In the boundless darkness, there is only a glimmer of light, but there is no end in sight, the body seems to float, wandering in fear, the feet are fluttering, as if stepping on a ball of cotton, and there are strange sounds around it, such as magic sounds, which make people fascinated, but they can never be heard clearly.

"Ahh

Qin Hao screamed and woke up, drops of cold sweat left on his face, he gasped for breath, his chest rose and fell violently, looking at the familiar and unfamiliar scene around him.

He rubbed his cheeks and stared blankly at the alarm clock on the windowsill.

The dazzling sunlight penetrates through the large floor-to-ceiling windows and penetrates into the dark and cramped room, making people's eyes a little blurry.

Qin Hao squinted, a faint green light flashed in his long narrow eyes, and the alarm clock showed 12:00.

For two years, every day he woke up at this time, repeating the same thing every day, and the law of life was never late, and he was never allowed to advance.

He slept on time, going to bed at 12:00 a.m. and waking up at 12:00 p.m., day after day, he slowly got used to it.

This good routine allows him to have enough sleep and wake up energetic every day, which should be enviable, but makes him irritable and grabs his hair.

Because, every night at 12:00, no matter where Qin Hao is or what he is doing, he will always fall asleep, like an alarm clock set by someone, for two consecutive years, it has never been interrupted, and he has also gone from the distress to the slow adaptation, for this reason, he left the university campus and came to this city that no one knew, silently licking his wounds.

The doctor said that he suffered from severe autism and dual personality, and that the remaining twelve hours of the day were the active time of the other personality.

The other personality, as if agreed with himself, never disturbed his own time, and never let himself occupy a minute or a second of his, the two sides tacitly use a body together, do not interfere with each other, but are closely connected.

And autism, since he was a child, since he can remember, he has only been accompanied by loneliness, his appearance is very sunny and cheerful, but he doesn't confide his heart to others.

He rubbed his cheeks, came to the floor-to-ceiling window, and looked at the bustling crowd outside the street, he was a little lonely and sad.

But pushing open the window, facing the beautiful world, taking a deep breath, he laughed unconsciously, like a child who got candy, this world gives him fresh air, indicating that he has not forgotten himself.

Whenever I was about to lose my grip, I would always silently encourage myself, which also surprised the doctor, it was incredible that a person with severe autism and dual personality could be so strong.

This is the doctor's original words, Qin Hao greeted the full daylight, and couldn't help but smile dumbly, he himself never felt that he was sick, since he was a child, his ordinary life experience, and two years ago, he suddenly inexplicably found out that he had serious autism, and never came out to make trouble, if it wasn't for the weird punctual sleep, he would definitely think that the doctor was a liar.

But it's okay, if you say I have autism, then autism, should I make friends or make friends, it seems that after I have autism, I am more and more liked by girls, and I have changed several girlfriends, and the beginning of every love is that a beautiful girl with tears in her big eyes, listening to Qin Hao's eyebrows dancing with a serious face, saying that she has severe autism......

Judging from his appearance alone, Qin Hao belongs to the type that is a little handsome, white and clean, very likable, and usually doesn't like to talk, but if you really say that he has autism, it's quite serious, people around him probably won't believe it, at least, his ex-girlfriends won't believe it.

If you say that he has a dual personality, it is estimated that some people will believe it, and he doesn't like to talk, and as soon as he comes into contact, he will change his mode......

Qin Hao feels that his life is still good now, except for the hell sleeping on time, everything else is fine, from the beginning of the confusion, to now he has completely adapted to this kind of life.

After dropping out of school, I came to this city, on the one hand, to see a doctor, on the other hand, I also want to start over, and now I am not bad, I opened two small shops, I go around every day, look at the accounts, and I have nothing to do with my sister, and talk about my autism. In addition to going to the doctor every Wednesday, I spent an afternoon in a daze by talking a lot of professional terms that I couldn't understand.

Every time he listened to the doctor's nagging, he was very sleepy, and every time he felt like he almost fell asleep, but unfortunately, he just couldn't sleep. Maybe this is also the reason why Qin Hao can always insist on going to the doctor, so that he has a hope of seeing the direction.

However, then again, isn't this the life I longed for when I was in college, unrestrained every day. Besides, going to bed on time and not staying up late is good for your body.

But perhaps, Qin Hao himself didn't realize that he was becoming more and more lonely, it was a kind of loneliness in his heart, he would have repeated dreams every night, and when he woke up, he couldn't remember it at all. And more and more like to enjoy the world of one person.

For example, he gradually likes to read, draw, prune potted plants, run... In short, it is something that one person does.

Perhaps, the only change he could find was that every time he looked in the mirror, the once black pupils appeared a subtle dark green, and every time he stared carefully, he would feel faintly uneasy.

As usual, after fully enjoying the sunshine, he walked into the bathroom, hummed a little song, and took a comfortable shower, the bathroom was filled with the mist of hot water, and the looming singing.

Suddenly, the singing stopped, Qin Hao stared blankly at the water stain under his feet, in the palm-sized water stain, there was a different Qin Hao, they were all opening their mouths, and that Qin Hao's mouth shape was: Hello.

He thought he was hallucinating, patted his face with water, shook his head vigorously, and when he opened his eyes again, everything was gone, surrounded by endless darkness, only a faint light came from the front, his body seemed to be hanging in the air, but it was strangely advancing, the touch under his feet was like cotton, but there was no texture, as if with a little effort, he would fall into this darkness.

Extremely familiar scene, Qin Hao tried hard to recall, feeling that his head was about to explode, and he finally remembered that for two years, he had been waking up day after day, all of which were in this strange dream.

He was in great pain and wanted to break free, but he had lost control of his body, he felt that any slight movement was very difficult, a sense of weakness, panic spread in his heart, when he opened his eyes, the faint green glow in his eyes was extraordinarily demonic.

Roar,,Ah!

It roared in pain like a wild beast, like a drowning man, but he could not get ashore.

Qin Hao knew that this time was definitely not a dream, he was experiencing his own dream, he wanted to do something to change this predicament, but what could he do, everything seemed so powerless.

"Hello. ”

A voice came from all around, unable to determine the location, just like a person in a closed valley, there were echoes everywhere, but Qin Hao knew that it was his own voice, or another voice of himself.

Only then did he calm down a little, he was not struggling violently, it was only himself who suffered, the pain of being cut by barbed wire was really uncomfortable, he began to look around, but he couldn't find anything, it was still boundless darkness.

What people are most afraid of is actually the fear of the unknown, but when the danger really comes, in fact, most people will sink down and think of a way to deal with it, Qin Hao is in this situation now.

It's like being imprisoned suddenly, and you can't get out of your current situation for the time being, so think about how to change this situation, of course, people in this situation, all kinds of ideas will emerge, and no one can remain optimistic at this time.

"Maybe it's a second personality. ”

Qin Hao could only think like this, he regretted a little, he didn't listen carefully to the doctor's professional knowledge before, which led to his helplessness now, but he also knew that there was a situation in the world, that is, the split personality devoured the master's personality, which was a terrible consequence, and no one could predict what would happen.

But Qin Hao knew that if that really happened, then his current self would be like destruction and death. Completely cut off contact with previous people and things, the ghost knows what the other self does, and may fantasize that he is a black slave, and he has to go to the United States to work for others and not for money.

You may also fantasize about being a goat, jumping wildly, looking for grass to eat, and bleating again......

But at present, at the very least, the worst situation should not happen, but the other self can speak, and the animal should not be able to speak.

Thinking that the other self had never run out to make trouble, he was also a little confused, in fact, most of the time, Qin Hao had to forget about this personality, so he couldn't be sure what the other self was like.

"We are the same person, I know what you think. Qin Hao's voice came from the darkness, and it was another personality speaking.

Qin Hao was stunned, yes, he and he were alone, but why didn't he know what he thought.

"Because, I'm better than you. ”

Qin Hao.........

Sure enough, Qin Hao's thoughts, he could know.

"I won't take up too much of your time, it's just that I've been alone for a long time, and I want to talk to someone, and by the way, see this beautiful world. ”

There was sadness in the other Qin Hao's voice, and a special fluctuation that wanted to be pitied.

Qin Hao couldn't speak, he could only look ahead blankly, he was not so worried anymore, he felt that the other self was very easy to speak, didn't people say it, he wouldn't stay for a long time.

"I'm so lonely, in the future, can you leave me some words on a piece of paper every day before you go to bed. When the other Qin Hao said this, there was pleading in his tone, which was completely different from what he imagined.

Qin Hao secretly slandered himself - what do you have to talk about with yourself, otherwise, I'll find you a girl and ask her to send me a text message or something every night, you two have a good chat, I have always felt that for those twelve hours, I have been in a daze and wasted time, but don't fool around, don't make a mistake, I'll tell you, be single-minded......

Silence, long silence in the dark.

"I'm still in a daze, I won't talk to you next time. The last words came from the darkness, waiting for disgust and helplessness.

After the sound stopped, Qin Hao's eyes darkened, and when he opened his eyes again, the green light in his eyes had dimmed and was deeply hidden in his pupils.

I'm so tired, this is the first feeling, the whole body is full of exhaustion, including mental exhaustion, like staying up late for a long time, soft, without a little strength.

He looked at the familiar bathroom, a little lost, he was disliked, he was also kind, the other self is a little simple, perhaps, he was originally a very simple person, but he was hidden in the bottom of his heart, no way, life is too complicated.

He staggered to his feet and continued to hum a little song to take a bath, like no one, he could only say that his heart was very big, or that his desire to survive was a little strong!