What is the point of a person who is spiritually empty and has no purpose and motivation to live?

Ning'er, the driving force for me to live now is you.

I can't see you, but your appearance is always in my mind, and it has been engraved into my heart, and I guess I will never forget it in the next life.

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That night, I came to your room with a soul I collected with the Soul Gathering Bowl, and I told Cui'er to go outside and keep watch and not let anyone in.

This yard full of your favorite Joan flowers, clean and leafy, you must have bothered to take care of it, right? Now that you are unconscious, the maid will definitely follow your instructions and take care of these flowers and plants.

I walked into this familiar room, and the faint aroma of it soothed the tension I had been feeling a little bit. You don't like extravagant decorations, you like to be elegant and simple. I remember that in order to make your stay comfortable, I arranged a lot in advance according to your preferences, and also decorated a lot of artificial imitation Qionghua. Then you got married, and we redecorated it again, and the whole room became more tidy and elegant.

The room, which once reverberated with our laughter, was now eerily quiet.

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I lifted the petal-covered tulle curtain of your own making, and walked over to the bed to look at you.

Your brows are furrowed, your eyes are closed, your teardrop-stained eyelashes flutter uneasily, and your mouth is slightly open, as if you are muttering something.

What are you dreaming about? It must be something terrible, right?

I've imagined it countless times, but when I actually see what it's like to be unconscious, my heart tugs and it hurts more than I imagined.

I really want to fall into this abyss in your place, even if I am broken, I have no regrets.

I resisted the urge to touch your face and hold you, I want to hurry up and not stay too long.

I put your quilt under wraps, follow the method taught to me by the wild goose spirit yarn, place the soul gathering bowl next to your head, whisper the incantation, and use my internal strength to inject all this soul into your body.

A burst of golden light pierced me from opening my eyes, and your quilt and your whole body rose, but only for a moment, it fell again.

I looked closely, and you didn't change at all, and you didn't wake up.

I don't know if it was successful, I reluctantly looked at you again and left quickly.

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Yan Lingsha's plan really failed, the maid she sent committed suicide by poisoning, and she herself was caught by Bai Daochang. I think her use value is gone.

I knew she wanted to see me, and she must be anxious for me to save her, and I wondered if she had really gotten her hands on it.

I went to look for her anyway, she must have been waiting for a long time, and as soon as I came, she rushed over and grabbed my hand, and her anxiety could not be hidden.

I saw that she looked a little embarrassed, but I didn't want to say anything, and it wasn't until she spoke first that I asked if what she had given me was fake.

She's a scheming woman, and she probably guessed that I needed the Soul Bowl to save people, and if you think about it carefully, it's not hard to know that person is you.

She was so good-looking, she even said that I couldn't save you with this magic weapon, which completely angered me.

The demon in me reappeared, and my whole body seemed to burn in an instant, and I almost wanted to kill her. I lifted her up with one hand, and she finally realized the danger and begged me.

Looking at her twisted and painful expression, I knew that she just had a hard mouth and just liked to win. When she helped me, I let her go, and told her cruelly that she had no use value.

She fell to the ground, looking dejected, but I stopped looking at her and turned away.

In this way, she should be able to pick herself up again because of her strength to not admit defeat, right?

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I didn't expect that Yan Lingsha would die like this.

Silent, without a trace. And, it should have been shortly after I left.

Who did it? This state must be the monster again, right? Or maybe there's something else going on......

The people of the Hu family died one by one, and I who have caused so many evils, it should not be too late, right?

Ning'er, wake up quickly!

Before I die, I must find a way to restore you to health.

Ning'er, if you have the opportunity to read this letter, you must remember to be happy, I will always love you.

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My eyeliner probed the news, and said that Bai Daochang caught the real murderer of the wild goose Lingsha, and it turned out to be the third brother, and Shu Xueyan and Mo Yinfeng also died one after another.

I don't know the details, but I think Bai Daochang will definitely come to me soon. When the time comes, ask him well.

Ah Liang is still in the dark room under my room, this dark room is secretly repaired by myself, and no one else knows. I hid him for fear that the life of this important witness was in danger.

I think the secret of the Hu Mansion will soon be revealed to the world.

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Ning'er, I haven't been able to sleep for many days, I look at the rain outside the window, look at the lightning and thunder, the strange posture of those locust trees in the yard, I always have a bad premonition, I'm afraid that I will lose you.

It's really scary.

I, Hu Yanshi, have lived for so many years, and there has never been anything that can make me sacrifice my life, and if there is, it is you.

Ning'er, you must be good.

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After reading the unfinished letter left by Hu Yanshi, Lan Se Ning couldn't stop crying, she couldn't stop crying, she was like a bead with a broken thread, and she wanted to cry out all the tears of this life.

She deliberately held up the letter to read it, for fear that her tears would wet the letterhead left by Hu Yanshi for her. This is a letter that Yan Shi left to her and wrote for three years.

The letter also recalled a lot of what happened to them, and I will not repeat them here, but this thick pile of emotional letterheads, carrying their joys, sorrows, and sorrows, came to an end silently with Hu Yanshi's death.

Lancer could only look out the window at the sky, which was still gray and weeping. It is estimated that the haze in her heart will not be easily dispersed.

Yan Shi, you are so stupid, why don't you tell me the truth?

I believe in you so much, I know there must be a reason for your change. Why didn't you tell me?

In fact, my body, I also know that it is very bad, and I have long seen that the unpalatable, fishy blood ginseng tea was prepared for me by you, so I will endure it and drink it.

I know, you pretended to be fierce on the surface, and you looked cruel to me, and everyone didn't understand it, and they all talked about you behind your back, saying that you had failed me. Only I know, what others can't see, I can see that your eyes betray your heart, and you can't hide the way you look at me, but you always reject me and refuse to tell the truth.

I don't know what's wrong with you? Is it disgusted that my body is poor? I know you're not that kind of person, and although I don't know why, I know that you suffer just as much as I do

Yan Shi, I'm not afraid of death at all, what I'm most afraid of is that you ignore me!

Yan Shi, don't leave me alone.

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Bai Qiuchi had been watching Lan Se Ning not far away, protecting her, he wanted to see if there would be any missing clues in the letter, but he didn't know how to speak. After all, Lan Sening was still on the verge of a painful collapse now, and the thick letterhead belonged to her.

Hu Yanbin was at the door, standing quietly, looking at the rain outside the house without moving. He heard Lan Tsering's cry, but he didn't dare to come over.

Lan Se Ning wiped her tears and stood up suddenly, she walked in front of Bai Qiuchi, raised her head to look at him, and slowly handed him the thick pile of letterhead in her hand.

"Young lady...... Condolences. Bai Qiuchi didn't know what words to say to comfort.

"It's okay, Bai Dao ......" Lan Se Ning barely squeezed out a polite smile, "You take your time, I hope it will be useful to you." ”

"Se Ning ......" Hu Yanbin couldn't help it, and walked into the room and called Lan Se Ning softly, but he didn't dare to approach.

"Yanbin, I hope you don't misunderstand your brother again."

"Se Ning, you ......" Hu Yanbin shook his head, indicating that he had cleared up the misunderstanding.

"I'll pull myself together. Yan Shi said, you want me to ...... well" Lan Se Ning said as tears welled up again, she paused, forced the tears back, and whispered, "I...... I'm going to live well...... Together with his ......"

"Young lady, go back and rest first." Bai Qiuchi looked at her painful and forbearant expression, and he also felt empathy, it was really hard to love someone, so bitter.

"Se Ning, I'll send you back." Hu Yanbin stepped forward.

Lan Se Ning shook his head lightly and said, "Thank you, I want to walk slowly by myself." ”

"But ......" Hu Yanbin was very worried that she was not safe on the road, but he didn't know in what capacity to send her.

"If you can't rest assured, follow me from afar." Lan Se stared at Hu Yanbin, his face was somewhat similar to Hu Yanshi's but much softer, and the affection and worry in his eyes were clear at a glance.

In fact, Lan Se Ning also regarded him as a very good friend, and if he rejected him directly, he would definitely blame himself even more.

"Thank you." Hu Yanbin could only thank him politely, Xie Lan Thaning could give him a chance to make up for it, he didn't know what else he could do.

Before Hu Yanshi died, she asked him to take care of Lan Sening, so she didn't refuse his kindness, right?

"Let's all get some rest." Bai Qiuchi watched them, "This matter will end soon." ”

"In a thousand words, I can only say one sentence of thank you." Lancer

Hu Yanbin also turned around and bowed deeply to Bai Qiuchi.

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The sound of rain, the melody of sorrow, played in the dark night, as if to bid farewell to those who have lost their lives.

Bai Qiuchi turned the lamp brighter and looked at the words carefully.

Every stroke, every word, reveals deep affection.

Indeed, only Lan Sening, who loves Hu Yanbin deeply, can see why he became like this. It was for the sake of love, and made an extreme move.

In Bai Qiuchi's opinion, although he understood, he still did not agree with Hu Yanshi's approach.

Poor Lan Thaning, who was left behind, lost a soul and three souls, how painful would it be? Now that the love of her life has also left, I don't know how long it will take for her to get out of the haze in her heart.

Bai Qiuchi just wanted to solve these problems quickly, find the tear rainbow, and tell her all his thoughts in person, don't have regrets like them.