Chapter 755: Confession
Maybe in my heart, I still think that Liu Cui is my lover, since Chang Juan's sacrifice, in addition to being on the battlefield, the tactics and tactics have become sharper, and the performance on the battlefield has become more ferocious. Li Ziyuan, who seems unusually silent on weekdays, rarely talks so much to others.
After meeting his first love, he was like a hairy young man. As if he had finally found a confidant, he told Liu Cui about his life in the past few years, even his relationship with Chang Juan. It's like a reservoir that is already full of water, has far exceeded its capacity, and is under tremendous pressure.
After finding the flood channel, the water in the reservoir rushed out. Maybe the unhappiness in his career during this time, maybe it was Chang Juan's sacrifice that brought him too much depression. Facing the first lover of his two lives, he poured out almost everything except for his career.
And when he was talking, there was an indescribable melancholy and exhaustion in Li Ziyuan's tone: "Actually, from the time we got married to the time her mother died, there were not many opportunities for the two of us to meet. It turned out that when they were all in Hubei, it could have been better. At least for a week, I can basically see each other. ”
"Later, when I was transferred to work in the Ludong Division, I basically had meetings or looked for opportunities to meet each other. She is a strong person who will not give up her old job to become a housewife. Moreover, in addition to looking for those who have land in rural areas, as long as they are looking for female cadres, they are basically like this. ”
"Originally, I had completed the task of fighting in the south and northern Henan, and I was ready to withdraw to the Taihang Mountains to rest and stand by. Her correspondent approached me and said that she was also transporting supplies to northern Henan, and that she could meet in person. At that time, the two of us hadn't seen each other for more than half a year. ”
"It's just that no one thought that what I was waiting for was not her person, but a coffin. At that time, the child was not yet two years old, and I didn't understand what life and death were all about, so I kept it a secret from her and didn't tell her. She is a child of a soldier, and there may be something she doesn't understand, but she still understands what it means to carry out a mission. ”
And her parents are both military, so it's normal not to see each other for a year and a half. Therefore, it has been concealed from the past, and it has been concealed until now. In the past, her mother used to visit her often. But after all, I was still young at that time, and my memory of my mother was still limited. ”
"Actually, I owe her mother a lot, I just regarded her mother as a comrade-in-arms and brother before, and I have always rejected her mother's feelings. Later, after getting married, they got together less and left more, and the children could only be fostered by an old superior. That child is not the flesh that fell from the mother's body, and there is the mother who doesn't want to take the child with her. ”
"It's just that I don't know what's wrong with this kid today. On weekdays, many female cadres and fellow villagers tease her and ask her to call her mother, but this child always purses her mouth and does not speak. I didn't expect to see you, but I thought of you as a mother, and I was so attached to you. Even the wife of an old chief who grew up with her and loved her as her own, she never called her mother. ”
"Maybe this child has really been looking forward to having a mother for too long, maybe the maternal smell on your body is too strong, not only infecting everyone around her, but also touching this somewhat stubborn little girl. This was the first time I heard her call her mother after her mother's death. ”
After listening to Li Ziyuan's story, Liu Cui's eyes turned a little red: "I really didn't expect this child to be so pitiful." At such a young age, he lost his mother's love forever. It's okay, if you don't worry, the child will be placed with me in the future. From now on, I will be her mother. ”
Liu Cui's assurance, but Li Ziyuan was a little speechless. Whether Liu Cui will regard her daughter as her own is not a question at all with her own understanding of Liu Cui. When he met Liu Cui this time, Li Ziyuan knew that after Chang Juan's sacrifice, if he wanted to be the new mother of his daughter, no one would be more suitable than Liu Cui.
With her daughter by Liu Cui's side, no matter how far she goes, she will not have any worries. Liu Cui, who is gentle like water, even if she is not her biological mother, will let her daughter enjoy complete maternal love. It's just that now, Luo Fu has a husband. Liu Cui has someone else's child, which will bring some trouble to her family.
So for Liu Cui's answer, Li Ziyuan shook his head and did not reply to her, but said: "Tell me about you, how have you been all these years?" Is your one good to you? As for the old man, I really want to meet him now. Even though he separated the two of us, I still respect the old man. ”
Who he was referring to in Li Ziyuan's mouth, Liu Cui naturally knew it in his heart. It's just that there are some things, and Liu Cui doesn't know how to explain them. I could only say faintly: "What else can I do, it's what you see now." I am just an ordinary person, how can ordinary people live, it would be good to get food and clothing for three meals a day. ”
"That year, after you left, my father-in-law was invited by one of his students to teach in Linfen. Later, something happened, and I couldn't stand the anger of the Japanese, so I moved here again. I'm now in the town's primary school, an ordinary teacher. Although the days are a little harder, they are still peaceful. ”
"It's not as good as your lady who once followed you from birth to death and went to war together. As for the old man, he died early last year. I am now with one of his daughters, the aunt of the child's mouth, with the child for his life, and I have met you again until today. ”
In the end, it is a woman, although Chang Juan has sacrificed, but Liu Cui feels sorry for Li Ziyuan's father and daughter, and there is still a little sour and vinegar in her tone. It's just that her tone is just passing by, and she doesn't get too involved in this matter. And the vinegar in her tone, Li Ziyuan didn't hear it.
In fact, when Liu Cui said this, it was almost equivalent to clearly telling Li Ziyuan that he had not remarried. It's just that the meaning of her words, although Li Ziyuan heard it, his head hasn't turned around for a while. If Liu Cui really didn't remarry, where did that child come from?
To say that it was adopted, but the child's eyes were too similar to his mother's. At the beginning, Li Ziyuan was planted in Liu Cui's eyes, which seemed to be able to speak. The child's eyes and eyebrows are a copy of his mother's. It's not biological, how can it be so similar?
Just as Li Ziyuan was about to say something, a woman's shout came from outside the door, interrupting his topic. Hearing this woman's shout, Liu Cui, whose face changed, hurriedly ran out. Li Ziyuan, who didn't know what was going on, also hurriedly ran out behind her.
When she walked outside the door, she saw a young girl with a good appearance, who was tearing at Xue Dongshan, who was blocking her from entering the house, and another guard. Xue Dongshan tried desperately to stop this girl, but because of the gender difference, he couldn't reach out and push it directly.
Together with Li Ziyuan's other guards, they formed a small human wall. The entrance of the small courtyard is so big, and two people stand side by side outside the door, like a wall blocking the door. Although the girl was a little spicy, she was a woman after all, and she was the opponent of two strong guys.
The girl saw that she couldn't rush left and right, and she was worried about the people in the courtyard, so she simply shouted directly. This shout didn't matter, but it alarmed the two people in the room. Seeing this scene, looking at Liu Cui's somewhat anxious face because he didn't know how to explain, Li Ziyuan, who was frowning, hurriedly asked the two of them to get out of the way.
glared fiercely at Xue Dongshan, who was in charge of his own actions and prevented people from entering, and waved his hand to disperse a group of cadres and soldiers who were attracted by the movement here, Li Ziyuan said to the young girl apologetically: "I'm sorry, we temporarily requisitioned this house, do you have anything to do?" ”
After the girl saw Liu Cui, she glared at Li Ziyuan and ignored him, but ran to Liu Cui's side and said, "Sister-in-law, they didn't treat you well." Why are you always so good at talking, you give them a house if they want to use it. What about Yunning's kid, where did he run at this juncture? Don't you always say that you are a man and want to protect your mother? ”
When this girl said this, Li Ziyuan understood who this somewhat pungent girl was. Could it be that when we first met, I thought she was a little familiar, but I couldn't remember who it was. Isn't this the old man's youngest daughter? I haven't seen her for so many years, but I've grown into a big girl.
When we met for the first time, this little girl was frightened by her embarrassed self. Shrinking beside the old man, he looked timidly at himself and didn't dare to speak. Later, I went to see Liu Cui secretly, but there was almost no problem, but this girl helped her play a round to hide it.
So I still had a deep impression of this girl at that time. I haven't seen each other for so many years, and this girl's appearance has not changed. Although he is not that kind of beautiful person, he is also a beautiful little beauty. But maybe it's the difficult times, and people's personalities will change. The appearance has not changed much, but this character is much more pungent.
Seeing this girl come back, Li Ziyuan smiled and said to Xue Dongshan beside him: "You, these eyes are angry." It's rude to keep someone's owner out. We occupy other people's houses, but we can't let people even come back to their own homes. ”
criticized his own guards, Li Ziyuan said to the girl: "I'm sorry, our soldiers' mass discipline is not in place, I don't know if the master is back." But let's stop talking on this street, let's go in and get warm, warm. Your sister-in-law is still giving you hot food on the stove. ”
Li Ziyuan's words softened the attitude of this hedgehog-like girl. While looking at Li Ziyuan suspiciously, he took Liu Cui's hand and entered the house. Li Ziyuan looked at this girl, shook his head and said nothing. Turning to Xue Dongshan, he said, "What about the two children?" ”
Hearing Li Ziyuan's question, Xue Dongshan said: "The third came over just now, and after knowing the situation in the house, I took the baby and the boy to him to ride a horse." The baby is the baby bump of our whole division, and the third will hold her to play whenever he is free, you also know it. ”
"In addition, when the boy heard about riding a horse, his eyes were also full of little stars. When No. 3 learned that he was the hostess's child, he took him with him. also told us not to let others disturb you, saying that it was for you to have a good rest, so we stopped the girl just now. But that girl looks pretty good, but this character is too spicy. ”