I said yes to my father, and he breathed a sigh of relief, and looked at me with a look of relief in his eyes, as if he was still a little grateful. He wrote a reply to Zheng Jibo, agreeing to this family business, and not long after, everyone knew that I was going to marry Zheng Jibo's daughter Zheng Guanyin.

The first person who came to comfort me was Sanniang. She knew that her eldest brother was unwilling to marry another wife.

Ten years of great cause, the spring of the Tang Mansion was as usual, I sat in the ink storage hall, staring blankly at the begonia flowers with flowers and bones outside the window, and couldn't help but start to imagine what these flowers would be like after they bloomed, and Ruoxiu's smile appeared in front of me again.

Sanniang stuck out her head beside the begonia tree, looked at me for a while, and asked with a strong spirit: "Big brother, what are you thinking?" ”

Her eyes converged with mine, and she knowingly asked, not wanting to appear too negative in front of her, and replied, "Thinking about what will happen in a month." ”

My wedding date with Zheng Guanyin has been set, just a month later.

Sanniang couldn't help but whisper when she heard me say this: "Big brother, why did you agree?" ”

I looked at her and said, "Probably because my father wanted me to do that." ”

Sanniang said: "Then don't you think about yourself?" ”

I smiled bitterly and said, "I used to think too much about myself, for her...... Thinking too little for her. Now that my father is getting older, I can't just think about myself. ”

Sanniang was silent for a while before saying, "That's fine." But big brother, if you do this, if you offend the girl of the Zheng family in the future, will you ......?"

I thought of Zimin's attitude towards me at the old man Ziyi, and she also knew that I missed my deceased wife. I shook my head and said, "Presumably not, she herself is willing to marry me." ”

Sanniang was stunned and asked, "How does the eldest brother know?" "She probably thought I was very narcissistic.

But my feelings are not wrong. All of Zimin's previous performances in front of me were reasonably explained, she took care of me when I first went to heal, and stood by me when I was most sad, and I even realized that the tears in her eyes when she glanced back in the snow that day were for me.

When the wedding date was approaching, the Zheng family sent a letter to say that the bride did not like to be lively by nature, and all etiquette was simple, and all relatives and friends who came to congratulate him were refused.

In this way, all those who wanted to offer their hospitality through the marriage between the Tang State Mansion and the Zheng family were touched. And I tried to be clean, waiting for the bride to be married.

There haven't been any twists and turns, but the atmosphere has been very different from when I first got married. At that time, everyone was very happy, and I was the only one who was depressed without knowing it, but now everyone is thinking about something, for fear of upsetting me, and I am the only one, and my heart is very calm.

On the wedding day, there was no sound of drumming, which would not be too strange to the average person. In their eyes, these big families who can't climb by themselves have their own set of rules, and people don't dare to talk about it casually.

And I didn't know until a long time that the wedding was so deserted, in fact, it was all because of Zimin's insistence.

After Ruoxiu died, I rarely went to my old room again, and Sanniang cleaned up a room closer to Cunmotang for me to use as my bedroom.

After I took Zheng Guanyin to the mansion, I hid in the Ink Hall, and at this time, I felt that I was staying with Ruoxiu.

I forcibly comforted myself that as a husband, I did not betray her. But as the eldest son in the family, I can't just live for myself, up and down the Tang State Mansion, when my father was in office, I became the only pillar.

The eldest sister-in-law is like a mother, and Zi Min temporarily became the hostess of the Tang State Mansion in form.

This time I didn't drink a drop of wine, and stayed in Cunmotang until the next morning, Sanniang came to me early in the morning and stayed with me in Cunmotang for a while.

"Big brother, if you don't enter the cave room on the wedding night, what do you think the girl of the Zheng family will think?" Sanniang asked.

I thought about it, marriage is the most important thing in a woman's life, and it seems too cruel to be so cold.

I said, "I'll go back to my room." ”

The new house only posted two "Xi" words on the door to indicate slightly, I pushed the door in, Zimin was dressing up in front of the dressing table, and she was served by the maid who came to marry.

Zimin glanced back at me, and then continued to ask Ximo to help her comb her hair, and Ximo also glanced at me and withdrew her gaze with a little disgust.

I stood at the door, neither in nor out, and stood for a long time, but I turned and walked out. I don't know if it's an illusion, but when I closed the door, I seemed to hear a chuckle coming from inside the door. I suspect that I heard it wrong, I didn't even enter the cave room on the wedding night, how could Zimin laugh?

This embarrassing situation lasted for several days, and I thought about it, it would definitely not work if it went on like this. If it spreads, it is a trivial matter for the Tang State Mansion to be embarrassed, and Yu Zimin's reputation will be even more damaged, although I don't regard her as a wife, but I have known her for nearly ten years, and I will not let her suffer such grievances in any case.

On this day, I slowly woke up from a hazy dream - in fact, I didn't want to wake up at all, because there was Ruoxiu in the dream, she disappeared when she opened her eyes, and she was going to look for Zimin, and as soon as I opened the door of the study, I saw Zimin standing at the door with his hand raised and about to knock on the door.

Seeing that I opened the door, he took two steps back in a bit of a panic.

She straightened up and said, "Since Childe is unwilling, why should he agree?" ”

Her words were so abrupt that I didn't know how to answer for a while, so I had to answer truthfully: "The matter of marriage, the order of my parents, my father wants me to agree." ”

Zi Min was stunned for a moment, and then answered: "So you agreed?" ”

I said, "Yes." ”

Zi Min said again: "Such a rash mistake for Zi Min for life, with Zi Min's understanding of Childe, Childe is not such a person." ”

I came back to my senses, looked at her seriously and said, "Miss Zimin, the reason why I agreed is because the girl is willing." ”

Zimin listened to my words, his face turned red, looked me in the eyes, and said word by word: "Childe knows? ”

I avoided her gaze and nodded, "Yes." In the heart is like ashes, in fact, I don't want to marry a wife, but I have known the girl for a long time, and the girl's wish is willing to come true. ”

In this way, for Zimin, I am really a scumbag.

Zi Min was not angry, but said: "Why don't you be friends with Zi Min as if you are in Pishan?" ”

I was stunned for a moment, then nodded. If you put aside the embarrassing identity of husband and wife, when you were in Pishan, Zimin was indeed a good friend, then you should treat the Tang Guogong Mansion as Bishan.

Seeing that I agreed, she stretched out three fingers and said, "Chapter 3 of the Law?" ”

I smiled and said, "You say." ”

(End of chapter)