Chapter 92: I Won't Forgive You
Sima Wangzu stared at Zhao Yunshu, took a deep breath, and walked out of the crowd. Zhao Yunshu, a woman who made his heart move. However, he did not dare to take the most crucial step in his life. Sima Wangzu bowed and said, "Lord Jinyang, I'm here."
Zhao Yunshu was defeated by his polite greeting, and suddenly his heart was beating, and he felt a little painful. The person she wanted to see would talk to her in such a way and in such a tone. Zhao Yunshu tried her best to restrain the unfairness in her heart, her eyes stayed on the handsome cheeks, and after a long time, she asked, "What are you calling me... Lord of Jinyang. ”
Sima Wangzu understood the deep meaning hidden behind that look, and also knew that she hated herself. But he tried his best to maintain that calm gaze, and his tone was also calm, and he replied lightly, "Yes, Lord Jinyang." ”
His tone was indifferent, deeply shattering her heart that was strong on the outside but weak on the inside. Zhao Yunshu looked up at the sky, not letting the tears hidden in her eyes gush out, and took a heavy breath, she wanted to make sure that what she heard just now was not true. Zhao Yunshu's eyes were filled with tears, and he asked again, "What did you call me?" ”
"Lord Jinyang." In this life, they are absolutely impossible, and it is time to break off this undeserved fate. Only by being ruthless with yourself and her can you let go of this wrong relationship.
After Zhao Yunshu heard this, it seemed that there was a sharp blade, cutting her heart one after another. Zhao Yunshu tried her best to restrain her emotions and not let her tears fall, and she didn't want to be seen as weak in her heart. But the tears in her eyes still flowed down the corners of her eyes. She stared at him quietly, and her mood finally couldn't calm down.
"Jinyang County Lord", Zhao Yunshu snorted coldly and muttered: "Jinyang County Lord... I am an identity in your eyes. ”
I haven't seen him in years, how did he become like this. Zhao Yunshu wanted to get a clear answer from his eyes. She wondered what had caused them to become familiar and strange people. Sima Wangzu didn't dare to look at that look and moved his gaze to other places to ease the emotions in his heart. Zhao Yunshu saw that he didn't even look at himself, obviously wanting to completely draw a line with himself, and his heart throbbed again, "Before, you always said that you couldn't see enough of me. Now, you don't even want to look at me more. If you keep me, I will stop. But if you don't stay, I'll be gone. In the future, I will keep my distance from you. After today, you and I will go our separate ways and never see each other. ”
"That's very good." Although Sima Wangzu had been prepared in his heart, when he heard this, he was still caught off guard. His reputation jumped, his eyelids instantly drooped, his cheeks tried his best to show a look of nonchalance, and his tone was still indifferent: "Lord Jinyang, you have a noble status and should have your own freedom. ”
"My eyes are all about you, how can I be free." Zhao Yunshu's eyes were deep, and his tone gradually deepened, adding a little resentment, "You forgot the promise you made to me in the moonlight that year... By my name, by your name. These... Have you forgotten everything? ”
"It was a promise I made when I was young and ignorant." Sima Wangzu raised his head and looked back at that gaze, "Please, don't take the Jinyang County Lord to heart." ”
"Okay." Zhao Yunshu could no longer see the gaze that fascinated her and made her slightly warm like spring, she raised her finger lightly to wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes, "I don't let the palace guards care like this." From this moment on, I will also forget the feelings of my youth. Your Excellency, you have won. ”
When Sima Wangzu heard this, he smiled slightly, but did not answer. Actually, he lost, and he lost completely. He lost to the world's eyes and rules, and he lost to himself. As he grew older, he could no longer do what he wanted. He didn't know when he became like this. Now, too, he has become a person he despises. Once, there was no going back.
On that day, Zhao Yunshu still remembered that she was in the Zhao Palace in Handan, and suddenly a retainer came to tell her that General Zhao was dead. Zhao Yunshu learned the bad news of his father's death, and the whole person felt that the sky was about to be stepped on. However, the driving force that supported her to come over was the young man in front of her. In the battle of Lishi, Sima Wang also lost his father, but he forgot his own pain and soothed the wounds in her heart. Zhao Yunshu leaned on his shoulder, feeling very warm and down-to-earth. At that moment, she also felt that her world was so beautiful. Sima Wang, who has always spoken little, didn't know what happened that night. Through the hazy moonlight, I made a lifelong promise... By my name, by your name.
Zhao Yunshu wiped away the sadness in his eyes and said with a smile: "Okay." I will always wait for you to marry me. ”
As time passed, he still didn't come to marry her after all.
Zhao Jun held a grand hunt and was assassinated, and Sima Wang's life and death were uncertain when he fell into the cliff. When she got the news in Jinyang City, she secretly shed tears again. Everyone advised her to mourn and not to be too sad. Zhao Yunshu smiled at everyone and said, "If you don't marry me, how can you leave." ”
The war in northern Xinjiang broke out again, in order to deal with another sneak attack by the Qin State. She is not in love with her children, and chooses to be a child.
The Yan-Zhao War ended, and the two countries re-signed a peace treaty. When the two armies of Yan and Zhao were indistinguishable, a red-robed young general led a single army straight in, approached the position of the commander of the Yan army, and beheaded the generals of the Yan army. Prince Yan fled from the battlefield under the escort of a group of people. Seeing that the general situation had gone, the main general of the Yan army led the remaining soldiers and horses and also withdrew from the battlefield. The favorable situation on the battlefield was in favor of the Zhao State. The red-robed young general was the person she thought about day and night. Not only did he come back intact, but he also made great achievements in Daijun in Northern Xinjiang and shined. She was genuinely happy for him.
She believes that she will soon be 28 years old. He will come to Jinyang City to marry her with the promise of that day. She doesn't expect to have a grand wedding, she just wants to be with him for life. However, she was over eighteen, and he still did not come to marry her, but learned a piece of news... He's going to marry a Korean girl.
When Zhao Yunshu got the news, he was already sad in his heart. A few days ago, she learned that he would pass by the party, so she put down everything and didn't care about anything, and came to ask in person whether the promise she made back then counted. However, Sima Wang's answer gave her a fatal blow. He has long forgotten the promise of that year, and she has always remembered it.
Sima Wangzu didn't want to see her sad appearance, so he opened his mouth, and when the words came to his mouth, he couldn't say anything. He wanted to reach out and touch her cheek, he wanted to look at her smile. Now, no matter how many words you say, you will only bring too much harm to each other. Sima Wangzu also slashed himself in his heart, and he smiled bitterly: "Yun Shu, forgive me." Leave me and you will find your own happiness. I'm not the person you're waiting for. ”
Zhao Yunshu swept away the sadness in his heart, pulled out his long sword and pointed at Sima Wang, and challenged: "Pull out your sword." ”
"The subordinates don't dare to commit crimes."
"You..."When Zhao Yunshu heard this, he immediately said angrily: "If you want to draw your sword, you will draw your sword, and talk less nonsense." We know by the sword, and we go away by the sword. We left a memory for each other and waved goodbye to the past. ”
Sima Wang's clan arched his hand and said, "The county lord of Jinyang has offended. ”
"Palace guards, please do your best, don't show mercy to my subordinates just because I am the county lord of Jinyang. In that case, I will despise you. When Zhao Yunshu heard this, he was immediately angry, and he didn't do the courtesy of a gentleman, and stabbed him directly. Sima Wangzu saw that she was too fast, and raised his sword to block.
Because the distance between the two of them was too far, Zhao Bao and the others couldn't hear what they said. Coupled with the direction in which Sima Wangzu was standing, everyone couldn't see the change on Zhao Yunshu's face. Suddenly, the two drew their swords and fought. Zhao Bao thought that they were just sparring sword moves, and shouted in their direction: "Palace guard, you have to be merciful to your subordinates, don't hurt the county lord." ”
Zhao Xie also shouted: "That's right! The body of the county lord's daughter is extremely noble. The palace guard asks you not to hurt her. ”
Han Cang saw the wonderful competition between the two, and sighed after observing: "The Zhao family is good at martial arts, and the Zhao country is also deeply affected, so the people are fierce. Unexpectedly, the county lord of Jinyang is a daughter of a daughter, and his swordsmanship is not inferior to that of a man. It can really be said that women don't let their eyebrows go. ”
"We, the county lord of Jinyang, have only played with men since we were children, and we don't like women's things. The king of my family also ate her fists when he was a child. This county lord is also a headache! Zhao Bao had a smile on the corner of his lips, as if he was very happy to see the king being beaten.
Han Cang took over the conversation and said with a smile: "On another day, the county lord and Ji Yao will meet each other, and they will definitely hit it off at first sight." ”
Zhao Bao was stunned for a moment, pondering the deep meaning of Han Cang's words. Those who can mingle with the county lord can be counted on ten fingers. O these people! They're painful people. If the 'queen' can see the lord at first sight, doesn't it mean that the queen is also a headache. Zhao Bao thought about it, the king and the queen are both uneasy lords, and if the two of them are together again, it will definitely be very lively! Thinking of this, Zhao Bao is looking forward to the future picture, especially what the life of the king will be like after marriage.
Han Cang saw the two fighting, without the accompaniment of elegant music, in order to set off a romantic atmosphere for the sword competition, he shouted: "Play music." ”
Of course, the liturgical musicians of the two countries understood what kind of music should be played at this time, and they did not want to communicate and walked out of the melody that was intoxicating. They didn't know that the two of them were in love with each other and promised the rest of their lives. Today, they are trying to cut off their relationship. This cheerful melody came into Zhao Yunshu's ears, but it added anger. Zhao Yunshu quickly swung the sword in her hand to vent the unhappiness in her heart, she wanted to teach the person in front of her who was once regarded as the most important person in her life.
After Sima Wangzu heard this, one after another memories of the two of them once shared appeared in his mind, and gradually his defensive momentum slowed down. Zhao Bao clapped his hands and cheered: "Lord Jinyang, it's good." ”
Fei Yi frowned, where did the two people in front of him look like loving couples, sword moves, but more like enemies meeting each other, fighting to the death. With the sudden change in the painting style in front of him, Zhao Yunshu blindly attacked, and his sword moves were sharp. Sima Wang's blind defense is like a child who has done something wrong. Sword moves are sparring, you should come and go, which one is too aggressive, and the other is passively beaten. Zhao Bao also sensed that something was wrong, his nose smelled something else, and said in a low voice: "Da Sima, I see something." ”
Fei Yi nodded, "The two of them have an awkward quarrel." ”
"You! It's too easy to see. Zhao Bao shook his head slightly, "Should they..."
"No, I'm going to admonish them."
"Xiangbang, this kind of thing, persuasion is useless." Fei Yi looked at the two people who were fighting and sighed: "The only way to get out is by themselves." ”
Zhao Bao is from the past, of course he understands. There are some things that others can't interfere in.
Seeing that she hated herself, Sima Wang's defense gradually weakened. Zhao Yunshu didn't care about anything, and stabbed him with a sword. Sima Wangzu stared at her blankly, and said in his heart: "A person who doesn't dare to fight for it, it's not interesting to live, and dying in her hands is also a happy thing in life." ”
The long sword that Zhao Yunshu stabbed was still an arrow away from Sima Wang's throat. Sima Wang gave up his defense and closed his eyes. Seeing this, Fei Yi shouted, "Be careful. ”
Zhao Yunshu also came to his senses, her long sword had already stabbed out, but he looked at him with a smile, and he didn't mean to dodge at all. She began to panic, this sword was going to kill him. Zhao Yunshu wanted to retract the sword momentum too late, and shouted in his heart: "Dodge." ”
Sima Wangzu was still smiling, looking at her quietly, he wanted to remember her face.
Zhao Yunshu used all his strength to make the blade of the sword crooked a little, but the sword still pierced deeply into his body. Sima Wang's blood sprayed on her beautiful cheeks, and there was still a smile on the corner of her mouth. Seeing this smile, Zhao Yunshu knew that the once familiar him was back, her pupils widened, and her long sword pierced into his body. They once promised each other this life, but now they have swords against each other, and their robes have been dyed red.
Zhao Yunshu asked tremblingly, "Why don't you hide." ”
Sima Wangzu didn't answer, but asked, "I'm sorry... I've made you sad. ”
Zhao Yunshu scolded: "Do you know that my sword edge was off an inch just now, and I killed you." ”
"Are you still mad at me?" Sima Wangzu said with a smile: "Dying in your hands is also a blessing." ”
"I won't forgive you." After speaking, Zhao Yunshu turned over and rode away.
Sima Wang's ears kept echoing, "I won't forgive you." ”
Mu Jian was stunned by the scene just now, and waited until Zhao Yunshu went away before he came back to his senses and asked, "Aren't you like Sister Yunshu?" Aren't you also considerate of her feelings? Why did you say those things to make her sad? ”
Sima Wangzu stroked the wound, let the blood wet his clothes, and looked at the other party's departing figure, "This is for her good." ”