appeared around you, because I had an impression of you as a character and knew the plot of the story, so I went to the room where Mama Li hid you and stole you secretly. Then I got along with you for a while, and at that time I seemed to have completely forgotten my role in real life, and only regarded myself as the person in the story, until I woke up from the dream in the real world, and I didn't know that it was just a dream, but I didn't think much about it, I just felt that it was caused by my own dreams during that time, day and night, so I didn't care about it. It wasn't until I dreamed of you again and again that I realized that my recent dreams were all continuous and all about you, and I went to re-read the story......" She stopped talking a little.
"No matter what the story is, you're just a spectator. What happened has nothing to do with you, so why did you break into this world? ”
"I re-read the plot of the story at that time, only to find that the whole story was rewritten from your part, I don't know, I figured it out later, it turned out to be my own reason, I didn't wear this book before I liked your character in this story, so I added myself and rewrote your part of the fate, but what I didn't know was that from that moment on, I myself was dragged back into the book by time, and all my memories were pushed back to the time when I inserted myself in the book, and I was completely out of touch with the other me in reality." Wusu still had some doubts at the moment, but she was more anxious to explain the whole thing to Dongsheng, "Not only that, I found that in this world of memory confusion, many things have completely changed, such as my memories of the past, I found that they are all going back in timeline, but mine is different, everything I do now will affect my past, affect my memory, everything that happens now, will reshape my memory, it seems to make my memory more reasonable, but for me, This is a very painful thing, because my memory seems to be different from yours, my memory is always changing, but in real life, my friends and family, their memories have not changed. Usu thought of her mother at this point.
"And what's even stranger is that my memories of my mother are changing all the time, and, I don't know why, she has a deep hatred for me, and when this hatred is reflected on me, I will have many bad memories of her, and these memories will sometimes swallow me. Especially when I forgot that these were just processed memories. She knew in her heart that it might have something to do with her own changes to the plot of the story, maybe the other Usu was doing well on a different timeline, and there was no such mess as she did.
Dongsheng was also a little confused, but still grasped the key point and asked, "You mean, you wrote yourself into the story and prepared to adapt the storyline, but then you were changed by the story in your real life, especially your memory, and you are always in constant self-repair, generating memories of the past that are in line with the future trend?" His five fingers were slender and clean, and he put Wusu's hand in his palm again.
Seeing that his face was not as unapproachable as just now, Wusu's heart eased slightly, "Yes, because of my memory, I have no judgment on everything in the real world, everyone's memories of myself and my memory of them are completely different, because of this, in real life, there are always contradictions, and I have a lot of quarrels with my mother, and ......" Wusu smiled bitterly, "The mother in my memory really makes me feel cold and piercing, I only hate her, but because I know that my memory is wrong, So always on the verge of extreme pain. Her current feelings and attitudes towards me are not much better than they are towards her. ”
"Wusu ......" Dongsheng pressed Wusu's with his own hand to relieve her somewhat excited emotions at the moment, "Wusu, have you ever wondered why you can come to this book?" ”
She raised her head, her confused eyes looked at Dongsheng a little wet at the moment, his heart was suddenly very soft, like rubbing a cat's fur, gently caressing her soft hair, she likes this kind of time, recalling her life these days, either she forgets the past cleanly, or she is always confused by herself who can't believe it, she doesn't care about the truth at the moment, she just wants to covet the tenderness of this moment.
Dongsheng gently pressed her head on his shoulder, "I think, Usu, you may have been turned into a virtual human like us by this story, the story of our world. In other words, everything in your real life, I think, may be being swallowed up or even rewritten by you in this world. ”