Under the leadership of Chun Tao, Chu Feng rashly entered the backyard and arrived in front of Cai Yan's boudoir.

However, when he was about to step in the door, Chu Feng stopped again.

Entering the backyard was just an impulse, and I thought about it all the way, but when I got to the door, I hesitated again.

Because of what his current identity is, he is Cai Yong's disciple, and his age is only in his teens, which is very different from Cai Yan.

The relationship between the two has always been that of a brother and sister, and there has been no breakthrough in any special relationship.

Now that Cai Yong has just died, Cai Yan has just died of his father, and he has just lost his master, he directly broke into his sister's boudoir, which is a big disrespect.

Chu Feng doesn't take his reputation too seriously, assisting a person like Cao Cao must have a stain on himself, he must have a flaw, he is too perfect, he must suffer from suspicion.

But if Chu Feng doesn't want fame, it doesn't mean that Cai Yan doesn't want it, it doesn't mean that Cai Yong doesn't want it.

Originally, Cai Yan's reputation was not very good because of his last marriage, but now if he is broken into by Chu Feng like this, his reputation may be even more chaotic.

However, the subordinates who are serving by his side now are all loyal maids, and they are not afraid of being passed on.

After thinking about it, Chu Feng still stood outside the room, and then turned around and left.

Chun Tao looked at the room, as if she could see the inside of the room, and her expression was a little hesitant, and finally she followed Chu Feng.

Out of the backyard, Chu Feng breathed a sigh of relief.

I am still too reckless, and I care too much about Cai Yan in my heart.

But it didn't take into account how much importance is attached to women's reputation in this era, since Emperor Wu of the Han Dynasty, the etiquette and etiquette of the Han Dynasty have been relatively perfect.

This is the progress of civilization, but also the progress of the mind and mind.

If it weren't for some later people who came up with the kind of etiquette doctrine that restricts women's thoughts and restricts the thoughts of the whole world, then the Central Plains civilization is definitely the most beautiful etiquette.

"Young master, why, why don't you go and see Miss?" Chun Tao hesitated, but still asked.

Chu Feng said with some sadness: "Master has just passed away, Senior Sister's mood is still unstable, if I rush in, it will be a faux pas and a kind of bullying for Senior Sister."

That's it, that's it, I'll write a letter now, and you can pass it on to my senior sister. ”

After Chu Feng finished speaking, he entered the study alone, Chun Tao waited outside, and after a while, Chu Feng came out.

The two rolls of bamboo slips are bound by black belts, and there is no strong secrecy effect, but ordinary people will definitely not look at them.

"Go ahead, give this to Senior Sister."

Chu Feng handed over the two rolls of bamboo slips directly to Chun Tao, and then asked Chun Tao to hand them over to Cai Yan, as for the matter of him breaking into the backyard, only Chun Tao and him knew now, as if he had never done such a thing.

"No!"

Chun Tao gave a salute, took the bamboo slip, and went to the backyard.

"The farthest distance in the world?

Not life and death?

But I'm standing in front of you?

But you don't know that I love you?

The farthest distance in the world?

Isn't I standing in front of you?

But you don't know that I love you?

But they know that they love each other?

But can't be together?

The farthest distance in the world?

Don't you know that you love each other?

But can't be together?

But you can't resist this longing?

But you still have to deliberately pretend that you didn't take you at all?

Keep it in your heart?

The farthest distance in the world?

Isn't it clear that you can't resist this longing?

But you still have to deliberately pretend that you didn't take you at all?

Keep it in your heart?

But with their own indifferent hearts?

To the people who love you?

Dig a ditch that can't be crossed?

What the eyes see is not necessarily true?

Do you want to feel it with your heart? Do you have it?

The farthest distance in the world?

Isn't it a world apart?

But I've said a lot?

You still don't understand?

The farthest distance in the world?

Didn't I say a lot?

You still don't understand?

But to know that it is love?

But can only unrequited love?

The farthest distance in the world?

Don't you know that's love?

But can only unrequited love?

But love each other? Met at the wrong time?

No results?

…………。 ”

This modern poem was found on the Internet by Chu Feng in order to pursue a girl, and he thought it was good at the time, so he wrote it directly, and later, and then there was no later.

Now Chu Feng directly deleted some of it and wrote it, although it is not as good as poetry, but it is also a modern poem that can move people's hearts.

Chu Feng also thought about replacing it with other poems, but in his heart he felt that such a modern poem could better represent his thoughts at this time.

As for the latter words, they are also expressing his feelings, he really likes Cai Yan.

Cai Yan, who was disheartened, really didn't know how he would get along with Chu Feng in the future, even if he had that little joy in his heart, he was finally snuffed out.

She and Chu Feng will not have any results, in her inferiority complex, she always feels that she is old, and she is also a widow who killed her husband, how can such a person be worthy of the current Chu Feng.

But when Cai Yan saw the letter written by Chu Feng, his heart was touched again, and his face was shy for a while, and sad for a while.

Modern poetry seems to be too straightforward to read, but if it is straightforward, sometimes it can move people's hearts more and express their hearts more directly.

"I want to be an angel to protect your ......." The angels that Cai Yan understands in his heart are messengers from heaven, which are somewhat similar to angels in the West.

"Are you really a messenger from heaven who has come to protect me?"

I thought of the first time we met, and I thought of the past.

If there was no Chu Feng, maybe she might have encountered an accident when Guo Li was messing with the imperial capital, or she would have been .......

Cai Yan finally came out and met Chu Feng.

"Senior brother, thank you for taking care of my father all these days, I think my father is also very happy to have you by his side in the last period of time.

You are now in charge of Cao Gong, and your talents can also be displayed.

You've been serving your father here for a long time.

Now that my father is gone, you have arranged everything in the house very well.

I want to keep filial piety for my father for three years, and after three years, we will see you again. ”

Chu Feng originally had a thousand words to say, but seeing Cai Yan, who looked sincere and just wanted to keep filial piety, those words were all blocked in his heart.

"Okay, I'll wait for you, and in three years, I'll come back to Dongjun."

"Hmm."

Chu Feng is a little nostalgic, but now Cai Yan wants to keep filial piety for Cai Yong for three years, and the opportunity for them to meet is gone, even if it is nostalgia?

After staying for three days and arranging things, he took people back to Yanzhou.

(End of chapter)