979. Youth and youth are gone
Everyone was choked by Mingyue's words all of a sudden, and they couldn't speak, the three of them stared at each other, the atmosphere was quite embarrassing, and Sangou had no choice but to say:
"Alright, alright, I'll wait here for you to come back, go and come back quickly."
Shoucheng and Mingcheng immediately went out, flashlights, and walked all the way to the store, although the store was a little road, but it happened to be directly opposite the Shoucheng's house, separated by a piece of farmland.
The small shop is still lit up, it is estimated that it is the end of the year, the business is relatively large, and I am reluctant to go to bed early at night.
"Defend the city, why are you doing this?" Mingcheng seemed to understand the intention of defending the city, but he was still a little puzzled.
"Alas, I always feel that Mingyue has something to say to Sangou, or Sangou also has this intention, if you don't let them say it, you will hold it in your heart for the rest of your life and feel uncomfortable."
"But aren't you trapping them in a place of unkindness and injustice?" Mingcheng still couldn't figure it out.
"You're wrong, we are so open-minded to give them the opportunity, I don't think they will be unkind, Mingyue is your sister, Sangou is our brother, what kind of people are they, don't we know them yet?"
"Shoucheng, I used to treat you as a brother, but now, I respect you more for a dog's day, and I respect you even more, a man who I admire too much, your dog's day."
Mingcheng was very moved, hugged the city, shook his brother-in-law vigorously, and was so moved in his heart that he felt that his sister was handed over to him, and he didn't lose his eyes, and he didn't lose his eyes after handing over this lifelong brother.
Sure enough, they didn't go far before the three dogs opened the door, and both doors were wide open, even though the cold wind of the winter night blew in and made the room cold, even if the wind blew the wind lamp a little shaky.
Shoucheng gave the opportunity to Sangou openly, and Sangou also had to tell Shoucheng openly that between him and Mingyue, from beginning to end, it was above board, and now, the same is true.
Shoucheng and Mingcheng heard the sound of the door opening, turned around, and saw Sangou sitting under the lamp solemnly, and couldn't help but give Sangou a thumbs up in their hearts.
They're all men, they're all dog-day men. Mingcheng admired these two brothers more and more.
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Mingyue also sat at the other end of the table, looking at Sangou, looking at Sangou deadly, this face has been seared in her heart for the rest of her life, but she still can't see enough.
Actually, according to normal aesthetics, Sangou is not a beautiful man, he is medium, but his temperament is so charming, I don't know why, Mingyue can now feel the kind of heart palpitations that she felt when she was a girl a few years ago.
It is the kind of heart palpitations that can't be seen in the face of Sangou, a determination to make yourself willing to die for this man, and a kind of moth to the fire.
The current Sangou has no more youthful and childish spirit on his face than he did a few years ago, and it is more of vicissitudes and maturity.
Sangou was stared at by Mingyue uncomfortably, and he didn't know what to do, but he suddenly remembered something, and remembered what Mingyue said to him when they separated four years ago:
"Don't go away, remember, this is the money you owe me, no matter what, you have to pay me back in person."
It was when she had to separate temporarily, that Mingyue gave a piece of paper-wrapped ocean to Sangou and said to Sangou.
This sentence, Sangou has always kept it in his heart, how many times, I don't know how to deal with it, and now that the opportunity has finally come, Sangou took out a wad of money, handed it to Mingyue and said:
"This... This is the money I owe you, now in fiat currency, the amount is about the same, now... I've given it back to you, it's been so long, and it's just... I will pay you back......"
Sangou stumbled and stumbled, and he didn't even dare to look up at Mingyue, lowering his head, like a child who had done something bad admitting his mistakes.
"Who wants you to pay it back, besides, if you want to pay it back, can you pay it back?"
Mingyue was still immersed in her good impression of Sangou, but when she suddenly saw Sangou like this, she was very angry all of a sudden, and thought, there is really your Sangou, the daylily has cooled a few stubbles, you come and tell me this now.
What are you to me? Is that all there is to it? Want to pay off your previous debts? Tell you Sangou, you can't pay it off in your life.
Mingyue didn't say these words, but in her heart, she was really uncomfortable, she wouldn't take this money, even if it was more money, she wouldn't ask for it.
Seeing that Mingyue suddenly became angry, Sangou panicked even more, and didn't know what to do, like sitting on pins and needles, holding the money in his hand, I don't know if it's better to take it back or put it on the table.
Since the money had been taken out, it could not be taken back, so Sangou had to put the money on the table and muttered:
"It's... This is what you said to yourself before, saying that you want it back to you, and now, why don't you want it? ”
Mingyue stared at Sangou fiercely, eager to take a knife and chop him immediately, he was really angry, how could he be so angry? How can anyone be so bullied?
"I won't ask you for a penny, you put the money away, and wait for them to come back from the city, it's not good."
Mingyue tried her best to control herself, calmed herself down, and said these words to Sangou coldly, and that tone was more penetrating than the cold wind in this winter night.
Seeing that Sangou had to put away the money, Mingyue didn't want to see Sangou anymore, got up and turned her head and left, returned to her bedroom, didn't even turn on the light, silently touched the bed, pulled a quilt to cover her body, and let the tears burst like a, galloping.
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It didn't take long for Shoucheng and Mingcheng to come back, seeing that Mingyue was not there, they didn't say anything, everyone continued to smoke the newly bought paper cigarettes, and continued to chat.
I don't know why, maybe it's late, and the cold in the winter night is slowly soaking through, and everyone feels a little excited, so they hurriedly wash their faces and fall asleep.
Early the next morning, the monk came to find Sangou, and he made an appointment to return this morning, and he couldn't keep the city anymore, and Sangou still had to go home after all.
Sangou suddenly felt that he still had a vacation time, so he could let the monk accompany his family more, so he asked the monk to go home for the time being, and when he was about to return to the army, he would call him again.
The monk didn't say anything, handed over the funds he was carrying to Sangou, and turned to leave. In fact, whether it is a monk or a layman, he still has feelings for his biological parents.
Shoucheng personally sent everyone a long way, maybe it was too early in the morning in winter, there were not a few pedestrians on the road, and Mingyue and her in-laws didn't get up, so naturally they didn't come out to see each other.
Sending Jun Qianli must finally say goodbye, Sangou finally stopped the city and asked him to go back, and at the same time, he also secretly stuffed him with a red envelope, saying:
"I haven't caught up with so many happy events for you, this time it's just a little interesting, I hope you will definitely be subordinate."
I didn't want it at first, but seeing that Sangou was very resolute, thinking about it, my brother didn't stick to this little money, so I accepted it.
After sending the three dogs and returning home, Shoucheng saw Mingyue get up, so he handed her a red and white casually, and said:
"This was given to me by Sangou when he left, and he said that he wanted me to take it, so I took it, you can take it and put it away."
Mingyue smiled and took the red envelope, and said to Shoucheng: "Your brother has such a good relationship, it is also appropriate to accept more red envelopes from him." ”
After saying that, Mingyue stuffed the red envelope in her pocket and went out, not going anywhere else, but going directly into the kitchen.
It just so happened that the stove in the kitchen had a fire, a pot of water was boiling, boiling the rice and cooking porridge, Mingyue took a fire cage to pick up a charcoal fire, the winter morning was really cold, there was a fire cage, you can warm your hands.
Seeing that there was no one in the kitchen, Mingyue took out the red envelope, didn't open it, and threw it directly into the stove.
Watching the red envelope quickly boil in the raging fire, revealing the money inside, it immediately turned red, and then turned into gray-white ashes.
It's like her feelings for Sangou, from the previous redness, to the current ashes, and finally turned into nothingness, gone, nothing.
Together with his own youth, his youth, everything can't go back, everything is gone.